Exploring Judgment Origins from Bathtub Setting

Speaker is in a bathtub, describing it as a luxury since he lives in an RV and went six months without a bath. He had dropped off his RV earlier that day and is in a relaxed, exploratory mental state.

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grounded clarity

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tool demonstration

Orientation

toward cognitive integration

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September 4, 2024

5:34

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rswfire

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[0:00]so let me just apologize for the

[0:03]setting I'm obviously in a bathtub which

[0:06]for me is a luxury I live in an RV

[0:10]so I don't get to take baths very often

[0:13]so when I can I truly enjoy them because

[0:16]they're one of my favorite things in the

[0:18]world and I think I think I went six

[0:22]months without a bath so I'm just I'm

[0:25]just relaxing in

[0:27]here and when I'm just

[0:30]not really focused on anything in

[0:32]particular my mind wanders it goes to

[0:34]interesting places I don't have a lot of

[0:37]control over that CU I I don't exercise

[0:40]control over it I mean I could if I

[0:42]wanted to but I just let myself explore

[0:46]things and in this you know and because

[0:50]there's an Insight I want to share with

[0:51]you this just happens to be where I am

[0:54]at the time

[0:55]so um I wanted to talk about the origins

[0:59]of judgment both self judgment and

[1:02]Judgment of others but I want to start

[1:04]by explaining how I got to this topic

[1:07]because it would probably not you know

[1:10]surprise you it started with me thinking

[1:12]about an interaction I had earlier

[1:15]today I met this woman when I dropped

[1:18]off my RV

[1:20]and I noticed a micro expression in her

[1:24]face when she realized they didn't have

[1:27]teeth um I didn't address it I think

[1:29]think I might in the future because she

[1:32]wasn't judging me but she

[1:35]was self-conscious about it and I'm not

[1:39]so I could have said that to her I said

[1:41]I could have just said something like no

[1:44]worries I don't judge myself for this

[1:47]and I'm dealing with it you

[1:49]know um and that got me thinking about

[1:53]how I had talked about this recently on

[1:55]video how I don't judge myself for this

[1:58]situation and

[2:00]also related to some thoughts that I've

[2:02]had earlier today while I was on my

[2:04]height that went unexpressed where I was

[2:06]actually thinking

[2:08]about

[2:11]how um sorry I lost that thought give me

[2:14]a sec oh I was thinking

[2:18]about the process that led me to losing

[2:21]my teeth because it's a fragmented

[2:24]process that was able to happen because

[2:26]of

[2:27]fragmentation not because of

[2:30]I mean you know Behavior plays a role

[2:32]but I mean underneath of that that's

[2:35]what I'm always looking at I'm always

[2:36]looking for those connections and I

[2:40]understand now that for me losing my

[2:41]teeth was about my fragmented mental

[2:44]state where I was not living in

[2:47]alignment

[2:49]with

[2:52]um there's a bunch of factors here it's

[2:55]really hard to explain holistic

[2:56]cognition so um

[3:00]I didn't value them enough so I didn't

[3:04]take care of

[3:07]them I guess that's the core of it I'll

[3:10]leave it at that but um what I want to

[3:12]talk about is is this topic

[3:17]where I don't judge myself and that's

[3:20]because I am a holistic person

[3:24]I I look at the patter I see myself as a

[3:27]whole person like I think other people

[3:30]judge themselves and other people

[3:32]because they're just looking at facets

[3:34]of them and they're doing that through

[3:37]facets of their cognition like if you're

[3:40]judging yourself I'm going to I'll give

[3:43]an example from my life when I was a

[3:47]teenager I internalized homophobia I

[3:50]didn't accept myself at all I hated

[3:53]myself and that was a reflection of what

[3:55]I saw in the world everybody telling me

[3:58]that being gay was wrong

[4:00]evil gross disgusting you know that's

[4:04]how they made me feel and I didn't

[4:06]accept myself at all I thought there was

[4:08]something wrong with me this created a

[4:10]cognitive dissonance which leads to

[4:14]fragmentation and it wasn't until I came

[4:16]out and I felt I literally felt a weight

[4:20]lift out of my body I didn't even know

[4:22]was there just lift right the out

[4:25]of my

[4:26]body I felt so much lighter that is when

[4:30]I

[4:31]realized the cost of

[4:34]fragmentation so if you're judging

[4:36]yourself or you are judging other people

[4:39]which is not something I do I know that

[4:41]many people who watch my videos think

[4:44]that's what I'm doing it's

[4:46]not when you do that it is because

[4:49]you're looking at it from from different

[4:52]centers in your brain that are not well

[4:54]connected so you're looking maybe you're

[4:57]looking at it from an ethical angle or

[4:59]any more emotional one or just you know

[5:02]just a very superficial one that's

[5:05]really what it comes down to because

[5:07]when you're integrated you are not

[5:09]superficial nothing is

[5:12]superficial and I think

[5:14]that's that's

[5:17]worth I I don't want to say meditating

[5:19]on because I don't believe in crap like

[5:21]that I truly don't um but you know let's

[5:25]just go with the colloquialism that's

[5:27]something worth meditating on

Summary

rswfire records a transmission while taking a rare bath in someone else's facility, having dropped off his RV for service. He reflects on an interaction with a woman who showed self-consciousness about his missing teeth, which he did not judge himself for. This leads him to explore the origins of judgment, both self-judgment and judgment of others. He traces his understanding back to his experience with internalized homophobia as a teenager, describing how coming out created a physical sensation of weight lifting from his body. He explains that judgment occurs when people view situations through fragmented cognitive centers rather than integrated, holistic cognition. He distinguishes his analytical approach from judgment, noting that integration eliminates superficiality.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission demonstrates the operational difference between fragmented and integrated cognition through embodied example. The field is using personal narrative as architectural proof-of-concept, showing how holistic perception eliminates judgment by dissolving the cognitive fragmentation that generates it.

Dominant Language

fragmentationholistic cognitionalignmentintegrationcognitive dissonanceweight liftsuperficial

Symbolic Elements

waterthresholdmirror

Ontological States

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integrated
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coherent
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embodied
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sovereign

Subsystems

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cognitive
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somatic
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ethical

Transmission Details

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