Planning RV Maintenance and Nevada Pilgrimage

Speaker is at campsite for 89-day stay, rolling cigarettes while planning upcoming activities. Other campers arriving as season gets busy. Has open tent structure setup with concerns about privacy from neighboring sites. Internet connectivity important for planned work over next three months.

Energetic Signature

methodical preparation

Field State

infrastructure building

Orientation

toward pilgrimage readiness

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May 24, 2024

20:28

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rswfire

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[0:06]hello start here rolling cigarettes I

[0:09]know you don't all

[0:11]agree smoking K 16 though that's not

[0:14]something you quit overnight I guess it

[0:16]is when you do quit right not there yet

[0:21]yeah I am vaping a lot more though

[0:24]especially

[0:25]indoors so hopefully soon I think I have

[0:29]like three C into this left just want to

[0:32]get them rolled up so takes up my space

[0:35]in

[0:36]there I just thought maybe I'll talk

[0:38]about what I plan to do over these next

[0:40]89 days starting to get busy out here

[0:44]people coming all over the place

[0:47]so there a site right next to me it's

[0:50]pretty close I'm curious how I feel

[0:52]about that cuz open tent structure

[0:55]here don't really have any way of like

[0:58]maybe a tarp or something I how I'd

[1:00]attach

[1:02]it it's a nice sight though I do like it

[1:05]I think I'll be happy here I'm kind of

[1:07]getting used to other people being

[1:09]around like I still like my solitude but

[1:12]you know it's

[1:14]tolerable um so I'm at this spot for

[1:17]five weeks I could

[1:19]have could have moved to if you saw my

[1:22]other video I could have moved to

[1:24]like um more natural setting you know

[1:28]but then my Starling put work I'm kind

[1:30]of contemplating it cuz it is a tradeoff

[1:33]picking between the two kind of

[1:35]sites I think more people are probably

[1:38]out here

[1:40]so definitely be more private if you're

[1:43]out in the

[1:44]trees maybe Le just chilling down

[1:49]there but yeah I think for the next

[1:53]three months it just makees sense for me

[1:54]to have very good internet for what I'm

[1:57]doing so there's a lot of things

[2:00]I have a lot of stuff to do to this RV

[2:03]was looking at the tires

[2:05]and I'm really concerned about the ones

[2:08]on the driver's side where the side

[2:10]comes out I think maybe the weight or

[2:13]something they don't look good they

[2:14]don't look good to me and they're pretty

[2:17]old tires I think they're like eight

[2:19]years old maybe I don't have to try to

[2:21]confirm that but I think they are maybe

[2:24]it's 6 but it's somewhere between 6 and

[2:28]8 so

[2:30]I need to replace them I got to find a

[2:32]place somewhere around here I can take

[2:34]it

[2:36]to one of my stabilizers doesn't work at

[2:39]all I don't know why I've been

[2:42]putting those Lego bricks under it but

[2:45]that's hard to do it's hard

[2:47]to get the perfect length so that it's

[2:50]truly acting like a

[2:52]stabilizer I've been dealing with that

[2:56]for not sure a while so I really want to

[3:00]get that fixed um my little step ladder

[3:05]to the door it only turns on at first I

[3:09]thought it was completely broken but it

[3:11]actually does turn on when you're

[3:13]running on battery power but not when

[3:15]it's hooked up to shore power to Camp

[3:17]Crown power I assume that's the same

[3:18]thing that's Shore power right

[3:22]so I find that very curious it means

[3:24]there's a shorten line right there's

[3:25]probably a shorten line

[3:28]somewhere um

[3:30]what else did I need to do this

[3:35]thing I think those are the main things

[3:38]like oh I need

[3:40]to this I can do myself I need to put

[3:43]these sensors on the tank so that I know

[3:45]their levels don't know that

[3:48]yet

[3:50]and you know obvious I need to get

[3:52]propane but that's just a normal

[3:58]task I guess that pretty much covers it

[4:00]I want someone to look at the slide

[4:03]where you could see that hole outside

[4:05]like what is that about just you

[4:08]know I need to find out if I'm supposed

[4:11]to grease my slide that's something my

[4:13]father told me once I looked at it and

[4:16]it just doesn't look like you grease it

[4:19]so I I just need to find out I feel like

[4:22]I just need an rvtech to come out and

[4:24]help

[4:25]me um I couldn't put air in the tires on

[4:28]the driver's side because

[4:30]I couldn't even find the the nozzle

[4:33]thing for it

[4:34]so um it looked really suspicious to me

[4:39]I truly am like what is going on here

[4:41]it's a little bit nervous about driving

[4:43]it here once I discovered that so want

[4:48]to get that done before I move sights at

[4:50]least I'm here for 89 days I've got time

[4:52]to to manage all that and I feel

[4:56]like you know I need that because when I

[4:59]start heading to Nevada I mean it's

[5:01]2,000 mil way I want to I want that

[5:03]thing in perfect condition you know as

[5:06]close as I can get

[5:09]it um I want to replace one of

[5:13]the the you know the fan vent things

[5:15]well actually two of them the one in the

[5:17]bathroom is crap like that one really

[5:19]needs to just like I want to I want to

[5:23]get another one that's automatic where

[5:24]you just press a button and it opens up

[5:27]and then I could take the one that's

[5:28]there now but that one in the bathroom

[5:30]that would work I want to adjust the

[5:33]camera the back camera I think I know

[5:35]how to do it I looked at it I just need

[5:37]to climb up there um it looks like it's

[5:41]adjustable you can just adjust it with

[5:43]but you need like a tool I just need to

[5:44]make sure I have the right kind of

[5:47]tool so I wanted these are all things I

[5:49]want to do on here as far as you know

[5:52]just AR maintenance so oh I definitely

[5:55]want to get it to a mercedesbenz shop

[5:57]and just have them look it over make

[5:59]sure everything

[6:00]good um change the oil you know just

[6:04]stuff like that

[6:06]and just look at it and let me know is

[6:09]everything good on this thing from that

[6:12]perspective just I want to I want to

[6:14]feel like I covered all the bases if you

[6:17]can think anything else let me know cuz

[6:19]I really really want to do everything

[6:21]possible I'm

[6:22]here cuz it's going to be a remarkable

[6:28]Journey um I don't I don't know how fast

[6:30]I'll get there I'm going to do a lot of

[6:31]planning on here um I don't know that

[6:35]we'll make like a straight shot

[6:38]there I me because I guess I could do

[6:41]that but I'm calling it a pilgrimage

[6:43]because that's what it feels like to me

[6:45]I feel

[6:46]like I feel like I've been lost my whole

[6:50]life I've just always felt like I was

[6:53]out of Stu with the world and I I don't

[6:58]I just all my life and it's like like

[6:59]I'm 47 now right and it's just

[7:02]like shouldn't I have found my place by

[7:05]now you know I'm

[7:08]questioning I'm just questioning

[7:10]everything these days so I just want to

[7:14]go to this place and do some stargazing

[7:16]and then contemplate and probably talk

[7:19]about those topics on camera you know

[7:21]and see what comes out of it I'm hoping

[7:24]for a transformation that's that's the

[7:27]idea I've never

[7:32]I assume this is accurate information

[7:34]I'm giving you I've never

[7:36]seen I don't know if you can see it on

[7:39]this side of the

[7:42]um you know the north side of Earth or

[7:44]if it's only in the southern

[7:46]hemisphere but you know I've seen images

[7:48]of our night sky and it's got like this

[7:53]there's a reason they call the Milky Way

[7:54]I've never seen that you know um in real

[7:57]life and I'm just wondering could I see

[7:59]that that in Nevada at this place they

[8:00]say it's the best stargazing in the

[8:01]whole country darkest Skies that sort of

[8:04]thing right

[8:06]so I just want to see it with my own

[8:09]eyes I want to I just want to experience

[8:12]it and probably I'll try to get a

[8:15]telescope before I go I've always been

[8:17]interested in that I just never pursued

[8:20]it um nothing expensive I couldn't

[8:23]afforded at this point but something you

[8:26]know maybe I could check out Venus you

[8:28]know and Mars and

[8:29]that would be so cool I would love that

[8:33]actually knowing me I try to stare at

[8:35]the sun though I actually did that once

[8:37]not with a telescope

[8:39]but um I think I damaged my eyes but

[8:44]yeah don't do

[8:47]that

[8:50]just it's really important to

[8:53]me there's for so many reasons this trip

[8:55]is going to teach

[8:57]me um how to truly live this lifestyle I

[9:01]mean I'll learn a lot here in these next

[9:02]3 months right but I will learn other

[9:05]things on the

[9:07]road and I'm going to really plan it out

[9:10]I'm going to know where I'm going you

[9:12]know every step of the way I'm going to

[9:13]know every gas station I'm going to

[9:15]everything I'm going to thoroughly plan

[9:17]it

[9:18]out

[9:21]so if they're stops along the way I'm

[9:24]just not sure about that I got to kind

[9:26]of think about that cuz I don't want

[9:28]taking forever I mean going to be here

[9:29]for 3 months and this

[9:31]is

[9:33]so for sometime in August right um means

[9:38]I probably get there in

[9:41]September maybe even

[9:43]October I bet that's a good time of year

[9:46]to be there though I think I'm really

[9:48]going to like it I'm I'm looking forward

[9:50]to this so those are all the RV aspects

[9:54]I'd say that I can think of at the

[9:56]moment um

[9:59]the rest

[10:00]is so I'm really I'm only going to have

[10:03]two channels this one and my my gaming

[10:05]channel which is Minecraft mostly for

[10:08]now um I decided why would I have a

[10:11]hiking Channel I'm Outdoors like if I go

[10:14]hiking it's on this channel why would I

[10:16]have an arts and craft Channel I don't

[10:17]do it enough like when I do do it it

[10:19]makes sense to put it here it's an

[10:21]expression to myself so it's all going

[10:23]to be here minus the gaming so you know

[10:27]I'm planning a lot of content around

[10:29]that and a whole lot around my gaming

[10:31]channel CU I really am hoping I'm really

[10:34]hoping to do something with that you

[10:35]know I have some

[10:37]ideas on maybe how I could monetize what

[10:41]I'm doing so that it will help make my

[10:43]life easier I'm going to run out of

[10:45]money if I don't figure something out

[10:49]so um my client that I had for 10 years

[10:53]he says everything's fine I'm you

[10:56]know um I don't need to worry too much

[10:59]right

[11:00]now

[11:02]um so I have time I have time but I

[11:07]don't have a lot of time

[11:10]um and I'm just contemplating different

[11:12]things like I was thinking about writing

[11:14]a book about my life I actually started

[11:15]thinking about I've always wanted to do

[11:17]that my whole life I wanted to I don't

[11:19]know why just that's the thing I've

[11:21]always wanted to do I have a lot of

[11:24]stuff that I could reference you know I

[11:27]have journals going back so long s um I

[11:31]have a I have a bag just full of

[11:32]memories those are the only things I

[11:34]kept for my

[11:36]house

[11:38]and I've had an amazing life it's been

[11:42]hard being the kind of person I

[11:47]am but it's been interesting and I

[11:50]thought you know what if I mean I could

[11:53]sell my book maybe some of you guys will

[11:55]buy it um and someone gave me an idea

[11:58]they said why not start start a patreon

[12:00]and give early access to the chapters I

[12:02]write things like that and I don't know

[12:05]maybe I don't know like I would like to

[12:07]start a patreon but only if I can figure

[12:10]out a way to give you guys value like I

[12:12]can't just ask for money I can't so I

[12:16]have to be able to find a way to give

[12:18]you guys value and I haven't figured

[12:20]that out yet with my gaming channel I

[12:22]have some ideas on that like I was

[12:23]thinking maybe I do like create some

[12:25]mods as a programmer you know I just

[12:26]maybe I'll create some mods I have some

[12:28]ideas on mods at like to make for

[12:30]Minecraft um so that's a that's a

[12:33]possibility but you know that's months

[12:35]down the road my first Minecraft video

[12:39]nobody subscribed from it so um it's

[12:42]going to be challenging but I'm not

[12:43]giving up I'm I'm going to pursue this

[12:47]and see where it takes

[12:50]me

[12:52]um I do feel like I'm starting

[12:55]to I don't know where those second

[12:57]thoughts were coming from honestly

[13:00]I think about it

[13:03]cuz well I hate my bad even after

[13:06]changing the mattress I hate that thing

[13:08]it is I started sleeping on the other

[13:09]way did not help at all so I don't know

[13:13]what to do that I don't know what to do

[13:16]I'm not getting enough sleep I'm not so

[13:19]I used to sleep so well I miss that I

[13:22]miss being able to

[13:24]sleep oh I hate that

[13:27]bed so I don't know um you know some

[13:33]things are a real challenge like I'm I'm

[13:35]not a cook I don't know how to cook

[13:37]anything and I can't order door Dash

[13:39]anymore it's starve to death out

[13:42]here especially because I'm so afraid to

[13:44]get propane you know so

[13:48]I'm it's an adjustment for me I know

[13:51]that my challenges are not going to be

[13:53]everybody's challenges I know this but I

[13:55]do think that everybody has challenges

[13:57]you know yours will be different but

[13:59]you'll have them and I think it helps to

[14:01]see my challenges and me trying to

[14:03]overcome them and all of that right you

[14:06]might have a different challenge but

[14:07]you'll you know you'll know you can do

[14:09]it

[14:11]um it was so easy to level this thing I

[14:15]used to be afraid of that you know

[14:17]emptying my tanks before I before I came

[14:20]here yesterday super simple not an issue

[14:23]at all um boy was I afraid to do that

[14:27]you know that was nothing the the place

[14:30]like just down this street here this

[14:31]little road um just a little ways on

[14:34]this is interesting I thought um I don't

[14:37]know like five seven maybe like seven

[14:39]sights down um is where the what do you

[14:42]call it um where you empty your tanks

[14:44]whatever that is um it's right there uh

[14:49]basically you cannot get if somebody has

[14:51]to empty their tanks you're stuck

[14:53]waiting behind them you can't get down

[14:54]the

[14:55]road like I'm just waiting to see what

[14:58]happens this weekend and sort of like

[15:00]some mini drama or something right um

[15:04]but you know I don't think you know if I

[15:06]had when I have to go and empty my tanks

[15:08]I just go right down there you know it

[15:10]doesn't take long and then turn around

[15:13]come back now I think my next challenge

[15:16]will

[15:17]be I didn't reverse in here very well I

[15:20]guess I should tell you guys this so

[15:22]that was raining right

[15:25]and I didn't know what to do with my

[15:27]Jeep because

[15:29]I didn't want to block the road I didn't

[15:31]even know about that thing yet but I

[15:33]didn't want to block the road like what

[15:35]are you what is the protocol what are

[15:37]you supposed to do um when you need to

[15:40]back into a site and you're towing

[15:42]something right I I truly don't know so

[15:45]but you know nobody was here and it was

[15:47]like okay so I detached my Jeep I forgot

[15:50]to put the parking brake on and it

[15:51]started rolling backwards I freaked out

[15:55]I ran towards it open the door and I was

[15:58]going to hit the break right but my

[16:01]um that device thing was hooked up to

[16:04]and I was like oh no what do I do and

[16:06]then I had the parking break that was

[16:07]fun and right across the way is where

[16:10]the um volunteer um park manager is I'm

[16:15]like I'm hoping he didn't see that that

[16:16]was embarrassing that's what I was going

[16:18]to get to so after I get all that done I

[16:21]you know and I'm parked my Jeep to the

[16:23]site next to

[16:24]mine

[16:26]I get ready to reverse into here I

[16:29]thought I'm doing really good right and

[16:31]then I you know I stop and I get out and

[16:33]check just to make sure I'm by

[16:35]myself and I was in the grass like way

[16:38]in the grass I wasn't even near the path

[16:41]like not at all and it was a really hard

[16:43]angle I and I'm going to have to do that

[16:46]again it's a hard angle I don't know how

[16:48]people I'm going to watch people that's

[16:49]what I'm going to do cuz they all have

[16:51]to do it around here I'll be watching

[16:54]people so anyways um you know empty the

[16:58]tanks come back around the next

[17:00]challenge including you know backing on

[17:02]that's com challenge um we'll be backing

[17:04]up perfectly to end up back on my Lego

[17:08]break so that I stay level right so that

[17:10]would be

[17:11]interesting um just you know in and out

[17:14]in and out until you get it right

[17:16]so maybe I'll get better with that over

[17:18]time I don't know some of these people

[17:21]they're just so good at well they always

[17:22]have a

[17:24]helper there's somebody guiding that

[17:26]person

[17:29]just me you know that does present a

[17:34]challenge but you know they're minor

[17:38]things they're truly minor don't think

[17:40]that they're big deals they're not and

[17:42]let me tell you something let's say

[17:44]there were people around seeing me do

[17:46]this I you know I would care I'm going

[17:48]to be honest um probably but I wouldn't

[17:52]let to stop me right and then I would

[17:54]tell myself whatever they don't remember

[17:56]you know like this is just

[18:00]you got to learn somehow right they all

[18:03]had to learn somehow it's a challenge

[18:05]for all of us so like because I I

[18:08]remember this one guy was walking by my

[18:11]RV um with his wife I assume it was his

[18:14]wife at the last Campground and he was

[18:17]snickering as he was looking at my

[18:20]um my stabilizers I don't think you

[18:23]realized one of them wouldn't come down

[18:25]I did the best I could you know people

[18:27]are just judgmental just got to ignore

[18:29]it he's just trying to sound impressive

[18:32]to his wife you know and it's like you

[18:34]don't sound impressive you just sound

[18:36]like a a

[18:38]jerk

[18:40]so you

[18:42]know uh you

[18:44]just so I don't mind I'll get out of my

[18:47]vehicle a bunch of times and check I

[18:48]mean that's what you should do just be

[18:50]safe and and do your best and hopefully

[18:53]hopefully it gets better I don't know

[18:54]cuz I haven't done it enough but you

[18:56]know I'll probably have to do it every

[18:58]couple weeks at um I mean I don't know

[19:01]if it'll it won't be a weekly thing I

[19:02]don't think I don't use the tanks enough

[19:03]for that but you know maybe every 10

[19:06]days or something like

[19:09]that so I don't want to just ramble to

[19:12]you guys I'm going to I'll cut it here

[19:14]and um I hope this video is of some

[19:18]value to you did I say everything I

[19:20]wanted

[19:22]to I guess I did I mean there's a lot I

[19:26]want to do here over the next 90 days

[19:27]it's not like I'm just just going to be

[19:29]sitting around doing nothing I want you

[19:31]guys to know that this the pause it's a

[19:35]pause

[19:37]um but it's also not right it's just

[19:41]it's a change of pace it's it's just

[19:44]something that I need and I think it's

[19:47]important to document that too

[19:50]because you need to know that you can do

[19:52]that you need to know that it's okay um

[19:56]slow down if you need to

[19:58]you know don't feel like don't

[20:02]rush don't rush anything really just

[20:06]give give yourself the time you need to

[20:08]do the things you need to

[20:10]do I'll end it there you guys have a

[20:13]good day good weekend

Summary

The speaker details plans for an 89-day stay at current campsite to prepare RV for cross-country journey to Nevada. **RV maintenance needs** include replacing 6-8 year old tires on driver's side, fixing broken stabilizer currently supported by Lego bricks, repairing step ladder that only works on battery power, installing tank sensors, and getting Mercedes-Benz engine inspection. **Content creation plans** involve consolidating multiple YouTube channels into two - current channel for all non-gaming content and separate Minecraft gaming channel. Considering monetization through book writing about life experiences, potential Patreon with early chapter access, and Minecraft mod development. **Nevada journey** described as pilgrimage for stargazing and personal transformation, seeking to see Milky Way for first time and contemplate life direction at age 47. **Current challenges** include poor sleep quality despite new mattress, difficulty cooking without propane knowledge, and learning RV maneuvering skills like backing into sites. Speaker emphasizes this 3-month period as necessary pause for preparation rather than inactivity, encouraging viewers to take time needed for important transitions.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission establishes operational grounding through systematic infrastructure assessment and repair protocols. The field is creating stability anchors while maintaining mobility readiness, demonstrating sovereign self-maintenance without external dependency. A methodical cataloging of material needs serves as foundation for the pilgrimage architecture being constructed.

Dominant Language

pilgrimagetransformationperfect conditionthoroughly plan it outlost my whole lifeshouldn't I have found my placegive yourself the time you need

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sovereign
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methodical
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grounded

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