Morning Routine and Creative Inspiration Discovery

Speaker is in their RV at 7 AM on a quiet morning, dealing with camera lighting issues and window coverings that block natural light. They are in withdrawal from something and experiencing heightened body sensitivity. The RV has propane concerns and they are learning to adapt cooking methods.

Energetic Signature

cautiously optimistic

Field State

infrastructure building

Orientation

toward self-sufficiency

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May 5, 2024

13:28

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Author

rswfire

Status

ARCHIVED

Type

TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

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[0:00]good morning guys there's something to

[0:01]be said about waking up pretty much with

[0:05]sun you

[0:06]know early at 7 o' in the

[0:10]morning been sitting here for a few

[0:12]minutes

[0:14]just taking in the quiet and the birds

[0:18]they don't bother me so much

[0:21]lately

[0:24]um which I find that interesting I just

[0:27]haven't processed it yet I'm trying to

[0:28]figure out what's going on there I'm

[0:31]doing pretty good the dots are for my

[0:33]lights I and the camera I haven't

[0:35]figured out why it does

[0:38]that um yeah see I I don't know what to

[0:42]do about

[0:43]it looks like they helped let opening

[0:46]that back

[0:47]window so lots of you oh they're

[0:51]back so lots of you guys gave me advice

[0:54]on on mattresses I just want to make it

[0:56]clear I I'll get one I I will there's

[1:01]you know I have a couple options I'm

[1:03]just weighing them right now

[1:05]and um I also just want to contact them

[1:09]and make sure that it'll be something I

[1:12]can transport in my Jeep you know if I

[1:14]order it from them

[1:15]so oh I I got options I you know I just

[1:19]haven't just haven't done it yet haven't

[1:22]followed

[1:23]through I got really inspired yesterday

[1:26]watching some stuff on YouTube I didn't

[1:29]I never had heard of of art journaling

[1:30]until

[1:32]yesterday and I watched a bunch of stuff

[1:35]and it's very interesting I bought some

[1:38]supplies they're going to my mom's house

[1:41]so I'm going to give it a

[1:44]try

[1:46]um don't think I'm ready to try painting

[1:49]you know

[1:50]like I'm going to be happy to have the

[1:53]supply so that I can try again

[1:57]sometime um

[2:01]I just want to be more creative I'm

[2:03]discovering that and there's ways to be

[2:06]creative I had never seen before you

[2:08]know

[2:09]until I think YouTube's picking up on

[2:12]what I need seems like I don't know what

[2:15]you know what it's putting in my feet I

[2:16]mean I've never heard of art journaling

[2:19]so and I also discovered another Channel

[2:24]well can't remember if they were related

[2:26]or not but I think they were actually

[2:28]and she had started painting in her 40s

[2:31]so I think I told you about her

[2:33]yesterday I'm just still like guess

[2:35]that's still on my mind I just woke up

[2:37]and I'm thinking about it

[2:39]so um she's interesting personality I

[2:43]can't remember her name something like

[2:45]like the unexpected Gypsy or something

[2:47]like that I

[2:49]think

[2:51]um she makes nice artwork and if she

[2:53]started in her 40s you know well I'm 47

[2:58]so you know no better time than now I

[3:01]guess pretty sure that's the point of

[3:03]her Channel you

[3:05]know I heard a quote in another Channel

[3:08]and I I would get it wrong if I tried to

[3:11]recite it for memory but it started with

[3:13]believing yourself and I made a post

[3:15]about it and you know that's one of the

[3:19]pictures on my walls just believe in

[3:22]yourself I wonder if it came from that

[3:25]this this quote and it just it's a

[3:27]beautiful quote really moved me

[3:31]oh and I found this J of this this

[3:33]Korean woman and you know it's basically

[3:39]like um just showed her D you know and

[3:43]it was in Grand so you know just

[3:45]subtitled and it was awesome I I just

[3:47]was

[3:48]really really impressed with how well

[3:50]she lives like self-sufficiently

[3:56]and every single recipe I saw in her

[3:58]videos like I love to try that

[4:01]so

[4:03]um I'm feeling pretty good today I want

[4:07]to start embracing some new habits right

[4:11]so I need to eat breakfast that's not a

[4:13]thing I do

[4:16]um I was thinking I would eat

[4:21]oatmeal I guess because that's you know

[4:24]what they tell us we should eat right so

[4:26]I don't know if that's good or not

[4:28]anymore I don't know anything I don't

[4:29]trust my mind right now all right I want

[4:33]to make rice a staple my diet and and

[4:35]this Korean woman's videos you know she

[4:40]rice is just part of her breakfast

[4:43]and with eggs and some kind of meat that

[4:46]I didn't understand what it was and

[4:49]then

[4:51]um she you can and you can do so much

[4:54]with rice I

[4:55]mean in one video she turned it into

[4:58]soup and I was like wow that's well I

[5:01]guess that makes sense we do that too

[5:02]don't we but um I mean I only know one

[5:05]kind of chicken rice soup or whatever

[5:09]right

[5:11]um I was just super impressed

[5:14]like I wish and you know she lives in I

[5:18]would say it's probably fairly small

[5:21]space

[5:23]and she and

[5:27]she she managed well you know so I I and

[5:30]I

[5:31]just I felt really inspired by all this

[5:34]yesterday all these different channels I

[5:36]found I think when I started going

[5:38]through this

[5:38][Music]

[5:40]withdrawal I kind of well derailed me I

[5:43]for you know it's like I kind of lost my

[5:45]focus and

[5:46]then it's coming back now you know it's

[5:49]like I I want to embrace change in my

[5:52]life I want to live

[5:54]differently and

[5:57]healthier it has to start now

[6:01]so you know I have also have to start

[6:05]with realistic right what's realistic

[6:07]for me what you know like my skill set

[6:10]and you know things like that I can make

[6:13]eggs uh the only problem is is I don't

[6:16]really know how much propane I have and

[6:18]I know I'm going to have a

[6:21]challenge filling this thing and I'm

[6:23]just I guess I'm a little worried that

[6:26]you go through it fast if you start

[6:28]cooking in here and that but I don't

[6:30]know I don't know that yet

[6:32]so

[6:37]um and I don't want

[6:40]to like I don't want to run them dry cuz

[6:43]I know that the um the fridge needs it

[6:46]when you're moving for example I don't

[6:48]know what to do about those lights

[6:52]why why do you like to do this you know

[6:55]I think I have an idea did that help

[6:59]there's one little oh there's some dots

[7:02]it just looks like they're on my face so

[7:04]it's like I got to fix that turning more

[7:07]lights than more lights on didn't didn't

[7:09]do the

[7:12]trick I guess I can move you

[7:17]know of

[7:20]course for you

[7:25]guys um I lost my train of thought I'm

[7:28]just kind of

[7:30]I kind of know what I was talking about

[7:32]like oh propane right

[7:36]so um I don't want to risk like you know

[7:40]running out of it so I haven't really

[7:43]been cooking on it I I made eggs once in

[7:46]the microwave these microwaves are

[7:48]slower also I need to learn how to use

[7:51]it's a convection OV it and I need to

[7:53]learn how to do that part like how do

[7:56]you cooking it

[7:58]and you know what can I make and cook in

[8:03]a

[8:03]camper especially when I'm on a

[8:05]campground that's not going to go

[8:09]through you know my propane something

[8:11]that uses electric basically and I do

[8:14]have a race cooker I I made coat rice in

[8:17]it one day and like I told you guys I've

[8:21]tried different things along the way

[8:23]like teen you know like and I bought a

[8:26]rice cooker cuz like let's eat rice all

[8:29]the time time well I made rice in it at

[8:32]least at least I did that it was good it

[8:35]was just plain white rice though and um

[8:39]with butter and salt I didn't know what

[8:40]to do with it so I didn't make anything

[8:42]after that but it's it's time I need to

[8:45]start broadening

[8:47]my my knowledge about cooking and

[8:52]nutrition you know all of that

[8:56]so that's where my head is this morning

[9:00]yeah so I noticed yesterday when I made

[9:04]coffee I didn't like the way it made me

[9:07]feel

[9:09]so might not make coffee

[9:13]today which that's interesting right

[9:16]like I

[9:17]never I mean I know it's partly this

[9:20]withdrawal I'm going through it just my

[9:22]body is super sensitive right now which

[9:25]that maybe I don't know maybe that's a

[9:27]good thing like

[9:29]tell me it doesn't like coffee I

[9:33]think um and it just tolerates it when

[9:35]I'm not as sensitive I guess I mean

[9:37]that's kind of what I'm wondering

[9:39]maybe or it could have just been a fluke

[9:42]you know Shouldn't Judge anything I just

[9:45]want

[9:47]experience

[9:48]yeah would be nice to

[9:51]get um caffeine you know pretty much out

[9:55]of my system

[9:56]though it's not just from coffee

[9:59]obviously M do

[10:03]but I'm embracing change guys like this

[10:07]is so important to

[10:10]me I did this because I knew it would I

[10:13]don't know how I just how I knew this

[10:16]like but I I really think I'm right it

[10:19]would just force me

[10:21]to adapt and change and it feels like

[10:25]that's what it's doing to

[10:27]me I'm really glad

[10:31]because it wasn't working when I lived

[10:33]in the house I mean I bought a rice

[10:35]cooker and teas and you know tried all

[10:39]kinds of things

[10:41]and I never really changed and never

[10:44]really did anything

[10:47]different

[10:48]um this is going to force me to because

[10:52]I can't live like like I I can't call

[10:54]door Dash let's put it that

[10:56]way so yeah I'm just going to make some

[10:59]a eggs um in the microwave cuz that's

[11:02]it's easy takes a couple minutes like I

[11:05]started to say it just seems like it's

[11:08]probably like lower wattage or something

[11:10]right I don't I you know it's just

[11:13]um you just have to figure out like your

[11:17]cooking times for everything they're

[11:18]going to be different

[11:21]so that's I ever did that at home I

[11:23]never made eggs you if I made eggs I

[11:25]actually would make those on the stove

[11:27]but and I'd like to do that here I just

[11:30]I really have to be careful about my

[11:33]propane and the type of Grill I

[11:36]got I really had trouble with that thing

[11:38]you know because the ignition thing is

[11:41]broken so bought brand

[11:45]new

[11:49]um plus that's not for making eggs I

[11:51]don't know what you would you know I

[11:53]guess I could watch more van lifers cuz

[11:55]I guarantee you they know how I bet you

[11:58]they know how

[12:06]um

[12:07]yeah so I

[12:09]love um those things that go over my

[12:13]windows but I miss being able to look

[12:15]out those windows

[12:18]so I don't know that they're

[12:21]like they're not going to become a

[12:23]permanent fixture in here they can't I I

[12:27]actually feels like I'm living in a

[12:29]dungeon now

[12:32]actually but they're very helpful so I

[12:35]don't know like it did kind of stabilize

[12:37]the temperature in here the air

[12:39]conditioning does not KCK on nearly as

[12:41]much you really called that one AP shoot

[12:45]you

[12:52]did just I've been trying to figure out

[12:55]what your name is about

[12:57]like just I started thinking

[13:00]you know with that uh I mean there's

[13:03]there's a certain way you could

[13:04]interpret that one that's

[13:07]um probably considered um profanity you

[13:12]know um you know now I was trying to

[13:15]figure out the numbers if they were just

[13:17]like an add-on you know to to letters

[13:19]it's kind of like you do with the

[13:20]license

[13:21]plane well I'm rambling now so that's

[13:25]usually when I need to end a video so

[13:27]I'll do that

Summary

The speaker wakes at 7 AM in their RV and reflects on morning quietude and bird sounds no longer bothering them. They acknowledge advice received about mattresses and confirm they will purchase one but are weighing transport options for their Jeep. **YouTube algorithm discovery** leads to art journaling content they had never encountered before, prompting supply purchases sent to their mother's house. They discover a Korean woman's self-sufficient lifestyle videos and cooking techniques, finding inspiration in her rice-based meals and small-space living. The speaker expresses desire to **embrace dietary changes** including making rice a staple and eating breakfast regularly. **Propane concerns** limit their cooking as they worry about running the tanks dry, especially since the fridge needs propane when moving. They discuss microwave egg preparation and mention having a rice cooker they used once. Coffee sensitivity during withdrawal makes them consider eliminating caffeine. They reflect on how RV living forces adaptation compared to their previous house living where similar attempts at change failed. Window coverings help with temperature control but make the space feel like a dungeon. The video ends with speculation about a commenter's username.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission maps the emergence of self-sufficient operational patterns within constrained infrastructure. The field is calibrating basic life systems (nutrition, creativity, resource management) while maintaining sensitivity to environmental feedback loops. Early sovereignty architecture is being built through practical adaptation rather than ideological declaration.

Dominant Language

force me to adaptembracing changesensitivityrealisticself-sufficientlywithdrawalinspired

Symbolic Elements

thresholddawnnestfuelmirror

Ontological States

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transitional
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adaptive
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sensitive
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building

Subsystems

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somatic
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infrastructural
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cognitive

Transmission Details

Source Type

local

Video Quality

1280 × 720 @ 30fps

Duration

13:28

Bitrate

998 kbps

Codec

avc1.4d401f