[0:00]hello humans so I've changed the plans
[0:03]I'm going to Lake Cumberland I did some
[0:05]research and I think I found a place
[0:06]that I might enjoy no hiking I'm covered
[0:09]in mosquito bites and just kind of need
[0:13]a break from that I just want to go
[0:14]chill at the lake for a while so I went
[0:16]out to empty my dehumidifier and I saw
[0:20]this animal and it ran and got up on my
[0:23]tire this thing was so cute it was so
[0:26]cute I don't know what it was though it
[0:28]looked like kind of like a faet it like
[0:30]a thin body and it was like black and
[0:33]brown was just such a vibrant beautiful
[0:36]color I wish I knew what it was I wish I
[0:38]could have got on video I didn't have my
[0:39]camera and that thing was
[0:41]fast what was that thing so let's talk
[0:45]about the things I don't talk about cuz
[0:48]I want you to understand how my system
[0:51]thinking ands my
[0:54]behavior so I am on my way to a I'm
[0:58]going to turn this down a little I'm on
[1:00]my way
[1:01]to the core of engineer place which I
[1:04]believe has they use access I'm just
[1:08]going to go hang out on the
[1:11]lake cor of
[1:13]Engineers these places are everywhere
[1:16]and they tend to be around bodies of
[1:19]water from A System's perspective that's
[1:22]a system
[1:24]okay if what I think is going to happen
[1:27]comes to fruition those systems will be
[1:29]be impacted this is how you think about
[1:32]systems everything is interconnected so
[1:35]these places aren't necessarily going to
[1:37]exist forever and I want to experience
[1:40]them I want to be out in the world and
[1:43]just
[1:45]experiencing the life that we have now
[1:47]because it's not always going to be here
[1:49]for
[1:51]us that's a
[1:53]hard hard TR to live with and I
[1:57]understand that many of my subscribers
[1:59]probably
[2:01]just can't possibly believe what I do
[2:03]because
[2:04]you probably have a different way of
[2:06]looking at life and when in our society
[2:10]when people talk like this they
[2:12]immediately go to Fringe Theory
[2:15]conspiratorial you know Fringe
[2:19]Theory it's completely misguided that's
[2:23]very um it's very reductive because I'm
[2:26]not any of those things I am a systems
[2:28]thinker that is who I am am I am always
[2:31]thinking about
[2:33]systems I'll give you an example so this
[2:36]is what I learned today when I
[2:40]am on the
[2:42]campgrounds if if Nobody's around I will
[2:45]I will hang out outside my my site I'll
[2:48]just hang out out there I it's Pleasant
[2:49]it's wonderful if there are people
[2:52]around I'm thinking about the fact that
[2:56]I don't like I don't like that I like my
[2:58]solitude I'm also thinking about the
[3:00]fact that they're going to be aware of
[3:02]my
[3:03]presence I'm looking at the
[3:05]interconnectedness of everything that
[3:08]informs my
[3:09]behavior it's a holistic systems
[3:12]thinking approach to life and it's just
[3:14]an innate part of who I
[3:16]am
[3:18]and if you pay really close attention to
[3:21]my content you will see it a lot of
[3:24]people seem to think that I'm just a
[3:25]complainer I'm complaining about things
[3:27]no I'm looking at my situation I'm I'm
[3:31]deconstructing it so that I can better
[3:34]understand all the systems at place so
[3:36]that I can come up with the straty that
[3:38]works for my type of
[3:40]brain mine isn't normal it
[3:43]isn't every cognitive style has value
[3:46]but mine is rare and it's worth
[3:49]listening to but you have to listen
[3:52]deeply andly truly is the most beautiful
[3:55]state I have ever been to and I've been
[3:56]to many but not all for me this place is
[4:00]just beautiful I love
[4:03]Kentucky you might notice that I tend to
[4:05]listen to a song on
[4:08]repeat that's who I am it's what I do I
[4:11]hear a song and it resonates with me
[4:14]that day and I want to be in that
[4:15]internal state if I were to listen to
[4:17]other types of music it will change my
[4:19]internal State I know myself well these
[4:21]are all systems holistic thinking things
[4:24]that I have fully integrated I have
[4:26]truly evolved into my true self I
[4:30]understand me and I'm trying to show you
[4:33]guys a path forward for you to do that
[4:35]if that's something you want to
[4:37]do and I think I'm getting better at
[4:40]communicating
[4:42]it and I think if you follow my journey
[4:45]and you want to reach the same Heights I
[4:48]have it's well within your ability to do
[4:52]the truth is I I want that for people
[4:55]because I am so happy with the progress
[5:00]I've made I see its potential I see it
[5:03]from A System's perspective if other
[5:05]people were to embark on this journey
[5:08]the way that I have they would be
[5:11]happier more fulfilled people it would
[5:13]change the world and I think about the
[5:16]fact that if I had known these things
[5:18]when I was younger I would have turned
[5:20]out so different I'd have my teeth you
[5:22]know that's a system thing too you know
[5:24]taking care of your body
[5:27]um I just if I I had those tools when I
[5:30]was younger if I truly understood myself
[5:33]I would have loved and respected myself
[5:35]so much more than I did and I would have
[5:37]accomplish so much more and so I'm
[5:41]hoping to inspire others especially the
[5:44]youth to to make use of the tools that I
[5:46]have to truly grow and understand
[5:49]themselves because there's so much value
[5:51]in this I want that more than anything I
[5:54]leave a lot unset so let me explain what
[5:57]I mean when I say it would change the
[5:58]world it would change the world because
[6:00]that's how you think about
[6:02]systems there is a dog out in the
[6:05]road pretty dog
[6:08]but
[6:10]um
[6:12]when you change the internal state of
[6:15]people when you help them to
[6:17]evolve there is a ripple effect into
[6:20]other
[6:22]systems it changes the world on a deep
[6:25]level that you cannot even comprehend I
[6:28]cannot comprehend because those Ripple
[6:31]effects are hard to
[6:33]see for someone like me I'm constantly
[6:36]analyzing situations that way I come up
[6:39]with multiple interpretations of things
[6:41]multiple possibilities like when I look
[6:44]at what's happening to the world right
[6:46]now I see a lot of different outcomes
[6:49]but they all Point towards a system
[6:51]collapse how bad it is how it
[6:54]is um articulated in life those are all
[6:58]things that I can't possibly know but I
[7:01]can imagine
[7:03]know and so it's an undercurrent in my
[7:05]life all the time and I just want to
[7:08]live I just want to live and have the
[7:12]best life I can have for as long as I
[7:14]can so we're going to Lake Cumberland I
[7:17]am in such a fundamentally different
[7:19]space that I don't spend my time reading
[7:22]books or watching movies or playing
[7:24]video games none of that appeals to me
[7:26]right now my brain is just not in a
[7:29]space
[7:30]to be that type of a to be just to be in
[7:33]that space it
[7:35]just it's not where my mind is Happ and
[7:38]so I just have to get out of that camper
[7:41]and go and experience these natural
[7:45]environments that bring me so much peace
[7:47]and joy I want that for you guys too you
[7:51]know you're in the mountains when you
[7:52]got to be in fourth GE to get up a
[7:57]hill whole bunch of these
[8:05]baby I'm falling for
[8:16][Music]
[8:19]you something wrong with
[8:23]this act have not got a
[8:28]clue baby
[8:35][Music]
[8:40]how I just love that woman's voice
[8:43]because it is so beautiful and so subtle
[8:47]but it adds so much doubt to this song
[9:10][Music]
[9:24][Music]
[9:30]don't you want
[9:37]me
[9:40][Music]
[9:52]you don't you want me
[9:56]baby don't you want me
[10:01]oh you want me
[10:05]baby don't you want me
[10:33][Music]
[10:39][Music]
[11:07]You Want Me
[11:10]Baby Don't You Want Me
[11:14]Oh don't you want me
[11:18]baby don't you want me oh
[11:23][Music]
[11:34][Music]
[11:40][Music]
[11:51]I need gas I need to find the
[11:56]r don't even know where I am
[11:59]just destroying the world we got far to
[12:03]go
[12:04][Music]
[12:28]still
[12:58]e
[13:28]e e
[14:23]and fuel for
[14:24]me I met a very nice man at the gas
[14:27]station I think he was still working on
[14:29]his English it took me three attempts to
[14:32]understand him but he was saying that
[14:34]red is his favorite color he was talking
[14:35]about my Jeep I like this is my third
[14:38]one I love red T little interactions
[14:42]like that can be profound they can be
[14:45]meaningful and they can be
[14:48]beautiful I honored that man I hope the
[14:51]next time you meet someone like him you
[14:52]do the same the world is full of
[14:55]diversity and it's
[14:57]wonderful if we could just love each
[15:02]other I would feel so much less pain
[15:04]living in this
[15:06]world it's hard for someone like me to
[15:08]live in a
[15:09]world where people treat each other so
[15:13]badly I would not choose Solitude if I
[15:16]live in a different world I choose
[15:18]Solitude because it's the only way that
[15:20]I can feel any sense of Peace in a world
[15:23]in this
[15:37]and without
[15:48][Music]
[15:56]you I just figured out what the
[15:58]crackling noise is it's my uh it's the
[16:01]grip on my my um steering wheel when I'm
[16:05]gripping it it makes a little noises
[16:07]especially with the phone here I
[16:09]think I'm doing
[16:16]that without you in a qu mile turn right
[16:20]onto Kentucky 910 South when societies
[16:24]collapse they don't collapse
[16:27]equally these people have a like higher
[16:30]likelihood of survival because they have
[16:32]resources they have
[16:36]Community you don't even want to know
[16:37]what I think about the rich are going to
[16:39]do it's going to be ugly you see
[16:43]Farmland I see an entire
[16:48]ecosystem and how it's going to be
[16:50]utilized in the future I have always
[16:52]been this way I remember when I was like
[16:55]way younger like 21 I was at this this
[16:58]fast food play with some people that I
[17:00]just met and this guy was like if we
[17:03]could just take a V and just take what's
[17:07]in your brain and put it in that vile
[17:08]and give it to people we could sell that
[17:10] I have never forgotten that it was
[17:12]so validating
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[17:30]n
[17:38][Music]
[17:50][Music]
[17:59]oh
[18:07][Music]
[18:42][Music]
[18:49]in a qu mile turn left on the Beretta
[18:52]Road
[18:55][Music]
[19:07]infrastructure take the next on theetta
[19:14]road absolutely
[19:17][Music]
[19:24]gorgeous continue on bernetta Road for
[19:26]one mile
[19:34]uh
[19:38][Music]
[19:53][Music]
[20:20][Music]
[20:27]in a quart m continue on the state
[20:29]highway
[20:34][Music]
[20:45]1664 I hate talking about this because I
[20:47]know that
[20:50]it causes conflict with my subscribers
[20:53]but I'm just going to say it because
[20:55]some things just need to be said I have
[20:58]pass several drum um signs along the way
[21:02]and I want you to know what I see when I
[21:03]see that I see systems of Oppression
[21:06]judgment and acceleration of societal
[21:09]collapse and some of y'all participated
[21:12]that
[21:14][Music]
[21:35]in a qu mile turn right on the state
[21:37]highway
[21:44][Music]
[21:48]761 see that church there whenever I see
[21:51]a church I also see systems in this case
[21:55]I see systems of control and judgment
[21:58]again
[21:59]and a lot of y'all participate in that
[22:01]too take the next ride on I'm not on
[22:04]YouTube to inspire you or to give you
[22:06]pretty pictures of what I see in the
[22:08]world I'm here to tell you the truth I'm
[22:10]here to ask you to engage in critical
[22:12]thinking
[22:17][Music]
[22:24][Music]
[22:34]oh
[22:35][Music]
[22:49][Music]
[22:55][Music]
[23:17]so AI suggested this place to me and
[23:20]said I couldn't be here for day Ed
[23:23]purposes um we might need to confirm
[23:25]that there is a campground here um with
[23:28]RV so we're going to look into
[23:31]that we're going to discuss what I just
[23:34]said in a minute I going to make it very
[23:36]clear that I don't believe you should
[23:37]judge individuals all right this place
[23:40]is officially awesome the people I
[23:43]talked to were amazing um they gave me a
[23:46]beautiful map I'll show you and we're
[23:48]just going to go find a place to hang
[23:50]out have some fun check this map out
[23:52]this thing's amazing I'm going to
[23:54]treasure this thing I don't even want to
[23:55]fold it up I want to go hang it up in my
[23:57]RV
[23:59]but I'm going to have to fold that up
[24:00]aren't I There Are Places all over all
[24:04]over this Lake and this is where we
[24:12]are they said I can go swimming here I
[24:15]actually did bring extra um clothes just
[24:18]in case I did
[24:20]um I don't know if I will we'll see
[24:23]wanted to do the other day I don't know
[24:25]about now some boats out
[24:27]there oh this is this is
[24:30]amazing so they're not open year round
[24:33]they close sometime in
[24:36]September
[24:38]um I think that the campground I'm at
[24:41]now also does I was looking at the
[24:44]reservation just to get a sense of how
[24:45]long people around me are there for and
[24:48]you could see a whole bunch of block of
[24:49]time was cut off I don't think I can
[24:50]stay in Kentucky for much
[24:52]longer
[24:54]so I love this place I would love to be
[24:57]here for autumn
[24:58]maybe not so much winter but I I love
[25:01]you know Autumn it's just wonderful here
[25:03]so I'm going to I'm going to do some
[25:05]researching on that just want to let me
[25:07]just address this so I don't believe
[25:09]that you should judge individuals I
[25:11]truly don't you don't know their stories
[25:13]you don't know how they arrived at the
[25:15]places that they've arrived at you don't
[25:18]know what's influencing them how they're
[25:20]being manipulated like there's so many
[25:22]factors that's what system thinking is
[25:24]all about you look at the systems you
[25:26]judge the systems you don't judge the
[25:28]individuals but you do want to try to
[25:31]educate them and you do want to try to
[25:32]wake them up because that's how you
[25:36]change the
[25:37]systems so I'm going to leave it here
[25:39]for now and you'll probably see a second
[25:42]part of this video later depending on
[25:45]what I do here I have no idea I'm just
[25:47]here to have an enjoyable time you know
[25:50]what I'm am not folding that up I'm
[25:52]going to just take it to my Jeep and
[25:55]when I get back to my RV I'm going to
[25:56]tack that up on that tack boort I have
[25:59]cuz I'm pretty sure this is where I want
[26:00]to live