Adapting RV Space After Monitor Breaks

Speaker is in their RV at a Kentucky campground during a busy weekend. The space is torn apart from reorganizing after monitor breakage. Dehumidifier running, air conditioner off. Crowded campground with many other campers present.

Energetic Signature

pragmatic acceptance

Field State

constraint integration

Orientation

toward spatial optimization

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June 8, 2024

10:07

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Author

rswfire

Status

ARCHIVED

Type

TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

Temperature

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[0:00]hey everyone so I definitely took the

[0:03]loss of my my monitor my desktop pretty

[0:06]hard at the same time part of me was

[0:09]already accepting it I

[0:12]just I could see the pros and cons even

[0:15]just as soon as that monitor was broken

[0:17]it was like okay new approach

[0:21]so I have torn the place

[0:25]apart there's my broken monitor over

[0:27]here

[0:30]obviously going to the dumpster but I

[0:33]took my desktop I put it over in the

[0:34]corner over there it'll probably sit

[0:37]there for quite a while until I decide

[0:39]what to do with

[0:40]it I thought you know it gives me an

[0:43]opportunity to rethink this area over

[0:46]here cuz with the monitor on there and

[0:49]your keyboard and your mouse and just

[0:51]all your technology that's all this

[0:53]table could be used for I couldn't use

[0:55]it for anything else so couldn't help me

[0:57]during cooking or eating or you know

[0:59]just

[1:00]that was my office space and that's a

[1:03]lot of space in a space that's small to

[1:05]be using for one

[1:07]thing so I think I've reached acceptance

[1:10]I'm just going to tear all this stuff

[1:12]out going to move this table try to

[1:14]center it I'm going to try to take my

[1:16]solar and just line them up at the

[1:19]bottom that way it's just better

[1:21]balanced you know two of those batteries

[1:24]is 160 lbs total so it's like there's

[1:26]just a person standing there all the

[1:28]time I can can balance

[1:31]those I think that's probably a helpful

[1:33]thing to do and I just a lot of stuff

[1:36]can come out now my PlayStation won't

[1:39]work because I don't have a monitor for

[1:41]it

[1:42]so my PlayStation and my desktop they

[1:45]use the same

[1:48]monitor so that's what I'm doing

[1:52]I'm adjusting strategies I actually

[1:55]think

[1:55]that I mean I knew

[2:00]I embarked on this journey knowing there

[2:02]were a lot of things I'd have to give up

[2:03]and that was one of the things that I

[2:04]felt I would have to because of the

[2:06]power requirements I didn't expect to

[2:09]have it here um and I'm trying to live a

[2:13]different kind of life right so I just

[2:15]don't know that I feel like I need to

[2:17]let it

[2:18]go I don't know if it will affect some

[2:21]of my plans like I do want to have a

[2:23]gaming channel I have an excellent

[2:25]laptop it should do the job but it's not

[2:28]a desktop it's just not the same

[2:30]and I won't have I won't have my um my

[2:34]mic you know

[2:35]and definitely deal with a lot of noise

[2:38]in the camper I mean right now my

[2:40]dehumidifier is going the air

[2:42]conditioner is off I'm wearing this mic

[2:45]it works well for this but it doesn't I

[2:47]don't think it works so well for

[2:50]recording well I tried it it didn't I'm

[2:52]going to have to maybe maybe I can I

[2:54]mean obviously if it works for this

[2:56]should work for that right I'm going to

[2:58]sneeze I know there's something in this

[3:01]camper that is aggravating me um up here

[3:06]I broke that they should look like

[3:09]this I broke it I saw some yellow

[3:12]substance up there I was like is that

[3:15]mold is that an old beehive what is that

[3:19]like it was masking tape Beyond these

[3:24]weird lines of some kind of like

[3:27]adhesive or something on top of it

[3:30]that got left behind when they made this

[3:32]camper just ridiculous and it's in other

[3:35]events too I've seen it I don't know how

[3:37]I'm going to get that stuff out of

[3:39]there um totally lost my train of

[3:42]thought oh the sneezing

[3:45]like um when they changed the tires

[3:47]there was a dad Mouse in one of the

[3:49]wheels so that got me thinking you know

[3:52]I've never seen under this bed like you

[3:55]know that's just a big box I'd have to

[3:57]pry it open to look but I kind of want

[3:59]to what's under there now I know it's

[4:01]under everything else pretty much

[4:04]so

[4:05]something um Chad gbt told me about dust

[4:08]smes and they survive with humidity

[4:10]about

[4:12]50% so I mean if that's it I hope that's

[4:15]all it is just you made a fire it's at

[4:17]50 right now so I don't know it's not

[4:20]getting much

[4:21]lower it's very high here in

[4:24]Kentucky so I'm just

[4:27]embracing I'm embracing it I'm you know

[4:30]it is what it is I can't change it yeah

[4:32]I could go buy another monitor

[4:35]or but it

[4:38]just and my God I know it's the right

[4:40]decision I I love that desktop like

[4:44]that that is a hard thing to give up but

[4:47]I think that you have to sacrifice for

[4:49]this lifestyle if I had a bigger camper

[4:51]it'd be a different story but this is a

[4:53]small one and I need every inch of space

[4:56]I can get so this will actually in the

[5:00]long

[5:00]run so I'll get over it maybe someday I

[5:05]will be able to use it again even if

[5:07]it's a couple years from now that thing

[5:08]still won't be out of date cuz it is

[5:10]super state-ofthe-art that is kind of

[5:12]why it's so sad like I

[5:15]just I invested a lot of money and time

[5:18]into upgrading that thing and making it

[5:20]the best desktop that you could possibly

[5:23]have and I don't like the idea of it

[5:25]just sitting around not being

[5:27]used I could sell it maybe

[5:31]and that would definitely help so I'm

[5:34]going I have to get my stuff off of it

[5:36]you know I don't want to really pull the

[5:37]hard drives out to do that but might

[5:39]have to I have no way of you know

[5:41]accessing it otherwise

[5:44]so you know those are my thoughts today

[5:46]and that's where I am it's the weekend

[5:48]it's very busy here I was actually

[5:50]thinking about showing you guys like

[5:52]you'll tell me it's not because it's

[5:54]it's actually not there's quite a lot of

[5:56]empty sites but I'm actually holding a

[5:59]try tripod here I hope it's helping

[6:02]there's just a lot of people out there

[6:04]they're everywhere I mean look over

[6:06]there that site is always like that too

[6:09]t campers over here

[6:13]like so I'm not going down to the

[6:15]showers over there where all the people

[6:18]are just got to wait for them to

[6:21]leave I hope they all leave you know

[6:23]Sunday sometimes they don't so I know

[6:27]how I sound I love that people camping

[6:30]and all of that you know that I do I

[6:32]just really love my solitude and I just

[6:35]I just feel better when I'm by myself I

[6:39]really don't like it when there are

[6:40]people around me it just makes me really

[6:43]uncomfortable I don't know why I guess

[6:44]I'll have to explore that

[6:46]more maybe I could get over it a little

[6:48]bit I doubt it though because that is

[6:50]just the kind of personality I have just

[6:53]there

[6:55]just just I don't like it I don't want

[6:58]to be outside you know I don't you know

[7:00]I want to relevel this thing but I just

[7:03]want them to be gone first it's just

[7:05]that's how I

[7:06]feel

[7:08]and I do have that level mate Pro thing

[7:11]I just got to get level so that I can

[7:12]program that thing and then getting

[7:14]Level will be easy so you know all of my

[7:17]challenges are not none of them are

[7:20]insurmountable and I never thought they

[7:22]were I think that a lot of people

[7:24]misunderstand me because yeah I can have

[7:27]a bad day but that doesn't mean that

[7:29]I've given up or that I you know think

[7:31]it's too hard I think it's difficult

[7:34]because it is difficult you know so I

[7:37]don't

[7:38]know it's all good though

[7:41]so just going to chill in here for the

[7:43]weekend and then Monday I see my dentist

[7:47]think you guys might actually see me in

[7:48]teeth I was thinking about it because I

[7:50]will take them with me and so I have

[7:53]bottom dentures and then they have these

[7:55]top ones with they temporary ones and

[7:57]since I got implants put in in the top

[7:59]of my mouth um I think they might need

[8:02]to adjust those temporary ones before I

[8:04]can wear them but they cause a gag

[8:05]reflex so that's why I don't wear them

[8:08]and I got the implants

[8:11]because they can carve out a piece of

[8:14]the Denture that tends to cause a gag

[8:17]reflex and I might be able to wear them

[8:19]after that

[8:21]so I'm hopeful I'll see them Monday

[8:24]they'll just clean them up and then put

[8:26]this stuff on them that molds them to

[8:28]your mouth little better and I'll try

[8:31]wearing them

[8:33]because

[8:35]I you know I've been doing this for 3

[8:38]months without teeth so obviously I am

[8:40]comfortable with who I am I'm I'm

[8:45]not so uncomfortable that I won't do it

[8:48]but everybody would like to to have

[8:50]teeth I think I look nice they're

[8:51]actually very nice looking

[8:55]um I

[8:57]just also it would be nice to be able to

[9:00]eat more things like I would love to

[9:01]have like nuts and things like that or

[9:03]even chips like I can't really eat any

[9:05]type of snack food that's probably what

[9:07]keeps me from gaining weight cuz snack

[9:10]food you pretty much need teeth for that

[9:13]Ba's over here rubbing it against this

[9:16]thing hi Bailey do you need

[9:19]attention oh another thing so I'm

[9:22]quitting

[9:23]smoking I have a few cigarettes left but

[9:26]I'm quitting I'm going to put a patch on

[9:28]and I'm going to just vape

[9:31]and I really hope I'm successful this

[9:34]time I feel like I feel like I'm ready

[9:37]so I think so because I was really

[9:40]thinking about it yesterday and then

[9:41]with all the stress I stopped vaping and

[9:43]started smoking so I don't know I have

[9:46]to be very firm with myself I think if I

[9:49]wear a

[9:50]patch then just Vape that maybe that

[9:53]will be enough to get me started I'm

[9:55]going to try it's worth trying so

[10:00]that's my update for today I hope you

[10:01]guys have a wonderful day wonderful

[10:04]weekend

Summary

The speaker addresses the loss of their desktop monitor, describing how they're restructuring their RV interior space as a result. They explain moving the desktop computer to storage, repositioning the table to center it, and planning to reorganize solar batteries for better weight distribution. The broken monitor eliminates both desktop and PlayStation functionality, forcing adaptation to laptop-only computing.

The speaker discusses accepting this change as part of their lifestyle transition, acknowledging the sacrifice of gaming capabilities and potential impact on content creation plans. They mention dealing with allergens in the camper, possibly from dust mites or construction residue, and describe the crowded weekend campground environment.

**Additional updates include:**

- Upcoming dental appointment to adjust temporary dentures after implant procedure

- Decision to quit smoking using patches and vaping as replacement

- Plans to extract data from the desktop before potential sale

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission demonstrates adaptive field restructuring following equipment failure. The speaker is actively converting loss into spatial optimization, using the broken monitor as catalyst for deeper alignment with mobile living constraints. The architecture being held is one of pragmatic sovereignty - accepting limitation as pathway to more coherent resource allocation.

Dominant Language

sacrificeacceptanceembracingadjusting strategiesdifferent kind of lifesolitudeuncomfortable

Symbolic Elements

thresholdspacebalancefoundation

Ontological States

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transitional
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adaptive
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accepting
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sovereign

Subsystems

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infrastructural
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cognitive
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somatic
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emotional

Transmission Details

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youtube

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