Addressing Tire Issues and YouTube Technical Problems

rswfire is in his RV at an unspecified location, dealing with ongoing tire safety concerns and technical connectivity issues. He has a dentist appointment scheduled for the following day and is considering various practical solutions for his living situation including mattress replacement and outdoor equipment for his cat.

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July 24, 2024

14:34

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rswfire

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[0:01]good morning fellow humans my toilet's

[0:04]in the picture we can't have that you

[0:08]know what I'm keeping that in just

[0:10]because oh it's kind of funny so I'm

[0:14]just going to start by saying this is

[0:16]going to be a boring update so if you

[0:18]aren't a subscriber mind you're not

[0:20]following my journey probably want to

[0:21]just click off feel like I maybe need to

[0:24]say that in all of my videos because I

[0:27]always get comments from people who feel

[0:29]like they've been personally attacked

[0:32]because they're watching a video that

[0:33]they're not interested in don't give a

[0:36][ __ ] you

[0:37]know YouTube wasn't made for just you it

[0:41]was made for other people too you're not

[0:43]going to like everything you

[0:46]see the sense of entitlement though can

[0:48]you I mean pretty wild but yeah there's

[0:52]a comment I'm thinking about I got this

[0:53]morning I I'm going to paste that right

[0:55]up there for everybody to see

[1:00]it's not uncommon I don't know why

[1:03]um you don't have to like everything you

[1:06]know you can just move along it's not

[1:09]going to kill

[1:11]you so all right so I got to give you an

[1:14]update on the tires uh I did go down

[1:16]there it wasn't didn't go well uh the

[1:19]woman that I saw the first time was

[1:21]there and she basically just criticized

[1:24]me

[1:26]and made me feel even more incompetent

[1:29]than I already already feel and it's

[1:31]just like I knew that was the experience

[1:33]that I was going to have did in front of

[1:35]all these customers and I'm just like

[1:37]yeah this is exactly what I expected

[1:40]from her so I called the corporate

[1:44]office after that and then the owner

[1:47]called and I talked to him this morning

[1:50]he says that she's been working there

[1:52]for 30 years and has never had any type

[1:55]of a problem with customers from her and

[1:58]I'm like there's no way that she's just

[2:01]you know there is no way that mine is

[2:03]the first time

[2:05]that somebody had an experience like

[2:08]that with her there's just no way but

[2:11]you know whatever I'll you know we can

[2:12]move along from that um he is being

[2:16]helpful thankfully uh he's I think

[2:19]coming out himself like I don't know if

[2:22]it's tomorrow or not like I guess we

[2:23]haven't really set a date I have to go

[2:25]to the dentist tomorrow so I won't be

[2:28]here um but he's going to help me get

[2:32]extenders put on them so that I can put

[2:34]air in them myself and he's just going

[2:37]to make sure that they're safe enough to

[2:39]drive down to the shop and just deal

[2:41]with the problems right

[2:43]so hopefully that's all going to work

[2:45]out it definitely shattered my sense of

[2:48]safety like I just feel like that is the

[2:52]foundation of an RV your tires and if

[2:55]you don't trust your tires then you just

[2:58]this it just makes everything else feel

[3:00]like it's just collapsing around me I I

[3:02]truly feel that way so I will feel a lot

[3:05]better when that that is

[3:07]fixed um the other thing I want to talk

[3:10]about

[3:11]so a couple of days

[3:14]ago all of a sudden I couldn't see

[3:17]YouTube comments anymore not just on my

[3:19]channel but on any channel and I'm like

[3:21]that's weird like is there some kind of

[3:23]a you know maybe there's some kind of an

[3:25]issue that YouTube's having and it turns

[3:27]out no there's this setting that's

[3:30]supposed to

[3:31]block some comments explicit ones and

[3:36]you toggle it on I don't remember what

[3:38]the it's some kind of it's just a

[3:39]setting um but this isn't a thing I

[3:41]turned on it says that it's being

[3:43]Network enforced which means that my

[3:45]router you see it in the background

[3:47]there a travel router it's connecting

[3:50]and it's it's an intermittent problem so

[3:52]sometimes I see comment sometimes I

[3:54]don't and so I just kind

[3:57]of worked out that the issue very likely

[4:00]is that the travel fire Roder randomly

[4:03]is connecting to a cell network some you

[4:05]know one of their providers who has this

[4:09]setting enabled for all of their

[4:11]customers who on YouTube like that's

[4:13]crazy but that's what's happening so if

[4:17]I'm not responding to your comments

[4:18]don't feel like I'm ignoring them or

[4:21]anything like that it's just can't see

[4:24]comments now I don't I don't know what

[4:25]to do about it I could complain to

[4:28]travel five but that's not going to you

[4:29]know

[4:30]I'm certain it's not them doing it so

[4:32]it's

[4:33]just a new spin on RV life challenges

[4:39]that you have so um another thing I know

[4:43]is related so you know that I some of

[4:46]you know that I

[4:47]had um hidden my Channel at one point

[4:52]and set everything to private and then

[4:54]when I turned it back on all the

[4:56]comments were gone and I you know I was

[4:58]disappointed about that and I realized I

[5:00]didn't address it and I I probably

[5:02]should have um I don't want you guys to

[5:05]think that I had like deleted all the

[5:06]comments I had I didn't do that they

[5:08]just I thought

[5:11]that um at the time I thought when I

[5:13]turned it back on

[5:15]that you know for whatever reason

[5:18]private videos can't have comments so

[5:20]and I didn't know that so when I did

[5:23]that I thought it deleted all the

[5:25]comments so well it turns out no I I

[5:29]just discovered this last night all of

[5:31]those videos had comments turned off so

[5:34]I re-enabled those and then the comments

[5:36]reappeared so they're all there I'm

[5:38]happy about that because it

[5:40]shows

[5:42]um you know our ongoing dialogue like

[5:46]there's me on camera talking about my

[5:48]life and then there's you guys who

[5:51]are commenting on my life I guess right

[5:54]so um I'm glad that's there because it's

[5:57]kind of like you know a historical

[5:58]record and it's all there so I just

[6:01]wanted to point that

[6:03]out I definitely see Bailey back there I

[6:06]don't know what he's up to I need to

[6:08]find something for him so I went outside

[6:10]today to take pictures of the tires for

[6:13]this guy and he was just crying want out

[6:16]um I don't have that tent thing that I

[6:18]had it was so hard

[6:22]to

[6:24]um get that thing back into a little

[6:26]circle that goes inside of you know

[6:30]I I couldn't deal with it so I gave it

[6:32]to the the um resident caretaker here

[6:36]I'm like do you want this thing I don't

[6:38]know what to do with it but I got to get

[6:40]something for him right so I'm might go

[6:43]to Walmart or a petmart and just see if

[6:45]there's something I can get you know

[6:47]like the kitty City stuff that I had but

[6:49]that's all at my parents never going to

[6:51]see that again

[6:53]so oh I did say this would be a boring

[6:56]update I don't have a whole lot going on

[6:59]so I am going to get leveled today I

[7:02]think um I haven't been leveled since I

[7:05]got here and I'm not sleeping well I

[7:08]only think that's part of it cuz that

[7:10]mattress is still a challenge to sleep

[7:13]on and I was watching some of my older

[7:15]videos yesterday just from a couple

[7:17]months ago and I'm like this environment

[7:20]is just aging me like I feel like it's

[7:23]aging me my back hurts I feel

[7:27]old um I hate that mattress like I I got

[7:31]to deal with that I'm thinking maybe

[7:32]I'll just get like a a small twin-sized

[7:36]one so it won't take up the whole Space

[7:38]part of it you just see the bed platform

[7:40]but that's kind of like not an issue for

[7:43]me you know so maybe if I got just a

[7:46]normal twins siiz mattress like a real

[7:48]mattress that would be easier to take on

[7:50]and off too it's kind of where my head

[7:52]is with that right now I'm debating it

[7:55]because you can buy RV mattresses that

[7:58]have those hinges on them

[8:00]and

[8:02]um I don't know I don't know maybe you

[8:05]guys have some thoughts on that I I

[8:06]would like to hear about that

[8:09]because it's been 4 months I got to deal

[8:12]with

[8:13][Music]

[8:14]it where was my train of thought going

[8:17]with that there was something on my

[8:19]mind Bailey don't even think about

[8:22]coming up here all right

[8:24]so what does that have to do with baile

[8:27]I don't know he's just jumped up here

[8:28]though hold on so I know you're never

[8:31]going to get all people to be polite on

[8:33]social media I mean that's obviously a

[8:35]pipe

[8:37]dream and you just kind of have to

[8:39]ignore it but it is just a fact that

[8:43]negativity has a way of just infecting

[8:45]your brain right so somebody says

[8:48]something rude and you're going to just

[8:50]stew on

[8:52]it shouldn't even admit that because

[8:54]then you just kind of invite it but I'm

[8:56]you know I'm too honest for that I'm

[8:58]just going to be honest about it

[9:00]I have but I actually think that over

[9:03]time at least for me that becomes less

[9:07]of a thing Bailey is really messing with

[9:09]me come on

[9:10]Bailey always you got to be on me this

[9:16]cat is the most needy cat I have ever

[9:19]had in my life and when I lived in my

[9:22]house my mother used to make me feel bad

[9:25]because I didn't want him on me all the

[9:27]time like she just that's the amount of

[9:29]emotional manipulation I had to deal

[9:31]with like I

[9:33]couldn't that cat wants to be on me all

[9:36]the time which makes me feel

[9:37]uncomfortable you know like I just I

[9:39]need my space and then my mother would

[9:42]turn around and make me feel bad

[9:45]for needing that space so I couldn't win

[9:49]like it wasn't you you couldn't win I

[9:51]still can't win because this cat you

[9:53]know he's very demanding

[9:55]but

[9:56]um I got to get him something he need

[9:59]some outdoor time I think watching my

[10:02]videos yesterday saw Oliver

[10:05]and I miss

[10:07]him I do miss him but I don't know what

[10:11]to do about that like I have mixed

[10:13]feelings on one hand I do think that

[10:15]he's better off where he is especially

[10:18]now because so much time has passed on

[10:20]the other hand that's my cat I love him

[10:22]I want him with me I want him with

[10:25]Bailey um and

[10:29]third hand I guess I despite all of

[10:34]that I do not want to go to that house

[10:37]so it's just an impossible

[10:41]situation um it was kind of fun watching

[10:44]my old videos I was so idealistic about

[10:48]this

[10:49]journey I was super idealistic about

[10:52]what I was getting myself into at the

[10:55]same time I'm thinking let's get some of

[10:58]that back because

[11:00]is I was definitely dreaming about a

[11:03]lifestyle that I'm not living right now

[11:06]so but

[11:09]that I I'm going to find a way because

[11:12]I'm I'm just determined to that cat is

[11:14]just being a

[11:16]terrorist what are you

[11:18][Music]

[11:23]doing

[11:26]I Bailey

[11:32]totally lost my train of thought so um

[11:35]kind of know I was think talking

[11:37]about it's kind of interesting I was

[11:39]watching this one video of

[11:41]mine well I watched quite a few actually

[11:44]and it just felt

[11:47]like it's amazing I get on this camera

[11:50]like it's absolutely amazing because I'm

[11:53]watching this video I'm like yeah you're

[11:54]a little bit uncomfortable there I can

[11:56]see it you know I'm still un comfortable

[11:59]like this is not a natural thing for me

[12:01]to

[12:03]do I hope that it is

[12:06]serving myself and you guys

[12:11]because yeah you know it is kind of a

[12:14]good thing so that kind of brings me

[12:15]back to my point

[12:17]so I really need to get

[12:21]over so somebody wants to leave some

[12:24]stupid nonsense on my channel it's like

[12:27]okay I don't know you don't care about

[12:30]you you're

[12:33]probably way below my level I'm just

[12:36]going to be honest you know like why do

[12:40]I give a [ __ ] what you think like that

[12:42]is the attitude I'm trying to develop

[12:43]for myself and I'm getting there I don't

[12:46]care that that sounds arrogant I truly

[12:48]don't because I have spent my whole life

[12:50]apologizing for being different for

[12:52]being smart for being introspective for

[12:55]you know all of it and I'm just done

[12:58]with that it's like no people are so

[13:01]shallow these days people are so shallow

[13:04]these days that I now

[13:07]realize it's just dumb of me

[13:13]to to care like why why should I care I

[13:17]I

[13:19]just why did I ever care you know like I

[13:23]had a very

[13:24]idealistic and Idol what am I trying to

[13:27]say here I I

[13:31]had I like

[13:35]any what is the expression I'm looking

[13:38]for

[13:40]here it don't matter

[13:45]so I just feel like I'm looking at the

[13:48]world now a little more clearly than I

[13:50]used to like I seeing

[13:55]that I'm just seeing a lot of things I'm

[13:58]being careful here cuz not trying to

[13:59]offend people but I just you know I get

[14:03]comments like that all the time and it's

[14:05]just

[14:07]like I don't even feel bad for those

[14:09]people I'm just like wow that person is

[14:12]just living on a superficial level like

[14:15]I I I can't imagine living like that

[14:20]so you

[14:24]know no idea what I'm doing today but

[14:26]I'll figure it out I hope you all have a

[14:27]good day

Summary

rswfire provides updates on ongoing RV tire problems, describing a negative experience with a tire shop employee who criticized him publicly. The shop owner contacted him after a corporate complaint and will help install tire extenders. He discusses feeling unsafe due to tire concerns, describing them as the foundation of RV life.

He explains YouTube comment visibility issues caused by his travel router connecting to networks with content filtering enabled. He clarifies that previously missing comments from when his channel was private have been restored by re-enabling comments on those videos.

rswfire mentions his cat Bailey's demanding behavior and need for outdoor time, reflects on missing his other cat Oliver who remains at his parents' house, and discusses sleeping poorly due to an uncomfortable RV mattress he's considering replacing. He reflects on watching his older videos and feeling aged by RV life, noting his initial idealism about the journey versus current reality.

The transmission includes commentary on dealing with negative YouTube comments and developing a more dismissive attitude toward shallow criticism, expressing frustration with people he perceives as living superficially.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission establishes protective boundaries while navigating institutional friction and maintaining operational continuity. The field is actively sorting signal from noise, developing discrimination protocols for engagement, and reinforcing sovereign positioning against external pressure.

Dominant Language

below my levelshallowfoundation collapsinghistorical recorddone apologizingsuperficial levelaging me

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