Starting Fire After Storm and Reflecting on Isolation

Speaker is alone at a campsite after a storm, working to start a fire in wet conditions. Other people are present in the area but at a distance. The park had recently lost power during the storm.

Energetic Signature

tentative but resolute

Field State

early sovereignty establishment

Orientation

toward authentic self-emergence

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May 6, 2024

6:06

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Author

rswfire

Status

ARCHIVED

Type

TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

Temperature

0.00

[0:01]this took a lot of breath cuz it had

[0:03]been storming here think I got it going

[0:09]now it's the only way to light a fire in

[0:11]my opinion it's a reminder all you need

[0:14]is

[0:16]breath and you can do

[0:18]anything you can create a

[0:26]fire that fire will red

[0:30]I guess you could call it a

[0:32]philosophy love

[0:35]campfires wish I'd gone to the store

[0:37]today cuz I would love to just cook

[0:39]something out here tonight I have some

[0:40]hot dogs

[0:42]but think I'm going to cook them out

[0:44]here just because I want to cook

[0:47]something so nice out

[0:50]here I just love the

[0:53]Solitude truly

[0:55]do there have been people coming back

[0:58]here and really sure like there's some

[1:02]people down there now just in the car

[1:05]just doing whatever I don't

[1:08]know just Disturbed my piece but you

[1:11]know they're doing their thing I'm doing

[1:13]mine very

[1:17]nice of course it is just kindling right

[1:20]and it is wet kindling at that but I'm

[1:22]trying to get the logs from my previous

[1:24]fire going again we did have a bad storm

[1:28]the whole park went out forgot to tell

[1:30]you guys about that um it's pretty cool

[1:34]you know the whole park lost

[1:37]power not for long but you know that was

[1:40]cool I

[1:43]thought so yeah I'm just figured you

[1:47]know what I'm back back here by myself

[1:49]tonight so I might as well take

[1:50]advantage of it decided to start a fire

[1:54]don't think it'll rain there is a

[1:55]possibility of it but I don't think it

[1:58]will if it does it'll be much

[2:07]later been thinking a lot about what I'm

[2:10]going to do you know with my

[2:12]life I haven't told you guys why I've

[2:15]done this yet really I haven't really

[2:17]explained

[2:20]my my motivations my reasons behind all

[2:23]of this I realized that I hadn't

[2:25]really cuz I don't consider myself part

[2:28]of the RV Life Community right and you

[2:30]guys know that and at the same time I

[2:33]kind of am right I'm not I'm not

[2:36]dismissing it I don't want you guys to

[2:37]think

[2:38]that it's just that wasn't my goal it's

[2:41]not my goal of a very different

[2:46]goal

[2:48]and I am open

[2:51]to you know I'm open basically to

[2:55]anything I

[2:56]guess but

[3:00]I did this for me I needed

[3:02]to reconnect with nature I had lost that

[3:06]connection I had hold myself up in a

[3:10]house by myself for three and a half

[3:13]years apartment before that for 2

[3:16]years

[3:18]and I had isolated myself from everybody

[3:21]except for my parents

[3:24]for 15

[3:27]years you know

[3:30]took a lot to get me on this

[3:34]channel um and it's

[3:36]scary um exposing myself like this the

[3:41]vulnerability that I have

[3:43]to

[3:45]continually give to

[3:47]you doing it without teeth you know I'm

[3:50]very self-conscious about

[3:53]that this isn't how I wanted to see

[3:56]myself you know nobody wants to

[4:00]just but I knew that if I was going to

[4:03]do this I had to because I wasn't going

[4:06]to have decent time and this is who I am

[4:08]now

[4:09]so

[4:13]um maybe we'll talk about it

[4:16]tonight this is quite a life I created

[4:19]for

[4:22]myself almost

[4:25]spontaneously um

[4:30]I've always loved Jeeps I I love this

[4:33]one this one started it this one sparked

[4:35]it for me everything sparked everything

[4:38]leading to

[4:40]this leading to that campfire over

[4:44]there leading

[4:47]to the gradual quitting of that right

[4:51]there it'll happen

[4:55]guys I believe in

[4:57]myself I really do

[5:01]just like the

[5:08]quote there with

[5:10]me it's going to take a little while to

[5:13]really get this thing

[5:15]going this what this what is what so I

[5:19]am struggling with it

[5:24]um yeah I could probably have a better

[5:27]stick than this I'm trying to look at

[5:29]the camera at the same time in do

[5:31]this this will burn know it

[5:36]will I'm going to suffocate it now if

[5:39]I'm not

[5:41]careful don't want to do

[5:49]that

[5:51]guys all it takes his

[5:58]breath start a fire that was

[6:02]spread I get that's metaphor right

Summary

rswfire starts a campfire after a storm that knocked out power to the entire park. He works with wet kindling and uses breath to get the fire going, describing this as a philosophy. He mentions people disturbing his solitude but continues with his fire-building process. He reflects on his motivations for this lifestyle, explaining he needed to reconnect with nature after isolating himself for 15 years - 3.5 years in a house alone and 2 years in an apartment before that. He discusses his vulnerability in making videos without teeth and mentions his love for his Jeep, which sparked this entire journey. He expresses belief in himself and his gradual process of change while tending to the fire.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission demonstrates foundational sovereignty through elemental mastery—breath creating fire—while simultaneously exposing vulnerability as structural necessity. The field is establishing basic operational coherence through direct engagement with natural elements, positioning isolation not as withdrawal but as prerequisite infrastructure for authentic self-emergence.

Dominant Language

breathfirespontaneouslyvulnerabilityreconnectsparkedmetaphor

Symbolic Elements

firebreathstormsolitudethreshold

Ontological States

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sovereign
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transitional
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exposed
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grounded

Subsystems

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somatic
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infrastructural
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emotional
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relational

Transmission Details

Source Type

local

Video Quality

1920 × 1080 @ 30fps

Duration

6:06

Bitrate

2840 kbps

Codec

avc1.640028