Reassessing RV Lifestyle After Three Months

Recording just after midnight, three months into RV lifestyle, experiencing summer conditions with heat and neighbor challenges. Speaker is in reflective state, reassessing previous judgments about the lifestyle.

Energetic Signature

recalibrating

Field State

threshold crossing

Orientation

toward experiential completeness

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July 11, 2024

3:34

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Author

rswfire

Status

ARCHIVED

Type

TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

Temperature

0.00

[0:01]hi fellow

[0:02]humans so it's just after midnight and I

[0:05]just want to address some of the things

[0:08]I talked about today in my

[0:10]videos I had to really think

[0:13]introspectively

[0:15]about how I'm feeling about this

[0:20]lifestyle and I came to the realization

[0:23]that I have spent 47 years of my life

[0:26]living in my head pretty much I mean

[0:29]that's just

[0:32]that's the kind of person I am I've been

[0:34]programming all of my life I've been

[0:36]thinking about all of my life I

[0:38]haven't really been living in this

[0:41]physical world of ours so everything is

[0:43]a challenge to me and that is going to

[0:46]color my perception of this lifestyle so

[0:50]I'm I'm judging it too quickly yes it's

[0:52]been 3 months but that's just not long

[0:55]enough I chatted with chat GPT about

[0:58]this one and it said give 6 months to a

[1:01]year and it said to do that because I

[1:04]have to experience different seasons and

[1:07]I'm like oh my god I didn't even

[1:09]consider that

[1:10]aspect and then it said okay it broke

[1:13]down the seasons for me and everything

[1:15]it said about summer I'm like I'm

[1:16]experiencing all of those the heat the

[1:19]neighbors just all of it and I'm just

[1:23]like I'm re-evaluating how I feel about

[1:26]this hello Bailey hello

[1:30]would you like to say hello to

[1:34]everybody

[1:37]so yes right now I'm not enjoying

[1:41]this but it's too soon for me to it and

[1:45]I had been saying that for months right

[1:48]so at some point I guess it got in my

[1:50]head that okay it's been long enough

[1:53]this sucks but

[1:56]no it's too soon I need to go to Nevada

[2:00]I need to go do some stargazing I need

[2:02]to do some traveling I need you know I

[2:06]need to do these things before I can

[2:08]truly say to myself I have given this I

[2:12]have given this

[2:15]lifestyle a fair chance and determine

[2:19]whether it works or not for me I have a

[2:22]lot to learn a lot to just get

[2:24]accustomed

[2:25]to I feel like you have to master a

[2:28]thing before you can truly say if it's

[2:31]right for you or not I mean I just it's

[2:34]kind of where my head is now um the

[2:37]other thing I wanted to just address is

[2:39]I I've quit taking

[2:41]clopin um I might have some withdrawal

[2:44]symptoms I discussed that with

[2:46]jyb that they're not going to be a very

[2:49]major because I am on a very low dose

[2:52]but it does restore my full autonomy

[2:56]over myself you know I'm not relying on

[2:58]a medication

[3:00]I need

[3:02]medication and I do feel like I got

[3:04]benefit from that when I stopped taking

[3:07]traod doll and I just want to finish

[3:10]that journey I just want to get that

[3:11]done and out of the way

[3:14]so yeah new

[3:18]outlook's just like every time I you

[3:21]know I turn the camera on I guess he

[3:23]just knows I mean obviously he hears me

[3:26]talking

[3:27]but he's just like oh here's my

[3:30]opportunity it's pretty funny I hope you

[3:32]guys have a good night

Summary

rswfire records a late-night reflection addressing concerns raised in earlier videos about his RV lifestyle. He acknowledges spending 47 years living primarily in his head as a programmer and thinker, which makes physical world challenges more difficult. After consulting with ChatGPT, he realizes three months isn't sufficient time to evaluate the lifestyle and commits to giving it 6 months to a year to experience different seasons. He's currently experiencing summer challenges including heat and neighbor issues but plans to travel to Nevada for stargazing before making final judgments. He also announces discontinuing Klonopin medication to restore full autonomy, having discussed minimal withdrawal symptoms with JYB due to his low dosage. His dog Bailey appears during the recording, seeking attention when the camera turns on.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

Field consciousness recognizing premature evaluation patterns and establishing temporal boundaries for authentic assessment. The transmission holds a corrective stance against rushed judgment while maintaining commitment to experiential mastery as prerequisite for sovereign decision-making.

Dominant Language

47 years living in my headgive 6 months to a yearexperience different seasonsmaster a thing before you can truly sayrestore my full autonomyfinish that journey

Symbolic Elements

thresholdseasonsmasteryautonomy

Ontological States

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transitional
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recalibrating
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sovereign

Subsystems

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cognitive
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somatic
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infrastructural

Transmission Details

Source Type

youtube

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