[0:01]good morning fellow humans it's like
[0:04]time is it it's 8 in the
[0:07]morning uh I woke up realizing that
[0:10]I started post on patreon without even
[0:13]introducing myself so we're going to fix
[0:15]that today and I'm going
[0:17]to also share this on YouTube and just
[0:21]explain what I'm doing so we'll be doing
[0:23]two things today Bailey wants to say
[0:28]hello taking care Luna um cleaned out
[0:31]her cage she's doing good she's doing
[0:33]she's doing pretty good pretty happy
[0:35]I'll show you on her in a minute Bailey
[0:36]won't let me move now want to say good
[0:39]morning
[0:40]Luna good
[0:42]morning no no
[0:45]words okay I've noticed a new Behavior
[0:48]with
[0:50]her when
[0:53]I when she can't see me she starts
[0:55]yelling like pretty
[0:57]loud um but then when she can see me she
[1:02]she meows without vocalizing it's very
[1:04]cute it's like she's communicating but
[1:07]she she's not using her
[1:11]voice if you can see
[1:14]me I'm going to try to get her out this
[1:17]weekend out that cage so we'll see I'm
[1:21]just waking up I need food and coffee so
[1:23]we're going to the gas station and we're
[1:25]going to go hiking this
[1:27]morning uh it's been a couple of days
[1:29]since I did that
[1:30]and after
[1:33]that probably going to have to go to
[1:34]Walmart to get some flee spray that I
[1:37]can use around the RV and then we'll
[1:40]check Luna because we need to find I'm
[1:42]going to use a flea comb on her today
[1:43]and see how she's doing
[1:45]and um if that situation feels sorted
[1:50]then we can finally let her out so we're
[1:52]going to see how that
[1:54]goes so for those of you who don't know
[1:56]me my name is
[1:58]Sam 5 ago I made the decision to move
[2:01]into an
[2:02]RV at the same time I started a YouTube
[2:05]channel and I've been posting about my
[2:08]life every single day um since
[2:11]then it took me about uh a couple of
[2:13]weeks to actually buy an RV a couple
[2:15]more weeks and actually moved out of my
[2:17]house and I have been on the road ever
[2:19]since I've been
[2:21]to uh one state park twice and two
[2:24]different uh core of engineer places
[2:27]I've been at the one I'm at now for
[2:28]almost 90 days I move next week and then
[2:31]I'll be moving every two weeks after
[2:33]that this
[2:34]was uh kind of a unique situation where
[2:37]I was trying to get used to this
[2:38]lifestyle but we'll talk about all of
[2:41]that the park is quite empty and out and
[2:44]it's the weekend today is Saturday
[2:46]there's basically nobody
[2:49]here um so I feel like The Season's
[2:52]finally over you
[2:54]know I'm told there will be one last
[2:57]harah when Labor Day comes AI told me
[3:00]that which of course I figured that much
[3:03]but you know that's going to be the last
[3:05]time for the season that we have to deal
[3:08]with big crowds I'm not not really into
[3:12]that I like my solitude so I've been
[3:15]very happy about this
[3:19]um it's just going to keep getting
[3:21]better too you know we gra my shower bag
[3:25]I took it out of the RV and meant to put
[3:27]it in my Jeep with my trash and I got my
[3:30]shower bag I have to go back and get
[3:32]that before we head it out so I'm
[3:34]getting quite tired of the same
[3:35]breakfast sandwich every morning I've
[3:37]been doing this for like 10 days I'm
[3:39]going to try something new this
[3:41]apparently has bacon on
[3:43]it I probably shouldn't be trying to eat
[3:46]without my teeth but you know it's
[3:48]wrapped in rad so that always helps
[3:52]and haven't had bacon in a while I'm not
[3:56]awake yet wow this are pretty good it's
[4:00]only a dollar more and you get two
[4:02]sausages like two sandwiches in one
[4:05]that's a better deal I legitimately
[4:07]don't want to go hiking this morning for
[4:09]some reason I think this might be the
[4:12]last time I can go to this place though
[4:13]because I'm going to be very busy with
[4:16]practical things for the next several
[4:18]days and then I move sites Wednesday
[4:22]so last time visiting this
[4:25]place I think I just don't want to deal
[4:27]with the spider webs today honestly or
[4:29]the M we're
[4:32]here and a jogger just went in front of
[4:35]me so that person's gets to deal with
[4:37]all the spider WBS good morning so let's
[4:40]get to the difficult topic
[4:43]now I have been trying to figure out a
[4:45]way to say this for
[4:47]months several times I've tried quitting
[4:49]YouTube and I've never
[4:51]really explained
[4:54]why and it's because I don't want to
[4:56]offend anyone I generally don't
[5:01]so I'm going to
[5:05]try I'm going to try to explain this in
[5:07]a way that might make sense without
[5:09]doing that I think that there is a
[5:11]mismatch between what I can do on this
[5:15]platform and what I'm trying to
[5:17]do I think that the majority of people
[5:20]on
[5:21]YouTube consume
[5:24]content
[5:28]almost well clearly uncritically and
[5:32]almost unconsciously it's like we're a
[5:35]bunch of zombies on our phones these
[5:37]days and we just sit there and we scroll
[5:39]and we scroll and we watch a video for a
[5:41]little while and then we get bored and
[5:43]we move on to the next video and we keep
[5:45]doing that over and over and over
[5:48]again and you don't ever truly take
[5:50]anything
[5:54]in and
[5:57]that's I find that deeply
[6:00]problematic for society as it's a
[6:02]systemic
[6:04]issue
[6:06]and very disappointing because I spent 5
[6:08]months sharing my life on here in
[6:11]Intimate
[6:13]detail and I thought I was building
[6:15]something else here but the situ
[6:18]situation with
[6:20]Luna made me realize I hadn't I had been
[6:23]sensing that I hadn't which is why I
[6:26]kept trying to quit
[6:27]YouTube but the situation with Luna
[6:30]really crystallized it for
[6:32]me we're talking about a little kitten 6
[6:36]weeks old who had four kinds of
[6:37]parasites in her blood who are eating
[6:39]all the oxygen in her body giving her
[6:41]anemia covered in fleas
[6:45]hungry
[6:47]abandoned
[6:49]desperate and I took her in out of the
[6:52]kindness of my heart that was my
[6:55]choice and then I asked my my viewers to
[6:58]help because I need the help and it
[7:02]didn't have to be Financial a share
[7:04]would have been
[7:05]enough but I I know that didn't happen
[7:08]because because of the
[7:10]views and you know I am a programmer I
[7:13]understand
[7:14]technology I can look at my analytics
[7:16]and see where people are referred from
[7:19]to that
[7:21]video my viewers did nothing for
[7:24]me and that broke my
[7:27]heart you guys broke my heart
[7:30]I don't want to share my life with
[7:32]people I don't think share my
[7:34]values it's possible you do share my
[7:37]values but you didn't Express them in
[7:39]this
[7:40]case
[7:44]and that means that there's a
[7:46]fundamental
[7:47]misalignment between the purpose of this
[7:50]Channel and the people watching
[7:53]me so we're going to do something
[7:56]new I'm moving on my daily content to
[8:00]patreon it'll still be free I'm not
[8:03]putting up a pay wall behind
[8:05]it it'll be a much smaller
[8:08]Community
[8:11]clearly and I will try to build a
[8:13]community there a true
[8:15]community of people who give a who
[8:17]care about each other who just want the
[8:20]best for each other who are trying to
[8:23]make a better world because we need to
[8:25]be doing
[8:27]that there are some things coming down
[8:29]the pike very soon and you're going to
[8:32]remember this channel you're going to
[8:34]remember what I've been telling
[8:40]you I am
[8:45]disappointed I will continue to post on
[8:48]YouTube for discoverability but it's not
[8:51]going to be the same I think that you
[8:53]guys want superficial content so that's
[8:55]what I'm going to give
[8:57]you um I'm planning planning to stay in
[9:00]Kentucky until November um basically
[9:02]into
[9:03]October and then I'm going to move to
[9:05]the Pacific
[9:06]Northwest to the coast um Washington and
[9:09]Oregon areas maybe Northern California I
[9:12]don't know it'll be colder there um the
[9:14]lows are going to be in the
[9:16]40s you know like November to March Time
[9:20]lots of rain
[9:21]fog different experience I'll be
[9:23]prepared for it though I think I'll
[9:26]enjoy
[9:27]it um that's interesting they put up a
[9:30]new sign I'm here almost every single
[9:33]day and they there's a new
[9:35]sign you are at my
[9:38]one
[9:41]interesting
[9:43]okay so anyway um because I'll be doing
[9:47]a lot more exploring now I won't just be
[9:49]out living on a campground I will make
[9:52]more nature exploration type
[9:54]videos I'll set them to music and I'll
[9:57]do the YouTube thing
[10:00]and I will move all of my more personal
[10:02]introspective content to
[10:05]patreon you're welcome to join me there
[10:08]if you
[10:09]want but I hope you
[10:12]understand that I'm not trying to share
[10:14]my life for entertainment
[10:17]value and if that's why you're watching
[10:19]me you really shouldn't come over to
[10:21]patreon just stick around here
[10:25]unsubscribe I will never compromise my
[10:27]ethics and values for views for
[10:30]subscribers to get monetized on YouTube
[10:33]and I have proven that to you guys in
[10:35]over five
[10:37]months I'm very
[10:42]disappointed and it's going to take me a
[10:45]while to move beyond that
[10:48]space I hope you all have a good weekend