[0:02]so
[0:05]I let me try that again hello humans no
[0:09]what hello fellow
[0:12]humans so I got back from hiking a
[0:15]little while ago um after that I went
[0:18]and got some Taco Bell ate it in the
[0:20]parking lot spilled it all over me
[0:22]because I'm a child so I had to change
[0:25]my
[0:26]shirt um but it's still the same day
[0:28]it's Saturday
[0:32]um I decided I just I don't want to be
[0:35]inside today I just don't so I can't go
[0:38]to the Natural Bridge it's too far away
[0:40]a 2 and 1 half hour drive
[0:42]and you know then all the hiking and
[0:45]stuff I mean it's do in the afternoon
[0:47]so you know I I'm going to go there um
[0:52]we will go there like Tuesday I think
[0:54]cuz I I can't do it tomorrow if I if I
[0:57]if my internal state right now is like
[1:00]we're not going to be doing stuff on the
[1:01]RP let's just get the hell out of
[1:03]here uh but however I feel tomorrow I
[1:06]need to do it
[1:08]so um I'm just going to go to Lake
[1:11]Cumberland I want to go see the dam
[1:14]there I really like that spot and you
[1:17]know the state park there's a spot there
[1:18]I like I don't know if there's any
[1:20]Trails or anything um a little bit sore
[1:24]I think I'm getting some blisters on my
[1:26]feet These are nice hiking boots too but
[1:31]uh I'm just going to go hang out I just
[1:33]don't want to be inside today that gu
[1:36]really needs to get into sleep
[1:38]damn so that's what we're
[1:40]doing there are just so many people at
[1:43]that Camp real like I uh-uh no M all
[1:46]these 10 campers with like
[1:49]like flags and lights and just they just
[1:54]turn it into this P party atmosphere
[1:56]like it
[1:57]just you know I I I don't want to be
[2:00]around that like I'm glad they're having
[2:01]fun I guess but I don't want to be
[2:03]around that so I don't know like I don't
[2:07]think campgrounds are for
[2:09]me
[2:10]so I don't know if I realize that or not
[2:14]I think I might have like cuz my main
[2:17]thing was I need to get out of my house
[2:19]I need to get out of the box in this
[2:21]neighborhood and go do some stuff like
[2:24]take myself outside of my comfort zone
[2:26]and go
[2:28]live that doesn't mean I want to be
[2:30]around a bunch of random strangers I
[2:32]don't know or just partying it up around
[2:34]me and um but I also don't want to be in
[2:38]my my RV you know just this little box
[2:41]it's even smaller box you know
[2:45]so we're just going to go and do some
[2:47][ __ ] up I don't know we're just going to
[2:49]go hang out
[2:51]somewhere yeah okay got some gas and
[2:54]we're on our way it's an hour drive to
[2:57]Lake Cumberland I don't remember what I
[2:58]was talking about so let me just start
[3:00]over
[3:02]sorry
[3:04]so I want to go to the Natural Bridge
[3:07]cuz that's like one of my favorite place
[3:08]in the
[3:09]world um I like that place that I was at
[3:12]but I don't love it like that's a place
[3:14]to just go and enjoy some
[3:16]nature and get some exercise and just
[3:20]you know enjoy some peace and quiet and
[3:23]just have a good time but there are
[3:25]places in the world that are way better
[3:27]than that and the Natural Bridges of
[3:30]them but I can't go today I mean it's
[3:32]like 2 in the afternoon and it's going
[3:35]to be an all day thing for us so I'll
[3:38]have to get up super early it's like a 2
[3:40]and 1/ half hour drive there and then
[3:42]I'll probably be hiking for like 8 to 10
[3:44]hours so um it'll be an all day thing
[3:48]and I just don't there's no time today
[3:51]so we're going to go to Lake Cumberland
[3:52]and that's a an hour from where I am so
[3:55]that's not too bad and I don't know that
[3:57]we'll do any hiking cuz I don't even
[3:59]know where any trails are there but um
[4:01]there's just some sites there that I
[4:03]really like and I just want to be
[4:04]outside
[4:05]and so yeah that's what we're
[4:09]doing I'm here I've been sitting here
[4:12]for a
[4:14]while I
[4:17]realized I've been wanting to get a
[4:19]cabin in the
[4:20]woods I haven't really looked for one I
[4:23]don't have the money but
[4:25]um I was telling myself that I didn't
[4:28]know where it should be but it's here as
[4:31]soon as I discovered this place I fell
[4:33]in love with
[4:35]it and something brought me here
[4:40]today and it's wonderful I just love
[4:43]this place let me show
[4:46]you people are just having a good time
[4:48]out there there's a bunch of people
[4:51]right there if you can see them there
[4:52]was a boat with them I don't know where
[4:54]it
[4:55]went there's a whole bunch of people
[4:56]swimming out
[4:58]there and
[5:00]little house boat looking thing that's
[5:02]awesome I could almost see myself living
[5:04]on something like that that would be
[5:07]such a cool life the water just goes on
[5:11]forever it's so beautiful and so
[5:19]peaceful so I'm just hanging out I don't
[5:21]really have any plans I looked up to see
[5:24]if there was a tourist center I was
[5:25]thinking maybe I could get some
[5:26]information there you know they're close
[5:28]today
[5:32]just you
[5:34]know there's a couple other spots I'll
[5:36]check out there is a an official
[5:41]like
[5:43]um Lookout area but it looks packed I
[5:46]can see it from here there's a lot of
[5:48]cars over there there are probably some
[5:50]Trails too you know
[5:53]and I don't know but we're right next to
[5:55]Wolf Dam which is just the coolest Dam I
[5:58]I just absolutely love this place just
[6:01]they're doing work on it um there's
[6:04]construction going on over
[6:07]there
[6:17]so this is where I want to
[6:20]live this is it
[6:36]those waves are so
[6:42]awesome I think for the next month that
[6:45]I'm here I'm going to go hiking every
[6:48]day at the 47 Bridges and then come
[6:51]here this would be really good for my
[6:55]soul and I can get to know the place
[6:57]better it has a vibe to it the second I
[7:01]entered this area and it was just a
[7:03]fluke on accident that brought me
[7:06]here I just you could feel it like it
[7:10]just there's something really special
[7:12]about this
[7:16]place but I could spend time here in
[7:18]different weather and see what it's like
[7:21]in the rain
[7:23]or I just bet it's so
[7:27]cool figure out where some trails are
[7:30]there's got to be some around this
[7:34]Lake find some cool spots to just hang
[7:38]out without all the road
[7:45][Music]
[7:56]noise this is my favorite place on Earth
[8:04]I have to figure out a way to make that
[8:11]happen we are on a
[8:13]trail found one that
[8:17]is
[8:19]spider um 3 miles go down to the
[8:23]lake One
[8:25]Way 3 miles back
[8:30]um it's lot of hiking
[8:33]today but I really wanted to be on the
[8:36]lake
[8:37]so I am the first one on this Trail oh
[8:40]my God no doubt about
[8:43]it
[8:46]oh come
[8:51]on
[8:53]but boy am I glad to be
[8:57]here this is all I got
[9:00]hope it's enough cuz we're
[9:02]talking think it'll be around 8 when I
[9:04]get out of
[9:07]here this place has mosquitoes not like
[9:10]the other
[9:11]place
[9:13]which they both have lakes so I don't
[9:15]know what the reason
[9:20]is yeah I'm getting eaten up by these
[9:23]spider webs have to deal with this
[9:30]yep I am definitely the First on this
[9:32]Trail
[9:34]wow God
[9:38]damn there was a family that got here
[9:40]just as I
[9:42]did oh am I making it easy for
[9:46]them God dang it nobody uses this
[9:54]Trail good to
[9:57]know um
[10:05]I don't know if um it's going to see
[10:09]yeah I see
[10:13]you I was going to
[10:17]say maybe I would just come here instead
[10:20]you know I found a trail takes me down
[10:22]to the lake just come
[10:23]here this is a little less Pleasant so
[10:27]far so I don't know
[10:33]wow I'm surprised nobody hikes this
[10:36]thing oh this is awful this is
[10:41]awful oh my
[10:45]God fine I hate doing this stick
[10:49]thing I don't have a
[10:55]choice this
[10:56]is not a
[11:00]um commonly hied tril I'm
[11:04]surprised this is what you got to do I
[11:07]can stick around
[11:11]oh cuz you can't actually see them you
[11:14]know
[11:14]so not all of them not most of
[11:24]them it'll be more pleasant on the way
[11:27]back it'll be pleasant once we get to
[11:29]the
[11:31]lake
[11:33]yeah I have been
[11:36]misled there's no Lake access
[11:40]here that was a strenuous
[11:44]hike holy
[11:48][ __ ] I moved at a very fast
[11:51]pace leave that stick around for three
[11:54]miles
[12:02]and it's a bunch of switchbacks so it's
[12:06]going to be worse on the way back
[12:08]because it's um it's an elevation thing
[12:11]it's up
[12:15]higher thought I'd be sore after my last
[12:18]py and then I decided to do this but I
[12:21]thought it was a payoff I was going to
[12:23]get in that water I was going to strip
[12:25]down and get in that water I wanted that
[12:27]more than anything
[12:33]oh it's right there but Out Of
[12:37]Reach those WS are cool that is a
[12:40]beautiful view though you can't beat the
[12:44]view very
[12:50]cool so I'm going to just sit here for a
[12:52]while and try
[12:54]to just rest
[12:59]I would be very surprised if that family
[13:01]comes back here that was
[13:09]strenuous I have to go
[13:12]back that's life maybe it seems Reckless
[13:15]but you have to push
[13:17]yourself I always have I am
[13:20]glistening literally glistening right
[13:23]now you just got to push yourself never
[13:27]stop when I was a boy scow in Arizona we
[13:30]went on these long hikes in the
[13:33]desert I'm
[13:35]talking I don't even know the whole
[13:38]Superstition Mountains however long that
[13:40]is days weeks you know and
[13:44]just you get into a mindset where you
[13:47]just everything else goes away except
[13:50]that that hike just putting one foot in
[13:52]front of the other it was like that on
[13:54]the way back here I had music playing
[13:56]though which is nice I was going to the
[13:59]beat I was going pretty fast I had a
[14:01]fast beat
[14:02]so
[14:05]um you just put everything elide of your
[14:07]mind and just
[14:10]go and that's what I'll do on the way
[14:12]back and I'll be very drained from it
[14:16]and I'll feel very rewarded for it
[14:21]because draining your body in that
[14:24]way I don't know how to describe it it's
[14:28]been a while you know
[14:29]so guess I'll tell you
[14:33]tomorrow I really want to be on that
[14:35]water so
[14:38]bad I really wanted to get in that water
[14:41]I was going to just jump in there I I
[14:44]was so I really
[14:48]was oh it would have been so pleasant
[14:56]awesome I'm going to have to do some
[14:58]research for figure out where there are
[14:59]trails that lead to that water that
[15:01]water
[15:04]access I'm curious like what if you
[15:07]wanted to swim like across the lake can
[15:11]you really trust the boats not to hit
[15:12]you how do people do
[15:15]that do they just not even attempted or
[15:18]do they have a boat next to
[15:19]them cuz I'd like to try that I
[15:23]think you'd have to work up to it but
[15:26]that would be fun
[15:29]I'd like that I like swimming I always
[15:32]like swimming I haven't done it a
[15:35]lot
[15:39]um you know as in all of my adult life I
[15:43]don't think I've really swam a whole lot
[15:44]I've you
[15:46]know I don't know what's happening to me
[15:49]I'm
[15:53]just I think once
[15:55]you accept yourself like I have and that
[15:59]wasn't easy you guys watched me struggle
[16:01]with
[16:02]this
[16:05]um do you have the right frame of mind
[16:07]would you truly understand yourself and
[16:10]accept yourself like truly embrace
[16:15]yourself you don't care anymore how you
[16:19]look you don't care what other people
[16:21]think you just
[16:23]don't I notice that when I'm out hiking
[16:27]I feel like a kid and I act like like a
[16:29]kid sometimes
[16:31]and oh I'm almost 50 years
[16:33]old and I can't think of a better
[16:36]blessing than that
[16:39]so remember
[16:41]that cuz we all deserve to be happy and
[16:46]age does not
[16:50]determine what you can and can't do as
[16:53]far as your personality and interests
[16:56]and I mean obviously we get older this
[16:59]was a really strenuous hike for me that
[17:01]would have been a lot easier 10 years
[17:04]ago well I didn't do it for 10 years I'm
[17:07]out of
[17:08]shape we give up on ourselves who can't
[17:11]do
[17:15]that the way I would say it is we all do
[17:19]that we all sit down and forget to get
[17:22]back up but you're being reminded right
[17:25]now get up just get up go do the thing
[17:30]because you
[17:32]can't you don't have to push yourself as
[17:34]hard as I do you could you can push
[17:37]yourself harder than I
[17:42]do don't underestimate yourself don't
[17:45]never do that