Departing Lake After Difficult Period
Speaker is at a flooded lake campsite dealing with muddy conditions from recent weather. He is in the process of breaking camp and preparing to move to his next location. The area has experienced significant flooding that has changed the normal water levels.
Energetic Signature
cautiously_opening
Field State
post-rupture stabilization
Orientation
toward renewed place-engagement
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May 9, 2024
2:32
Author
rswfire
Status
ARCHIVED
Type
TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)
Temperature
0.00
[0:13]saying goodbye to the
[0:14]place was thinking I went through
[0:17]withraw here it's over feel
[0:25]better I think I have to give this place
[0:27]another chance
[0:28]because who
[0:30]knows how I feel about it now
[0:37]like wasn't my favorite Lake but I did
[0:40]see some neat things like there was this
[0:42]one boat one night I didn't take any
[0:44]video of it I should have shown you guys
[0:46]was very interesting boat it had these
[0:47]lights on both sides of it and you could
[0:50]tell there were just you know young
[0:52]people cruising in this boat back and
[0:55]forth while I had a campfire going
[1:00]wow that Lake got really muddy from the
[1:02]weather oh look over
[1:06]there some ducks I don't know what that
[1:09]other thing is it's big I've seen it
[1:12]flying around a
[1:14]bit the Ducks are cute they're so cute
[1:17]that tree is awesome oh my God wait yeah
[1:22]wow it really did Flood here
[1:24]guys that tree is normally above water
[1:28]wow
[1:30]didn't I didn't realize it
[1:33]really I am so
[1:36]close oh
[1:40]man how interesting that tree is I've
[1:44]shown you that
[1:46]tree those ducks are
[1:50]awesome so cute together like
[1:54]that so yeah I went through a draw here
[1:56]and it's over and
[1:59]does feel like I'm returning to normal
[2:02]so very excited about this next place
[2:06]just kind of taking it easy it's so
[2:07]muddy like cleaning the like getting
[2:10]Camp um am I trying to say
[2:13]here just you
[2:16]know why can't I come up with the right
[2:18]words for
[2:19]this basically it's very muddy outside
[2:22]so everything you have to do outside
[2:24]sucks but I'm about
[2:28]done then I will be on my way
Summary
rswfire is preparing to leave a lake campsite after going through what he describes as a 'draw' or difficult period that is now over. He reflects on giving the location another chance despite it not being his favorite lake. He observes flooding that has submerged a tree normally above water, making conditions very muddy and challenging for camp activities. He mentions seeing young people in a boat with lights one night while he had a campfire, and notes wildlife including ducks and a larger flying creature. Despite the muddy conditions making outdoor tasks difficult, he expresses excitement about moving to his next destination and feeling like he's returning to normal.
Signal Analysis
Substrate
Field consciousness emerging from withdrawal cycle, testing relational capacity with place after rupture integration. Architecture of provisional re-engagement being constructed through direct sensory attestation and pattern recognition of environmental change.
Tags
lake campingweather floodingcampsite departurewildlife observationmuddy conditionsemotional recovery
Dominant Language
it's overreturning to normalwent throughvery excitedgive this place another chancemuddy
Symbolic Elements
thresholdwaterfloodtreeducksboatlightsmud
Ontological States
- •transitional
- •recalibrating
- •tentatively_embedded
Subsystems
- •somatic
- •emotional
- •relational
Transmission Details
Source Type
youtube
Duration
2:32