[0:01]good morning humans it's 7 in the
[0:03]morning it's 57° out there in
[0:08]here they have to bring the ceramic
[0:11]heater
[0:13]and soon cold kind of
[0:19]cold I want some blankets around his
[0:24]cave so that she would be warm and me's
[0:27]just getting cuddled up to me
[0:33]I like the Colder Weather
[0:35]though I think
[0:38]I I need my ceramer
[0:43]though today is one of those challenging
[0:46]days
[0:48]because you know I have to drive the RV
[0:51]and this time we're Towing my Jeep so
[0:54]there's a hill here it's like when I
[0:58]first got here 90 days ago when I
[1:00]detached my Jeep it started rolling
[1:02]backwards so I know better this
[1:05]time I'm not sure where I'm going to
[1:07]hook it up and I'd been thinking about
[1:09]it for
[1:10]days I think the best I can probably I'm
[1:13]wondering how other people do it but I
[1:15]hadn't noticed so I can't
[1:17]really um there's nobody here now so I
[1:20]wasn't paying
[1:23]attention I think down by the dump
[1:26]station maybe it's more flat so that's
[1:28]where I need to do it so it's probably
[1:30]what we're going to do
[1:32]today um a checkin time at the other
[1:35]place is um I think I think it's 2 it's
[1:39]2: in the afternoon and and they an hour
[1:42]behind me so really
[1:45]3 so I can't actually leave for like six
[1:48]hours kind of
[1:51]early that gives me time to you
[1:54]know take my time at this I like doing
[1:57]that I like I don't like crushing the
[1:59]part I like doing it
[2:02]slow can hardly believe it's been 90
[2:04]days something I'm on the same site
[2:08]where I started or something poetic
[2:09]about
[2:12]that of course I you
[2:15]know I made that choice a couple days
[2:18]ago
[2:23]but it's going to be a good
[2:26]day this is my sight there's nobody
[2:29]really here's over there so you know
[2:33]she's got a top part to her cage too so
[2:35]she's up
[2:36]there but yeah it's pretty
[2:40]cold nobody
[2:45]here me hanging
[2:53]out that's my other site when I moov
[2:56]from here to that one before going into
[2:58]the
[2:58]woods where that truck is at um those
[3:02]people have been there since I moved
[3:04]from
[3:09]there morning is
[3:12]here I'm sitting here in front of the
[3:15]ceramic eater woo it's cold just trying
[3:20]to think about what did I learn while I
[3:22]was here 90 days that's a long
[3:26]time as far as the RV lifestyle
[3:30]I don't feel like I learned a lot
[3:32]because I've been
[3:34]stationary um I did get more comfortable
[3:38]like living here this is
[3:40]home so that's a good thing probably
[3:42]needed that time to just acclimate and
[3:46]feel like this is definitely a home for
[3:47]me I learned a lot about myself other
[3:51]people I had
[3:53]my I was
[3:55]thinking I had my my views of be all
[4:00]kind of confirmed with Luna which is sad
[4:03]cuz I don't want to think that way I
[4:04]don't want to feel that
[4:07]way it's hard for
[4:10]me not to though
[4:13]because it's it's gets confirmed through
[4:16]all the different ways that I interact
[4:18]with the world
[4:20]and observe it you know so that
[4:25]part I would love to see the good in
[4:28]humanity but I don't see it I used to
[4:32]when I was younger but I don't see it
[4:35]anymore I just see a lot of selfish
[4:37]people who are just tuned out
[4:44]and it's just a very disappointing
[4:50]reality but I didn't learn a whole lot
[4:52]here I
[4:56]just I will you know now I'm going to be
[5:00]moving a lot
[5:02]so it's
[5:05]cold a lot did happen here I discovered
[5:08]like
[5:10]Cumberland I quit smoking I um quit
[5:14]talking to my parents I learn I'm alone
[5:16]in the world you
[5:18]know I guess not
[5:21]entirely there are a few of you out
[5:23]there
[5:25]that show an interest who
[5:28]care what you you know I'm just on a
[5:31]physical personal level I'm alone
[5:34]so
[5:38]um I'm okay with that you know I'm not
[5:42]really the type to complain I know that
[5:43]not everyone gets that I'm just
[5:46]recounting my thoughts and people seem
[5:49]to think
[5:51]that's um I just I process the world
[5:55]differently than other people and I'm
[5:57]okay with that too I actually like me I
[5:59]like the way I
[6:03]am so we're going to
[6:06]have it's going to be a busy day busy
[6:09]morning I got some cleaning to do back
[6:11]here I did the cab area but need to work
[6:14]around Luna's cage area and the floor
[6:17]here and the rugs
[6:19]and um I couldn't figure out where to
[6:22]put the rugs though I'm kind of run out
[6:25]of
[6:26]space in garbage Pags to put them in I
[6:29]feel
[6:30]like feel like they should be sealed up
[6:33]in case there's any fleas I haven't seen
[6:35]any
[6:37]though I don't know I'm cautiously
[6:40]optimistic about that situation I need
[6:42]to blow my
[6:45]nose Luna's having a rough morning she
[6:48]was up top I had
[6:50]a flannel shirt up there for her she
[6:53]pooped all over it had to throw that
[6:56]out um I'm not sure what to put up there
[7:00]because anything I put up there
[7:02]is just got to stay warm
[7:05]though it's best I can do for this
[7:08]morning she's not really
[7:13]eating I cleaned her
[7:17]around um guess we'll keep an eye on
[7:22]her I have some bad news guys I'm going
[7:25]to take Luna to an animal shelter this
[7:28]morning
[7:32]um I just I can't take care of her in
[7:35]this environment
[7:37]she's it's
[7:40]deeply difficult and problematic her
[7:42]situation
[7:45]and I just can't so I'm going to take
[7:48]her to an animal
[7:50]shelter uh the rescues wouldn't help her
[7:52]but I assume that the shelter will so
[7:55]I'm just going to go there this morning
[7:56]they open in an hour and going drive
[7:58]down there and talk to them
[8:01]um might have been different if people
[8:03]helped me more but I you know there's
[8:07]that and
[8:10]then
[8:12]she's she needs a different environment
[8:14]this one is too small she's in a cage
[8:17]again she's not using the letter box
[8:20]consistently I know she's young and she
[8:23]needs
[8:24]time it's just it's impossible for me to
[8:27]do it in this environment so
[8:31]I will miss her we can be proud of the
[8:33]fact that we got her healthy she's alive
[8:37]you know she's
[8:39]well um she's young someone will adopt
[8:42]her
[8:45]I I now know that this is not something
[8:49]I can do in this little tiny RV it
[8:51]simply can't be done so we got her
[8:54]healthy that's what
[8:56]matters this space is just too small to
[8:59]care for a kitten with her needs it just
[9:02]it can't be done I've
[9:06]tried there is no
[9:09]room there is no space for
[9:13]this I'm sorry
[9:16]Luna I really wanted to give you a good
[9:18]life with
[9:20]me I wish that I could I truly do but I
[9:23]don't think that I can I'm not
[9:27]capable I tried
[9:30]I genuinely
[9:32]tried not going to say that was a
[9:34]pleasant experience at first they're
[9:36]like you can release her out
[9:38]here and she'll be
[9:40]fed I'm at the local County
[9:44]shelter they took her inside though I
[9:47]think that they're you know I just kept
[9:50]pushing I'm like look I found her on a
[9:52]campground she needs help you need to
[9:54]help her here's all of her things here's
[9:56]a dog kennel you know she needs you so I
[10:03]can't do it I'm sorry guys I wish I
[10:05]could this is very hard for me but I
[10:08]want you to see that I didn't just drop
[10:09]her off like somebody else she is at a
[10:13]shelter that is the best that I could do
[10:15]for her I got her healthy and I brought
[10:17]her to a
[10:22]shelter that these are the systems that
[10:24]humans have created for caring for these
[10:27]animals is unbelievable to
[10:30]me I get there and she's like you can
[10:32]just release her here there's a bunch of
[10:34]older cats out there who you you know
[10:36]probably been there forever there's food
[10:39]everywhere and I'm like this is a tiny
[10:42]kitten
[10:45]like I got her healthy take care of her
[10:49]I really had to keep pushing at her
[10:50]about
[10:52]this I'm not happy about the situation
[10:55]but you know what I cannot save
[10:59]I can't do it I can't I just I am not
[11:02]equipped to do it first of all I'm still
[11:04]struggling with this lifestyle like I'm
[11:06]literally having trouble living in an
[11:10]RV
[11:13]and I just it compounded the stress so
[11:16]much that I was crying yesterday like I
[11:18]literally cannot do
[11:20]it and the County shelter is like just
[11:23]release her right here just release her
[11:26]which I wouldn't do I made her take her
[11:29]made her get her name take her inside
[11:32]gave her the stuff you know the the dog
[11:35]kennel and all of her food and she took
[11:37]her inside I think they'll care for her
[11:39]I'm sure they have a Facebook page and
[11:41]all of that in fact I'm I'm pretty sure
[11:43]they do
[11:47]um I'm a little bit afraid to look at it
[11:49]you
[11:51]know I want to know that she turns out
[11:53]okay but I don't want to know if she
[11:55]doesn't you know so I don't know what to
[11:57]do about that well I've got to put my
[12:00]mind somewhere else right now because I
[12:02]do have to move SES today like I'm right
[12:04]here I'm at the campground I'm going
[12:06]into my spot
[12:10]and this was not something I wanted to
[12:13]do but something I felt I had no choice
[12:16]but to do and the local County shelter
[12:20]should
[12:24]have they
[12:25]should it's insufficient
[12:29]looks like I'll be putting air in the
[12:30]tires every time all right this is quite
[12:33]effective quite happy with
[12:35][Music]
[12:38]it little concerned like they had
[12:41]already lost like 5 lbs in two days so
[12:45]and this one I just filled and then when
[12:47]I pulled the thing out the extender was
[12:50]losing
[12:51]air then I adjusted it and it stopped
[12:54]doing that so now I'm putting air back
[12:56]in it
[12:57]again learning proc
[13:00]process some point I'm going to have
[13:02]those tires I think I need to get
[13:04]different kind of tires like tires that
[13:06]can handle a whole ton of weight or
[13:08]something so this rear tire on the
[13:10]passenger side was down to 20 psi the in
[13:13]inner one of the dual tires I checked it
[13:16]with that and with the analog device
[13:20]when thing's overheating so I decided to
[13:22]stop for a minute that is not good I'm
[13:25]hoping it's just the extender somehow is
[13:28]causing it to lose air but I'm going to
[13:30]have to have them looked at again and
[13:31]this oh my God is is frustrating cuz
[13:34]this is the foundation of my life and I
[13:36]paid several thousand dollars for these
[13:38]tires I'm starting to wonder if I made a
[13:41]very big
[13:45]mistake and I I will have to replace
[13:48]them
[13:49]somehow I think I this is too stressful
[13:53]I need tires at work that I do not have
[13:55]to worry about like this the tires
[13:58]losing air because because the extender
[14:00]is leaking and it's the inside dual tire
[14:02]so I can't fix it myself I had to drive
[14:04]this into that big old tires and then
[14:07]have them fix that and then come back
[14:09]get my Jeep and be on our way so Bailey
[14:12]and I are chilling is over here at this
[14:16]big ass building that can actually fit
[14:18]an RV to fix one of my tires uh the
[14:21]extender was causing it to lose air it
[14:23]lost all its air and then my compressor
[14:25]blew out so I couldn't fix that and I
[14:28]just this was the close to this place
[14:31]and it was one
[14:32]that um I noticed after I bought the
[14:35]tires I would have brought it here first
[14:36]if IID realize I learned that mistake
[14:38]always bring it to a place it's you know
[14:39]can figure our read first of all
[14:44]so um they made me feel comfortable that
[14:46]the tires are good even with the little
[14:48]squishing that's I guess normal because
[14:51]of the weight but not an issue it's not
[14:53]going to kill the tires or anything
[14:57]um they're going to you know the fix my
[14:59]tire and then we can move on so finally
[15:01]get to the next side I got to go get my
[15:02]Jeep it's still at the campground this
[15:04]is stressful but it's getting better I'm
[15:06]I'm getting confident I'm getting better
[15:09]at this I guess more Bailey though right
[15:12]hey Bailey Bailey I think he kind of
[15:16]likes the experiences though in a sense
[15:17]he does like to be out and about don't
[15:20]you yeah so we're good this lifestyle is
[15:24] stressful man
[15:27]what it'll get better I think I believe
[15:30]it'll get better hang in there buddy
[15:33]we're good we're just having a little
[15:35]chill here we've got a hook up the Jeep
[15:37]when we get back and empty the tanks and
[15:40]then hey you're not going anywhere and
[15:43]then um it's like I got to get gas fuel
[15:47]I'll get fuel before it's like right
[15:49]down the street easy to get so I'll get
[15:50]fuel and I'll go back to the campground
[15:52]I'll grab my Jeep empty the tanks drive
[15:55]to our new campsite and hopefully the
[15:58]tires will be good when I have to get a
[15:59]new compressor the thing blew right out
[16:02]that thing was 100 bucks too I'm just
[16:03]like man but I don't have the Recine I
[16:06]don't have the box I you know I I don't
[16:09]have the space for stuff like
[16:12]that eventually I feel like the problems
[16:15]just level out and stop being problems
[16:18]like I'm dealing
[16:20]with I do feel good to that guys like
[16:23]your tires are fine you don't have to
[16:24]worry about that like I believed them I
[16:27]wanted to believe them though
[16:33]oh we're on the road again guys we are
[16:36]on the road again it's nice to see
[16:39]Bailey just chilling with me you know
[16:42]he's so calm he can be so calm when he
[16:44]wants to be he's just you're just
[16:46]stubborn aren't you yeah you're just a
[16:48]stubborn little you are you're
[16:50]you're
[16:52]stubborn she's ready to
[16:54]go looks so much better I can tell
[16:59]I still got little valve stems I got one
[17:02]uhoh all right I can understand them
[17:04]removing it though oh I can see a thing
[17:07]back there though I can reach that I bet
[17:11]they fixed that for
[17:13]me I bet they did
[17:16][Music]
[17:18]that
[17:23]okay interesting so they got rid of this
[17:27]part on the other side cuz that's the
[17:29]one that was
[17:30]leaking but it looked like I maybe could
[17:33]reach it I think I might probably could
[17:35]cuz I have a tool now
[17:38]um these look good I feel so much better
[17:40]about this I
[17:42]do so let's see what we got back
[17:46]here we see the wow I bar it's not
[17:50]nearly as bad as it used to
[17:52]be so this is where we are a proper
[17:55]freaking place you know this is is where
[17:59]you got to go with an
[18:00]RV this is it guys we're leaving this is
[18:04]the end of my 90 days at Smith Ridge
[18:06]campground in campbellville Kentucky we
[18:08]are saying
[18:09]goodbye got my Jeep hooked
[18:12]up did the dump
[18:17]station we are good to
[18:21]go we are on our way to Baron River
[18:27]Lake this was a good place I needed it I
[18:31]am ready to move
[18:32]on I do feel pretty stressed out because
[18:35]after 90 days I feel like I've lost some
[18:37]of my skills so can't let that happen
[18:40]again because wow I really do feel that
[18:42]way so um it was difficult getting it
[18:45]the Jeep hooked out forgot to take the
[18:48]parking brake
[18:49]off
[18:51]um not too bad we had to go fix the
[18:54]tires you know I don't know if those
[18:57]would be an ongoing issue or not I guess
[18:58]we find
[18:59]out I got
[19:01]fuel and we're ready to go I got
[19:05]Bailey's over over here with me right
[19:07]Bailey I don't know that he's happy
[19:10]but um should grab a cold pop before we
[19:14]go and then we'll be out of here get
[19:17]some air going cuz I'm sure it's hot for
[19:19]Bailey
[19:20]too um I'm hoping he doesn't stress me
[19:22]out too much um normally I would I was
[19:25]thinking I'd put them back here but um I
[19:28]want them close to me if we can do that
[19:31]oh right in the lter
[19:33]Box okay that one is a
[19:37]problem um I'm going to run out of
[19:39]propane for sure like there's no way I
[19:42]can not running out propane at this
[19:44]point but it's cold for
[19:47]now um and I will figure the propane out
[19:50]at some point it's in Baron River I
[19:53]hope
[19:55]um maintenance I would like to get the
[19:58]oil changed and stuff like that have the
[20:01]brakes looked
[20:02]at so I need to find places for this
[20:06]stuff
[20:08]and I will because this is my life now
[20:13]and I want
[20:14]to want to master this
[20:17]shent you ready
[20:23]Bailey I am using this to get there um
[20:28]but I don't have
[20:30]my mount's up or anything but I'm going
[20:31]to deal with all that too while we're at
[20:32]Baron River I'm going to make a list of
[20:35]chores tasks that I need to get done
[20:37]because
[20:39]I you know every every place that I go
[20:42]to it's going to
[20:43]be another set of things that I can do
[20:47]to further my
[20:50]goals um I would like to have MS up here
[20:53]for my GoPro so we can talk so I can
[20:55]show like what's in front of me um as
[20:57]I'm driving stuff like that that not
[20:59]ready for that yet so I will end it here
[21:02]and I will see you guys when we get to
[21:03]Baron River we're here we made
[21:07]it um interesting drive those tires
[21:11]feel different than my other tires they
[21:15]the thing wobbles more and it's because
[21:18]they don't have as much surface
[21:20]traction so
[21:25]thinking I don't really like them
[21:27]they're altering tires which is nice but
[21:30]I didn't want them at the expense
[21:32]of stability so I'm going to look into
[21:36]that I'm actually going to make a list
[21:37]and then I'll tell you guys my plan for
[21:39]the next two weeks while I'm
[21:40]here um it it's okay though it's just um
[21:44]it felt harder to tow the Jeep this time
[21:47]and I don't think that was just cuz it's
[21:50]been a while I think it's just
[21:52]the
[21:55]um the tire situation so there's a lot
[21:58]of people here it's distracting me while
[22:00]I try to talk to
[22:03]you glad to be here though there's a lot
[22:05]of people
[22:07]here proba going to go get something to
[22:09]eat at their Lodge cuz I'm
[22:12]starving oh a lot of plants on here
[22:14]we'll get into that but here we are
[22:17]disconnected the Jeep in the
[22:19]road um we're level we're very level I
[22:23]just looked at it and um I put blocks up
[22:26]on the other side and then brought the
[22:27]slide out Bailey's inside he's doing
[22:31]good so we're all set up oh you know
[22:34]basically I got to do the power and
[22:36]stuff I'm decided I'm
[22:39]over letting other people dictate how I
[22:42]live like I will sit out here even if
[22:44]there are people around I
[22:46]know I'm going to I'm a campground rat
[22:50]now at least for now
[22:53]so I'm going to embrace
[22:55]it we have our first driving issue my
[23:00]external speaker has fallen
[23:03]out hanging there I don't know if you
[23:05]can see it I get like good Lighting on
[23:07]this thing but it's just dangling
[23:10]there stop that L to get me some food
[23:14]some take out fries and the burger it's
[23:18]not like the Natural Bridge they have
[23:20]the best ones I've had them here once
[23:22]and they're just not as good but I'm
[23:25]starving there is a Jeep over there a
[23:27]Jeep truck we're going to go give him a
[23:31]duck surely I am garnering some Goodwill
[23:34]and I will get my own duck soon right
[23:37]cuz I still only have one and that
[23:39]actually came from a different Jeep than
[23:40]this one didn't even know what it meant
[23:43]I was like why did someone give me a
[23:46]dock I forgot I moved them I put them
[23:49]back here somewhere okay it's a white or
[23:52]silver truck let's see what we can find
[23:54]I think this one ought to
[23:56]Do's go and give this
[24:01]I don't even know if it has any yet so
[24:03]we're about to find
[24:06]out everybody gets their first one
[24:11]eventually it's actually quite
[24:13]nice I didn't like the trucks at first
[24:16]but damn that one's pretty
[24:21]nice that is a nice Jeep truck
[24:26]wow yeah they don't have any do
[24:28]this will be their
[24:33]first Dave will see it
[24:37]there let's go get some food I'm so
[24:39]hungry let's go
[24:41]eat there she
[24:43]is that's her up
[24:46]there there's a car behind me I would
[24:49]have stopped and gave a proper
[24:51]look guess they didn't know though did
[24:55]they it's awfully nice to be level in a
[24:59]while some
[25:01]food
[25:02]yummy I'm going to eat that up so I'm
[25:06]going to wrap this video up and get us
[25:08]unpacked I haven't even put the mattress
[25:09]on the bed yet may he just chilling over
[25:12]there on the bed platform
[25:15]so have stuff to do and pretty tired
[25:20]going to chill the rest of the night you
[25:22]guys enjoyed our travel day it
[25:24]was you
[25:26]know stress little bar
[25:29]good it was pretty
[25:31]good um I was also Sunny no rain first
[25:35]time
[25:36]right one other thing I wanted to
[25:39]mention I had quite a few chats with my
[25:41]neighbor at the other campsite before I
[25:44]left she was very nice we kind of
[25:46]connected
[25:48]and I hope I meet more people like that
[25:51]on the road you have a good Wednesday
[25:53]it's Wednesday right