[0:00]good morning humans it's 10:00 in the
[0:02]morning here I stayed up till 5: in the
[0:06]morning so I only got 5 hours sleep at
[0:08]the
[0:10]most but it's a new day and I have to
[0:12]get up I opened up the back window all
[0:16]the others still have reflec tis in them
[0:19]I have to put it in that one too later
[0:21]in the day but just wanted to get a
[0:23]sense of what's going on out there
[0:25]because you know it's Labor Day weekend
[0:27]I have a neighbor behind me um we looked
[0:31]at their I thought their Camp was a lot
[0:34]longer than it is I don't know why it
[0:37]seems so long to me yesterday but it
[0:40]fits in there you
[0:41]know I don't know what else is going on
[0:44]all my windows are shut
[0:47]so I've been thinking I've been out for
[0:50]a couple minutes just
[0:52]thinking through my day and really just
[0:55]comes down to cleaning and
[0:58]organizing I think it just need to be
[1:00]super practical today and get prepared
[1:03]for when we take this camper in to get
[1:08]some repairs done to it so it's
[1:12]Friday I guess there's still four days
[1:15]but um Monday which is official holiday
[1:19]I'll be at a cottage so I just want to
[1:22]have everything done before then so that
[1:24]I can just hang out there for a couple
[1:26]days and really enjoyed that time
[1:31]um so there are many things I love about
[1:33]this Camp room my bed is not one of them
[1:36]my back is hurting again this has been
[1:38]an ongoing issue for 6 months
[1:43]now it had gotten better so I thought
[1:47]maybe I had adjusted to the situation
[1:52]but since I got here and we are Level we
[1:56]are super level right
[1:58]now like my back is just really killing
[2:01]me in the
[2:02]mornings so that's forcing me to
[2:04]reassess what is going on
[2:06]here when I was
[2:09]at the other camps my last campsite
[2:12]before this one we were not
[2:15]level and I didn't really have this
[2:17]problem as much
[2:19]so I'm so confused about it I think my
[2:24]thinking now is maybe the bed platform
[2:27]itself literally the wood it sits on not
[2:30]on the mattress sits on maybe that's the
[2:33]problem maybe it's not level and now
[2:35]that we're
[2:37]level whatever issues are going on with
[2:39]that bed
[2:41]platform like the angle that right in
[2:45]the middle where my my back
[2:49]is it's causing some kind of physical
[2:52]stress that you know so I wake up with
[2:54]this back
[2:55]pain
[2:57]so I'm going to have to p pull off the
[3:00]mattress M's trying to get over here
[3:03]come on ba lay down
[3:09]stop so I'm going to have to pull
[3:12]off the mattress and get out like a
[3:15]measuring tour and just just investigate
[3:21]like I'm starting to run out of ideas I
[3:25]don't know so we're driving 20 miles
[3:29]away
[3:30]to get coffee oh my God it's um it's a
[3:34]40 minute drive but we're going to a
[3:36]Starbucks I just really need coffee
[3:38]today and I've been adapting by just
[3:41]drinking cold coffee but I just really
[3:43]want real coffee today so we're going to
[3:46]go do
[3:47]that and you know we're pretty far out
[3:50]in the middle of nowhere I guess but I'm
[3:53]sure there are local coffee shops I
[3:55]probably could have searched for those
[3:57]I'm very curious you know why I'm
[4:00]actually thinking this through I'm
[4:01]wondering if like I make decisions like
[4:04]this because it it minimizes the
[4:07]cognitive load that I go through like
[4:09]it's it's a convenience thing it's like
[4:11]okay I need coffee we're going to
[4:12]Starbucks don't care how far away it
[4:14]is when a normal person probably just
[4:18]looks for a coffee shop you know I adapt
[4:21]it's like okay we have to go into
[4:22]Bowling Green to get coffee I might as
[4:24]well do some other things while I'm
[4:25]there and it's a real City and then um
[4:30]you know I'll come back and we'll just
[4:32]start our day for real like doing stuff
[4:34]in the camper I was thinking
[4:38]um this morning about last night I was
[4:41]talking about how I'm trying to stop
[4:44]drinking Mountain Dew it's just an
[4:46]ongoing thing with me but how I don't
[4:48]judge myself for still drinking it like
[4:52]this morning I the reason I was thinking
[4:53]it is because I had to go to the store
[4:56]and that's what got me into the mindset
[4:58]of let's get coffee I needed to go to
[5:00]the store to get some I would do and I
[5:03]was just thinking you
[5:05]know I'm trying to
[5:08]explain how how I think and like my
[5:12]behavior and all of these things because
[5:14]I think it could help some people and
[5:17]like I don't judge myself for still
[5:19]doing a thing that's actually brought me
[5:20]a great deal of harm I lost my teeth
[5:22]partly because among you was a big part
[5:24]of it but I don't judge myself for still
[5:28]drinking it
[5:30]what I do do and I didn't say this in
[5:33]the video because I wasn't thinking
[5:34]about it at the time
[5:37]is I do I'm always working on it so I'm
[5:40]going to get Mountain Dew at the
[5:43]store um but I'll try to get other
[5:45]things too I'll pick up some orange
[5:47]juice or I'll get some Pepsi and you
[5:49]know I try to substitute it for other
[5:52]things as part of my process and like
[5:55]that's an ongoing thing I'll do that for
[5:57]a long time probably but but
[6:01]slowly I'm altering my behavior without
[6:04]judging myself I think that's really
[6:07]important think looks beautiful
[6:11]today maybe well I don't know we did
[6:15]just pass the trail the core of engineer
[6:18]Trail I haven't been on it yet maybe we
[6:20]will visit that today I don't know I I
[6:22]do have a lot to do but I do have time I
[6:24]have like 3 days you know what that's
[6:27]probably a coffee shop
[6:31]that would save me I don't know if I
[6:33]want to get coffee there but it would
[6:34]save me a lot of
[6:36]time now I'm wondering if maybe I should
[6:38]get coffee there like I do want to I
[6:42]want to embrace things like that where I
[6:44]explore like local
[6:48]things but that didn't really look like
[6:50]a coffee shop to me but I didn't stop
[6:52]and look at it we're not going to do it
[6:55]this time but I'm going to I'm getting
[6:57]myself into the mindset where that's a
[6:58]thing I'm going to be doing because I
[7:01]don't want to travel to Bowling Green
[7:02]for coffee if this wasn't so rare for me
[7:06]you
[7:08]know I'm considering it but I
[7:11]just just not today I actually do need
[7:15]to head into Bing green there's some
[7:16]things I really need to do so
[7:20]um and I had already gotten Starbucks
[7:23]into my head I'm noticing some of these
[7:25]trees are starting to change
[7:27]color so we might actually be here for
[7:30]the right part of Autumn and it's
[7:36]happening we just need to give it a
[7:38]couple weeks we're going to go explore
[7:40]man caves the Natural Bridge we made it
[7:44]that was a very stressful drive people
[7:46]are driving like maniacs today
[7:49]everywhere we made it though and I was
[7:52]thinking on the way here since I'm in
[7:54]Bowling Green I'm going to find a place
[7:55]to finally pierce my air cartilage up
[7:57]here hopefully there's some kind of new
[8:00]rules in Kentucky that seem to be making
[8:02]that harder for a lot of places to do
[8:04]but it is possible if I can find the
[8:05]right place we're going to do
[8:07]that give me something to
[8:13]drink help you say good morning I would
[8:16]like a vinty hazelnut mocha please
[8:22]hot it was I'm sorry your up for me
[8:26]venty hazelnut mocha
[8:30]hot okay anything else for you today
[8:32]that's it thanks all right 7:47 today
[8:35]thank
[8:37]you I mean I thought I was being polite
[8:40]by you know highlighting every
[8:43]word think you took it a little rude
[8:46]though I finally did it guys I got my
[8:49]ears pierced I pierced this one one more
[8:51]time and two up here they got to heal um
[8:54]before I can put Hoops in them but I got
[8:56]a whole bunch of Hoops the people who
[8:57]did this were amazing I'm actually going
[8:59]to shout them out in this video um but
[9:02]he gave
[9:04]me where did I put
[9:07]them oh here they are okay 10
[9:12]Hoops so that I can replace them all and
[9:15]they all be the same so I'll have let's
[9:18]see there's three four five six I was
[9:20]thinking about maybe piercing this a
[9:21]second time but I just like the Elegance
[9:24]of it
[9:26]and this is amazing I been wanting to do
[9:30]this for months I finally got it done I
[9:32]have to wait like I don't even know
[9:34]probably a month or something they took
[9:36]a video before I can put the Hoops in
[9:38]they took a video of me doing it I
[9:40]handled it like a a true Pro it was not
[9:44]bad at all I didn't know what it would
[9:46]feel like I guess everybody's different
[9:47]but I
[9:49]um I
[9:51]mean very temporary pain you know I've
[9:54]had all my teeth pulled out it was you
[9:56]know just it was totally cool I am so
[9:59]happy we're going back to the camground
[10:01]now you should know that the recovery
[10:03]process that's the painful part like
[10:05]this is not going to be that fun I can't
[10:08]sleep on that side of my face I'm a side
[10:09]sleeper I think I actually do sleep that
[10:11]way so I'm going to have to adjust and
[10:14]um possibly for a couple of months like
[10:16]it's a slow healing process got to take
[10:19]good care of them
[10:20]and um I'm just so happy about it
[10:52]let's see what we're dealing with here
[10:55]it's probably my worst
[10:57]nightmare my worst nightmare come
[11:01]true but we've had a couple days to
[11:03]prepare we knew it was coming we
[11:06]mentally prepared ourselves for this
[11:09]what are we about to see oh God help
[11:16]us where is everybody
[11:19]what we got one new
[11:22]camper all right they're not here yet
[11:26]they're coming today we know they are
[11:28]they're coming
[11:32]see what we got over
[11:35]here let's see it is 2: in the afternoon
[11:38]on Friday that's getting packed down
[11:41]there holy crap I'm so glad we're not in
[11:43]that Loop wow oh my God it is packed
[11:46]over there too oh wow that was empty
[11:49]yesterday that's where we went hiking
[11:53]empty well we know people are coming
[11:55]here
[11:56]okay um yeah that's new
[12:00]there's going to be all kinds of
[12:02]everybody's going to be all of these
[12:04]sites are going to be taken like all of
[12:06]them it's going to be packed over here
[12:09]also but we're going to make the best
[12:11]event we are we're going to go look
[12:14]around and stuff let's just go and have
[12:16]some fun and like you know we'll see how
[12:18]everybody lives I guess how they Camp my
[12:21]ear already hurts it's already hurting
[12:23]it's going to get worse I love it though
[12:26]I am so freaking happy about it like
[12:28]there are there's no words I I
[12:30]absolutely love it I've been wanting to
[12:31]do it for months finally got it done I
[12:34]love it so I'm back Bailey's just
[12:37]chilling down
[12:38]here he seems to be having a good
[12:41]time you seem pretty happy we got to get
[12:45]you some treats
[12:46]though maybe refresh your water but yeah
[12:49]I got to do some work in here but you
[12:51]know it can wait it's kind of hot I
[12:53]forgot I left the back window open
[12:54]without reflecting the 77 over
[12:57]here and
[12:59]oh stand up 80 over here probably like
[13:03]85 in the cab are that's where Bailey
[13:05]was but he likes heat so doesn't bother
[13:09]him shooting it'll get a little it'll
[13:11]probably will get hotter
[13:13]actually it gets pretty hot you know but
[13:16]this should be the last day like the
[13:18]temperature start dropping after this
[13:21]it'll still be pretty hot but it'll
[13:23]it'll get better every week we'll get
[13:24]better
[13:26]so I'm thinking about just taking a walk
[13:30]around the campgrounds just seeing what
[13:32]you know there's so many people here
[13:34]maybe we just go around and see what the
[13:37]atmosphere is like but I don't want to
[13:39]be walking around my camera like too
[13:41]obviously like I don't want
[13:44]to just
[13:47]my my brain doesn't like the idea like I
[13:51]would rather have some not not I'm not
[13:54]trying to like be stealth but just you
[13:57]know less obvious so if I'm going to be
[14:00]walking around with the camera recording
[14:01]everything I kind of just want maybe
[14:03]something on my chest or something but I
[14:05]don't know how I could do that without
[14:07]my
[14:08]backpack I had been thinking about it
[14:11]cuz I don't always want to take my
[14:13]backpack hiking either you know the
[14:15]little hikes that are just you know 4 or
[14:17]eight miles like I don't really need a
[14:19]backpack for that so maybe I will be
[14:22]able to come up with something today
[14:25]like I'm going to think about it so I am
[14:27]off to the drugstore or to get some
[14:29]stuff to keep my ears clean you know so
[14:32]they don't get dis infect infected or
[14:34]whatever and I just noticed I have a
[14:36]neor I have a neighbor and that got me
[14:39]thinking because other stuff's going on
[14:42]today that you know I'm not going to
[14:43]really talk about but um it's got I've
[14:46]been thinking about some stuff and it's
[14:49]kind of related so I'm not sure I should
[14:52]really care about other people observing
[14:54]me because they don't see what I see I
[14:57]am tr stopped because of some stupid
[14:59]phone anyways most people like for me
[15:04]when I'm observing something I see all
[15:06]kinds of interconnections and you know
[15:08]like my mental
[15:10]map it just it connects all kinds of
[15:12]things I'm not even going to try to
[15:14]explain that but I think that most
[15:16]people probably don't do that if I was
[15:18]out there spraying my clothes with
[15:20]mosquito repellants well this could be a
[15:22]good example so if I was out there
[15:24]spraying if somebody else was out there
[15:26]spraying mosquito repellants on their
[15:28]clothes
[15:29]I'd make connections I'd understand they
[15:31]probably like hiking and blah blah blah
[15:33]like I just a whole whole bunch of
[15:35]would go through my head right I don't
[15:37]know that other people are like that
[15:40]maybe I shouldn't care so much maybe I
[15:41]should just be myself and not care
[15:43]anymore I think that's where we're
[15:44]heading I am a programmer and I just get
[15:47]so frustrated with technology on my RV
[15:51]life like it's just
[15:53]not not functioning the way I wanted to
[15:57]it's annoying
[15:59]at the same time I'm sitting there
[16:00]thinking in my head Park ro
[16:03]oh um you know it's interrupting us
[16:06]you're interrupting us
[16:08]Google um at the same time I was
[16:11]thinking in my head as I was saying that
[16:13]well lots of things don't work in
[16:15]programming too that's a big part of the
[16:17]job so why does it bother me so much
[16:19]that um you know my RV life
[16:24]technology oh my God I knew if I turn
[16:26]that would happen too I knew I anyways
[16:28]we're going to the drugstore I
[16:30]absolutely love this song I have been
[16:32]listening to it on repeat for whenever I
[16:35]first discovered it and I played it on
[16:37]my channel that one day this song Just
[16:41]Just speaks to me and it's got such a
[16:42]great beat behind it and everything I'm
[16:45]not going to play it though because you
[16:47]know that stuff gets you in trouble with
[16:48]YouTube
[16:50]beautiful always so beautiful I just
[16:53]love the way that the
[16:56]sun reflects on water I'm very
[16:59]distracted I shouldn't be doing this but
[17:01]it's beautiful Google's going to
[17:04]interrupt us in a mile less than a mile
[17:07]but let's talk about something
[17:11]so I'm running out of money like fast
[17:14]like I'm not even sure if I can pay on
[17:16]my bills anymore I think it's like real
[17:18]close so you'll probably notice that I'm
[17:22]not too stressed about that and that's
[17:23]because I believe in myself I truly
[17:25]believe in myself I can handle any
[17:27]situation that comes my way I believe
[17:28]believe that I live that reality so I'm
[17:32]going back into programming I'm going to
[17:34]do some freelancing starting next week
[17:35]I'm going to start building up my
[17:36]profiles and all that stuff and I'll
[17:39]take on some freelance
[17:40]jobs and I'll do that continue straight
[17:43]to stay on US31 East South I'll do that
[17:46]for as long as I need to and then while
[17:48]I work on trying to get a job at the
[17:50]park service cuz that's what I really
[17:51]want so just felt it was time to
[17:53]acknowledge that understand that this
[17:56]doesn't mean I have all the answers I
[17:59]don't have all the answers I just trust
[18:01]in my ability to navigate any situation
[18:05]and to work through challenges and to
[18:07]get the answers I need when I need them
[18:10]that's what I've been trying to show you
[18:11]guys for 6
[18:13]months this is how I navigate the world
[18:16]this is how I have made it to 47 years
[18:18]old how I was able to save up enough
[18:21]money to live for 6 months and my RV
[18:25]while I worked on
[18:27]myself you are cap capable of so much
[18:30]you
[18:31]are I mean this has to be like the
[18:34]hundredth time I've listened to this
[18:35]song at
[18:37]least Baron River
[18:40]Lake we're very
[18:43]close to our temporary
[18:47]home really want to get out there and
[18:51]experience that little peninsula there
[18:54]that would be so
[18:56]fabulous I don't know how you get to it
[18:58]though
[19:01]we really need to hike that
[19:03]trail I'm starving so we're going to the
[19:06]lodge first campground's that
[19:09]way where I was the other day there's
[19:12]the little um that little spot I went to
[19:14]and there's a trail over there that's
[19:15]where the bus is at we're just going to
[19:17]go down here it's very long
[19:19]road uh there's like a little horse
[19:22]stables and Villas and Cottages we'll be
[19:26]in the Cottages come Monday golf of
[19:29]course um a marina I've never seen that
[19:32]it's down further than I've ever gone
[19:35]so nice State Park very nice place all
[19:39]my friends are heathens take it
[19:43]slow I am just so obsessed with this
[19:46] song it's just
[19:48]ridiculous food we need food so
[19:53]hungry wow they're not even busy that is
[19:55]so awesome I thought they'd be like
[19:57]packed but I guess not are there any
[19:59]Jeeps around that require duckies I
[20:02]don't see
[20:05]any let's see no no Jeeps okay let's go
[20:09]get some food I don't know I guess
[20:13]maybe people are you know they're work
[20:16]today maybe did do they work on the
[20:18]Friday before Labor Day and they just
[20:21]can't come yet I don't know like maybe
[20:23]we'll see them all
[20:25]tomorrow they're not I'm really shocked
[20:27]I mean there's a lodge here
[20:32]so this is the pub they have a pub here
[20:35]and a
[20:35]restaurant they gave me permission to
[20:38]sit out here and
[20:40]eat very nice no
[20:43]pool it's summer time so that's
[20:45]confusing to
[20:49]me
[20:51]H oh look at that the Lake's over there
[20:54]I didn't know that did not know the lake
[20:57]was so close
[21:00]interesting this place is getting busy
[21:03]there's chaos
[21:05]everywhere but it's also a very new
[21:10]experience um it's Unique and I like
[21:13]stuff like that so I'm going to embrace
[21:15]it I'm going to go check out the
[21:17]campground after I get my stuff inside
[21:20]and we'll probably just go for a walk
[21:23]check things out but I move my Jeep up
[21:26]to the front in front of my RV cuz
[21:28]there's just freaking chaos around
[21:31]here this cat is experiencing pure Bliss
[21:35]right now he is exactly where he wants
[21:37]to be he's in his
[21:39]element like for an hour now this cat
[21:42]has just been completely content just
[21:46]watching all the people
[21:48]around I've been sitting out here doing
[21:51]stuff putting and anti-itch cream on all
[21:55]my mosquito bites I must have like 50 of
[21:57]them
[21:59]just letting him chill waiting on him
[22:01]now pretty much and I'm going to go for
[22:03]a walk and check the park out