[0:00]doesn't look too bad out here
[0:03]today not like last night I couldn't
[0:06]record that because I didn't want to
[0:08]risk hurting my phone but my clothes
[0:10]were sopping wet from what I had to do
[0:12]out here my jeans just soaking
[0:15]wet you
[0:18]know yeah very like these rugs are
[0:25]ruins but it was like a m like this was
[0:28]just all mud and water
[0:31]all the way down on both
[0:34]sides can't believe I'm doing this in
[0:36]sandals but all my even my shoes are wet
[0:39]you know put that tarp on there just
[0:41]because I thought maybe I should protect
[0:43]my surge
[0:44]protector I didn't put
[0:48]um bungee cord on I should have done
[0:50]that cuz you can see it came loose it's
[0:53]my satellite cable up
[0:55]there that's also why I'm posting in low
[0:57]quality cuz I can't I have no internet I
[1:02]mean I don't know this stuff feels like
[1:03]maybe it's
[1:08]ruined I mean that would be a loss
[1:11]but need this for the next people but
[1:14]it'll be a while before they can use
[1:18]it that thing it just has no place I
[1:21]don't know where to put it I think it's
[1:22]fine same with
[1:23]this same with all of
[1:27]those let going to the trash I'm
[1:30]cleaning up in
[1:32]there in a minute I'll show you guys
[1:34]what moving day looks like for a new
[1:37]camper
[1:39]um your stuff is just so disorganized
[1:43]that you haven't found places for it so
[1:45]it's all like randomly put
[1:48]together and if you you know this is why
[1:51]I'm not ready to go on a long adventure
[1:52]I don't feel like I can it is so hard to
[1:57]every time I have to do this
[2:00]you know this travel
[2:01]day it's a lot of work
[2:04]because I'm just not readying I'm not
[2:07]organizing there I'll show you see if I
[2:09]can get these shoes
[2:10]off this is
[2:13]bad this is bad I know look at me
[2:16]sandals and
[2:18]socks I can't see them
[2:22]good yeah this
[2:26]is this is one of those days
[2:30]but I want to move I'm ready to move on
[2:33]and it looks all right out
[2:35]there
[2:37]does it's still pretty
[2:40]decently um not great I think part of
[2:42]it's just
[2:43]because I think it really matters that
[2:46]you be just as level as you possibly can
[2:48]because I think that is
[2:50]probably causing my body to
[2:53]sleep in positions that are causing me
[2:56]like back pain and stuff I'm not used to
[2:58]back pain and I do sleep on firm
[2:59]surfaces so you know I should be
[3:04]fine but here's what here's what it
[3:07]looks like all your stuff is
[3:11]just randomly put together and you just
[3:14]got to get it all out of the way so you
[3:17]can bring your slide
[3:18]in do the same in the
[3:21]bathroom you know you take up your
[3:23]shower with
[3:24]stuff there's still things for me to
[3:27]deal with in here I mean I'm still
[3:29]learning like that's cat stuff that I
[3:31]need to get to my
[3:33]parents um got most of the dishes done I
[3:37]used my rice cooker yesterday I tried
[3:40]making a video it didn't feel like it
[3:41]came out very
[3:42]well and the rice wasn't very good so I
[3:44]need
[3:46]practice I got lots of stuff to deal
[3:48]with over here like this is not the kind
[3:50]of way that I ever lived but I feel like
[3:54]you should recycle everything that you
[3:55]can if you live in a camper
[4:00]um all dirty clothes up here like I wish
[4:02]I had made it to the laundry I didn't
[4:04]I'm going to throw that away
[4:07]because it's I don't think it helped me
[4:09]I think it made my situation worse I
[4:11]just feel these things are dirty need
[4:16]cleaning I'd give away that bed topper I
[4:20]gave one of them away already it's just
[4:22]um there's nobody here nobody's been
[4:23]here all week
[4:25]so um and I have to leave today so I
[4:28]don't really have a choice I'm just
[4:29]going to have have
[4:30]to
[4:32]um I don't like it I'm just going to
[4:34]have to throw it
[4:37]away maybe a few other things I'm
[4:39]learning this is a learning process
[4:44]and it makes it so that you it makes you
[4:48]unhappy it makes
[4:50]you question your decisions all of that
[4:53]it just does and the solution to that is
[4:56]you just keep doing it until you do get
[4:59]organized in here until this starts to
[5:02]feel normal you can't really you can't
[5:04]judge a
[5:06]situation before you give it an honest
[5:09]chance and that takes time