[0:00]hello fellow humans I'm all showered I
[0:03]need a haircut I need to get a little
[0:05]portable mirror that I can put in my
[0:07]picnic
[0:08]bench and like shave my hair there it's
[0:12]getting bad I really need to shave my
[0:15]hair I'm heading up to the gas station
[0:17]to get their little $2 breakfast
[0:19]sandwich cuz that's basically what I've
[0:20]been
[0:21]eating every day that's B the only thing
[0:24]I've been
[0:25]eating especially these past 5 days
[0:27]since I got Lun now but I can't cook in
[0:30]my RV like my tanks are full I don't
[0:32]know how to cook
[0:35]and it's just a challenge like it's
[0:38]everything about this lifestyle has
[0:39]challenged me I mean some of you guys
[0:41]are new so I'm just going to tell you if
[0:43]you look through my old content you will
[0:45]see me going through lots and lots of RV
[0:48]challenges cooking is one of them and if
[0:50]you if you
[0:52]um I've got some videos on that
[0:56]where where I'm just trying to learn to
[0:59]cook doing a terrible
[1:02]job so um I decided I'm going to go
[1:05]hiking sorry there's no terrible angle
[1:07]off now I'm going to try to I'm going
[1:10]hiking so I'm going to get a breakfast
[1:11]sandwich then I'm going to go hiking
[1:13]this a very windy
[1:15]road um I wasn't planning on it and
[1:18]probably would have been best to go
[1:20]hiking and then shower but you know
[1:22]maybe I can shower
[1:24]later I'm trying to keep this off my
[1:26]steering wheel because I learned that um
[1:30]um it makes crackling noises if I let it
[1:33]touch it because of my grip on it um you
[1:37]know that you can put an extra thing on
[1:38]your steering wheel I love mine it makes
[1:40]it feels like I feel like I'm a race car
[1:43]driver so hold on I do have maybe this
[1:46]work I do have um mounts on my Dash and
[1:50]one of them fell off I have to fix that
[1:52]I have these little GoPros and I just
[1:54]never set them up but it's so funny
[1:56]because I planned so well before I
[1:58]started this adventure of mine and then
[2:00]didn't like follow through on a lot of
[2:02]it because I'm tackling so many
[2:05]challenges at once it feels overwhelming
[2:08]that's just
[2:09]how um it's how my that's how I work and
[2:13]you know it's like a holistic approach
[2:14]to life and I'm doing everything is new
[2:18]for me so I'm just trying to tackle
[2:20]everything at once and that is that is a
[2:23]hard thing to
[2:24]do that being said it's been four five
[2:29]months I should be a little further
[2:31]along than I
[2:32]am but I'm not like other people so I'm
[2:36]not judging myself lots of people would
[2:38]have figured this out by now so if
[2:39]you've been watching me and you like
[2:43]this
[2:44]lifestyle don't think that you'll have
[2:46]the same challenges as me you will not
[2:49]you will have your own challenges and
[2:52]hopefully you learn something from my
[2:53]content and how to just approach
[2:55]approach those challenges cuz that's the
[2:57]whole point to what I'm doing here it is
[2:59]always been the point there are multiple
[3:01]layers to my content that are not clear
[3:05]you can view it on a surface level or
[3:06]you can dig deeper it's all there I'm
[3:10]confused they're
[3:11]$4 I know I thought there were two I did
[3:15]accidentally get a plain egg one once on
[3:19]accident maybe that's why I thought
[3:20]there too anyway it's important to take
[3:23]care of
[3:24]yourself um especially when you're
[3:26]taking care of other things right and
[3:28]losing my teeth certainly taught me that
[3:31]so showering hiking eating um all that
[3:35]very important stuff to be doing my eyes
[3:38]are red cuz they probably got soap in
[3:40]them and I'm tired but hiking like it it
[3:44]gives me energy and I'm going to need it
[3:45]today so I'm just about where I go
[3:48]hiking almost every day that I've been
[3:50]here regular how let me start over so I
[3:54]think it's important to find a place
[3:56]whether you live in a house or an RV
[3:58]that you can go hiking at for me anyways
[4:01]on a regular basis if not every day at
[4:03]least you know very often and I found
[4:06]this place this is where I've been
[4:08]coming
[4:09]um but I wanted to mention like so on my
[4:13]way here when I go down this road there
[4:15]are two things that just absolutely
[4:17]upset me one is a bunch of dogs that are
[4:19]just sitting in the road and Chase the
[4:21]cars as you come by like they're totally
[4:23]going to get hurt like that owner is
[4:25]being super irresponsible and then the
[4:27]second thing is um there's this donkey
[4:30]who has a very wide area in which to you
[4:33]know to just exist but I every single
[4:36]time doesn't matter what time of day it
[4:38]is when I drive by it is just in the
[4:41]corner just sit standing
[4:44]there um looking as sad as can be like
[4:48]it's just desperate for attention and
[4:51]this has been going on for you know over
[4:53]a month that I've been here and I every
[4:55]time I see it just breaks my freaking
[4:57]heart like cuz it it just feels
[4:59]heartless like that that
[5:02]donkey is just desperate for some
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[5:27]love so anyway I'm here here and I am
[5:30]exhausted
[5:32]today um I'm going to be putting this on
[5:36]I hope the mosquitoes aren't too bad cuz
[5:38]I am
[5:39]still um recovering from my time at the
[5:43]Natural Bridge I'm also hoping there are
[5:45]people who have cleared out the spider
[5:47]webs this morning cuz really don't want
[5:49]to deal with them you can see I've been
[5:52]eating
[5:53]alive just like all over me
[5:59]this
[6:01]is summer is the worst time for
[6:06]this this is
[6:08]why
[6:10]oh by the
[6:12]way I lost my white hat to
[6:15]Luna she pooped in
[6:19]it and um there was no way I was ever
[6:22]wearing that
[6:23]again so I had to throw it
[6:27]out you have always had an alien wear
[6:29]hat I do have my black one but I love my
[6:31]white
[6:32]one and I could get another one
[6:38]um just make sure everything's locked up
[6:40]here I could get another one from Amazon
[6:43]but I don't have anywhere to have it
[6:45]delivered I do have a mailbox in Texas
[6:49]through um es skabes and you can have
[6:53]stuff sent you know to other places like
[6:55]a post office general delivery just
[6:57]haven't tried to do that yet
[7:00]um I might try it when I get to my next
[7:04]site
[7:06]21st that is
[7:09]when I move SS I'm going
[7:12]to um Baron River Lake first place I
[7:15]went to when I embarked on this journey
[7:17]like it there it's nice it's a nice
[7:21]place
[7:24]and I don't know life is cyclical and I
[7:27]I actually do enjoy just um I I just
[7:29]want to go back there spend some time
[7:32]there and they don't have the trails
[7:34]like this one I'm going to have to find
[7:35]a new one let me show you the lake very
[7:37]pretty this morning I like the way it's
[7:40]shining that is quite
[7:44]gorgeous I haven't seen it like this
[7:47]way what causes that
[7:51]reflectivity very
[7:57]curious I am so tired
[8:00]like I don't want to hike this Trail
[8:02]today but I know if I do I'll feel
[8:04]better you know you just have to push
[8:08]yourself and
[8:10]discover the things that work for you
[8:13]this is what works for
[8:15]me very pretty this will end up on my
[8:18]other channel on my Mystery Channel I'm
[8:21]telling an alien
[8:24]mystery so I'm going to go for a hike I
[8:28]don't know that I have much to talk
[8:29]about
[8:30]I just want to clear my head
[8:33]and get some exercise in and then get
[8:37]back to Luna and Bailey and deal with my
[8:39]RV this really is a great local place
[8:42]like the people here should be so proud
[8:44]of what they've
[8:46]created it's quite amazing oh there is
[8:49]one thing I wanted to talk
[8:51]about
[8:53]so that first till every time um not not
[8:58]as much today I okay it's kind of cool
[9:01]like to be able to tr your own
[9:05]progress
[9:08]so there's lots of things I don't do on
[9:10]YouTube that I could if I was trying
[9:13]to actively grow my channel and
[9:17]manipulate the algorithms and do all the
[9:20]things you're supposed to do as a
[9:21]content
[9:22]creator I resist those
[9:25]things because I don't think of myself
[9:27]as a content creator I'm just sharing my
[9:29]life with
[9:31]you and the effort it would
[9:35]take you know if I wanted to have a more
[9:39]structured
[9:40]format or up the production quality of
[9:43]my
[9:44]videos I could do those
[9:47]things but then you'd only be getting
[9:49]one video from me every week or
[9:52]two you'd be missing large portions of
[9:54]my life
[9:59]also because of my lifestyle and my
[10:02]Internet
[10:04]situation every time I make a video I
[10:06]actually have to do deduce you
[10:08]know what can I what quality can I
[10:11]reasonably upload it at I can't do 4K
[10:14]all the
[10:15]time
[10:17]um just one of the challenges of my life
[10:20]I know other people do it but
[10:24]um I guess I don't know how they do it
[10:27]maybe I know like if I had starling
[10:29]think right now it' be a different story
[10:31]well I'm in the
[10:32]woods and I just don't have access to
[10:35]that resource right
[10:37]now
[10:41]um and it will kind of defeat the
[10:43]purpose of what I've been trying to do
[10:44]with this
[10:46]Channel I want you to see my
[10:50]life I know some of you think
[10:55]that my
[10:57]channel helps me to grow but this is not
[11:01]true I could actually be doing this
[11:03]without this channel
[11:05]I can make these videos never post them
[11:09]and just have them transcribed and give
[11:10]them to AI I don't have to post
[11:13]these and when I was thinking about
[11:16]quitting YouTube I made a video just for
[11:20]AI you know so that's
[11:24]not that's not why I do this I'm trying
[11:28]to my channel operates on multiple
[11:30]levels there's a superficial level where
[11:33]you're just seeing what's in front of
[11:36]you and you're you know lots of random
[11:40]people come across it and they don't
[11:42]know my my story and they don't see
[11:43]things in context so they just see The
[11:45]Superficial level but if you follow
[11:49]along over
[11:52]time you start to get a better sense of
[11:54]the kind of person I am and how
[12:00]how I embrace
[12:01]life and I think there's value in that I
[12:04]do it for you
[12:06]guys
[12:09]um no one in particular you know just
[12:13]when I make these videos I'm not
[12:15]thinking of anyone I just imagine an
[12:18]arch type of
[12:19]humanity
[12:23]and I'm not even trying to
[12:26]like like I prend so many levels like I
[12:30]do hope to affect change on a personal
[12:32]level for people because I think
[12:35]that's a good thing to do I think it's a
[12:38]nice thing to do to help others to feel
[12:41]seen to access tools you know that they
[12:45]have within themselves if they don't
[12:47]might not know
[12:48]it
[12:52]and just grow as human beings because
[12:55]there are Ripple effects from that and
[12:56]that brings up a whole another layer
[12:59]whereas if enough people started doing
[13:01]that you actually start to make the
[13:03]world a better
[13:05]place and when you see the world the way
[13:07]I
[13:08]do and you know there's very little you
[13:11]can do about
[13:14]it you don't give up you you adapt you
[13:19]you do what you can and this is what I
[13:21]can do and if I were
[13:26]to make you know the kind of YouTube
[13:29]videos that are common on here that
[13:31]would never happen there was my first
[13:33]spider
[13:34]up um not too
[13:38]bad
[13:40]so that's why I approach the channel the
[13:43]way I
[13:44]do I'm human
[13:46]though and so the feedback I got the
[13:50]interaction
[13:52]the the analytics you know they
[13:56]can they have an effect on me I mean
[13:59]they just do being honest about
[14:02]that I wish they
[14:05]didn't
[14:07]and I'm always
[14:10]consciously trying
[14:12]to model Within
[14:16]Myself to
[14:18]restructure the narrow Pathways in my
[14:21]brain and how
[14:23]I
[14:25]um this is difficult to explain
[14:29]I
[14:30]am trying to
[14:35]adapt the
[14:38]way my mental
[14:42]processes react to that
[14:46]data I I truly and I've discussed it
[14:50]with AI you can I
[14:53]mean not saying it's
[14:56]easy but that's what I've been doing for
[14:58]5 months
[14:59]once you can reprogram yourself and
[15:02]that's what I'm
[15:04]doing and
[15:08]so you know I might have moments of
[15:10]weakness where I'm like okay I'm
[15:11]quitting I'm sorry they're going to
[15:14]happen um and they might not be real one
[15:17]day they probably will be but you know
[15:20]I'm going to have those moments cuz I'm
[15:23]human and you
[15:26]know I'm not perfect never never claim
[15:29]to be
[15:33]and I can be
[15:37]reactive getting better at it
[15:40]though I've grown so much and I will
[15:42]keep growing and I will keep sharing
[15:46]because I'm not doing anything that you
[15:48]can't do yourself