[0:00]good morning fellow humans it's the next
[0:05]morning I've been up for a while I had
[0:08]to clean out
[0:09]Luna's cage and get her sared away fed
[0:15]water parasite
[0:17]treatments to clean her cat bed cuz she
[0:19]pooped on that I think she did use the
[0:23]litter box also like I think she's just
[0:25]not you know she needs maybe she doesn't
[0:28]have time to get to cuz you know what
[0:31]she's dealing
[0:32]with I'm tired it's been a long four or
[0:36]five days I need to shower I didn't show
[0:38]her this weekend because I just didn't
[0:40]want to leave her
[0:41]alone so um you know I have to keep an
[0:45]eye on Bailey and just make sure they're
[0:47]getting along even though there is a
[0:49]cage there they just didn't feel
[0:52]comfortable but I wanted to talk about
[0:56]the challenges of taking care of a
[0:58]little kitten that is this sick and in
[0:59]our
[1:01]every single time that she poops or pees
[1:03]on something I have to throw it
[1:06]away because I don't have laundry
[1:09]facilities I can't just pack it up in
[1:11]something and
[1:13]then um you know take it down to the
[1:17]laundry mat like that's just not that's
[1:21]not a situation I can do right now we've
[1:23]thrown a away a bunch of blankets
[1:26]towels
[1:28]um nothing else I can do I had to I had
[1:31]to like I've tried cleaning up after her
[1:35]but it just feels like it doesn't feel
[1:38]sanitary or clean to me it's just got to
[1:40]go
[1:42]so
[1:44]um my tanks are full so I couldn't
[1:46]really give her a bath in here so I did
[1:49]it outside I went and got hot water down
[1:51]at the um at the shower housee I
[1:57]mean it's challenging this a it's a
[2:00]small space she's in a cage in a small
[2:03]space cuz I can't have her just roaming
[2:04]around it's not kitten prooof
[2:07]yet and if she was sleeping with me I'm
[2:11]worried I might Crush her she's 1.7 lbs
[2:14]so she's got to sleep in her cage
[2:20]and
[2:22]um it's not easy doing the best I can
[2:26]for her you adapt that's all you can do
[2:31]so it's been it's been expensive I'm
[2:33]going to have to had to replace my
[2:34]towels so I could take a shower
[2:37]today
[2:38]um I'm going to have to replace my
[2:41]blankets
[2:42]cuz I just it's this is a
[2:47]challenge it is and try to be
[2:50]transparent about her cost you know
[2:52]because I really do need the
[2:54]help I think it was like
[2:57]$150 for the first v um 300 for the
[3:00]second one that man did all kinds of
[3:03]things gave her a B vitamin shot like
[3:05]four or five different shots
[3:08]and
[3:09]um very thorough exam really took care
[3:13]of her I think it was like $50 for that
[3:16]cage you know that's temporary because
[3:19]it's not I don't have the space to keep
[3:21]it you know that I knew that getting
[3:23]that was
[3:24]temporary but I'm just doing the best
[3:26]that I can you know and
[3:31]um so now I'm just buying little hand
[3:34]towels and trying to because you know
[3:36]you got to keep her comfortable and warm
[3:39]her body temperature is a little lower
[3:41]than it's supposed to be not a whole lot
[3:43]but a little
[3:44]bit
[3:46]and I don't know man there's just so
[3:49]much and I'm I'm not even awake right
[3:52]now it was nice to having her out for a
[3:54]while you know and we'll do that again
[3:57]today I got a deal with the last of the
[4:01]things I have that don't have a place
[4:03]that aren't organized so that I can
[4:05]start kitten grouping this place and
[4:08]maybe she can walk around in
[4:11]here
[4:13]and you know just a little bit every day
[4:17]because she's she needs
[4:20]time M needs time to get used to
[4:23]her
[4:28]and it's important to share the reality
[4:31]you know this
[4:33]is this is not the right environment to
[4:36]be taken care of a sick K but nobody
[4:39]else would help her so I did
[4:44]it I called all the cat rescues nobody
[4:47]would take her you know nobody had the
[4:49]resources they were all stretched thin
[4:51]that's just another problem in this
[4:53]world where we're relying on volunteers
[4:56]to help these
[4:57]cats and they don't have the resources I
[5:00]don't have the
[5:01]resources
[5:04]and you know it's just such a big
[5:06]problem it's just one of many big
[5:08]problems in this
[5:13]world there's a lot about this world
[5:15]that frustrates me because there we
[5:17]could be utilizing resources a lot
[5:19]better than we
[5:22]do it's just frustrating
[5:27]honestly a kitten like that should have
[5:29]had very good Professional Care right
[5:32]from the start there should have been a
[5:35]way to get her the house she
[5:38]needed without
[5:40]her pleading with me to take her in you
[5:44]know and then trying to care for her in
[5:46]this small
[5:49]space I mean the conditions are just
[5:51]this this is just not
[5:56]ideal so anyway I'll let you see her
[5:59]sleeping and then just going to get my
[6:01]day started there's so much that needs
[6:03]to be done
[6:05]um I'll try posting
[6:09]later
[6:11]um I guess we'll
[6:13]see really need her to be sleeping but I
[6:17]came over here so now she sees
[6:20]me hi
[6:22]Luna she had her um her worm treatment I
[6:27]think that made her kind of tired or
[6:29]something I I don't know she didn't eat
[6:31]as much as I was hoping she
[6:33]would um not at all I'm going to have to
[6:37]give her last cuz I I think I'm
[6:39]overestimating what she's capable of
[6:41]right now but yeah she's tired I'm going
[6:44]to let her
[6:46]rest she's so dark that she just Blends
[6:49]in like I can't even tell if she's
[6:51]looking at me or
[6:53]not I can see you back there hi
[6:57]Luna all right you get some sleep okay I
[7:00]know you need it