[0:01]good morning humans it's 9:00 this
[0:03]morning been up a short while my old
[0:07]life I would have turned the news on by
[0:10]now been watching
[0:12]that not in this one in this one I just
[0:16]wake up in Qui
[0:18]contemplation to dark
[0:20]difference and even after 4 months of
[0:24]that I'm
[0:26]still I'm still struck by it some days
[0:29]so I'm just like
[0:30]this is a very different lifestyle this
[0:33]isn't something it's just very different
[0:35]I
[0:37]haven't haven't really figured out what
[0:40]to fill my time with all the time still
[0:42]working on
[0:43]that so I have some new neighbors they
[0:46]they arrived
[0:49]yesterday um they're pretty much
[0:52]encroaching on my space
[0:54]there's they're not on their platform
[0:56]they got stuff everywhere but there's
[0:58]quite a few of them
[1:00]and it's just generations of a family I
[1:07]mean just it's difficult for me to have
[1:11]people that close to me but I mean when
[1:12]I see that it's like it's very endearing
[1:15]it's not something that you can have a
[1:16]negative opinion about I mean there are
[1:19]just generations of them over
[1:22]there
[1:25]and I just think that's wonderful that's
[1:31]it's nice to
[1:33]see so I haven't quite decided what I'm
[1:35]doing
[1:37]today I do know that I'm going to be
[1:39]working on the camper in here I started
[1:41]getting
[1:43]um truly organized finally I feel like
[1:46]I'm making progress there when I got
[1:48]back here I just it felt like home I
[1:51]came in I was like it just felt like
[1:53]home and I guess they just had a new
[1:56]attitude about it it was like let's just
[1:59]deal with these problems that I've been
[2:00]having and so they're not problems
[2:03]anymore and then let's you know let's
[2:05]settle with that for a while and see how
[2:07]that feels before making more
[2:10]changes that one Bailey right there
[2:14]he truly has no concept of space Bailey
[2:17]I love you to death but come on every
[2:20]time I get on the
[2:22]camera
[2:24]so I'm hopeful that today I will finally
[2:29]have everything off the floor
[2:32]and that will make it easier for me to
[2:34]bring the side in and out I'm not sure
[2:36]I'm ready for tomorrow like I really do
[2:39]want to do that I'm not trying to put it
[2:41]off I
[2:43]just I just don't feel prepared yet I'm
[2:46]close I'm getting there um I'm going to
[2:50]throw a lot of stuff away today
[2:53]because I'm just still
[2:55]downsizing I had enough time in this
[2:58]lifestyle to feel like
[3:01]I can let go of some things
[3:04]that just aren't useful in this
[3:07]lifestyle something had changed in my
[3:11]mind and I decided it was just time to
[3:13]deal with certain problems that have
[3:15]been ongoing for me completely
[3:17]reorganized my closet I was able to put
[3:20]a lot of stuff in there that
[3:22]was proud of myself that's it feels
[3:25]organized it feels like a good space for
[3:28]my things
[3:30]um I have some other things that I just
[3:32]need to discard I um
[3:37]downsize and then I think that the space
[3:40]will feel a lot more manageable to me I
[3:42]just I have it feels cluttered and I
[3:45]don't do well with clutters so think if
[3:48]I do that today that will make it easier
[3:50]for me to bring the slide in and out and
[3:52]to just develop some routines that make
[3:56]this nomadic lifestyle work a little
[3:58]easier for me
[4:00]so that's that's my focus today that's
[4:02]what I'm doing
[4:04]today um I was thinking about it and I
[4:07]know I got a compressor to put air in my
[4:10]tires I could even visualize what I
[4:13]bought and I put it in a bag and so I'm
[4:15]going to try to find that there's not a
[4:17]lot of storage space outside my storage
[4:20]Bas it should have been really obvious
[4:23]but I don't I couldn't find it that day
[4:25]so I'm going to look and try to find it
[4:28]today um I don't know if I can make it
[4:31]down to the tire shop tomorrow I'm still
[4:34]trying
[4:36]to I just don't feel like this thing's
[4:38]mobile yet like I just feel kind of
[4:41]immobilized I have to solve some issues
[4:44]before it's easy for me to tackle that
[4:47]so but it's very important and that's
[4:50]where my focus is right now and then
[4:53]once I've done that like I'm just it's a
[4:55]layered approach once I deal with the
[4:57]tires then I can deal with the bad then
[4:59]I can deal with moving to another
[5:01]campground you know um I can focus on
[5:04]finding new work for myself because I
[5:06]want to start making money
[5:11]um there's just a whole lot I want to
[5:13]show this to you because this happened
[5:14]it's crazy um look at all that
[5:19]condensation constantly dealing with
[5:21]that by the way it is just unbelievable
[5:23]my whole roof is covered in this
[5:27]condensation like you would see from
[5:31]ice cream in a in a bowl you know it's
[5:34]crazy to me I I don't know what you how
[5:36]you deal with that I just wipe it off
[5:38]you know and um I have my dehumidifier
[5:41]going the humidity is High I mean it's a
[5:43]temperature differential right but I
[5:46]just that's just wild to me that's bad I
[5:49]got to deal with it I mean that was
[5:51]enough white water that I went through
[5:53]quite a few towels like um hand
[5:58]towels I started with the microfiber one
[6:01]but it just doesn't seem to work as well
[6:05]um it's just that is something you deal
[6:07]with this is just another thing you deal
[6:09]with in an RV I am expecting to have
[6:12]issues down the road because I don't
[6:14]know how
[6:15]you clean the the the Ducks to the air
[6:18]conditioning unit have to take it
[6:21]somewhere or something I don't
[6:23]know but just another one of those
[6:26]things
[6:27]that I guess you just don't anticipate
[6:29]having to deal with and becomes another
[6:32]stressor in your
[6:33]life it sounds like something
[6:37]that's you know maybe it doesn't seem
[6:40]like a big deal but I mean that's a lot
[6:42]of water and it could lead to a mold and
[6:47]um that is not an easy space to clean
[6:49]the the air conditioning ducks on the
[6:51]roof so I just
[6:53]um it's another issue you're constantly
[6:56]dealing with last night I had something
[6:58]crawling on my roof I don't know what it
[7:01]was but it's gone
[7:04]now um and I'm always thinking about man
[7:08]I hope I don't get you know like a field
[7:11]mouse or something in
[7:14]here that's a
[7:16]constant low level anxiety I have
[7:19]because I just I am in the woods
[7:23]I'm just I just don't want it to happen
[7:26]you know I just truly don't want to have
[7:28]to deal with that I'm hoping it never
[7:30]happens to me but I just have this
[7:32]feeling
[7:34]that probably every RV deals with that
[7:37]at some point
[7:40]so yeah so I'm going to get my day
[7:44]started and do my best to just get this
[7:46]place as organized as I can I'm so close
[7:49]I will be so happy once it's done it'll
[7:51]feel like a true accomplishment and will
[7:55]make my life feel more manageable I hope
[7:59]you have a good Sunday