[0:00]so I just moved to camp sites I'm not I
[0:02]kind of have a dilemma I don't feel like
[0:04]I can hook my power up think it might be
[0:07]a fire
[0:08]hazard this morning my power went
[0:11]out and I discovered that the thing that
[0:15]hooks up into my
[0:17]camper is
[0:20]burnt like
[0:22]that it's hard to pull out um and my
[0:28]surge protector has the same problem
[0:31]don't think they happened at the same
[0:32]time though and then I discovered as I
[0:35]was moving that it's actually in the
[0:38]camper
[0:40]too so I am screwed this is what it
[0:43]looks
[0:44]like can
[0:49]see I don't know what to deal it's like
[0:51]6:00 at
[0:52]night uh it's only 80 out just started
[0:55]raining finally whole week
[0:57]of you know just insufferable will heat
[1:00]and no
[1:04]rain I can't I can't hook us up to power
[1:08]tomorrow I'll tomorrow I'm supposed to
[1:10]see the dentist but I'll tomorrow
[1:12]morning I'll go to the camper
[1:16]place just find out what I have to do
[1:19]and just deal with it cuz that's what
[1:21]this life is
[1:22]like um that's not even the only problem
[1:25]though I just this camper has so many
[1:28]problems
[1:30]and the tires you know I just replaced
[1:33]the tires the ones on the driver's side
[1:34]are already losing air they were losing
[1:37]air I think before I had even left um
[1:40]the tire place because I noticed the
[1:42]front one looked low I actually hadn't
[1:45]put more air in it and it's losing air
[1:47]again so and the ones in the back so I
[1:49]don't think it's a slide but the slide
[1:51]out you know makes that weird noise it's
[1:53]just a really bad noise have to have
[1:56]that looked at I'm starting to wonder if
[1:58]I
[2:00]my my solar stuff is like 160 lbs I mean
[2:04]that shouldn't be too bad but I'm
[2:06]starting to wonder if that thing has to
[2:08]go somewhere else like if I had to put
[2:09]it in the center of my camper which
[2:11]feels impossible I don't know how I
[2:13]would do
[2:14]it
[2:17]but it's been a tough day for
[2:20]me I I actually need to ask you guys for
[2:22]help I need I genuinely need help when I
[2:27]ask questions in my videos if you have
[2:29]have the answers please share them
[2:31]because I don't I'm very new at this I'm
[2:35]doing the best I can I do the research
[2:38]I I just don't feel
[2:42]like I have the skills I'm trying to get
[2:44]the skills but you know I I need advice
[2:47]I need
[2:48]guidance and I hate I hate asking but I
[2:52]need I need financial help
[2:55]I can't afford all of these problems I
[2:58]don't know what I'm going to do I truly
[3:00]don't know what I'm going to
[3:02]do and I've been thinking about it it's
[3:05]like look I have 300 subscribers I I
[3:08]can't monetize this channel I can't
[3:11]even um like live stream I can't do
[3:15]anything and I didn't want to start a
[3:17]patreon without some type of value being
[3:20]given back the only thing I could come
[3:22]up with is I'm going to Nevada in 2
[3:24]months I'm spending a year
[3:26]there and I'm going to be boond in the
[3:30]whole time and I will share GPS
[3:32]coordinates with you guys if you can
[3:34]help support me at all I'll just I'll
[3:36]share those on P patreon
[3:39]and um cuz I'm not just going to be
[3:42]looking at apps to find places I'm you
[3:44]know I have my Jeep I'm going to be
[3:45]looking around I'm going to find nice
[3:47]secluded places where I can just hang
[3:50]out for two weeks at a time while I'm
[3:52]there for a whole
[3:53]year and that's the only value I can
[3:56]think of right now I'm always wanting to
[4:00]provide value so I come up with other
[4:02]things or you guys have ideas I'd love
[4:04]to hear
[4:05]them um it's not something I don't like
[4:10]asking for help I'm usually the one
[4:11]giving people help I mean I supported my
[4:14]parents for decades I always help the
[4:17]homeless I've been homeless myself so
[4:19]you know it's just natural thing for me
[4:21]to do there's times where someone might
[4:25]their credit card might not work at the
[4:26]grocery store and I'll just pay for them
[4:28]like my whole life I've been that way I
[4:30]just asking for help
[4:32]doesn't doesn't feel good
[4:36]but I don't know what else to do this
[4:38]has been a very difficult day for
[4:41]me I'm trying so hard to make this work
[4:44]I just need support not just financially
[4:47]but you know emotionally I guess
[4:50]and this is hard to do alone with my cat
[4:53]and just
[4:56]stressful I'm determined to make it work
[4:58]though I had to do this because I
[5:03]just I was dying inside and I just
[5:07]needed I needed this change so I just
[5:09]did everything I could to make it
[5:11]happen I honestly thought it would be
[5:14]easier than
[5:17]this doesn't mean you know I mean it has
[5:19]challenges I'm not going to not going to
[5:22]complain about them I'm just going to
[5:23]try to deal with them so thanks for
[5:27]listening