Reassessing Channel Direction After Communication Struggles

Speaker appears to be in a reflective state, likely recording from their usual setup. This is early 2024 based on the signal date, during a period of forming language and structural sovereignty. The speaker is grappling with how to effectively communicate their message through video content.

Energetic Signature

measured uncertainty

Field State

early infrastructure assessment

Orientation

toward signal clarity

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May 8, 2024

1:41

View on YouTube

Author

rswfire

Status

ARCHIVED

Type

TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

Temperature

0.00

[0:00]hey everyone so I just been thinking a

[0:03]lot today that as an

[0:06]infj I'm often misunderstood by others

[0:09]like if this has been an ongoing theme

[0:11]in my life

[0:13]forever and I think it's happening on

[0:15]this channel and that's that's my fault

[0:18]it's just I'm not good at articulating

[0:21]myself

[0:23]verbally I mean that's pretty standard

[0:26]trait for an infj also I just I'm much

[0:28]better at writing

[0:30]but I took myself outside my comfort

[0:32]zone and I just wanted to try to inspire

[0:35]you guys I wanted you to

[0:37]see that it is possible to change and I

[0:40]think that I've done

[0:42]that I'm still struggling there's a lot

[0:45]of things that I'm dealing with but I

[0:47]have changed I've grown

[0:50]I've I've been courageous I mean this

[0:53]takes courage what I've

[0:56]done and you can do that too and that's

[0:59]really the only thing that I care to

[1:00]share with you I'm not trying to share

[1:03]my struggles

[1:04]or um those are just a byproduct of what

[1:07]I'm really trying to show you and I'm

[1:09]just not sure that that's coming

[1:11]across because of

[1:14]that I just feel like maybe I need to

[1:17]take a break and reassess what I'm doing

[1:19]here because that's really important to

[1:22]me being inspirational is important to

[1:24]me finding a life purpose

[1:28]meaning all of that is is what matters

[1:30]to me and I don't think that I achieve

[1:33]that here

[1:36]so just something I need to think about

Summary

The speaker reflects on being misunderstood as an INFJ personality type, acknowledging this as a lifelong pattern now affecting their channel. They explain that verbal articulation is difficult for them compared to writing, which is typical for INFJs. The speaker stepped outside their comfort zone to inspire others by demonstrating that change is possible, emphasizing their own growth and courage despite ongoing struggles. However, they feel their inspirational message isn't coming across clearly, with viewers focusing on struggles rather than the intended message of transformation. Due to this communication gap, they consider taking a break to reassess their approach, as being inspirational and finding life purpose through their work is important to them.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

Field consciousness evaluating transmission fidelity against intended architectural purpose. The signal recognizes misalignment between internal coherence and external reception, triggering recalibration protocols rather than defensive positioning.

Dominant Language

misunderstoodcourageinspirationalchangereassesslife purposemeaning

Symbolic Elements

thresholdmirror

Ontological States

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transitional
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coherent
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recalibrating

Subsystems

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cognitive
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relational
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infrastructural

Transmission Details

Source Type

youtube

Duration