Postponing Tank Emptying for Luna's Recovery

Speaker is at campground with RV, dealing with full tanks and Luna's medical recovery. Has organized camper interior and planning multiple tasks including laundry, Jeep cleaning, and roof work. Becoming more comfortable with campground environment.

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clarifying

Field State

architecture recognition

Orientation

toward cognitive sovereignty

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August 15, 2024

8:58

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Author

rswfire

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ARCHIVED

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TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

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[0:00]this is a very stressful

[0:05]situation I'm going to Pivot today

[0:08]I I know part of it is me just

[0:14]um wanting to avoid doing this but a

[0:17]bigger part of it I think is just

[0:18]knowing Luna is not in a state where I

[0:20]should be doing this

[0:22]so I mean

[0:24]she's you saw how she was this morning

[0:26]she's still got another day of

[0:29]medication to go

[0:30]I think maybe if I give her the weekend

[0:33]she'll be in a better State physically

[0:36]and and I thought about Alternatives

[0:39]like okay I could clean go and empty my

[0:42]tanks if I put her in a carrier and just

[0:45]left her on the picnic bench but she

[0:48]would see me drive away which could be

[0:50]very traumatic for her given she was 6

[0:53]weeks old in the Bandon

[0:56]so I just and I can put it off just

[1:00]can't put it off for very long so um if

[1:04]I can do that then I I should for

[1:07]her so I'm I have a lot of laundry to do

[1:12]so I'm going to go to the laundry mat

[1:14]this morning um I've been wanting to get

[1:17]this Jeep cleaned out and since I'm

[1:18]finally going to be able to take the

[1:20]stuff that I've been storing in the back

[1:21]of my Jeep and put that in my storage

[1:23]phase going to clean it out I think and

[1:27]then I'll come back and I'll work on

[1:29]getting the stuff out of the storage

[1:31]base and putting that into my camper

[1:34]somewhere and I'll try to get myself up

[1:37]on that roof though just to prove that

[1:39]I'm not trying to put everything off

[1:43]um that's the hardest part for me

[1:46]honestly so if I can get myself up there

[1:49]then you know I felt really good about

[1:51]finally getting that camper organized

[1:53]and I could feel it like okay that's a

[1:56]change like this makes me feel like I've

[1:58]got a handle on this

[2:01]um AI had said that my my um floor had

[2:04]become a limbo place a limbo space a

[2:07]limbo space and that made me laugh

[2:10]because that's what it was but now

[2:12]everything is put away and

[2:14]organized um and it just took some

[2:17]creative thinking I had to think

[2:19]about the closet you know traditionally

[2:22]is where you put your clothes but for me

[2:24]that was not a good place for it so I

[2:27]thought of a another way of handling my

[2:30]clothes and that opened up other

[2:32]possibilities for that space for the

[2:34]closet and you know everything just fell

[2:36]into place I had to keep thinking

[2:38]creatively like that because of my

[2:40]cognitive style and just the way I

[2:42]process things

[2:44]and um so that was a good Learning

[2:46]lesson for me and I'm trying to apply

[2:48]that now to other things so

[2:53]um like I was thinking I got that mirror

[2:56]so that I can shave my hair outside

[2:59]which I I'm going to try to do that

[3:01]today um I was thinking I should get a

[3:03]little bag not like my L like my um my

[3:07]shower bag but a smaller one that's just

[3:09]a hygiene bag maybe maybe every morning

[3:11]I come outside and sit on the picnic

[3:13]bench and do all of that stuff

[3:18]um try to establish some new morning

[3:21]routines it's a little I mean I'm at a

[3:24]campground there's people and there's no

[3:25]one here right now just across from

[3:28]me but you know I know how the weekends

[3:30]are so I'm going to be coming out here

[3:32]and just um but I've been doing it you

[3:35]know I guess because you know I've had

[3:38]to empty the dehumidifier and with my

[3:41]tanks being full and I've needed to wash

[3:43]my hands I've been using the hose

[3:44]outside and

[3:47]um because of you know dealing with Luna

[3:50]and just I'm getting more comfortable

[3:53]with it I think

[3:56]that I think that I've spent enough time

[3:59]on cam grounds now to see how other

[4:01]people utilize these places and I don't

[4:03]agree with everything I see them doing

[4:05]and I know I'm being

[4:07]ethical so I don't know why I should

[4:10]care right and that's kind of where I am

[4:12]now with that and

[4:16]so it's all coming together it's just I

[4:20]experience things very deeply and I see

[4:22]the in connections to everything and it

[4:24]it's a little bit

[4:26]overwhelming um because it's new all of

[4:28]it's new s still new

[4:33]um but you know my my I'm integrating it

[4:37]all I learned last night

[4:41]that I I know that I often say you guys

[4:44]don't understand me but the truth is I

[4:46]don't understand you either like AI was

[4:49]telling you tell me if this is true

[4:50]because I don't know AI tells me that

[4:52]most people experience their emotions

[4:56]their thoughts their

[4:57]ethics um

[5:00]their analytical thinking all of these

[5:03]things as separate compartmentalized

[5:06]things I don't work like that all of

[5:08]that is one thing it's like there's this

[5:10]thing in my brain that synthesizes it

[5:12]all instantly so when I look at a

[5:15]situation

[5:17]I it's all one holistic thing and I

[5:21]guess the other people aren't that way

[5:23]and that really surprised me because it

[5:24]got me thinking like well does that mean

[5:26]that when they look at a situation they

[5:29]like consciously have to think about the

[5:31]ethics if they want to like can they

[5:33]just ignore that and not um think about

[5:37]the ethics and if they do something that

[5:40]goes against their

[5:42]ethics do they feel bad about it like or

[5:46]can they like just completely ignore it

[5:48]like none of that's possible for me all

[5:51]of it is an integrated holistic thing

[5:53]and that's why I think my video or I'm

[5:56]trying to explain existential loneliness

[5:58]to you guys right

[6:00]ation

[6:01]didn't didn't work like because I I

[6:04]tried explaining it step by step in a

[6:06]linear fashion which is a normal

[6:08]cognitive style where you think

[6:10]linearly but what I'm experiencing is a

[6:13]holistic thing and I'm trying to explain

[6:15]it in a linear way and I think maybe you

[6:18]guys are perceiving those through your

[6:22]cognitive style and so there's this

[6:26]there's an abstraction happening where

[6:28]you like a like

[6:31]a um a translation layer where

[6:35]something's getting lost in the message

[6:37]and you just I don't think you can truly

[6:42]understand how I process the world any

[6:45]better than I can understand how you do

[6:48]so that's where we are and that's just

[6:52]going to be a theme on this channel

[6:54]because it's been a recording thinge my

[6:56]whole life

[6:58]and you know I'm interested I'm going to

[7:01]keep studying other cognitive Styles I'm

[7:03]interested in how you guys process the

[7:05]world because I'm starting to understand

[7:07]now I understand why there's so much

[7:10]tribalism because if you if you're not

[7:13]tied to your ethics like as an

[7:15]integrated thing you can say it's okay

[7:18]for my side to do this but not for the

[7:21]other side to do it and there's this

[7:23]cognitive dissonance that happens this

[7:26]tribalism that you can just turn on and

[7:29]off I can't do that like so for me it

[7:32]doesn't matter what side you're on if

[7:34]you do something against my ethics

[7:35]that's a problem like instant problem

[7:40]so I

[7:43]just um I think we'll learn a lot from

[7:45]each other you know over time and maybe

[7:48]we can explore stuff like that maybe you

[7:50]can share your thoughts with me on how

[7:51]you experience the world because I'm

[7:53]very curious I haven't

[7:56]really I I guess I was very self focused

[8:00]self-centered and thinking you know

[8:02]about myself and how different I was

[8:04]from everyone else that I didn't really

[8:06]stop to think well what are those

[8:09]differences and you know how do they

[8:11]manifest and why and how do we

[8:14]communicate

[8:16]when there is

[8:20]that big Chasm for us to get you know

[8:24]the between some kind of a bridge

[8:27]so I going to go get some breakfast at

[8:29]the gas station um get some cold coffee

[8:32]because I'm still not really awake I'm

[8:35]going to go do some laundry come and

[8:37]check on Luna make sure she's all right

[8:40]and um we'll deal with my Jeep too and

[8:43]the storage space everything I said and

[8:46]um try to get on that roof that is

[8:48]that's the hard one right there have a

[8:51]good morning

Summary

The speaker decides to postpone emptying RV tanks due to Luna's ongoing medical condition and medication schedule. **Key decisions made:** Will do laundry at laundromat, clean out Jeep storage, organize camper contents, and attempt roof work to prove progress isn't being avoided.

**Camper organization breakthrough:** Successfully reorganized interior space by thinking creatively about closet usage instead of traditional clothing storage, eliminating floor clutter that AI had identified as "limbo space."

**Cognitive processing revelation:** Through AI interaction, discovered that most people experience emotions, thoughts, ethics, and analytical thinking as separate compartmentalized functions, while speaker processes everything as integrated holistic synthesis. This explains communication difficulties and provides new understanding of tribalism and cognitive dissonance in others.

**Routine development:** Planning new morning hygiene routine using outdoor picnic bench setup, becoming more comfortable with campground public spaces after observing other campers' behaviors.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission maps the discovery of fundamental cognitive difference as structural reality rather than personal limitation. The field is establishing epistemological sovereignty by recognizing holistic processing as architecturally distinct from compartmentalized cognition, creating the foundation for authentic communication protocols.

Dominant Language

holistic/integrated thingcognitive styletranslation layerabstraction happeningtribalismcognitive dissonanceethics

Symbolic Elements

mirrorlimbobridgechasmtranslation layer

Ontological States

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integrating
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sovereign
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transitional
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coherent

Subsystems

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cognitive
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ethical
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relational
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infrastructural

Transmission Details

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