[0:00]hi fellow humans I'm sorry it's kind of
[0:03]dark in here I just want to talk about
[0:05]this comment I got because I was talking
[0:09]about it with AI with
[0:10]Claude while I'm processing it I just
[0:13]thought let me just try to talk about it
[0:15]Ba's like hello you're on the camera let
[0:17]me get over here let me get over here so
[0:22]there's a couple of things about this
[0:23]comment that really got me like first of
[0:26]all this person gets it right
[0:30]um the reason I talk about this is
[0:33]because I just think it's important to
[0:34]be honest I think I think that it's
[0:38]wrong when someone like me I Creator a
[0:41]YouTuber whatever you want to call me
[0:43]even though I hate all those
[0:45]terms uses their knowledge of a par of
[0:48]social relationship to to manipulate you
[0:52]I I actually see people do that on here
[0:55]and it's just like I see what you're
[0:56]doing it's wrong it's unethical so when
[0:59]I learn learned about parasocial
[1:01]relationships first thing I did was tell
[1:03]you guys about them because it explained
[1:04]a lot that I didn't recognize or know
[1:07]about
[1:09]so that was important to me I'm always
[1:12]trying to be honest I'm always trying to
[1:14]educate in a sense
[1:16]and just share my authentic feelings
[1:19]about a thing so that's why I talk about
[1:22]it um but this comment I hadn't thought
[1:25]about this aspect um I'm very open and
[1:29]vulnerable able on here so of course
[1:31]that's going to
[1:33]cause some people who are following me
[1:35]to develop a stronger connection to me
[1:38]even though I'm not trying to exploit it
[1:40]right so it's just really
[1:43]insightful um and then there was another
[1:45]aspect so I asked AI about this and I
[1:47]was just like you know it's really
[1:49]heartwarming to me that there are people
[1:51]out there who seem to care about me and
[1:54]I'm like I I don't think that's part of
[1:56]a parasocial relationship so what is
[1:59]that like cuz I'm getting something out
[2:01]of it
[2:02]too and you know it I guess I'll just
[2:05]screenshot what it said cuz I don't want
[2:08]to try to summarize it but
[2:10]basically it feels like I'm
[2:12]accomplishing what I set out to do which
[2:14]was to create a community and just find
[2:17]Value in these human connections even
[2:21]though what you get out of it what I get
[2:23]out of it are different there's still an
[2:25]exchange there that's pretty
[2:28]cool yeah
[2:30]oh you know what I actually want to talk
[2:32]about this um so I don't know what
[2:34]you're doing tonight but if you don't
[2:35]have anything going on and you just want
[2:38]something to watch on Netflix there's a
[2:40]show called unstable it has Rob low in
[2:42]it I just watched it today and I just
[2:44]loved it and there's a second season
[2:46]coming next month so if you haven't seen
[2:49]it check it out it is just I really
[2:53]enjoyed it and I don't enjoy a lot of TV
[2:55]these days so I'm watching Heart Stopper
[2:58]right now the second season season I
[3:00]watched the first season like a year ago
[3:02]or something it's just a little
[3:04]heartwarming
[3:05]show um really makes you think cuz I
[3:10]remember being that age and even when
[3:12]you just touch someone there's like this
[3:14]electrical current thing going on and
[3:16]you know they do these animations in the
[3:18]show and it's like that's totally what
[3:20]it was like you know
[3:23]so I don't know just kind of chilling
[3:26]tonight really kind of have stuff to do
[3:28]around here but
[3:30]um the tire guy's coming in the
[3:32]morning um didn't really accomplish
[3:35]anything today
[3:37]but oh well I'm back here by myself
[3:41]though that's some good news like
[3:43]there's literally nobody back here with
[3:44]me first time since I've been here in
[3:46]like two and a half months so you
[3:49]know I almost wanted to just go outside
[3:51]and chill out there but this little cat
[3:54]of mine would not have allowed that so I
[3:58]figured i' just chill and watch TV today
[4:00]I don't do that very often but anyways
[4:02]this show on Netflix got Rob loow in it
[4:05]and he
[4:05]plays scientist it's just a really it's
[4:08]a really cute show just maybe check that
[4:11]out