[0:01]hello fellow
[0:03]humans oh dear God I'm still wearing my
[0:08]airbuds man that air conditioner is loud
[0:11]I think I'll just keep them
[0:14]in I have been listening to Don't Squad
[0:16]with us pretty much all day because I
[0:18]had to do a bunch of stuff outside and I
[0:20]didn't want
[0:22]to there's a bunch of there's a family
[0:24]next to me they're just tent camping
[0:26]they've got like three tents I don't
[0:28]know how many kids bunch of kids
[0:31]and you know it's quite loud over there
[0:33]and they're outside and they're like
[0:34]feet from me so it's like okay I've got
[0:37]to be on that side of my camper in order
[0:39]to hook everything up and get Balan and
[0:43]you just all of this stuff and I'm like
[0:45]how do I deal with this this is too much
[0:47]for me I love that there is a family
[0:50]over there that they are exposing their
[0:52]children to to tent camping I I think
[0:56]that's wonderful I I mean those are the
[0:57]experiences I had when I was a kid and I
[1:00]don't think that um that's very common
[1:04]anymore right so I absolutely love it
[1:06]but for me it's it's difficult Ba's over
[1:08]here just like okay I hear you talking
[1:10]let me get into the video let me get
[1:12]into the video I was going to flip the
[1:15]camera around and show you that he' just
[1:17]been sitting there and looking out the
[1:19]window he's loving this being I guess I
[1:23]just rambled for too long anyways he I
[1:25]really wanted you to see like he is just
[1:28]absolutely loves being in this little
[1:30]spot like I guess being under trees I
[1:33]don't know what it is like key has been
[1:35]different since the moment we got here
[1:37]but I'll give you a kind of look so I've
[1:40]got um I think they're here longterm
[1:43]just like me I they just got here as far
[1:45]as I can tell I think that they are here
[1:47]for 3 months so I have almost like a
[1:51]permanent neighbor this is you know in
[1:53]the back and you know over on this side
[1:56]is where the tank campers are I'm not
[1:57]going to you know I don't want to put a
[1:58]bunch of people that I don't KN one
[2:00]there but we're um you know nice natural
[2:03]view I'm absolutely loving this uh it
[2:07]was stressful yesterday because I was
[2:10]not my RV was not balanced and it just a
[2:15]whole bunch of stuff happened and I
[2:17]didn't want to talk about it at first
[2:19]because I thought it's just going to
[2:20]come across so negative like first of
[2:23]all when I was getting ready to leave
[2:25]all of a sudden an RV showed up that
[2:28]wanted my spot and and this spot was not
[2:31]taken cuzz I kept checking cuz I kept
[2:33]saying okay maybe I should just buy the
[2:34]spot for the day so I can give myself
[2:36]more time they just showed up and they
[2:39]wanted this spot and they parked their
[2:42]RV like feet from you know the like it's
[2:46]not a drive whatever it is you know to
[2:48]pull into your spot I'm not ready to go
[2:51]I'm not even supposed to you know I
[2:54]they're early so like and now I'm just
[2:57]like well this sucks you know and so I I
[3:01]finish up though and then I go to empty
[3:03]my tanks as soon as I get to where you
[3:05]empty the tanks I told you guys about
[3:07]the spot once you can't get around
[3:11]somebody who's doing that you know and
[3:12]it's all one way around this this place
[3:14]it's like everything's one way so if you
[3:17]get stuck behind me you're stuck till I
[3:18]get done and I'm like oh great you know
[3:22]and I'm like
[3:24]okay this is stressful for me so I start
[3:26]singing my Anthem I start singing Don't
[3:29]squat with us I'm out there just
[3:31]emptying my tanks while this person is
[3:33]sitting there watching me do it yeah
[3:35]then I finally get to my new spot and it
[3:38]was a little challenging getting in here
[3:41]can't say I enjoyed that what is that
[3:43]noise I think my oh it's oh my phoneink
[3:48]a span RIS
[3:50]that
[3:52]um so you know a little challenging
[3:55]getting in here and then um bunch of
[3:59]people outside those people are getting
[4:01]set up there's a wife over there she's
[4:03]screaming at her husband um she's
[4:06]clearly frustrated and I'm just
[4:09]like man I don't want to be out there
[4:11]with all you know I just don't want to
[4:13]do this so I don't do it because of
[4:16]course I don't and then then I kind of
[4:19]parate myself for it and I'm like okay
[4:20]this is unacceptable Behavior you just
[4:23]need to do the things right so I start
[4:25]talking to AI about it cuz I totally
[4:27]recognize like all the things that are
[4:28]going on in my head I love that there
[4:30]are tent campers over there I think
[4:32]that's wonderful at the same time it's
[4:34]stressful for me I think that that woman
[4:36]is probably a lovely person but she was
[4:39]frustrated and I had the realization
[4:41]today that she was probably experiencing
[4:43]something similar to what I experienced
[4:45]probably pretty common and I don't even
[4:47]know it you know so that's just how it
[4:49]manifests for her you know so it just
[4:52]was a struggle and I promised myself
[4:55]when I got up today I would do the
[4:57]things I get up and it was not it was
[4:59]not a comfortable night because you know
[5:01]I it's really difficult I got to take my
[5:04]mattress off a whole bunch of stuff gets
[5:06]put onto the bed platform you know to
[5:09]bring the slide in and all that's got to
[5:11]come off when I park and then um so last
[5:14]night you know all the stuff's out and
[5:17]I'm just and my mattress is on here and
[5:19]that's basically where I'm chilling and
[5:21]um Bailey too he's just listening to me
[5:23]looking all cute you are so silly baby
[5:27]um
[5:30]and and and it was pretty steep like I
[5:33]was not balanced I thought I was fairly
[5:35]balanced I was not I brought that slide
[5:37]out and I was like oh this is not good
[5:41]but I'm like okay and I'm all night I'm
[5:44]thinking I hope my slide doesn't break I
[5:45]hope it doesn't just collapse out of
[5:47]there I don't know you know cuz I'm
[5:49]hearing little creaking noises and then
[5:51]there's these little like the things are
[5:54]falling off the trees and hitting in the
[5:56]the the roof you know and Bailey's just
[5:58]like that freaking him out
[6:01]which was pretty funny I'm like dude
[6:02]you're fine there's nothing going on um
[6:05]so that was my night and then I get up
[6:07]and I decide to do the things and I do
[6:10]them I put these earbuds in I start
[6:12]listening to Squad with us and I start
[6:14]singing it to myself and I'm going
[6:16]around doing all the
[6:18]things yeah that's progress guys that's
[6:22]progress um I'm going to delete the last
[6:24]video I made it's only been seen like
[6:26]nine people but I want to explain
[6:27]something it's nothing it's just a
[6:29]minute video I just I want to do this a
[6:31]little more polite than I did in that uh
[6:33]in my video about my childhood and my
[6:36]young adult years where I experienced a
[6:37]lot of things I just don't have a
[6:40]logical explanation
[6:42]for it got equal number of dislikes to
[6:45]likes and YouTube decided to amplify it
[6:50]because of that reason I believe I think
[6:52]they actually thrive on some like
[6:54]controversy or something cuz it brought
[6:55]a whole bunch of people to my channel
[6:57]that just had they don't here they just
[7:00]don't and I made that video specifically
[7:03]for my subscribers and I and you see me
[7:07]struggled through the whole thing and
[7:08]that was deliberate I wanted you to see
[7:10]how hard it is for me to talk about that
[7:12]stuff I wanted you to see
[7:17]that just you know how careful I was
[7:21]with the choice of my words time there's
[7:22]a lot of stuff going through my head as
[7:24]I was recording that I was very careful
[7:26]about what I was sharing I wanted it was
[7:28]a very important that my message come
[7:30]across a certain way and I'm getting
[7:33]comments from people saying I'm wasting
[7:34]their time and here's some constructive
[7:37]advice um think about what you want to
[7:39]say before you say it like people are
[7:41]just rude and then I'm getting comments
[7:43]from people who um are talking about you
[7:47]know religious apocalypse and Armageddon
[7:51]and and then other people talking me
[7:52]these truly esoteric topics where you
[7:54]know this you're just like what a wow
[7:57]like you're a real person wow and it's
[8:00]just like I don't want to deal with all
[8:01]of that I don't want to deal with it so
[8:04]I turned comments off for that video I'm
[8:06]sorry to my longtime subscribers that
[8:08]video is for you and we were talking on
[8:11]that and we were having some very um
[8:13]profound conversations together and I
[8:15]really liked that and I hate that I had
[8:18]to do this but I cannot let that kind of
[8:23]random crazy disrespectful
[8:27]judgmental ruinous
[8:30]superficial into my life I just
[8:33]will not do it so I'm going to
[8:35]selectively disable comments whenever I
[8:37]have to mostly they'll be available on
[8:39]my videos but
[8:42]um if that happens just know that's why
[8:46]I'm turning comments off for that
[8:48]video cuz I don't owe anyone anything I
[8:52]I truly don't like I and you don't owe
[8:55]me anything you know like if you don't
[8:58]like my videoos and you're watching it
[9:00]just click off like why do you have like
[9:03]I just truly don't understand sometimes
[9:06]anyways I'm starting to ramble Bailey is
[9:08]just chilling look at him just
[9:12]chilling so yeah um kind of thinking
[9:17]through what I'm planning to do this
[9:18]week and I'll just update you and I'm
[9:20]ready I hope you all have a good day