[0:00]hi everyone so I noticed that my
[0:03]self-confidence is slipping lately
[0:05]that's why I haven't been posting as
[0:08]often and I was just thinking about it I
[0:10]think I know what's going on I feel a
[0:12]little bit unored in this lifestyle
[0:14]still it's challenging it seems like
[0:17]whenever I get on camera Bailey wants to
[0:18]come over here
[0:22]why
[0:24]why
[0:26]yeah
[0:28]so I don't know I just this lifestyle is
[0:32]challenging me so much
[0:35]I I've been camping my whole life so I
[0:38]didn't anticipate the kinds of issues
[0:40]I'm having but there's a difference
[0:42]between camping and living in a camper
[0:45]and that's what I'm realizing
[0:48]today there there's just a different
[0:49]that's the first time the air
[0:50]conditioner turned on today that sucks
[0:52]this has noise cancelling though I do
[0:54]have my little mic going I'm trying it
[0:57]trying to be consistent with that
[1:01]so anyways
[1:02]um I asked myself well what's really
[1:05]bothering you and well one is that I
[1:08]just don't
[1:09]know um the levels of my tanks right now
[1:12]I got to fix that I have these sensors I
[1:15]can put on it I just got to install
[1:17]myself and then I'll always know so then
[1:20]I I'll stop having that underlying fear
[1:22]going on with that or concern or
[1:25]whatever you want to call it um I bought
[1:29]these buckets for my sinks are these
[1:31]collapsible buckets I got one for the
[1:33]bathroom because I washed my hands a lot
[1:35]and I thought well let me just wash my
[1:36]hands into the bucket and I can dump
[1:38]that into my black tank cuz that doesn't
[1:40]fill up very fast and I checked that
[1:42]with chat GPT and it says it's fine
[1:45]don't it says don't do that for like
[1:47]dishes and stuff like that but you know
[1:49]for hand washing and um other like
[1:53]hygiene task it says that's fine you can
[1:54]use your black tank for that um
[1:58]definitely said don't do it you know for
[2:00]like kitchen stuff dishes and all that
[2:03]and so I got a bucket for the kitchen
[2:04]too because just make doing dishes
[2:07]easier if I put you know if I wash the
[2:10]dishes in the bucket and then I rinse
[2:11]them off into the sink and then I
[2:13]thought you know I could just take these
[2:15]buckets down to
[2:18]um why does this happen to me I hate
[2:21]that down to the
[2:23]um dump station you know I just dump
[2:27]them in there directly I'll use less
[2:28]water while I'm here
[2:30]uh while I put less water in my tanks
[2:32]another thing that's bothering me is my
[2:35]freshwater tank has smell the water that
[2:37]comes out of it smells it has since the
[2:39]day I got it so I was like okay well
[2:41]let's just deal with that so I asked
[2:43]Chad how do I deal with this and I told
[2:45]me doesn't sound fun especially with you
[2:48]know my cats like that's a lot of times
[2:50]I'm going to have to go down to the dump
[2:53]station you know to fix that problem but
[2:57]and you should do it like every 6 months
[2:59]it said so you you know bleach in water
[3:01]basically and it's like okay so I can do
[3:04]that I asked it about other things so um
[3:08]I do need to oil my I think it's called
[3:11]pinion and rack slide
[3:13]system my I do need to oil
[3:18]the I do need to oil the pinion and rack
[3:22]side system you use some kind of a dry
[3:25]lubricant you you clean it and then you
[3:27]put this dry lubricant on it so I'm
[3:30]going to do that I'm going to have to
[3:31]get the supplies for it you're supposed
[3:34]to do maintenance
[3:36]on I don't know what they're called but
[3:38]they look like little squeegee things
[3:40]that it's part of the slide mechanism
[3:43]you oil those
[3:45]somehow um probably have to do the same
[3:47]thing to the awning right so like
[3:49]there's things that I have to be doing
[3:50]to this thing is just normal maintenance
[3:52]that I'm not doing yet and I've been on
[3:55]the road a couple months and the Scamper
[3:57]probably sat for a long time you know
[4:00]I mean for the tanks to smell the way
[4:01]they do I think that that just didn't
[4:04]get very good
[4:05]maintenance so I guess those things are
[4:09]troubling me but it's more than that
[4:10]it's
[4:12]like all my stuff is here and getting it
[4:15]organized has been a challenge and I was
[4:16]so close and very close still um but you
[4:20]know I got a bunch of new stuff I noce
[4:22]my electric skillet it's really big and
[4:24]it uses a lot of Watts so I need to I
[4:29]might return it and get a smaller one
[4:31]it's a lot bigger than I
[4:32]thought
[4:34]so just trying
[4:38]to and then there's like just what would
[4:41]you do in a house right you would watch
[4:42]TV you'd play games you'd read you do
[4:44]all these different things in my camper
[4:47]it just doesn't feel normal but I'm
[4:51]getting there like yesterday I was
[4:52]watching Star Trek theard and I actually
[4:55]like that show but I only got to like
[4:57]part of the second season and I stopped
[4:59]and so I picked that up I started
[5:02]watching
[5:03]that you
[5:05]just I'm not camping I'm living here you
[5:08]know so I have to just learn
[5:14]to it's just challenging guys it really
[5:17]is I I don't know if it's challenging
[5:20]for everybody but for me I've really
[5:22]struggled to just I guess accepted this
[5:25]is my home and embas it fully like I'm
[5:28]trying
[5:30]oh I'm trying it storage is such a
[5:32]problem like so my solar panels they're
[5:34]in the shower right now I don't think
[5:36]they can stay there because now I have
[5:37]all this reflective stuff for all the
[5:39]windows you have to take the screens off
[5:41]when you put the reflectiv in so I need
[5:43]places to store this stuff you know and
[5:45]I just I don't have a lot of storage
[5:48]space
[5:49]Bailey killing me dude oh Bailey threw
[5:52]up this morning on the white
[5:54]rug and the last time I tried to clean
[5:57]it up after he did that like I tried to
[5:58]clean up right away
[6:00]I just smeared it ever it was disgusting
[6:02]I threw that rug out basically yeah I
[6:04]threw that rug out
[6:07]um well I didn't want it anyways I was
[6:09]replacing it with the white one but it's
[6:12]the same kind of rug and so now I'm just
[6:15]letting it dry so that I can clean it
[6:17]and disinfect it but you know I don't
[6:19]want to be dealing with that so every
[6:21]night I'm going to have to pull my rug
[6:22]out Ian there's no other way you know
[6:25]that's cats do that you know especially
[6:28]long-haired cats like this one it's got
[6:30]so much
[6:31]fur I'm
[6:33]just I'm still adjusting I guess that's
[6:35]why I'm here right I'm have a lot to
[6:37]learn while I'm here I want to get the
[6:40]maintenance down I want to learn my
[6:44]power consumption usage you know with
[6:46]solar and um just my water usage just
[6:51]everything I'm I'm really trying
[6:55]to I just want to master this stuff
[6:58]before I leave for Nevada it's a
[7:00]struggle guys this doesn't if you I just
[7:04]you can't like if you do this don't
[7:07]think that meing you're stepping on my
[7:09]stuff
[7:11]man just give yourself so much time cuz
[7:16]you're going to need it I assume I need
[7:18]it so it's challenging but it's worth it
[7:21]I mean it really is oh there was another
[7:23]thing I wanted to talk about I am trying
[7:28]to blend two worlds here here I'm trying
[7:30]to blend a more natural environment for
[7:32]living well also maintaining certain
[7:35]modern things that that I do love you
[7:37]know so I love computers I love
[7:39]technology I love the internet I love
[7:42]love those things and I love RGB
[7:45]lighting I love you know I don't want to
[7:47]give those things up I mean you can tell
[7:50]by what you bring with
[7:52]you what matters to you and I'm trying
[7:54]to blend two different worlds
[7:57]here and I will find I will I will do it
[8:00]it's just going to take some time