RV Mattress Replacement and Bailey's Return

Early morning transmission from RV location. Speaker is dealing with sleep deprivation from uncomfortable mattress, managing Bailey's readjustment after return, and addressing community management issues on their channel. Experiencing ongoing challenges with RV systems and organization.

Energetic Signature

tender but resolute

Field State

infrastructure adaptation

Orientation

toward integrated companionship

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May 13, 2024

9:54

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Author

rswfire

Status

ARCHIVED

Type

TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

Temperature

0.00

[0:01]I think he was up all night in the

[0:03]windows so now he's going to be tired

[0:06]all

[0:07]day he was probably watching out the

[0:09]windows all night

[0:12]long so the mattress beat me guys it

[0:16]did I couldn't do it anymore I ordered a

[0:19]a bed in a box I'm going to just move

[0:22]because of those stupid

[0:26]lights it's not like a CRP mattress or

[0:28]anything it's just something that was

[0:30]easy to get on Amazon and fit the

[0:32]dimensions here perfectly so I'll have

[0:35]to pull it off every time I move but I'm

[0:37]hoping it will be just a little bit

[0:40]better than this

[0:42]cuz I haven't even been able to like get

[0:44]a full night's sleep on this thing it's

[0:46]just so hard harvy beds are actually

[0:50]quite

[0:51]terrible I don't think it matters what

[0:54]kind of surface you like to sleep on and

[0:56]the RV mattress is is not it so

[1:01]yeah this will be my last night I mean I

[1:04]could probably go get it today it's

[1:06]being delivered today but I just want to

[1:07]leave early in the morning

[1:09]so I don't you know come back

[1:12]late here I don't want to leave Bailey

[1:15]alone for long either so um he did just

[1:17]get here and figured you know he needs

[1:21]at least another day with

[1:22]me I don't want to worry

[1:25]him I feel like he

[1:27]did um

[1:30]wonder if if I had abandoned him on the

[1:33]drive here

[1:35]he he just meowed at me in a way that I

[1:38]I'd never heard him before and you could

[1:42]just tell he was talking to me he was

[1:44]saying I'm really glad to be here why

[1:47]did you leave me there all of that like

[1:50]it was there and it I I don't know how

[1:51]to explain it

[1:54]but I think that really affected my mood

[1:57]cuz it was like wow I I really love this

[1:59]guy

[2:01]down

[2:04]so I got an interesting comment

[2:08]um from a viewer

[2:11]that you know I don't know anybody

[2:13]really well but I think this person's

[2:16]been Bond me for a while I was really

[2:17]kind of surprised by

[2:19]it

[2:21]um not very supportive and I'm trying to

[2:25]foster a certain kind of community on

[2:27]here so I'm going to share my my

[2:31]how I feel about comments like that

[2:33]honestly and openly I don't think

[2:35]they're appropriate

[2:37]so if

[2:41]you you know have genuine concerns you

[2:44]there are ways of sharing that there are

[2:46]ways of being empathetic and open and

[2:48]authentic and all of those things

[2:51]without sounding judgmental and cous and

[2:57]just not kind you know we're definitely

[3:00]not going to have that on this channel

[3:03]right not trying to call anyone out and

[3:06]I definitely don't agree with bullying

[3:09]obviously don't want to see any of that

[3:12]like that would super upset me it's

[3:15]pretty early I'm not sure what we're

[3:16]doing

[3:17]today there's a little bit of I haven't

[3:20]pulled any of my stuff out it's just

[3:22]been sitting over here you know the

[3:24]corners um since we move since I moved

[3:28]spots and

[3:30]um because the second I pull it out the

[3:33]place will just become a

[3:34]disaster the stuff is disorganized so

[3:37]and that's the problem is like my brain

[3:39]needs things to be in logical

[3:42]places and in order to do that you kind

[3:45]of know you need to know what you have

[3:47]so you have to like have all your stuff

[3:49]out and then just start putting it into

[3:50]you know a way that makes sense to you

[3:54]and I just that's hard like I found that

[3:56]as very

[3:57]difficult and in a camp like I mean

[4:02]just well I did yesterday did some more

[4:06]organizing one Bailey got here because I

[4:08]wanted to make give them as much space

[4:10]as I could right so that was iess I

[4:13]don't know I guess that helped a little

[4:14]because did make some progress um the

[4:18]cabinets above

[4:20]my uh my cab I was not really using them

[4:24]appropriately I put all of my storage

[4:26]containers and mixing bowls you know

[4:29]kitchen stuff up in the middle onths

[4:31]which the biggest one I'm like totally

[4:34]made sense to do that and hadn't took me

[4:36]a month to get

[4:38]there um you start and I thought to

[4:42]myself when I did that you start

[4:45]to you start to realize what you truly

[4:49]need and value when you live this

[4:51]lifestyle right what I had up there were

[4:53]more gaming consoles the the um the

[4:57]handheld ones for a while I had my

[5:00]tobacco cans up there or um just

[5:03]different things he

[5:05]baby

[5:07]nothing that I'm using nothing that

[5:11]is that belongs in there because I'm not

[5:14]using he's rubbing up against my hand

[5:18]and pushing the

[5:21]phone would you like to say hi to

[5:25]everybody what you you can come over

[5:28]here

[5:30]oh we're going through an adjustment I

[5:33]think I think you really felt

[5:37]abandoned I'm so sorry

[5:39]baby I've been telling him that since

[5:44]yesterday I love you you know I love you

[5:50]right you don't don't sit on my hand

[5:53]okay I kind of need

[5:56]it so

[5:59]yeah I think kill just fine right what

[6:02]are we worried about this gu this is

[6:05]where he wants to be and I knew that

[6:07]that's why I had to go get

[6:09]him one night I was sitting sitting here

[6:12]in bed

[6:13]and

[6:14]um I just you know I know this cat and

[6:18]it just it hit me who what did you do

[6:20]you need to go get him it was just that

[6:22]simple so yeah so I didn't bring like

[6:26]his outdoor cat stuff with me because

[6:29]figured you know this is sort of a trial

[6:31]period I want to see how things go I

[6:33]want to see

[6:36]how how he and Oliver react to being a

[6:39]part this is you know they basically

[6:41]grew up together that's why I call them

[6:42]brothers

[6:44]so but I've had cats where I've kind of

[6:46]been in situations like this I just blew

[6:49]a fuse for some reason give me a second

[6:52]oh this is happened before so I had my

[6:56]heater on and the air conditioner which

[6:57]you heard that kick on it is a very hard

[6:59]to balance these things so yeah that's

[7:03]funny

[7:07]oops no air conditioning we want

[7:12]heat yeah whatever

[7:14]I

[7:21]um

[7:25]so I can't explain like I've been

[7:28]thinking about this for a month now like

[7:31]hey you're supposed to be

[7:32]off okay we might be all right

[7:35]now I've been thinking about this for a

[7:39]month I am truly daunted

[7:42]by how this temperature like even if it

[7:47]is a certain

[7:50]temperature sometimes that temperature

[7:52]feels warm sometimes it feels cold like

[7:55]it's just it's just baffling my mind and

[8:00]so yeah I'm tur the heat on this morning

[8:02]you know my ceramic heater forgot the

[8:05]air conditioner was still

[8:07]on anyways

[8:10]um I've had cats in the past who I had

[8:14]to separate and you know it was fine and

[8:18]it just kind of depends I don't know I

[8:22]really don't think Bailey's going to

[8:23]care honestly I don't know about Oliver

[8:26]I don't think Oliver will care either

[8:27]honest I I just some tells me this was

[8:30]the right

[8:31]thing um who ba I'm who Bailey wants to

[8:34]be with and Oliver he's been doing

[8:38]really well over there I mean it's it's

[8:41]a little bit you know

[8:44]Bittersweet um they also have another

[8:47]cat named Luca I named him and I think

[8:52]with time those two could become muddies

[8:54]they just have very similar

[8:55]personalities

[8:57]so are you good being

[8:59][Music]

[9:03]NE

[9:05]um where was I going with this i' done

[9:08]forgot anyways this is 9 minutes so I

[9:10]better

[9:11]just wrap this thing up I hope you guys

[9:15]have a good morning I think it's Monday

[9:17]yeah so good start to your week and you

[9:19]know we'll just see where we go today I

[9:21]don't know yet oh actually there is

[9:23]something I probably didn't say and I

[9:25]want to and

[9:27]that's why I took them to my parents I

[9:30]was going through a draw which was awful

[9:34]and I just felt like they would be in it

[9:37]would would be a better environment for

[9:38]them to be over there and I was

[9:41]struggling with this lifestyle so much

[9:43]that I just I needed time to adjust

[9:47]myself and you know it was all about

[9:49]taking care of my cats I always take

[9:52]care of them

Summary

The speaker discusses ordering a new mattress to replace the uncomfortable RV mattress that has been preventing proper sleep. **Bailey, the speaker's cat, has returned** after being left at the speaker's parents' house during a difficult period. The speaker describes Bailey's emotional response upon return and their own guilt about the separation.

The speaker addresses **negative viewer comments** on their channel, establishing boundaries about the type of community they want to foster. They discuss ongoing **RV organization challenges**, specifically reorganizing kitchen storage in overhead cabinets and the difficulty of maintaining order in the small space.

**Temperature control issues** arise when both heater and air conditioner run simultaneously, causing a blown fuse. The speaker reflects on the **separation of their two cats** (Bailey and Oliver), explaining that Oliver remains at the parents' house with another cat named Luca. The decision to temporarily separate the cats was made during a difficult personal period when the speaker felt the cats would be better cared for elsewhere while adjusting to RV lifestyle.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission maps the integration of a companion being (Bailey) into mobile field infrastructure while establishing community boundaries and processing separation trauma. The architecture being held is one of care-based decision-making under resource constraints, with clear delineation between supportive and non-supportive relational patterns.

Dominant Language

abandonedadjustmentauthenticcarelogical placestruly need and valueright thing

Symbolic Elements

thresholdnestseparationreunion

Ontological States

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transitional
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care-centered
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boundary-setting

Subsystems

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relational
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infrastructural
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emotional
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ethical

Transmission Details

Source Type

local

Video Quality

1920 × 1080 @ 30fps

Duration

9:54

Bitrate

2001 kbps

Codec

avc1.640028