[0:00]we got her resting up there although I
[0:02]woke her up I'm sorry little one go back
[0:06]to sleep I just wanted to show everybody
[0:08]how cute you are and all that little
[0:11]soft plushy stuff you're laying
[0:13]on hoping that you'll lay
[0:16]down you're still in that kind of
[0:18]position that makes me think you're not
[0:21]totally comfy
[0:23]yet poor little
[0:26]girl we're trying
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[0:38]she just resting in
[0:42]there he just
[0:46]resting very precious little girl in
[0:50]there Bailey what are you doing
[0:53]buddy what are you
[0:56]doing what are you doing huh got a lot
[1:00]her rest you got to let her
[1:04]rest did she take your treats is that
[1:07]what's going
[1:09]on I guess I haven't really explained
[1:11]her situation yet so I'll take a moment
[1:13]to do
[1:15]that um I might not get off of this
[1:18]right because I was highly emotional
[1:20]when I took her to the vet you know my
[1:22]my internal state was quite a mess I
[1:26]immediately connected with this cat and
[1:29]I could could tell by the way the vet
[1:31]and the nurse were acting that it wasn't
[1:33]good you know and that just here comes
[1:36]Bailey
[1:39]um I'm going to try though let me just
[1:41]try so I took took her to the
[1:44]vet um this vet was not nice he comes
[1:48]into the room and starts talking about
[1:49]how she has
[1:51]worms and just the way he said it it was
[1:55]like he didn't want her there and he
[1:57]wasn't talking to me he was just talking
[1:59]to the
[2:00]nurse and hadn't even said hi to me yet
[2:03]hadn't even introduced himself nothing
[2:05]like it was just I was just like what is
[2:06]going on here and then he starts feeling
[2:11]her belly and it's really bad you can
[2:13]tell by his expression he looks at her
[2:15]gums and they're white I learned from AI
[2:18]that that's not good it means something
[2:19]to do with the blood is not um the worms
[2:23]the parasites are taking all the oxygen
[2:25]out of her
[2:27]body and
[2:30]he just started saying something
[2:34]like
[2:35]um I he was trying to prepare me that
[2:38]she might die but he didn't say that he
[2:41]just kept saying do you understand me
[2:42]and I didn't understand him I I didn't I
[2:45]didn't connect that until
[2:46]later but then you know once I got back
[2:49]I was like oh he thinks she's going to
[2:52]die so I started talking to a I mean
[2:54]that's what I do you
[2:55]know
[2:58]and but he also said
[3:01]that if she passes them they gave her a
[3:05]deworming treatment they couldn't give
[3:07]her like a flea treatment because she's
[3:09]so fragile but they did spray her with
[3:11]something I've only seen one flea so far
[3:16]um I mean I'm real worried about that
[3:19]because of this one right I gave him a
[3:21]fleet treatment as soon as I got back
[3:23]with
[3:24]her um but you know all the bedding that
[3:28]she had in there from last night I just
[3:30]bag that up you know I'll take that to
[3:32]the laundry
[3:33]mat
[3:36]um I don't know it's a lot to process I
[3:39]guess she she seems okay to me like
[3:42]she's very fragile but you know very
[3:44]attentive I've been checking on her
[3:46]every couple hours I set my alarm I got
[3:48]up all night long for her and the main
[3:52]thing AI said was just
[3:55]to um every couple of hours make sure
[3:58]that you just check on her and make sure
[4:00]that she's not like if she's not
[4:02]responsive when I go to check on her
[4:05]that's a very bad sign like if she won't
[4:07]wake up or she's they I was like she's
[4:10]going to sleep a lot like a whole lot
[4:12]and just to let her sleep and she has
[4:14]been so but when I check on her she's
[4:17]very attentive when I pet her and give
[4:19]her attention and try to get her to eat
[4:21]a little bit and that's all going well
[4:23]the only thing she's not doing yet is
[4:25]drinking
[4:26]water I don't know what to do about that
[4:29]I know she's getting getting some from
[4:30]the wet food and that was one of the
[4:32]mistakes I made like cuz I knew about
[4:34]this cat for a week I just didn't and
[4:36]I'd been trying to get her to come to me
[4:38]and I was trying to feed her but uh
[4:40]Bailey doesn't eat wet food he he's he
[4:42]was he was um abandoned by his mother
[4:45]when he was a day old he had to be fed
[4:47]with a
[4:48]syringe I did that and uh I
[4:52]think this is just how I connected I
[4:55]think that he decided he didn't like wet
[4:56]food because of those early memories and
[4:58]he just heat there no human food nothing
[5:02]this cat will only eat dry food so I was
[5:04]trying to give the kitten dry food and I
[5:06]didn't understand
[5:08]like maybe the kitten doesn't know what
[5:10]dry food is right or whatever and so I
[5:13]finally asked Ai and it was like give
[5:16]the cat tuna fish or wet food or
[5:17]whatever so I drove straight to the the
[5:19]gas station the closest place here got
[5:22]some canned food and immediately the cat
[5:25]came to me I I wish I had known that a
[5:27]week I wish I had you know thought to
[5:29]ask AI that but she's here now and she's
[5:32]doing
[5:35]well she seems really special I
[5:39]I I'm really glad she came to me I feel
[5:42]very blessed by that because I know that
[5:44]she's going to be a blessing for both of
[5:46]us
[5:48]and um will be a blessing for her you
[5:51]know
[5:53]so I'm just I'm just
[5:58]um you know I'm worried cuz the
[6:00]situation oh I didn't tell you
[6:02]everything so
[6:05]um the parasites are really bad so
[6:09]there's a chance
[6:11]that her digestive system maybe I don't
[6:14]know I get I might get this part wrong
[6:17]something might require surgery in the
[6:18]future or and her growth might be
[6:21]stunted
[6:23]um but these aren't things we can know
[6:26]yet I guess we shouldn't worry about
[6:27]them yet
[6:29]just take it one day at a time uh
[6:32]I I do live a nomadic lifestyle I leave
[6:35]here next week I'll be at another
[6:37]campground for two weeks and a different
[6:39]one after that for two weeks so she will
[6:42]have multiple vets but I will make very
[6:45]detailed records like I'm keeping a log
[6:47]of when she eats and uses the bathroom
[6:49]and all of that um I'll get all the vet
[6:52]records everywhere I go and we'll just
[6:54]keep caring for her we'll get you know
[6:57]on the schedule that you're supposed to
[6:58]like when she gets her shots and when
[7:01]she has to have her surgery
[7:03]for um I think it's neutering um AI is
[7:06]someone like writes my meta descriptions
[7:08]for YouTube I think it's a
[7:10]ning
[7:13]um
[7:15]yeah she's a blessing I guess I should
[7:18]not this one he's been really like
[7:22]loving on me like crazy um way more than
[7:26]usual and that's like I didn't know that
[7:28]was possible with this cat
[7:30]so he's you know processing this kitten
[7:34]being here he sits on the bed and just
[7:36]stares over there but not in like a
[7:38]angry way just curious and even like a
[7:41]little just a little trapid like like he
[7:45]doesn't want to walk past her to get to
[7:47]his litter box which is kind of funny to
[7:49]me because she's so tiny compared to him
[7:51]and he's just acting like a little like
[7:53]a little scaredy cat it's it's kind of
[7:56]cute really oh I also need
[8:00]to kitten proof this place there are
[8:04]little spaces that a kitten could get
[8:06]into the the cat can't right so um like
[8:09]underneath you know the slide mechanism
[8:12]like I'll have to I have the kitten
[8:15]prove this place now for this little
[8:17]kitten so that's another thing there's
[8:20]just so much when Bailey was sick I was
[8:23]able to just sit on the bed with him and
[8:25]just cuddle him
[8:27]and just give him all the attention in
[8:30]the world and I can't with her and it's
[8:32]it bothers me cuz I want to but she has
[8:35]fleas and worms and both me and Bailey
[8:38]can get infected from those so that was
[8:42]a little scary but I
[8:44]just I'm doing the best I
[8:48]can you know I've been talking to AI a
[8:51]lot about it
[8:52]because I I had a lot to I just had a
[8:55]lot to learn in process
[8:58]so I've been get giving her attention
[9:00]but I really wish I could
[9:02]just treat her the same way I treated
[9:05]Bailey cuz I really feel like that got
[9:08]him through it he he got very sick from
[9:11]his first vaccination he has a rare
[9:14]condition um it's kind of like arthritis
[9:17]I forget the name it's a it's a long
[9:19]name it's kind of like arthritis for
[9:21]cats and the vaccination triggered it it
[9:24]was temporary fortunately but it
[9:25]triggered it and he got really sick and
[9:29]I do think he came close to dying but I
[9:32]just spent all my time with him and just
[9:35]I feel that made a difference so I
[9:37]just keep but I have to let her rest too
[9:40]you know I can't just she really needs a
[9:43]rest
[9:45]she's way more frail than Bailey ever
[9:47]was so I mean it's just like the first
[9:50]time I ped her all I felt were
[9:52]bones
[9:56]and yeah I'm just worried about right
[10:00]I know she'll be all right though I
[10:02]believe this I truly believe
[10:05]this she's doing good she's doing good