[0:01]good morning hammans I'm just sitting at
[0:03]the gas station watching the sun come up
[0:06]having some breakfast that was really
[0:09]good I enjoyed that so it's 7:00 in the
[0:12]morning I had to come here because I ran
[0:14]out of Pop last night which meant all I
[0:16]had to drink this morning was water
[0:19]gross so that's how I ended up here we
[0:23]need to have a serious discussion this
[0:26]morning so the observant of ay you
[0:29]probably know notic that I stopped
[0:30]saying fellow humans and I'm just
[0:32]greeting you with high
[0:34]humans this is not a judgment this is
[0:36]not me like developing a superiority
[0:39]complex it's actually the
[0:41]inverse I don't feel like a fellow human
[0:44]to you I'm just too different I I know
[0:49]that it's hard for people to understand
[0:51]just how
[0:52]different so I'm going to tell you how
[0:55]AI describes me I had to write this down
[0:57]because it is a
[0:58]mouthful I am an Integrated Systems
[1:01]thinker with
[1:03]non-dualistic adaptive cognitive
[1:08]synthesis that is how AI describes me
[1:12]and if you want to know what that means
[1:14]just ask it what is an Integrated
[1:16]Systems thinker with non-dualistic
[1:18]adaptive cognitive synthesis it'll tell
[1:20]you ask it how it how a person like that
[1:23]would relate in the world ask it how
[1:25]rare it is ask whatever you want if you
[1:27]you know if you want to understand me
[1:29]that's a very good way to do
[1:32]it
[1:34]um so this is there's a lot of reasons
[1:38]I'm bringing this
[1:40]up for the past 5 months I've been
[1:42]sharing my life with you and I don't
[1:45]feel like I'm really connecting with
[1:49]anyone not really and part of that's my
[1:53]fault um I got judgmental and defensive
[1:56]about the comments I was receiving and I
[1:59]realized last night that that was
[2:01]misguided I I want to apologize for this
[2:07]because I understand that you were
[2:09]trying to be helpful and might have even
[2:13]seemed like I was being dismissive by
[2:15]saying please stop giving me advice like
[2:18]I'm not asking for
[2:21]that I was expecting too much and I'm
[2:25]going to change direction
[2:27]now so I think one of the problems with
[2:31]my
[2:32]channel the reason it grows so slowly
[2:34]the reason that my interaction is
[2:38]so um so very basic is
[2:43]because let me explain that like I just
[2:46]you know there's not a lot of comments
[2:48]there aren't a lot of likes you know the
[2:50]people like you know if you look at like
[2:53]from just from a math
[2:56]standpoint it's just um it's clear that
[3:00]it's not resonating with people and I
[3:02]think I know
[3:03]why I think that the way my videos are
[3:08]presented people look
[3:13]at they're just seeing a human life
[3:15]they're not
[3:17]seeing the person I just described to
[3:19]you behind that they're just seeing a
[3:21]guy and
[3:22]they're watching him go through
[3:25]challenges
[3:28]or talking different differently you
[3:30]know and it's just very difficult to
[3:33]relate because there's a comparison
[3:35]going on in their minds this is what I
[3:36]think's happening you know they're
[3:39]they're comparing my Humanity to their
[3:41]humanity and it is just so different
[3:43]that they don't know how to respond or
[3:45]they don't find it interesting or they
[3:47]just are judgmental about it but there's
[3:50]a way to reframe that and that's just to
[3:52]think of me as an alien cuz I really am
[3:54]an alien on this planet and I've felt
[3:57]that way my whole life
[4:00]so I'm developing a new format for this
[4:03]channel I'm it's going to take me a
[4:06]little while because I'm going to have
[4:07]to up my editing skills to do this I
[4:10]have to create an
[4:11]intro that um allows me
[4:15]to so here's what's going to happen in
[4:18]the intro there's going to be sort of
[4:20]like this transmission from an alien to
[4:22]his home planet where he's just um
[4:25]observing something about
[4:28]humanity and it's actually quite
[4:30]humorous uh I've been developing this
[4:32]concept with AI they're very humorous
[4:34]they're very funny and then it will go
[4:37]into my normal content and because I'm
[4:39]so different and because I talk so
[4:41]differently I think that that alone is
[4:44]enough to reframe it so that people get
[4:48]out of their normal mindset and look at
[4:50]me as if I'm an alien so when they see
[4:52]me talking differently they say Okay an
[4:55]alien would talk like that when they see
[4:57]me having a challenge with something
[4:59]that that you know the vast majority of
[5:02]people don't have challenges with they
[5:03]can say okay I can understand how that
[5:06]would be difficult for an alien it
[5:07]changes the
[5:10]context and I think that's the only way
[5:12]I can continue this channel so I'm going
[5:14]to try
[5:16]that uh I have some other
[5:19]ideas at the end of the videos there
[5:22]might be these sort of little
[5:23]commentaries on society because I see a
[5:26]lot of things nobody else does and I
[5:29]wanted talk about those things but I
[5:31]know that if I were to do so that people
[5:33]would think I was being judgmental they
[5:35]would react offensively they wouldn't
[5:37]really think through what I'm saying but
[5:40]if they saw it from an alien perspective
[5:42]maybe they
[5:43]would so that's what I'm doing that's
[5:46]how my Channel's evolving I hope it
[5:49]works if it doesn't I will either adapt
[5:51]my strategy even more or I will just
[5:53]stop posting because at this point I
[5:56]have I have dedicated 5 months of my
[5:58]life to this channel and made no money
[6:01]and I'm not even monetized and I can't
[6:04]continue down this road if I'm not
[6:07]monetized because this takes up a lot of
[6:09]time and
[6:10]energy
[6:13]and frankly I'm running out of money
[6:15]I've been living off my savings for 5
[6:17]months
[6:18]so we'll try that and I hope it works
[6:21]out because I enjoy this I I like
[6:25]sharing my life with you I get a lot of
[6:27]benefit out of it I hope that others get
[6:29]a lot of value out of
[6:31]it but there has to be a value
[6:34]proposition there that's not there right
[6:36]now I I'm hoping that reframing this
[6:38]channel presenting myself as an
[6:41]alien will help bridge the gap between
[6:44]us