Processing Tire Issues and Skill Loss Concerns

Sunday morning in a cramped campground with canopy cover. The speaker is in his RV with his cat Bailey, drinking coffee and preparing to address tire issues the following day. He has been avoiding dealing with the tire shop confrontation and feels frustrated with his current location due to close proximity to other campers.

Energetic Signature

methodical uncertainty

Field State

crisis navigation

Orientation

toward self-reliance through institutional disengagement

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July 21, 2024

13:54

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Author

rswfire

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ARCHIVED

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TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

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[0:01]good morning fellow humans I thought I'd

[0:02]start with some coffee this morning and

[0:04]then talk about my plans coming up so

[0:08]let me just try to do this here

[0:10]something else on my mind I thought I'd

[0:12]share with

[0:14]you oh I'm haven't been up long

[0:20]and I don't know just not awake I need

[0:24]coffee I was

[0:26]thinking and I know I'm not the first so

[0:34]I was thinking about the fact that we

[0:37]have lost all the

[0:39]skills that our ancestors have right so

[0:44]I bet my grandparents have had skills

[0:46]that I don't but their parents my

[0:50]great-grandparents and everyone before

[0:52]them they had all kinds of survival

[0:54]skills that we've

[0:57]lost if our society was to collapse

[1:00]house there's very few of us that would

[1:02]know what to

[1:03]do we'd really struggle to

[1:08]survive but it's actually worse than

[1:11]that because in my own

[1:15]lifetime we've lost skills so today you

[1:20]wouldn't travel from point A to point B

[1:23]without

[1:27]GPS people can't even get get themselves

[1:30]to an airport now without GPS

[1:33]right we live in a society where we're

[1:37]like

[1:39]Outsourcing knowledge

[1:42]to other

[1:44][Music]

[1:45]humans so if you need to get from point

[1:48]A to point B you might call up an Uber

[1:51]you need to to feed yourself you might

[1:53]call a door

[1:56]Dash that is not a good situation to be

[1:59]in

[2:02]it's like we're

[2:04]taking it's like we're

[2:09]Outsourcing all the things that make us

[2:12]human I mean these are things that you

[2:14]really kind of need to

[2:17]know I don't know I just think it's a

[2:19]little

[2:21]up so I don't need to grind my

[2:25]beans got this at Walmart I couldn't

[2:28]find it you know just as beans or I

[2:30]would have man this is actually not very

[2:33]cuz this is pretty dark coffee

[2:37]like I need more creamer to drink this

[2:41]stuff and I have no idea how much you

[2:44]put in here like I literally cannot

[2:46]believe the things that I don't

[2:49]know like I just filled up

[2:53]halfway surely don't know so thinking

[2:56]about that by anything

[3:01]you know how

[3:03]much just don't

[3:07]know get some coffee

[3:21]going so people are leaving thankfully

[3:24]it's

[3:25]Sunday now there's someone parked next

[3:28]to me what are they even doing there

[3:29]just a

[3:31]car wait a

[3:35]minute yeah people are leaving

[3:37]thankfully going try to get level today

[3:40]maybe that's one of the things we talk

[3:44]about wow what

[3:47]happened that would have been

[3:52]scary they're not

[3:56]moving really you're driving me nuts

[3:59]today

[4:00]and I see Bailey back

[4:03]there being a monster

[4:07]today it's actually been pretty good

[4:10]with him like he's totally adjusted

[4:15]he's he looks a little annoyed I don't

[4:18]know I think he might want outside he

[4:20]hasn't been able to do that lately I

[4:22]need to get some kind of a structure for

[4:26]him but I also kind of like him just

[4:28]being in here

[4:31]that's a little last stress for me

[4:33]Bailey thank

[4:35]you he's a smart cat isn't

[4:40]he you know what though

[4:45]yeah bitter is the word I think I was

[4:47]looking for this is pretty bitter

[4:52]coffee

[4:54]oh I need it today I

[4:58]think so I hadn't said this yet I I

[5:01]actually did quit um clopin I stopped

[5:04]taking it that day I haven't taken it

[5:06]since every time I've had to leave to go

[5:09]and get something from the store or

[5:12]whatever um I put it in my pocket just

[5:15]in

[5:17]case I have a need addict so I'm pretty

[5:20]happy about that i' I've had more

[5:22]anxiety but

[5:26]it's you know it is what it is it's not

[5:31]it's

[5:33]not it's not debilitating I used to have

[5:37]very debilitating anxiety that clopin

[5:40]solved for me but fortunately it's not

[5:43]that it's going to knock this over if

[5:46]you

[5:50]can so tomorrow morning I'm going to go

[5:53]to the tire

[5:55]job because you know the tires on the

[5:58]driver's side they're

[6:00]showing Bubbles and they're getting flat

[6:03]and

[6:04]just it's deeply

[6:07]concerning I thought about you know I

[6:10]replace all the tires on this

[6:13]thing to put my mind of these and

[6:17]then before I even got back to the

[6:20]campground I had already become deflated

[6:24]and

[6:27]concerned and it just

[6:31]destroyed my self-confidence it it it

[6:34]completely destroyed any sense

[6:37]of momentum I was making in this

[6:40]lifestyle you know my monitor had

[6:42]cracked that same day like a whole bunch

[6:44]of things went

[6:47]wrong and I been putting this off

[6:49]because I don't want a confrontation

[6:51]with them and I just for whatever reason

[6:54]that's just what I'm intuiting is going

[6:56]to happen M's trying to get up here it's

[6:58]not a good place for him

[7:00]please don't Bailey I don't need you

[7:01]clawing me okay go away you're fine all

[7:06]right you are with me all the time

[7:07]that's still not

[7:11]enough

[7:13]so I think it's

[7:18]because I know who who who works there

[7:21]you know I I've I've met them I spent

[7:23]time with them that day and I'm just not

[7:27]expecting a a good encounter and

[7:30]I may have to contact their corporate

[7:31]offices

[7:34]and maybe even have to threaten to sue

[7:36]them or possibly have to sue them I

[7:38]don't

[7:42]know but from my point of view that

[7:47]just it sent me down a path

[7:50]that I think maybe I recognized was

[7:53]happening but

[7:55]still had trouble just

[8:03]well I've been I've been avoiding this

[8:05]obviously and I just need to deal with

[8:07]it and we'll see where that takes me you

[8:10]know um because it does influence

[8:13]decisions it influence like I don't like

[8:15]where I'm at I actually from the moment

[8:18]I got into this canopied area I just

[8:22]felt like okay this is not this isn't a

[8:25]place I'm enjoying being there

[8:27]are people everywhere the way that

[8:30]they're set up the the the layout is

[8:33]just really bad it's just really bad

[8:35]and um almost always I have tent campers

[8:40]right next to me five8 feet away it's

[8:42]just too close that's too close for

[8:45]me

[8:47]and it's a very narrow

[8:50]road I just this is just not a good

[8:52]setup like everything about this just

[8:55]feels it feels

[8:57]cramped and

[9:02]I've been thinking you

[9:03]know I don't want to go back into the

[9:06]sun it's too hot for that but you know

[9:08]I've been to a campground that I really

[9:09]liked maybe I should just go there and

[9:12]yeah I'll have to hop around every two

[9:13]weeks

[9:15]but I mean that's what I expected

[9:17]anyways right but I can't really get

[9:20]there I can't trust my

[9:23]tires uh I need to relevel this thing I

[9:25]don't really like driving it right now

[9:27]because of that I'll have to empty my

[9:30]tank soon I I'm risking something

[9:33]happening even though I won't be leaving

[9:35]the campground you know it

[9:38]just it's really upsetting

[9:42]that you Tred to solve a problem and it

[9:44]made the problem worse and that's not my

[9:47]fault it's this place this tire

[9:51]place I know some people want to say

[9:53]that well then maybe you have too much

[9:55]weight in here or whatever and I expect

[9:56]that argument from them but that's a

[9:58] argument

[10:00]the tires that they put on it are the

[10:02]same specs as the ones I had on it and

[10:04]it wasn't happening then I've had these

[10:06]tires a little over a month they

[10:08]shouldn't be losing air it's just not

[10:11]it's

[10:12]not it's not a good

[10:16]argument and I don't even have a lot of

[10:18]stuff so it just I don't think it's a

[10:21]weight

[10:27]issue but this has side headlined

[10:30]me and it really did damage my

[10:33]self-confidence I think

[10:37]because these are problems I can't solve

[10:39]myself I need help I

[10:42]need I need experts for that and you

[10:45]can't even trust them anymore it feels

[10:48]like that's what's happening in the

[10:49]world

[10:51]where and I'm not just basing this off

[10:53]of my own limited experience and you

[10:56]know

[10:57]just these past couple of months it just

[11:00]it feels

[11:03]like you can't trust anyone to do a good

[11:06]job

[11:09]anymore they installed those tires in

[11:12]their parking lot and they were

[11:13]basically two children as far as I'm

[11:15]concerned compared to my age they were

[11:16]just

[11:17]children and it was the whole thing was

[11:20]concerning like the way they're propping

[11:22]up my my RV you know and just

[11:29]they

[11:30]didn't there was no

[11:34]professionalism somebody should have

[11:35]been overseeing them who was more

[11:39]senior you

[11:42]know this is an $80,000 vehicle when I

[11:46]went there I asked them can this fit in

[11:47]your shop they said yes I should be able

[11:51]to trust that but I can't

[11:55]so the whole thing just made me feel

[12:01]incompetent

[12:05]and just makes me question my ability to

[12:09]live this

[12:14]way and I did the wrong thing as a

[12:17]result of that I stopped I

[12:23]didn't I you know and I can't really

[12:25]help that you know I analyze everything

[12:28]that's just how I am

[12:32]I had to sit with it for a

[12:36]while put all the pieces

[12:39]together and I'm talking on a deep level

[12:42]that I'm not even talking about right

[12:43]now because it's impossible to imposs

[12:45]for me to explain all these

[12:49]things I'm thinking about the fact okay

[12:51]I'm going to have to go up

[12:53]there and I'm going to feel discomfort

[12:56]well discomfort all that means is it's

[12:59]not a reason not to do a thing that just

[13:01]means that you're you're doing something

[13:03]you're not skilled at you have to just

[13:06]accept the discomfort and learn from it

[13:10]I mean all the different angles cuz I

[13:12]examine all of

[13:14]it there's nothing I can do about that

[13:16]it's inate to who I

[13:20]am and I guess I need to remind myself

[13:23]of that because it means I need to just

[13:26]be patient with myself I'm going to

[13:29]counter stuff like

[13:32]this and I just need to be patient I

[13:34]have need to tell myself that based on

[13:38]your cognitive style you are just you're

[13:40]not going to solve it

[13:45]overnight you

[13:47]know so tomorrow morning that's what I'm

[13:50]doing I hope it goes well

Summary

The speaker begins with morning coffee and reflects on society's loss of ancestral survival skills, noting how modern outsourcing of basic tasks like navigation and food delivery has made people dependent on technology and services. He discusses his ongoing tire problems with his RV - bubbles appearing and deflation issues after recent tire replacement - which has damaged his confidence in the mobile lifestyle. The speaker reveals he has quit taking Klonopin medication but carries it as backup, experiencing increased but manageable anxiety. He expresses frustration with his current cramped campground location with tent campers too close by. The tire shop experience involved young workers without proper supervision working on his $80,000 vehicle in a parking lot, leading to trust issues with service providers. He plans to confront the tire shop the next morning, potentially involving corporate offices or legal action. The speaker acknowledges his analytical nature requires time to process problems and commits to being patient with himself while working through the tire situation.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission maps the erosion of human capability and institutional trust as structural threats to autonomous living. The field is processing how external system failures (tire shop incompetence) trigger internal competence questioning, while simultaneously building resilience through analytical processing and discomfort acceptance protocols.

Dominant Language

can't trustself-confidencediscomfortcompetence/incompetentanalyze everythingpatient with myselfskills we've lost

Symbolic Elements

thresholdtoolsgrid

Ontological States

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transitional
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analyzing
•
rebuilding

Subsystems

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cognitive
•
infrastructural
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emotional

Transmission Details

Source Type

local

Video Quality

1280 × 720 @ 30fps

Duration

13:54

Bitrate

728 kbps

Codec

avc1.4d401f