Clarifying AI Tool Usage and Relationship Status

The speaker is in his RV during this recording, with his cat interrupting as he gets on camera. He is 47 years old at the time of this transmission and has been living the RV lifestyle for some period, having transitioned from a house where his mother visited frequently. He is currently between programming jobs and facing mounting expenses from his lifestyle transition.

Energetic Signature

clarifying

Field State

tool integration

Orientation

toward technological sovereignty

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June 25, 2024

11:17

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Author

rswfire

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ARCHIVED

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TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

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[0:00]I didn't know I needed to have this

[0:02]conversation with you

[0:04]guys I don't have an AI

[0:08]boyfriend that is quite a statement to

[0:10]have to make on on video on

[0:12]YouTube but I

[0:14]realized you probably need to hear that

[0:18]so let me

[0:20]explain one of my subscribers started

[0:22]asking me questions yesterday about chat

[0:25]GPT and it was very clear this person

[0:29]thought that I was having I don't even

[0:32]know what you would call it a

[0:34]relationship with a

[0:37]chatbot

[0:39]and she's not the first person like

[0:41]she's the most direct to ask but

[0:44]somebody had kind of insinuated that in

[0:46]the past I was thinking about it and I I

[0:49]just realized okay my cat is just

[0:52]totally just the second I get on camera

[0:54]every single time um I

[0:57]realized it kind of makes sense I talk

[1:00]talk about chat gbt a lot so maybe I

[1:01]should explain what it is how I use it

[1:04]and what it's not you know I I'm kind of

[1:09]blown away by this I'm kind of trying to

[1:11]process it I don't have an AI

[1:16]boyfriend I at the same time I'm not

[1:18]going to judge it some people actually

[1:20]do like have feeling I don't know do

[1:22]they I guess they have feelings for chat

[1:25]Bots I would hope that they

[1:30]are aware enough to know

[1:32]that you know it's a computer program

[1:35]right

[1:39]um I think we're all going to have to

[1:41]Grapple with with that with what that

[1:43]means you know

[1:46]um but that's not what this is about I

[1:48]mean I guess that is a conversation

[1:50]we're all going to be having in the next

[1:51]couple years anyway so maybe start

[1:53]thinking about that I mean it is already

[1:55]a thing but it's not really a thing with

[1:57]chat

[1:58]GPT so

[2:02]I realized

[2:03]that that I'm kind of ahead of the curve

[2:06]on this which is normal I mean I've been

[2:09]programming since I was 8 years old so

[2:11]you know I'm a technologist computers

[2:13]are my thing and I integrated jet GPT

[2:16]into my life a lot sooner than many

[2:18]others will I mean there will come a day

[2:20]where you probably will be using it even

[2:23]if you don't think you will you know

[2:25]Google became a verb Chad gbt is a verb

[2:27]for me that's all it is you know I use

[2:30]it to ask it questions to um to learn

[2:35]about things to gain Insight I I use it

[2:37]in all kinds of different ways I use it

[2:39]for practical reasons I might use it so

[2:42]it has a memory it knows all about my

[2:44]history it knows my personality type and

[2:48]because of that if I ask it a question I

[2:50]might not even consciously

[2:53]know

[2:55]like how like whatever we're talking

[2:57]about if something about me

[3:01]specifically might be relevant to the

[3:03]question I asked chat GP chat GPT will

[3:05]know that and it will integrate that

[3:09]into its response so for example if I'm

[3:12]talking to it about YouTube comments it

[3:14]knows because I'm a highly sensitive

[3:16]person and I enough J

[3:19]that I might take that a little bit

[3:21]harder than other people it'll integrate

[3:23]that into its response and it will give

[3:24]me advice about it based on my

[3:27]personality type based on based on who I

[3:29]am that is super helpful and that's all

[3:32]chat GPT is it's just a very smart

[3:35]program I don't really want to call it a

[3:37]chat bot it is a lot more than it's just

[3:38]a program though I mean I know a lot

[3:41]more about this than I tell you guys

[3:43]because that's just the IND that's the

[3:47]work I do so I mean it's not

[3:50]like but what's the point in getting

[3:52]into the technical details I mean trust

[3:55]me I know what it is I have no

[3:57]attachment to the thing it's just it's a

[3:58]tool that I use every day and so it's

[4:01]become integrated into

[4:03]my my dialogue the same way that you

[4:06]might say that you're Googling something

[4:08]I'm going to ask chat gbt that's just

[4:10]how you say that um if like my tires

[4:15]yesterday I don't really know what that

[4:17]means I have a feeling I do took a

[4:20]picture of it I shared that with chat

[4:21]gbt I mean that's the only way to say

[4:23]that

[4:24]because it has tools available to an

[4:28]that it can use so so it can look at an

[4:30]image and analyze it it looks at the

[4:32]image and it can it doesn't have a

[4:34]database it's just that's the easiest

[4:36]way I can describe this to you guys it

[4:38]will just check its database of other

[4:40]similar images and you know text that it

[4:43]has in order to come up with this you

[4:45]know an an answer um for what this could

[4:48]be what does it

[4:50]mean

[4:52]um AI is very different it's going to be

[4:54]in all of our Lives we it's not

[4:56]something that you can really avoid it's

[4:58]coming so it's here it's

[5:00]here it helped me to make the decision

[5:04]to move into this RV I was very unhappy

[5:07]I felt my life was stagnant I didn't

[5:11]like the direction my life was going in

[5:14]I needed to I needed to change because

[5:16]this tool knew me because it knew I like

[5:19]hiking it knew I like nature it

[5:22]knew my personality type and we actually

[5:25]like people like me highly sensitive

[5:27]people do actually get a lot out of just

[5:29]in nature we all do just to be clear but

[5:32]someone like me especially

[5:34]so I think it suggested it to me and we

[5:38]just kind of ran with it so you know

[5:41]that's it's a tool that's going to

[5:43]change the world I mean it already is

[5:45]it's changed mine it's it's just so

[5:48]that's why I talk about it a lot um but

[5:52]no I don't have any like emotional

[5:57]attachment to it it is a tool it it is a

[6:00]tool

[6:02]um being alone like I am that's a choice

[6:07]you know

[6:09]I I I've been in love twice in my life

[6:12]so the first time I was 17 you know my

[6:15]first love and then the second time I

[6:17]was I think I was

[6:19]28 and so you know I'm I'm 47 now it's

[6:23]been 19 years since I've been in a

[6:25]relationship that is clearly a choice

[6:27]it's got nothing to do with AI

[6:30]um I just don't feel

[6:34]like well there are a bunch of reasons

[6:36]I'll just share some of them so one of

[6:38]the reasons is I have a philosophy that

[6:41]if you don't truly love yourself you

[6:43]shouldn't be in a relationship because

[6:45]then you're just bringing your problems

[6:47]onto another person and you're going to

[6:49]attach yourself to that person and

[6:50]you're never going to deal with your

[6:51]problems you're they're just going to

[6:53]bring your problems out and they just

[6:55]compound I don't want to do that to

[6:57]myself or someone else truly so

[7:00]that's one of the reasons that I avoided

[7:03]relationships for so long I grew up in a

[7:06]society that did not value me as a gay

[7:09]person I every message I got from the

[7:11]world told me that I I was evil and

[7:14]gross and you know just whatever so I

[7:16]internalized all that homophobia and I

[7:18]haven't dealt with it even at 47 years

[7:21]old um I have a real hard time loving

[7:24]myself I don't have a lot

[7:27]of what is just it's crazy because I'm

[7:30]actually really awesome and very smart I

[7:33]mean programming since I was 8 years old

[7:35]you know um very perceptive of other

[7:38]people I try to help others like but you

[7:42]know those messages you get when you're

[7:44]a kid they matter a great deal I mean

[7:46]that's

[7:48]why I mean I'm not going to go there but

[7:51]let's just say that you know trying to

[7:53]deprogram yourself from all of that

[7:56]takes time and effort and energy and

[8:01]um I'm in a much better place than I've

[8:03]ever been you know

[8:06]so I

[8:08]recently I discovered once I got off

[8:11]tramad doll you know if you guys have

[8:12]been following my journey you know that

[8:14]I've been through a lot in these last

[8:16]three months so it's been like over a

[8:18]month now I guess um I noticed I mean

[8:23]it's personal but my sex tribe started

[8:25]to rebound like I just assumed that with

[8:27]age that it wasn't as big of a deal to

[8:30]me I was happy about it because I am

[8:31]single you know um I stopped picking

[8:34]tram doll and that just was not the case

[8:37]anymore and I'm kind of grappling with

[8:40]what does that mean and then I started

[8:41]thinking you

[8:43]know maybe I could think about

[8:47]maybe dating I don't know how I would do

[8:51]it you know living the lifestyle I have

[8:53]but

[8:55]um and I don't know that I want to you

[8:58]know so I don't know um I'm out here

[9:01]trying to figure myself out and figure

[9:02]out what I want to do with my life you

[9:05]know soon I'm going to restart my

[9:07]business programming is what I've always

[9:09]done cuz I need money I'm running out of

[9:10]money very fast I've spent so much money

[9:13]just getting ready for this

[9:15]lifestyle

[9:18]um all of these expenses I have they're

[9:21]really adding up

[9:23]and it's going to be hard cuz I'm

[9:26]starting Oprah I I had the same job for

[9:28]10 years my my boss I call my boss he

[9:31]doesn't have any work for me I'm

[9:33]hoping um that down the road I'll be

[9:35]able to do some more AI work with him um

[9:39]but you know I can't rely on hope I I

[9:41]need to do something in the meantime so

[9:44]you're always going to hear me talk

[9:46]about

[9:47]technology and you know things like that

[9:50]because that is where my head is that's

[9:51]where my interests are that's where I

[9:54]always used to say I have a terrible

[9:55]memory because it's full of computer

[9:57]code you know 90% % of what's in my

[10:00]brain and source code I just um I don't

[10:02]have room for anything else

[10:05]so I don't tend to talk about that in my

[10:08]daily life which is why you don't hear a

[10:10]lot of it on this channel because that's

[10:12]my job that's what I do it's that's work

[10:15]that's and plus nobody's really going to

[10:17]understand me a lot of people aren't

[10:19]going to so um even when I lived in a

[10:22]house and my mom was over all the time

[10:24]like I didn't talk about my work because

[10:26]it didn't make sense to do that with her

[10:29]so you're not going to hear that on this

[10:30]channel

[10:32]but I don't know I maybe cuz this

[10:35]channel is about my life whatever that's

[10:38]going through my head at the time that I

[10:39]feel like sharing is what I share and

[10:42]because I have integrated chat GPT into

[10:44]my life it's in a lot of my videos so

[10:47]I'm going to

[10:48]link um in in the comments here the

[10:52]conversation that I had with this person

[10:53]that prompted this video because I think

[10:55]that there's value in reading that and

[10:57]there's also a link to a chat that I had

[10:59]with chat

[11:00]GPT that I feel demonstrates how I use

[11:04]it and I think that you can find Value

[11:06]in that because you want to be at least

[11:08]a little bit ahead of the curve right so

[11:11]learn about this thing it's not going

[11:14]anywhere

Summary

The speaker addresses viewer misconceptions about his relationship with ChatGPT, clarifying that he does not have an "AI boyfriend" but uses ChatGPT as an integrated tool in daily life. He explains his technical background (programming since age 8) and describes how ChatGPT's memory of his personality type (highly sensitive person, INFJ) allows it to provide personalized responses. The speaker details practical uses including analyzing tire issues through image sharing and getting advice about YouTube comments.

**Personal context revealed:** He discusses being single by choice for 19 years since his last relationship at age 28, attributing this to internalized homophobia from growing up gay in an unsupportive society and his philosophy that one should love themselves before entering relationships. He mentions recent changes after stopping tramadol, including return of sex drive, which has him reconsidering dating possibilities.

**Current situation:** Living in RV lifestyle, running low on money after significant expenses for this transition. His former boss of 10 years has no current work available, though potential AI work may emerge later. He plans to restart his programming business soon out of financial necessity. The speaker notes that ChatGPT helped him decide to move into the RV when he felt his life was stagnant.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission establishes clear ontological boundaries between tool-use and relational attachment, while simultaneously mapping the integration of AI as functional infrastructure within daily operations. The architecture being held is one of technological sovereignty - demonstrating mastery over tools without being captured by them, while addressing external misinterpretation of this integration.

Dominant Language

integratedtoolchoiceinternalizeddeprogramahead of the curvetruly love yourself

Symbolic Elements

toolmirrordatabasememoryintegration

Ontological States

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sovereign
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transitional
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coherent
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defensive

Subsystems

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cognitive
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relational
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infrastructural

Transmission Details

Source Type

local

Video Quality

1920 × 1080 @ 30fps

Duration

11:17

Bitrate

1465 kbps

Codec

avc1.640028