Returning Home After Trip, Seeking Total Solitude

Speaker has just returned to his RV campsite on a Saturday in early August 2024, after a trip away. The campground is less crowded than expected for summer, though new campers have arrived adjacent to his site. He is in his RV which feels like home but requires organization and downsizing work.

Energetic Signature

recalibrating

Field State

infrastructure refinement

Orientation

toward total solitude

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August 3, 2024

5:18

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Author

rswfire

Status

ARCHIVED

Type

TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

Temperature

0.00

[0:00]on my way back home I had a lot of fun

[0:02]here I'm going to miss it I I love this

[0:05]area so Bailey's over here

[0:09]complaining

[0:11]yeah I don't know what to do with him

[0:13]like why you must know by now like

[0:16]what's happening right like why Bailey

[0:19]we're just going home you're fine you're

[0:21]safe

[0:23]right I don't know

[0:26]a but yeah I love this area it's so

[0:30]beautiful these mountains beside just

[0:32]Ms but I have an idea now um I didn't

[0:36]know about some I asked Claud I said

[0:39]look I just want Total Solitude that's

[0:41]all I that's all I've ever wanted and

[0:44]that's all I was trying to do when I

[0:45]embarked on this journey you know I

[0:47]wasn't thinking about I get an RV I go

[0:50]to a campground there's just people

[0:51]everywhere like that wasn't in my

[0:54]thought process I'm thinking I'm getting

[0:56]an RV and I'm going to be on my own and

[0:58]I'm going to be by myself and that was

[1:02]not the situation so I need to fix that

[1:06]and I will we're back Bailey cried the

[1:11]whole freaking way I think I know why

[1:13]though hello

[1:15]Bailey um I think he just the vibrations

[1:19]of the Jeep where he was sitting um I

[1:22]need to try to work something out cuz I

[1:24]think it's

[1:26]just I think he's sensitive to his

[1:28]environment like I am you know so I just

[1:30]got to figure that out cuz sometimes

[1:31]he's better than you know today was not

[1:33]a good day for him it was so stressful I

[1:35]ended up putting my my headphones in cuz

[1:38]I couldn't listen to it any

[1:40]longer

[1:41]so it's interesting when I got back

[1:44]there was really no one back here I was

[1:46]like what it's Saturday right it is

[1:48]Saturday and and then that reminded me

[1:51]when I first started on my journey there

[1:54]weren't a lot of people camping you know

[1:55]that was back in April April May was

[1:58]pretty pretty chill you know and then

[2:00]summer came and it got really

[2:03]stressful and I thought that August was

[2:06]the same I had even asked um AI about

[2:10]that like um when things die down it

[2:13]said September but I have noticed like

[2:15]cuzz when I was here last last weekend

[2:18]it wasn't so bad either well the weekend

[2:21]was I don't remember anyways it does

[2:23]seem like it's dying off now um so I was

[2:27]like that's you know that felt good and

[2:29]then

[2:30]come into the

[2:32]camper and it felt like home like I

[2:35]didn't I don't have the words for it yet

[2:39]it's a mess in here I got a lot of work

[2:40]to do but it didn't feel bad it

[2:44]felt it felt

[2:47]right

[2:49]and are you happy to be out of the Jeep

[2:51]is that what's going

[2:52]on

[2:55]um now as soon as I got here though some

[2:59]new campers appeared right right next to

[3:02]me so

[3:04]like that you know I can't help it I'm

[3:07]my environment matters to me I I need

[3:10]Solitude and I want to be able to

[3:14]just I just it doesn't work for me you

[3:18]know so I just got to remember though

[3:20]this is temporary it's going to die down

[3:23]you know kids are going to go back to

[3:25]school and all of that and um so campers

[3:31]and maybe maybe it's not so bad I am

[3:34]going to be working towards my goal of

[3:37]total Solitude I actually asked Claude

[3:40]it gave me some ideas that I hadn't

[3:42]thought about I'm going to I'll past

[3:44]that and you guys can just see what it

[3:46]said cuz there's quite a lot of options

[3:48]I wasn't even aware I'll start

[3:49]researching some of them see this can't

[3:51]never leaves me LS never

[3:54]never

[3:57]um so that's a possibility

[4:02]and at least I atin know it's not going

[4:04]to be bad for much longer right so um we

[4:08]just got here and I am just going to

[4:10]chill for a while and then I am

[4:12]downsizing more because the only way

[4:15]this this space works for me is if I do

[4:19]that and you know there are other things

[4:22]I have to do I have to get good at the

[4:26]the parts that are super hard for me the

[4:28]mechanical Parts but I

[4:32]will that break actually helped I guess

[4:35]maybe my maybe my hike too cuz it really

[4:37]showed me how resilient I am I knew I

[4:40]was resilient but still you know

[4:42]reaffirming those kinds of things is a

[4:44]very helpful thing to

[4:46]do

[4:48]so feeling pretty good you all have a

[4:52]good Saturday

Summary

rswfire returns to his RV campsite after a trip, accompanied by Bailey (his dog) who cried during the entire drive back, likely due to vibrations in the Jeep. He reflects on his original goal of achieving total solitude through RV living, which hasn't been realized due to crowded campgrounds. He consulted Claude (AI) for advice on finding true solitude and received multiple options to research. Upon returning, he notices fewer campers than expected for a Saturday, reminiscent of the quieter camping conditions from April-May before summer crowds arrived. The RV feels like home despite being messy, but new campers have appeared directly next to his site. He plans to continue downsizing possessions to make the space more functional and acknowledges he needs to improve his mechanical skills. A recent break and hike reinforced his sense of resilience.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission maps the gap between intended field design (total solitude) and actual environmental conditions (social proximity). The field is recalibrating its spatial and temporal strategies while maintaining coherence around the core requirement of environmental sovereignty.

Dominant Language

total solitudefelt like homeenvironment mattersresilienttemporarydying downsensitive

Symbolic Elements

homethresholdvibrationenvironment

Ontological States

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transitional
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coherent
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sovereign
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adaptive

Subsystems

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infrastructural
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somatic
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cognitive
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relational

Transmission Details

Source Type

local

Video Quality

1920 × 1080 @ 30fps

Duration

5:18

Bitrate

2392 kbps

Codec

avc1.640028