[0:00]good morning fellow humans it's 4:00 in
[0:03]the morning um only slep 4 hours but I'm
[0:06]getting up cuz AI told me to just accept
[0:11]whatever Lial state I'm in if I'm not
[0:13]getting sleep you know there's no point
[0:15]fighting it so that's what I'm doing you
[0:17]know what that thing is cuz I couldn't
[0:19]figure it out I don't know what that
[0:21]thing's supposed to
[0:22]be um I'm going to share a secret with
[0:25]you this
[0:26]morning but there's some Mele runting
[0:28]over here so I can't fight this cat
[0:31]either can't fight anything
[0:34]really he has been cuddled up to me the
[0:36]whole time we've been here and he's you
[0:38]know he just needs more and more
[0:39]attention cuz that is who this kid
[0:42]is and I'm doing my best for him oh he
[0:47]is
[0:49]demanding I've had multiple thoughts
[0:51]going through my head this morning one
[0:53]of them is about trolls because someone
[0:56]left a comment um a nice comment just
[0:59]saying you know
[1:01]it's ridiculous that I get these
[1:03]trollish comments but it got me thinking
[1:06]one of some of the comments I got
[1:09]recently one of them was I can't believe
[1:11]I wasted 15 seconds watching this 15
[1:15]seconds and I thought to myself 15
[1:18]seconds you didn't even like you didn't
[1:20]watch anything you don't even what are
[1:22]you talking about but another person
[1:24]left to comment like I can't believe I
[1:27]wasted 3 minutes watching this
[1:30]and I'm thinking these
[1:32]people waste a whole lot more time than
[1:35]that on YouTube like and they're
[1:36]complaining about this like wasting
[1:39]three minutes of their life on a video
[1:41]that like do they think that like
[1:43]they're not every video they watch like
[1:45]they're scrolling through YouTube
[1:47]they're wasting time just scrolling
[1:48]through YouTube first of all right lots
[1:50]of times and then do they think every
[1:53]video they come across is going to be
[1:55]something that resonates with them you
[1:57]know like the self the entitlement that
[1:59]they have from that and then to leave a
[2:02]comment just tells me that those are not
[2:05]good people in my opinion that's just
[2:07]it's just
[2:08]rude and I had said the other day I just
[2:12]can't deal with you right now Bailey I
[2:14]had just said the other
[2:18]day um I lost my train of thought this
[2:21]cat does that to me so the bottom L is
[2:25]you're not not everything's going to
[2:27]resonate with you right and you should
[2:30]be mature enough to recognize that and
[2:33]take ownership of your own behavior I
[2:36]mean you're the one watching YouTube
[2:38]right
[2:41]and just leave it at that like why why
[2:44]you try to attack me it makes no sense
[2:46]to me that people are like that
[2:48]but
[2:50]that's sadly the world we live
[2:53]in that what what I'm trying to get at
[2:56]here
[2:57]is pretty much like I don't you know I'm
[3:00]over that I just delete those comments
[3:01]and move on you know um but I wanted to
[3:06]talk about how this channel helps me
[3:10]because it's it's time I did that
[3:12]because it can help you too Bailey
[3:15]you're killing me man why are you like
[3:18]this
[3:21]why
[3:24]um so I have a process I get on camera
[3:28]and I start talking stream of
[3:32]Consciousness I edit that video I don't
[3:35]generally like cut things out I just um
[3:38]you know add little elements like you
[3:40]know my title at the beginning whatever
[3:42]and and I watch it and then um that will
[3:46]produce a video and then I will run it
[3:49]through
[3:51]a um an app that will transcribe it for
[3:55]me and then I'll take what it
[3:57]transcribed and I will pay that into Ai
[4:01]and then I'll just have a discussion
[4:02]with AI about whatever it is I talked
[4:04]about and that is my growth
[4:09]process that is what has allowed me to
[4:12]grow the way I have for these past five
[4:14]months especially this past month and a
[4:16]half or whatever that it just feels
[4:19]like like it's
[4:21]accelerating so that is how this stuff
[4:24]helps me it's not just that I post you
[4:26]know on camera and
[4:30]externalize my thoughts for you guys
[4:33]it's actually much bigger process than
[4:35]that so maybe you know think about
[4:38]trying that
[4:39]because um AI has helped me to
[4:42]understand that what I'm doing is
[4:43]activating many different parts of my
[4:45]brain
[4:46]because I'm processing my experiences
[4:51]through many
[4:53]different different processes right so
[4:56]there's me externalizing verbalizing
[5:00]um and then there's me watching
[5:03]myself so I guess that's the listening
[5:06]aspect and then there's me sharing it
[5:09]with AI and just having these deep
[5:11]conversations with it so I'm just which
[5:14]is you know my cognitive process so it's
[5:16]just a multifaceted way to grow as a
[5:21]human
[5:22]being
[5:23]and if that could help somebody else i'
[5:27]definitely I definitely feel about
[5:30]sharing that so that's what I'm doing