[0:00]so today is all about dealing with the
[0:02]RV Bailey's at the hotel I am just
[0:05]leaving the RV now put the slide in and
[0:09]just going to wait for the tech he'll be
[0:11]here at
[0:11]3: uh I'm going to check on a couple
[0:14]places that I passed a couple of times
[0:16]there's a a propane place and a tire
[0:20]place right next to each other going to
[0:22]find out if they can fill propane and if
[0:24]they could balance my tires um and
[0:28]what's that other thing that you do them
[0:30]um alignment so I'm going to check on
[0:33]that and then I have to go to Walmart
[0:35]and pick up a couple of things to do
[0:36]some cleaning in there and I'm going to
[0:38]get some crates that I can put stuff in
[0:42]in my shower and I think that will
[0:44]finally get everything off the floors or
[0:47]you know just randomly placed
[0:49]and I just so I am struggling like this
[0:52]is really hard for me
[0:54]I'm I don't know if I'm getting
[0:56]depressed or discouraged I don't know
[1:00]it's I'm not happy right now and I just
[1:04]need to keep pushing forward
[1:06]until it gets easier or better or
[1:10]something I'm really looking forward to
[1:12]meeting this Tech
[1:14]he can hopefully help me with a bunch of
[1:16]the problems that I have and then
[1:18]hopefully hopefully it gets easier I
[1:21]really hope so's litter box is like
[1:23]making a huge mess so I'm have to clean
[1:25]that today his litter box is you know at
[1:27]the hotel right now but man and it
[1:30]smelled way worse than I realized so I'm
[1:32]thinking I have to probably use very
[1:34]little litter and like change that every
[1:37]day or something and I just have to
[1:40]figure out a way to kind of keep the
[1:42]carpet area clean you know and um I
[1:46]don't know I'm going to do my best with
[1:48]that and um I need to sanitize the tanks
[1:51]they've smelled since the day I got them
[1:53]I putting that off because I don't
[1:55]exactly know how to do it like I know
[1:57]kind of know how to do it but I you have
[1:58]to keep the bleach in there a long time
[2:00]I don't know if that's going to make it
[2:02]so we can't be in there you know cuz
[2:04]we're living in there so I don't know
[2:08]that's what I'm getting at Walmart was
[2:09]some crates I think I mentioned the
[2:11]crates that's basically it I'm I'm at a
[2:16]I'm at a point where I don't really have
[2:18]to spend a lot of money to live this
[2:20]lifestyle I've already done all of that
[2:22]except for these repairs right and then
[2:25]it's just regular life stuff and
[2:31]I mean I'm I'm hopeful that I will work
[2:34]all of this out like this
[2:36]is I don't know I just it just feels so
[2:43]hard you watch the other YouTubers and
[2:46]it's like they just got it all figured
[2:48]out no problems Easy Life lovely
[2:53]life I wasn't watching any of that when
[2:55]I made this decision so you know but
[2:58]it's just like I know know I'm not the
[3:00]only one there's no
[3:03]way it's been almost 3 months so I think
[3:06]today is day 75 I don't know have to
[3:08]check and that is since moving out of my
[3:12]house I had the camper for a month
[3:13]before
[3:15]that it feels like it should be easier
[3:17]by now oh so I didn't go to the dentist
[3:20]today my appointment was at the same
[3:22]time that the tech could come so I had
[3:24]to prioritize this I mean I consider it
[3:27]a fire hazard I mean it's in
[3:28]uninhabitable right right now so got to
[3:31]deal with
[3:32]that guys there's a beautiful I mean
[3:36]beautiful Willie a dish Jeep sitting
[3:39]right next to mine I just parked next to
[3:41]it I got to get this guy one of my
[3:43]little ducks how about this guy right
[3:47]here that is a beautiful Jeep absolutely
[3:51]beautiful and it's a Willies I got to
[3:53]give him a little duck hope he sees it
[3:57]hope he sees it there should say he or
[3:59]or she because there's a woman in there
[4:01]I have a nagging suspicion that's her
[4:03]Jeep just so beautiful don't they look
[4:05]nice together so the lp Place can't put
[4:08]propane in my RV they suggested a place
[4:11]um I'll have to find it it's in a
[4:12]different city and the tire place they
[4:15]can balance my tires but they can't do
[4:18]the alignment they suggested somebody
[4:20]else for that I didn't think to ask
[4:23]which I should do first like do you
[4:25]should you get an alignment first
[4:27]because that will affect the balancing
[4:29]or not I don't actually know so well
[4:32]I'll ask CH gbt that one but yeah so a
[4:35]lot of little places I'm going to have
[4:36]to stop at some point to do these little
[4:39]things I'm on the way to the store now
[4:41]it's so fun that was my first ducking I
[4:42]hadn't done that before I've received
[4:44]them I have one on my Dash but I have
[4:46]never been able to give someone one
[4:48]they'll definitely see it that is such a
[4:51]beautiful Jeep I just love that color
[4:53]and they you know they modded it out so
[4:56]they'll know what it is they'll
[4:57]appreciate it when ever I see an RV I
[5:01]want to wave to it like I do Jeeps tell
[5:03]me why that's not a thing because it
[5:05]really should be I'm going to be honest
[5:08]I just want to give up
[5:09]today I am just it just feels
[5:14]impossible I'm just Everything feels
[5:18]impossible but it's not you know I'm
[5:20]going to keep going I'm going to keep
[5:21]putting one foot in front of the other
[5:23]I'm going to do one thing and then the
[5:24]next thing and hopefully it gets
[5:27]easier I think it's important to share
[5:30]that
[5:31]because this is not easy and sometimes
[5:34]it might even feel
[5:37]impossible just take a breath keep going
[5:40]day 84 in here right now the slide is in
[5:44]it's been like this all day just got the
[5:46]windows open I got these fans going I
[5:48]hope my batteries don't run out I have
[5:50]no idea how much power they
[5:52]have so I'm just trying to um the mobile
[5:56]tech will be here in an hour I've been
[5:58]trying to get as organized in here as I
[6:01]can I mean I can't believe I haven't
[6:03]already it's been 3 months but it just
[6:06]feels every time you get organized
[6:08]something else like messes it up and you
[6:12]it's like you have to start over like it
[6:13]just because the space is so small like
[6:16]you
[6:17]just it's challenging I'm trying I do
[6:21]think those books have to go because
[6:23]there's no room for them I got this at
[6:26]Walmart the other day this was one of
[6:27]the ideas I had about ways to keep you
[6:29]know storage space and that's helping
[6:32]need to push that back and then the
[6:34]books have to go I mean if you had a a
[6:37]bigger space maybe you could have books
[6:39]and the space this small no books just
[6:43]can't I really hate sounding negative I
[6:46]truly do it's
[6:49]not it's not the state of mind I want to
[6:51]be in so it
[6:53]just I got these three fants just
[6:56]blowing on
[6:57]me it's not too bad
[7:01]bad I
[7:02]just truly hope that this electrical
[7:05]issue can be solved
[7:07]today I have a feeling that it's just
[7:09]going to be some kind of temporary fix
[7:11]that maybe I can get away with it for a
[7:13]while and hopefully the mobile tech
[7:15]comes back and fixes it
[7:17]permanently and I have all the other
[7:19]issues to deal with and
[7:22]just feeling
[7:27]overwhelmed just I'm feel feeling
[7:29]overwhelmed I I wish I wasn't I wish
[7:33]this were easier for
[7:34]me well I guess anything worth doing you
[7:37]know whatever that thing is kind of
[7:42]applies like to get back to Bailey he
[7:44]been by himself for like 5 hours now
[7:49]almost we have the room for one more
[7:51]night I have a feeling I mean we'll
[7:54]probably stay there and then I'm I'm
[7:56]just hoping that the electrical issues
[7:58]fixed today
[8:01]and we can come back in the morning I
[8:02]can get a level bring the slide out and
[8:05]just you know keep
[8:15]going I really want this to work I
[8:18]really do and I know me I know part of
[8:21]the problem it's being on this campgr
[8:23]for so long I've been here a month now I
[8:25]I don't want to be here like I genuinely
[8:28]don't want to be here there's people
[8:29]everywhere probably because um you know
[8:32]holidays coming up so it's and it's
[8:34]summer it's just probably that time of
[8:36]year when things start to feel cramped
[8:39]and I
[8:40]just this is not a pretty place to be
[8:43]you know it's just
[8:47]not it's hot and humid and just you know
[8:50]just all of it's getting to
[8:52]me I just want to be somewhere
[8:55]else I get in my Jeep I start driving
[8:58]and I'm so freaking happy every time I
[9:00]get in that
[9:02]thing I almost wish I could live that
[9:04]way you
[9:06]know I will never abandon Bailey I got a
[9:09]camper because I had cats today Oliver
[9:13]song came on which made me very sad and
[9:16]I couldn't listen to it which just kind
[9:17]of made me
[9:18]angry it's just been a very emotional
[9:21]day I guess a couple of days but it will
[9:24]pass you know before you know what your
[9:28]life is over you and you've done what
[9:31]you've done
[9:32]so I just have to keep trying I mean
[9:35]this is how my life ends I know it is so
[9:38]I want to make it the best life I can I
[9:40]don't know how long I'm not saying
[9:42]anything that's there's nothing implied
[9:43]by that it's just I think this is how my
[9:46]life ends I I think it ends in this
[9:48]camper maybe I'm lucky and I live a long
[9:51]time and I can buy some land and all of
[9:53]that but I don't know I smoked for 30
[9:57]years you know I
[9:59]I don't know that I have that long I
[10:01]truly don't know
[10:03]so just want to make the best of it I
[10:05]want these days to matter and sitting
[10:08]still doing nothing that doesn't matter
[10:11]it's
[10:12]just it's not good enough I I can't
[10:15]accept that well this man was awesome he
[10:18]fixed my my plug my stabilizer and my
[10:25]stepladder my stabilizer hasn't worked
[10:27]since the day I left my stepladder
[10:29]hasn't worked since the first place I
[10:31]went
[10:32]to he did it all in an hour
[10:35]amazing I tell you about him but he's U
[10:38]moving so to Arizona in two weeks I
[10:42]don't know what he's you know he's got a
[10:44]business I don't know I I'm assume he's
[10:46]taking his business with him but
[10:49]um he's leaving
[10:51]now wow I'm really happy now and I have
[10:57]to go get bailing
[10:59]all right but he's missing
[11:02]me should get us level first though we
[11:05]are still not level he says there is
[11:06]nothing wrong with the slide out um the
[11:09]noise I'm hearing is the squeegee things
[11:13]and I'm guessing he didn't say this but
[11:16]I'm guessing they probably need greasing
[11:19]cuz I didn't used to hear them so if
[11:22]that's all it is I just need to grease
[11:24]them and there shouldn't be a problem
[11:27]anymore yeah I need to get his level
[11:29]before I go and get Bailey but then I'll
[11:32]go get him and we'll probably just come
[11:33]back here tonight a new problem these
[11:36]are brand new
[11:40]tires how are they going to explain
[11:47]that definitely going to go talk to
[11:50]them just bought these it's less
[11:53]pronounced but you can see it bubbling
[11:55]on this side
[11:57]too um this is the p passenger side
[12:01]driver side is way worse probably not
[12:03]from this angle but I can see
[12:06]it okay we're level on this side check
[12:09]the
[12:10]other well it shouldn't be level right
[12:12]now because I have to bring the side
[12:14]out that looks about right to me it
[12:16]should be about Center when I bring that
[12:18]in I mean when I bring that out right
[12:21]now moment of truth if we are
[12:25]level can finally get that level mate
[12:28]Pro thing going it's so hot out today
[12:31]I'm not used to this slide or this it
[12:33]just hit
[12:34]me oh I don't have the set one is my
[12:38]face not at one
[12:40]too anyways let's go check
[12:43]this your bounce in the
[12:48]side oh my God that is freaking close
[12:53]wow thank
[12:54][Music]
[12:56]God yes
[12:59]I can
[13:00]finally get that level mate Pro
[13:02]installed we're
[13:04]level now I'm going to have to drive
[13:06]this to the tire plat to make them do
[13:08]something about those tires still have
[13:10]to get them balanced I have to get
[13:12]the I don't know why the work keeps
[13:15]slipping my
[13:16]mind you know so go
[13:20]straight alignment I think it's
[13:22]alignment is that
[13:23]right
[13:26]and I think those are the major issues
[13:30]now pretty much
[13:33]so my stabilizers work that's
[13:37]amazing that's I'm not works to day I
[13:40]left and oops this should help with the
[13:45]afternoon sun up there
[13:48]somewhere there it is Bright Power this
[13:53]say my surge protector is okay I mean
[13:55]it's burnt you can see that it's burnt
[13:57]you can't see it now obviously but it's
[13:59]burnt and a spot he says it's fine he
[14:00]put
[14:01]dialectric um something on it dialectric
[14:05]grease I'm going to get some of that do
[14:09]that myself from now on do all the
[14:13]maintenance is definitely hot I've been
[14:15]out here all
[14:17]day it's been like 85 in here I think I
[14:20]said that already in a video a clip that
[14:22]I'm going to post with this takes 2
[14:25]minutes for that surge protector to turn
[14:27]on and we'll get some air going in here
[14:31]turn on some lights make the bed go get
[14:36]Bailey turned out to be a pretty good
[14:38]day after
[14:40]all I should make that a lesson right
[14:44]like I mean I knew I even said it like I
[14:47]knew you know just do the things keep
[14:50]doing the
[14:53]things some days will be
[14:56]challenging many will not
[14:59]he greeted me and then he went to his
[15:01]food cuz that's what he
[15:03]does he looked pretty chill when I got
[15:06]here I'm going to take a shower and then
[15:09]we are out of here I didn't but I was
[15:11]tempted to take a bath because that is
[15:13]the thing I miss most about house life
[15:16]if you're ever wondering what I miss the
[15:17]most it is taking baths I freaking love
[15:22]baths never again I guess until
[15:26]well you know little visits to like a
[15:29]cabin or something that has
[15:32]them what are you meowing about in there
[15:35]huh what going on we're going home
[15:40]buddy we're going
[15:42]home you like the hotel that much all by
[15:46]yourself all day I know you better than
[15:50]that I know you better than that
[15:54]Bailey
[15:55]me meow
[16:02]meow
[16:06]meow
[16:08]me
[16:10]me
[16:12]me
[16:13][Music]
[16:20][Music]
[16:24]me
[16:26]me me meow
[16:32]calm down
[16:34]meing we're almost there buddy
[16:38]relax
[16:40]whatever
[16:43]whatever I love you
[16:46]too I love you
[16:48]too I love you too
[16:52]Bailey I love you too
[17:01]I love you
[17:04]too I do I love you
[17:07]too A that's so sweet Bailey I love you
[17:10]too I love you too I swear this cow was
[17:14]trying to kill me with all that meowing
[17:15]oh my God he doesn't do that all the
[17:18]time you're just bored
[17:20]Bailey holy
[17:23]crap not like I could let you be here
[17:25]without air conditioning baing you would
[17:28]have never stopped
[17:29]meowing
[17:32]complaining am I
[17:35]right all right which I open that one
[17:40]look at that we have a step
[17:42]ladder got to do something with this I
[17:44]don't want it on my bed
[17:46]anymore all right Bailey you even got a
[17:49]bed up here let's just put you up
[17:54]here comeing
[17:57]out there you go
[17:59]all they complaining now you're
[18:03]home man I think the afternoon sun is
[18:06]even hotter over here thankfully I'm
[18:08]only here for 2
[18:09]weeks so that's the end of today's video
[18:12]I hope you guys have a wonderful day