[0:00]so I think I'm about to give you an
[0:02]exceptionally good example of what it
[0:04]means to be a holistic
[0:08]thinker I have a new neighbor behind me
[0:11]oh that is just plays right into this so
[0:16]it's been a very long day I've been out
[0:18]hiking and made a video of at at a park
[0:21]you know and it's been like nearly
[0:24]100° so I need a shower it's almost
[0:27]night time it's very close the Sun is
[0:29]setting now
[0:32]and I don't want to um go through
[0:35]multiple pairs of clothes because every
[0:38]day because you know I live in an RV I I
[0:42]have to be able to wash that
[0:45]stuff um so I want to wear my pajamas
[0:49]but you know I have to walk down to the
[0:51]shower housee that would mean I'd be
[0:53]walking back wearing my
[0:55]pajamas and I have a new
[0:58]neighbor and so that's a a
[1:00]little it's a little difficult
[1:04]to I mean there's a lot of thoughts that
[1:06]go into my head about that like is it is
[1:10]it
[1:11]respectful um is it normal I've seen
[1:14]I've seen women on campsites and their
[1:18]um what do they call
[1:21]those you know their little silk things
[1:24]and and you know so over time I've come
[1:28]to understand that okay you know when
[1:30]you're living on a campground Behavior
[1:33]kind of changes a little bit so you know
[1:36]the Norms are a little bit different so
[1:39]yeah maybe it's all right to come out in
[1:40]my
[1:41]pajamas um there are some people out
[1:44]there who'll be like who who cares don't
[1:45]even worry about that like just do what
[1:48]you have to do but I don't think that
[1:49]way I'm a holistic thinker I actually I
[1:52]consider all the variables it is
[1:54]impossible for me not
[1:55]to so this is the first time I have done
[1:59]this
[2:00]I am going to go take a shower and walk
[2:04]back to my camper in my pajamas and I
[2:07]think I'm going to love it because I
[2:09]like being comfortable and I like being
[2:11]in my pajamas at night and I am covered
[2:15]in mosquitoes and I need a shower so
[2:17]that I can get the mosquito repellent
[2:20]off of me and put other stuff on you
[2:22]know the anti cream and all of that
[2:26]so embracing this I am here I didn't
[2:29]want to walk in there with the camera on
[2:32]so I like these pajamas they look nice
[2:35]and they're comfortable I don't know why
[2:37]I should be bother to be why you bother
[2:39]me to be seen in them got dark on
[2:42]us
[2:45]wow we are off that was wonderful I will
[2:48]do that quite often now I think even on
[2:52]busy days I hope like the
[2:54]weekends trying to get better about
[2:57]stuff like that but I think I am I
[3:01]just I had to get comfortable with the
[3:04]lifestyle the new circumstances of my
[3:07]life so while I was showering there were
[3:09]a couple of things I thought about
[3:10]number one night gown obviously I know
[3:12]what that is um sometimes the words
[3:15]don't come out and I think of them by
[3:18]their function instead of their names
[3:20]it's actually kind of normal for my
[3:21]thinking style um especially if there's
[3:24]other things that are distracting me
[3:26]like while we're talking like I saw
[3:29]someone and
[3:31]um I just that's how my brain works
[3:33]sorry I know you can't see me well but
[3:34]you can hear me and number two I didn't
[3:38]really explain so holistic thinking it's
[3:42]not just about seeing all the variables
[3:44]but synthesizing them they have
[3:47]to they have to coales
[3:51]into a pattern
[3:55]that that um resonates like I can't like
[4:00]if they're not if they're in Conflict I
[4:02]have to resolve the conflict so walking
[4:06]down here in my pajamas was a conflict
[4:09]until I was able to resolve that by
[4:11]saying oh okay well here's some people
[4:12]who are just hanging out in their night
[4:14]counts you know um wow that RV is going
[4:19]to have problems in that spot that is
[4:21]way too
[4:22]big I did that my first time here but I
[4:26]have a small camper I think B just went
[4:28]over my head
[4:30]again
[4:32]interesting very cool I like bats by the
[4:36]way actually think bats are
[4:39]awesome so we're back and I'm going to
[4:41]sit and chill for the night it got dark
[4:45]so
[4:46]fast but yeah I wouldn't want to hang
[4:48]out here with a bunch of people around
[4:49]that is not my sty it's hard to tell but
[4:52]I wonder oh hi Bailey Sor the bed I
[4:55]didn't even notice um I wonder if they
[4:59]they're out too far like if they're in
[5:00]the road guess we'll find out in the
[5:03]morning so we're just going to hang out
[5:05]for the
[5:07]night show you Bailey he's just it's
[5:09]interesting that he didn't come to the
[5:11]door I wondered why what's going on
[5:13]buddy what are you doing it is night
[5:16]so technically I could take the reflecti
[5:19]off yeah we got a good temperature
[5:23]70° very
[5:25]nice actually turn this up now I have to
[5:28]turn it down real low like 65
[5:31]because the the temperature thing that
[5:36]controls the air conditioner
[5:39]sometimes um so there's two settings for
[5:42]an air conditioner like low and high
[5:43]that it picks itself I have no control
[5:45]over it and sometimes it gets confused
[5:49]so you have to set the temperature lower
[5:51]than you want it to in order to make it
[5:53]kick on high so that at least gets it
[5:55]closer to that when it's really hot out
[5:57]so it's another one of those that
[5:59]aptations there's so many of them in
[6:01]this life