Organizing Office Space and Addressing Sleep Issues

Speaker is in their RV preparing to go to Walmart for supplies. They are dealing with ongoing sleep issues and organizational needs while waiting for dental work to be completed before traveling to Nevada. Weather conditions are cooler due to cloud cover.

Energetic Signature

restless optimization

Field State

infrastructure stabilization

Orientation

toward controlled environment and selective engagement

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June 19, 2024

7:39

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Author

rswfire

Status

ARCHIVED

Type

TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

Temperature

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[0:00]hey

[0:02]guys so I am heading to

[0:05]Walmart to get some stuff that will make

[0:08]my office area feel more

[0:10]organized I woke up and just was like I

[0:13]know exactly what I need and it will

[0:16]save me space in my pantry cuz I'm using

[0:17]one of my shelves for office stuff so I

[0:20]think that I've come up with a solution

[0:22]that will allow me to just make my

[0:24]office area very efficient and so I am

[0:27]excited to do that um I also wanted to

[0:30]talk about the fact that I'm still not

[0:33]sleeping it's been 3 months I am not

[0:36]sleeping my back hurts so I was like

[0:39]okay I'm dealing with this today you

[0:41]know somehow and then what I ended up

[0:44]with was let's just remove the bed

[0:46]topper and see how I do with just the

[0:47]mattress because I didn't have the

[0:49]mattress

[0:50]level when I first got it so I used that

[0:53]mattress for 2 weeks and then it was

[0:57]like this isn't working and added a bed

[0:58]topper

[1:00]but my my bed wasn't level because I

[1:02]didn't have that high density material

[1:05]underneath you know where the side comes

[1:07]out making it a level surface so I'm

[1:10]going to try that that doesn't work I am

[1:12]just I am so much out of ideas on this

[1:15]but I'm not sleeping like I started

[1:16]wearing my watch again finally found the

[1:18]charger for this

[1:20]thing

[1:22]and I had 10 minutes of Deep Sleep Last

[1:25]Night 10 minutes and I slept for about

[1:30]almost 6 hours which is

[1:32]good it's just but I'm not sleeping the

[1:35]night before was like maybe four or five

[1:37]hours like it's just it's been a

[1:40]struggle oh I hope that I can solve this

[1:43]but I'm I was think you know my I like

[1:44]firm surfaces I do and I got a mattress

[1:48]that it's very firm I think adding that

[1:51]bed topper didn't help me so much so

[1:53]we're going to see what happens with

[1:54]that I'm just going to head to the store

[1:56]now grab some things and head back it's

[1:58]very nice today by the way the cloud

[2:00]cover has made it so much cooler so it

[2:03]definitely matters being in direct

[2:04]sunlight it's not good so I definitely

[2:07]know my next two sites are going to be

[2:09]way better I do want to still paint like

[2:11]the roof I'll do that at some point

[2:13]because you know there's going to be

[2:15]times I'm going to be in direct sunlight

[2:16]it'll just help but it's been pretty

[2:18]awesome just um not having to deal with

[2:22]that so I'm quite happy about

[2:25]that today what am I saying anyways I'm

[2:28]just going to go to the store

[2:30]oh yeah I was watching videos yesterday

[2:33]of Burning Man and I definitely want to

[2:36]go there I I can't do it this

[2:39]year it's like around the time that I'll

[2:41]be heading there so I'm definitely going

[2:44]next year like I I am definitely doing

[2:46]that I mean that's probably surprising

[2:48]doing the whole crowd thing with me but

[2:50]is a difference

[2:52]like I think that I would have the best

[2:55]time ever I definitely going I will have

[2:59]to figure out what to do with a Bailey

[3:00]for that wi because he can't

[3:02]come uh they they do prohibit pets I

[3:05]think and this wouldn't be a good Blaze

[3:08]form so I don't know what I'm going to

[3:09]do about that but I definitely want to

[3:12]go I think that it will be so

[3:14]fun and it's in Nevada I'm going to

[3:17]already be there just to show you I can

[3:19]be judgmental to you there was a time

[3:23]when I would not wave to Jeep trucks

[3:25]because I'm like what is that that does

[3:27]not belong in this community but now

[3:29]they're so common and they all wave at

[3:31]you so I'm waving back and it's like I

[3:33]guess I accept you now I forgot to take

[3:36]my trash out like I'm R it but I forgot

[3:38]to put it in the dumpster so now I got

[3:39]to go back CU I'm going to need that

[3:41]room it is a twoo

[3:43]Jeep so since I'm going out of my way

[3:47]there is something I've been meaning to

[3:48]talk about and that is what I am going

[3:51]to do with this

[3:54]channel

[3:56]because I've been thinking like a lot of

[3:59]things that I like like to do I don't

[4:00]actually like to share so when I go

[4:04]hiking I don't want to be holding a

[4:06]camera the whole time because that

[4:08]defeats what I'm trying to do I'm going

[4:10]out

[4:11]there to have Solitude to connect with

[4:15]nature and you're not connecting with

[4:16]nature if you're holding a camera the

[4:18]whole time

[4:21]talking you

[4:23]know it it changes the experience so I

[4:26]don't I don't know what I I just I've

[4:27]been thinking about that lately I don't

[4:29]know what what I'm going to do with this

[4:31]channel I don't think this is a very

[4:33]interesting Channel all I do is just

[4:35]tell you guys about my life and the

[4:37]struggles I'm going through and all of

[4:38]that like kind of boring right so I

[4:42]don't know something I've been thinking

[4:44]about apparently I need washer fluid

[4:47]that thing's annoying to have to look at

[4:49]the whole time just I'll get some at the

[4:51]store I'm happy

[4:55]excited and Restless want to be in the V

[5:00]I don't want to be

[5:02]here but it's worth it I do need my top

[5:06]teeth stuck here till

[5:08]then I do I'm going to ask them if they

[5:11]can expedite it though I really want to

[5:13]get out of here I am just ready to go I

[5:16]started watching a lot of videos about

[5:18]Nevada so I've

[5:19]been it's interesting like it really is

[5:22]beautiful there it's not all desert

[5:23]there's a lot of desert but even the

[5:25]desert's kind of interesting in some

[5:27]ways but definitely Northern Nevada for

[5:30]me I think I'll spend as much time there

[5:32]as I

[5:33]can oh I can't wait I just can't wait I

[5:36]want to

[5:38]go not sure why

[5:41]Nevada well I know part of the reason

[5:44]there's nobody there you can watch these

[5:46]people with their travel videos and

[5:48]there's just nobody I mean I need that

[5:52]so the thing I never say and probably

[5:54]should is it's not like I want to be

[5:56]alone all the time it's more about

[5:58]controlling my interactions

[6:00]like I just need that control I need I

[6:03]need control over my environment I need

[6:06]selective engagement like those are the

[6:08]things that those are very important to

[6:09]me you just can't get

[6:12]that very easily there's so much I want

[6:16]to show you around here but I can't cuz

[6:18]then I reveal my

[6:20]location there's some very cool stuff

[6:22]around they tried to make me go to rehab

[6:25]and I said no no no

[6:30]AR I am about to be stuck on top of this

[6:33]hill I am every single time and I do

[6:35]have a manual transmission I've been

[6:36]driving this manual transmissions for a

[6:39]very long time but they still make me

[6:41]nervous this requires first

[6:44]gear we are stopped see how this goes

[6:47]you're too close people never think

[6:50]about manual transmission I'm going to

[6:52]roll backwards if I'm not careful it

[6:55]does take even with the experien this is

[6:57]hard here we go mine has a special

[6:59]feature though I don't know how it

[7:01]doesn't it is so freaking cool though

[7:03]somehow it will just stop your vehicle

[7:05]from Rolling backwards just for a couple

[7:07]seconds while you work out what gear you

[7:09]need to be in very cool so even with

[7:12]those stabilizers it's still kind of

[7:14]Rocky in there I don't know what to do I

[7:16]even put the other two on like I got six

[7:18]total two on the slide and then four

[7:21]under the vehicle still not enough

[7:24]obviously they're just probably not

[7:25]placing in the best spots or

[7:28]something going to keep working on that

[7:30]they triy to make me go to rehab and I

[7:33]said no no no if only she had

Summary

The speaker is heading to Walmart to purchase organizational supplies for their office area to free up pantry space. They discuss ongoing sleep problems lasting three months, getting only 10 minutes of deep sleep the previous night despite sleeping almost 6 hours. They plan to remove their bed topper and try sleeping on just the mattress, as they prefer firm surfaces.

The speaker mentions the cooler weather due to cloud cover and plans to paint their RV roof for future sun protection. They express interest in attending Burning Man next year after watching videos, though they're concerned about what to do with their dog Bailey since pets aren't allowed.

They reflect on their YouTube channel's direction, noting they don't want to film during hiking because it interferes with connecting with nature and seeking solitude. They describe feeling restless and eager to leave their current location for Nevada, particularly northern Nevada, citing the sparse population and their need for controlled interactions and selective engagement.

The speaker mentions needing dental work completed before they can leave and discusses challenges with manual transmission driving on hills and ongoing issues with RV stabilization despite using six stabilizers.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission demonstrates active problem-solving across multiple domains while maintaining operational coherence under system stress. The field is simultaneously managing physical infrastructure (sleep, organization, vehicle), establishing territorial preferences (Nevada, solitude), and questioning engagement protocols (channel purpose, selective interaction). The architecture being held is one of systematic optimization while preserving autonomy and control over environmental conditions.

Dominant Language

control over my environmentselective engagementthere's nobody theredefeats what I'm trying to doconnect with natureI need that control

Symbolic Elements

thresholdedgedesertsolitudevehiclemanual transmission

Ontological States

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transitional
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sovereign
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problem-solving
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restless

Subsystems

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infrastructural
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somatic
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cognitive
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relational

Transmission Details

Source Type

youtube

Duration