[0:00]I'm sitting here trying to record a
[0:03]clip to help you guys understand me
[0:06]better because we have this
[0:08]misunderstanding that I've had my whole
[0:10]life and that is just it's so
[0:12]fundamental that it frustrates me it's
[0:14]the one thing in life that truly
[0:15]frustrates me I had a challenging
[0:17]morning didn't frustrate me not at all
[0:19]but quite a few
[0:21]people seem to think it frustrated me
[0:24]because they don't understand my growth
[0:25]mindset they don't understand that when
[0:28]I encounter issues with my RV I expect
[0:31]that I I expect that to happen I moved
[0:34]into an environment that I knew would
[0:36]challenge me I did that on
[0:38]purpose when I talk about
[0:42]how there's a lot I don't know I'm
[0:45]assessing my current knowledge base I'm
[0:48]making an assessment an honest one it's
[0:51]not a judgment it's not criticism it's
[0:54]not a complaint it's not it's not a cry
[0:56]for help it's none of those things I am
[0:59]simply assessing the current state of my
[1:02]knowledge so that I can improve it over
[1:06]time it's just a marker in time for me
[1:10]when I talk about my use of AI That's
[1:12]cognitive extension that is just me
[1:15]extending my cognition to other
[1:17]tools to Help Me
[1:20]Grow because I have a growth
[1:24]mindset lots of people like to avoid
[1:26]problems I'm not trying to avoid my
[1:28]problems
[1:30]this so when you watch my content and
[1:33]you see me going through challenges what
[1:35]you are seeing is someone trying to show
[1:37]you a path
[1:40]forward but instead lots of people seem
[1:42]to just
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[1:46]see I don't even know I truly
[1:49]don't because it blows my mind every
[1:52]time that this happens it truly does cuz
[1:55]I thought that was a wonderful video I
[1:57]thought it was very entertaining I
[1:59]laughed quite a few points in that
[2:01]video um watching
[2:03]it so there's just a fundamental
[2:06]misalignment between us I don't know how
[2:09]to fix and I had spent the last week
[2:10]thinking about ways to do that that
[2:12]would require a lot of work on my part
[2:15]and I don't want to do
[2:16]it and I just
[2:19]don't and I'm not going to I decided I'm
[2:22]just going to start ignoring those kinds
[2:24]of interactions because they are not
[2:27]aligned with what I'm trying to do I
[2:30]cannot help that you guys don't see what
[2:33]I'm trying to show you I have spent six
[2:37]months trying to show you and and I
[2:42]just even people that I feel like should
[2:45]get it don't always get it and I don't
[2:49]know what to do with that except to just
[2:51]accept it I I'm a big believer in
[2:55]acceptance about things you can't
[2:57]change so I guess that's where we are
[3:03]now I think it's time to give up on any
[3:06]idea that my channel will grow
[3:09]because I will always make videos like
[3:12]this one where I am a little bit
[3:14]frustrated even though this is like the
[3:15]10th time I've recorded this and this is
[3:17]the comest I've been so
[3:20]far because I am an honest
[3:23]person and I'm going to be honest with
[3:26]you we are very different kinds of
[3:30]people when you watch my content you
[3:32]cannot watch it through your cognitive
[3:35]lens or you will miss
[3:37]it I can't fix
[3:42]that I believe there is value in what
[3:45]I'm trying to do but that value is
[3:47]limited to those people who are willing
[3:49]to look a little deeper than they are
[3:52]now I am not asking for
[3:55]advice I'm not I'm not complaining about
[3:58]my life I love my life I had an amazing
[4:01]day I have a lot to share with you from
[4:04]that day I had an amazing day I have an
[4:06]amazing day every single
[4:08]day even my bad days are amazing to me
[4:12]you guys don't get it I don't think like
[4:17]you and I can't fix that and I'm done
[4:24]trying I'm
[4:26]sorry I wish there was some way for us
[4:29]to bridge the
[4:30]scal but there
[4:32]isn't so I'm going to just accept it and
[4:35]move on