Morning Update on Sleep Issues and Dentist Appointment

Morning transmission around 9:00 AM after minimal sleep. Speaker is stationary in RV for what appears to be a temporary 3-month period. Dealing with ongoing sleep issues and recent smoking cessation. Has dentist appointment requiring significant travel.

Energetic Signature

methodical assessment

Field State

infrastructure building

Orientation

toward structural stability

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June 10, 2024

9:46

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Author

rswfire

Status

ARCHIVED

Type

TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

Temperature

0.00

[0:01]good morning it's almost 9:00 a.m.

[0:04]here I'm lucky if I slept 4 hours last

[0:09]night figured I'd start by addressing

[0:11]the video that I

[0:13]posted don't always feel that way I'm

[0:17]trying to use this

[0:18]thing usually falls off

[0:23]though

[0:26]anyways I don't always feel that way but

[0:29]I thought you know since I'm feeling

[0:31]that way now let's just share it cuz I

[0:35]thought it was pretty Universal I think

[0:37]that everybody has days like that or

[0:39]nights like

[0:41]that

[0:45]um and that's how I am I I explore every

[0:49]facet of

[0:51]myself and there are days where I just

[0:54]feel feel

[0:57]alone most days I feel fine being alone

[1:00]alone I absolutely love it

[1:04]but there are aspects of my life that

[1:06]are pretty tragic and I have had a lot

[1:13]of just abandonment rejection issues

[1:20]and and I've always struggled with

[1:23]selfworth that's something I do struggle

[1:26]with

[1:28]I this one woke me up did I tell you I

[1:31]only got like 4 hours sleep it's a very

[1:34]busy day today to

[1:39]you you want that one

[1:54]do

[1:56]okay

[1:58]so they have quit

[2:01]smoking

[2:03]um it's been over 24 hours I'm not sure

[2:07]how long it's

[2:10]been probably like 36 hours I don't

[2:14]know vaping a

[2:17]lot wearing a patch what is a step two

[2:19]patch you need to get some step one

[2:23]somewhere last night this

[2:26]little this little ball it fell out

[2:32]surprised I got it back

[2:34]in for a while I put a Band-Aid over

[2:47]it I'm going to try to find some hoop

[2:50]earrings

[2:52]today I see the DST that's an hour and a

[2:55]half drive

[2:56]there another hour and a half back

[3:01]I'm glad I'm going I would love to get

[3:04]this over

[3:06]with I'm ready to move on I don't really

[3:08]want to spend 3 months

[3:11]here um I I really have to you

[3:15]know I'm just ready to go I don't want

[3:18]to be stationary this

[3:27]long this really helps

[3:30]CH jpt told me British did a

[3:34]study it said it was 95% less harmful

[3:38]than smoking so I mean that's quite

[3:46]dramatic I've had a few moments where

[3:50]like I haven't had any like deep

[3:52]Cravings cuz I'm vaping right so which

[3:54]is good but I've had moments

[3:58]where it just felt

[4:00]very habitual like I wanted a

[4:03]cigarette like after after cooking

[4:06]dinner eating

[4:08]that like my first thought was I need a

[4:10]cigarette and then this morning I got

[4:14]out same

[4:16]thing and it's like oh I don't smoke

[4:20]anymore I think I might actually be done

[4:22]with

[4:23]it oh that would be

[4:28]wonderful I chattered away with chat gbt

[4:30]about the health benefits and the

[4:32]timeline and all of that going to use it

[4:35]as an

[4:38]inspiration hello

[4:43]baby this one will be left alone

[4:46]today won't

[4:50]you I just hope it's not a terrible day

[4:53]because I did not get enough sleep oh

[4:55]and I wanted to address that

[4:57]so Chad gbt says is

[5:01]that the bed frame it's probably still a

[5:05]problem I put this foam that foam I

[5:09]don't know what it is I put something

[5:12]down

[5:13]there I think it might be an eighth to a

[5:16]quarter of an inch off quarter I don't

[5:18]know how much a quarter of an inch is

[5:20]it's not a lot right it's like a small

[5:22]amount right it's off by that much cut

[5:27]down the middle

[5:30]my back is killing me doesn't hurt for

[5:32]as long like proba have back pain for

[5:34]like an hour and then I'll go

[5:37]away it thinks that's why I can't sleep

[5:41]I haven't been able to sleep in two

[5:42]months

[5:44]so

[5:46]um says even a quarter of an inch is a

[5:50]big deal for

[5:51]sleep it also said the

[5:55]rocking if this thing isn't real

[5:57]stabilized I actually been thinking

[5:59]about it cuz like this thing does Rock

[6:01]but I have those things that I bought I

[6:03]put them under the

[6:06]stabilizers wondering if it's in just in

[6:08]a bad spot maybe where the stabilizers

[6:10]are and aren't very stable so I have

[6:13]four of those things I can put off four

[6:15]of them on in different spots I'm going

[6:18]to try something this

[6:20]week just look under there and find a

[6:22]spot and just you know spots for

[6:26]them I hope it helps cuz it does rock

[6:29]you know every time ba him and he's a

[6:31]15lb cat time he jumps down or jumps up

[6:35]or whatever he's doing he rocks this

[6:39]thing what do you want

[6:43]Bailey what do you

[6:47]want

[6:50]attention some Love's attention you

[7:04]so I'm going to go shower today

[7:06]desperately need to do that and then I'm

[7:09]going to go to the

[7:14]store hopefully find some earrings

[7:17]there I do have time to shop today 900

[7:21]in the

[7:23]morning maybe if I'm real fast about

[7:26]it I need cheats for this I had ordered

[7:30]some but they went to my parents house

[7:32]not going

[7:33]there um that was another thing I was

[7:36]like maybe if you you

[7:38]know you got to make you know a nice

[7:41]sleep I mean I'm sleeping on top of the

[7:43]bed topper I don't I have nothing on it

[7:45]like I'm sleeping on the comforter you

[7:48]know it's the only thing that's using my

[7:50]blankets

[7:53]so this stuff never mattered to me

[7:55]before though I it's just a stupid bed

[7:57]frame it is so awful

[8:01]feels nice

[8:03]though these windows is

[8:09]open hi

[8:13]B if you have fun last

[8:17]night I'm sure he looking out the window

[8:19]all

[8:20]night where weren you

[8:30]well next time you see

[8:33]me you'll see me with teeth that'll be

[8:41]interesting I have them they're here

[8:44]like I put them in at any

[8:46]time but I just want the dentist

[8:50]to um they can get rid of like they have

[8:55]this I don't know how to explain this

[8:58]they have

[9:00]they don't fit perfectly so they put the

[9:02]stuff in

[9:03]them it's not permanent but it you know

[9:06]it lasts a long time and

[9:08]then just makes it fit

[9:12]better um and since getting my implants

[9:15]they they hadn't done anything like that

[9:17]I haven't tried to wear them but I just

[9:19]just know I wouldn't like wearing them

[9:27]so I could though

[9:30]three months I haven't been wearing them

[9:33]well I've never really worn

[9:36]them gag reflex horrible thing to have

Summary

The speaker begins a morning transmission after only 4 hours of sleep, addressing a previous video they posted about feeling alone and struggling with self-worth issues. They report quitting smoking over 24 hours ago and are using vaping and nicotine patches as substitutes. A piercing ball fell out overnight but was replaced with a band-aid temporarily.

The speaker has a dentist appointment scheduled requiring a 3-hour round trip drive and plans to look for hoop earrings. They express readiness to move on from their current 3-month stationary period. Sleep problems persist due to an uneven bed frame (quarter-inch off) and RV rocking motion when their 15-pound cat Bailey moves around.

They consulted ChatGPT about smoking cessation health benefits and sleep issues. The speaker needs to shower and shop before the appointment, mentioning they have dentures but haven't been wearing them due to poor fit and gag reflex issues. Some ordered items were mistakenly delivered to their parents' house.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission maps the relationship between physical infrastructure (bed frame, RV stability, body modifications) and systemic coherence. The field is conducting diagnostic work on material substrates that support embodied sovereignty, recognizing that structural misalignment in one domain creates cascade effects across all systems.

Dominant Language

habitualstabilizedinfrastructuretransitionsleepfitrockdone with it

Symbolic Elements

thresholdstabilizationfoundationmodification

Ontological States

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transitional
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diagnostic
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embodied
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infrastructural

Subsystems

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somatic
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infrastructural
•
cognitive

Transmission Details

Source Type

youtube

Duration