[0:01]good morning guys I got the sun behind
[0:04]me
[0:06]hopefully hopefully you'll be able you
[0:08]know it's a decent picture you know just
[0:12]blocking it still waking up I'm having
[0:16]trouble waking up today for some
[0:18]reason cats are really getting on my
[0:21]nerves today I'm just going to roll some
[0:23]cigarettes out
[0:25]here um when they started putting they
[0:28]started making the filter fire safe
[0:31]putting fire retardant in
[0:34]them you know I started rowing my own I
[0:37]just didn't like it and I mean smoking
[0:40]is bad enough as it is and then they add
[0:41]a fire
[0:43]retardant no thank you so I'm rolling my
[0:46]cigarettes for the day it's a messy I do
[0:49]it
[0:51]outside
[0:53]um cats one out they don't have their
[0:56]stuff it's a travel day you
[0:58]know they don't understand
[1:02]that really not sure what to expect from
[1:06]them um don't think this will be easy
[1:09]for them which means it won't be easy
[1:11]for me cuz they can be very
[1:15]stressful um it's kind of a test because
[1:19]you know I've never moved it with all my
[1:21]stuff in there like this um the baskets
[1:24]up on the ceiling sort of and don't know
[1:27]how it's going to go
[1:30]so I got to keep them in their carriers
[1:31]and they're going to hate
[1:33]that you know and they don't understand
[1:36]so they just think I'm torturing
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[1:41]them and I'm just trying to keep them
[1:43]safe you know it is like raising
[1:45]children I guess I see it just feels
[1:48]that way all the time with these
[1:51]two you know it's not a bad thing it's
[1:56]just complaining today guys I I'm
[1:58]actually not in a good mood today I
[2:00]don't know I'm just not so someone had
[2:03]suggested I take St John's wart because
[2:05]of withdrawal and I started taking it
[2:07]and I'm wondering if maybe I shouldn't
[2:09]be maybe it's affecting my
[2:11]mood um I took it this morning too and
[2:14]when I took it I'm like maybe I
[2:16]shouldn't be taking this stuff like
[2:18]maybe it's not for
[2:20]me um but I am not going through a draw
[2:24]the moment kind of up to my what I was
[2:27]taking and cuz I knew I had to move
[2:31]and um you know I didn't want to be
[2:34]going through that while I'm trying to
[2:36]navigate all this stuff when I get to
[2:38]the campground though I'm dumping my
[2:40]pills and for the next week that I'm
[2:43]there I don't know how long it will take
[2:45]but from that moment on I'm going to be
[2:48]going through true withdrawal like cold
[2:51]turkey I'm just going to dump my pills
[2:53]just going to be done with
[2:55]them so you might not hear from me for a
[2:58]few days cuz I'm matching it's not going
[3:01]to be fun fun for
[3:04]me but I'll get through it and then
[3:07]hopefully life gets
[3:09]better been wanting to get off them for
[3:11]years I don't you know they are
[3:14]addictive they are they're
[3:17]opiates
[3:19]and they helped
[3:22]me until they stop topping me you know
[3:25]that's what they're like and I don't
[3:28]want to I just I don't want to take that
[3:30]was one of the reasons I wanted to do I
[3:32]had a lot of reasons for wanting to do
[3:33]that you know it's kind of like you wear
[3:34]the pros and cons of things and I
[3:37]imagine a different life doing this and
[3:40]I'm following through on that so kind of
[3:44]thinking
[3:45]about how I'm going to handle today I've
[3:48]got like 5 hours before I need to be out
[3:50]of
[3:51]here um I need to drain my
[3:54]tanks um I think that's going to be real
[3:56]hard with my cats so
[4:00]I'm just not sure how to handle this I'm
[4:02]going to have to bring in the slide you
[4:05]know the cats will need to be in their
[4:08]carriers and then I just drive down
[4:10]there drain my tanks with them in the
[4:12]carriers and I come back cook up my
[4:14]Jeep um guess I let them roam around in
[4:17]there with the slide in guess that's the
[4:20]approach I'll take they're not going to
[4:23]understand any of this I hope they get
[4:24]used to
[4:26]it they're being monsters this morning
[4:32]um so it feels like my Channel's picked
[4:35]up a little bit like people are
[4:37]commenting a lot more I really
[4:38]appreciate that I
[4:40]do um a lot of opinions that's for sure
[4:43]and I'm just trying
[4:45]to I am the kind of person who's
[4:47]susceptible to other people's opinions I
[4:49]have to be real careful about
[4:51]that
[4:54]um
[4:58]so part I don't know I'm really
[5:00]struggleing with this guys I'm
[5:01]struggling with all of it I just am you
[5:04]know I'm going to be honest with you
[5:05]it's not this is not easy for me none of
[5:08]this is easy for me this isn't natural
[5:11]for me this isn't my this
[5:14]isn't
[5:17]like my instincts don't work this way
[5:19]like I
[5:20]just I'm I'm pushing myself outside my
[5:23]comfort zone every single moment of the
[5:25]day it feels like lately and I just
[5:28]um you know I'm doing this because I
[5:30]want to do it it's just that it's
[5:32]there's it's not natural to me like my
[5:35]impulse is to do the opposite I like to
[5:38]cut myself off from
[5:40]people
[5:42]and if you know if they've wronged me in
[5:44]some way that's how I tend to handle
[5:46]conflict is I just cut people off I
[5:49]think I learned that from my
[5:51]upbringing I'm I'm guessing I honestly
[5:54]don't know on that one um
[6:01]like I avoid conflict at all cost I will
[6:04]avoid conflict I'll do anything that I
[6:06]have to do to avoid
[6:09]it
[6:10]um but I just I'm finding that that's
[6:13]not a good way to live I don't feel like
[6:15]it's done me any favors so I'm trying to
[6:18]trying to live different and it's hard
[6:21]but I'm doing it I'm nervous today about
[6:24]this
[6:27]um drive it's not a long way though it's
[6:30]only an hour I guess it's not so much
[6:32]the drive I'm nervous about cuz it isn't
[6:34]very
[6:35]long just you know I'm navigating all
[6:38]new situation I've never done this I'm
[6:40]by myself like it's it's easier for some
[6:44]people than others I think I don't know
[6:46]I really don't know I'm don't want to
[6:49]make
[6:51]assumptions sometimes I wish that there
[6:53]was someone I could just talk to that
[6:55]has been through all of this and on
[6:57]their own and just get their perspective
[7:01]like was this hard for
[7:03]them you know was it challenging did
[7:07]they feel like I'm feeling right now or
[7:08]was it easy you know is it just me
[7:16]um at the end of the day I guess it
[7:18]doesn't matter because you know I just
[7:21]have to get through it I'm going to do
[7:23]it
[7:24]somehow this is a very different life
[7:26]guys I'm not going to sugarcoat it for
[7:28]you in the Sun this channel I will never
[7:30]do that it is not all good it is not
[7:35]living in a tiny space like that is hard
[7:38]very hard especially when you have cats
[7:41]or any kind of pet I would imagine but
[7:43]these cats man it's difficult like
[7:47]Bailey was up near my head when we were
[7:49]sleeping
[7:51]and M was down at the bottom of the bad
[7:54]like there just you know it's a small
[7:57]space for all of us
[8:00]there's nowhere for your stuff you can't
[8:01]have a lot of stuff like I had to get
[8:03]rid of all my books
[8:05]and you know things that I loved um but
[8:09]I chose this you know so I don't want to
[8:12]sound like I'm complaining I just want
[8:14]to be real with you this is
[8:17]not I gave up a lot to do this and I
[8:20]guess now I'm wondering if it was worth
[8:22]it I did not know I was going to tell
[8:24]you that I didn't know I was thinking
[8:28]it um
[8:31]I think it was worth it honestly God I
[8:33]do so it's not like a strong feeling I
[8:36]have
[8:37]but I don't know is it self-doubt
[8:41]maybe I don't think so in this case
[8:43]because I'm not really doubting myself
[8:46]and this experience is just different I
[8:49]don't know how I feel about it I mean
[8:51]showering is
[8:53]different um taking care of yourself was
[8:57]already hard for me I can't like here
[8:59]that's going to be real hard like it's a
[9:01]small
[9:02]bathroom um I haven't taken great care
[9:04]of myself since I got here I'm just
[9:06]going to be honest about it um I think
[9:08]that's pretty obvious really probably
[9:11]show twice
[9:13]guys um and like the last week or
[9:17]something
[9:19]just you know and I always wanted to
[9:22]like take better care of my face and
[9:24]stuff and you know I actually I don't
[9:26]know if you've seen it like like I'm not
[9:28]hitting anything from you guys but I
[9:29]also hav't like pointed stuff out like
[9:31]there's this list I have of hygiene
[9:33]tasks um you might have seen it in one
[9:35]of my videos sometime you know and I'm
[9:37]not doing that and I want to I was I
[9:40]made it when I was at home it feels way
[9:43]harder to do here in a
[9:46]camper I just got to figure it
[9:48]out
[9:51]um if you just do more things outdoors
[9:54]like I am right now it's a little bit
[9:56]cold but it's also nice it's real nice
[9:58]out
[10:01]my cats are not happy but I can't deal
[10:03]with that right
[10:07]now
[10:10]yeah I don't know we're pretty close to
[10:13]being ready to go it's not a whole lot
[10:15]that I need to do
[10:17]really as far as packing up and stuff
[10:20]and bring the slide in and see how
[10:22]things are going should check my tires
[10:25]see how they're doing on air um the ones
[10:28]that I can I think I'm trying to bust
[10:30]out the
[10:31]door
[10:34]wow
[10:37]wow yeah it's challenging with these two
[10:41]these are not like other cats that I've
[10:43]had in my life and I've had a bunch
[10:45]these cats are different they
[10:48]are I don't know what they are
[10:55]different so
[10:59]what is this working doing
[11:03]anyway I why you I don't understand
[11:05]people come back here in a vehicle and
[11:07]then just what are they doing back here
[11:10]this is a campground it's not the
[11:13]park what are they
[11:18]doing so someone today told me I should
[11:20]be safe um not say where I'm at but and
[11:25]I debated it I just don't see the point
[11:27]it's not like it would be hard to figure
[11:29]out out right
[11:31]so um what's the point really if
[11:34]something happens to me at least at
[11:36]least it happened to me doing what I
[11:39]trying to do something that I think I
[11:40]will
[11:41]love that's how I'm looking at that so
[11:44]don't worry about me guys I'll be
[11:46]fine probably if I'm not I'm not you
[11:50]know I've had a long life I'm okay with
[11:54]I'm okay with you know whatever
[11:56]happens I think
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[12:01]um me I feel like they're back here
[12:03]stealing firewood I think that's what
[12:05]they're
[12:06]doing oh
[12:13]funny I'm by myself I do like that part
[12:16]feels
[12:21]nice I wonder what this next place will
[12:23]be
[12:24]like I'm on a group site and I'll be
[12:26]right on the beach I think that's going
[12:27]to be interesting I bet it makes a
[12:29]colder
[12:31]though um I have recorded some other
[12:34]videos this morning and maybe I'll clip
[12:37]them together at the end it was a rough
[12:40]morning for
[12:42]me it was it still
[12:46]is but I guess I'm struggling
[12:51]with adapting to this new life it's
[12:56]different but it wouldn't be better for
[12:59]me to be in the house it wouldn't be
[13:01]better like and it's like okay so what
[13:04]am
[13:06]I have I still not figured out where I
[13:08]need to be like I don't
[13:12]know I had to try something new I had
[13:16]to um and it's probably too soon for me
[13:19]to be judging it so I shouldn't be doing
[13:22]that and I should be open-minded also
[13:26]like trying
[13:33]um wait for these guys to go
[13:38]by you steing
[13:42]firewood
[13:47]um feels like it's going to be a nice
[13:52]day
[13:55]does so my follow account has been
[13:58]fluctuating I'm bringing this up for a
[14:01]reason and I totally get it cuz the way
[14:03]I've been talking about YouTube and you
[14:07]know
[14:09]um guys I'm so complicated like I'm
[14:12]complicated to myself like I have a very
[14:14]hard time sometimes understanding my own
[14:17]motivations and it takes me a while to
[14:20]process it all and what I'm doing I'm
[14:22]processing stuff with you guys I
[14:24]normally wouldn't do that so I need you
[14:26]to just try to be patient with me cuz
[14:29]eventually it becomes clear you can't
[14:31]assume that everything I say to you is
[14:33]like the final word on something
[14:36]um it's a process for me like I'm
[14:38]learning to I'm just this is just my
[14:42]process I don't want to keep saying the
[14:44]same word it's like this is how I
[14:45]process the world though this is
[14:48]how um I learn to understand how I feel
[14:52]about
[14:53]something if I if it comes down to
[14:55]emotions and feelings
[14:57]then it's not straight straightforward
[14:59]for me it never is there are layers to
[15:05]it
[15:08]okay you know I mean yeah part of me
[15:10]would love to have like a strong
[15:12]following on YouTube and maybe even make
[15:14]some money on here but I don't think
[15:16]that that's the biggest part of me by
[15:18]far
[15:19]because the negative side of that would
[15:22]really not make me happy at
[15:25]all so um and also you know people
[15:29]coming it just you feel a little bit
[15:30]judged I it's hard not to right so
[15:35]um someone unsubscribed from you it's
[15:38]like they're rejecting you and I've have
[15:40]a problem with that I've been abandoned
[15:42]in my life many times and I've been
[15:45]rejected many times like it's so you
[15:49]know that's there it is that's that's
[15:53]what I was trying to get at finally see
[15:55]came out takes
[15:57]time um
[16:00]nobody wants to be
[16:02]rejected also I shouldn't care though
[16:04]because I mean it's literally someone
[16:06]I've never met don't even know who it is
[16:13]right oh man the birds this
[16:17]morning I don't know why I don't like
[16:19]birds just
[16:23]don't I've never liked Birds I didn't
[16:26]even really realized that but I don't
[16:28]think I've ever liked birds in my whole
[16:30]life I never understood bird watchers
[16:32]I'll tell you that much I'll get the
[16:36]point they used to be dinosaurs right is
[16:39]that true of all birds I don't
[16:43]know
[16:45]um I wonder why I never liked
[16:48]Birds it's
[16:53]interesting um part of me wanted to go
[16:56]hiking this morning I thought about it
[16:59]um I don't you know I don't know where
[17:00]the trails are but I don't think I
[17:02]really have time like I should have
[17:03]planned it better
[17:06]but um soon I think I'll leave it there
[17:11]down to my my last cigarette I'm rolling
[17:13]and then I'll just compile all this
[17:15]stuff together I'm not I'm not censoring
[17:19]myself guys I'm going to be myself on
[17:21]here at any cost
[17:24]so um you know there's been a few
[17:26]comments about that I'm not I'm not
[17:28]censoring myself
[17:30]I'm not going to either
[17:33]um I don't expect everyone to like me
[17:36]because that's not my experience in life
[17:38]I am the kind of person you either like
[17:40]or don't like so there's usually not a
[17:43]middle ground with
[17:45]me um and I'm okay with that like I'm
[17:48]going to be myself I want to be myself
[17:51]and I actually think it's awesome that
[17:53]there now there's like 120 people who
[17:57]seem seem to be okay with who I am right
[18:00]so I'm pretty happy about
[18:04]that
[18:06]um we see if it lasts you know see if it
[18:11]lasts CU you know I have strong opinions
[18:14]about
[18:16]everything I not going to share all of
[18:18]them with you because I don't see the
[18:22]point um it doesn't change Minds that's
[18:25]one of the things that um you know
[18:28]learned in life is that it's just kind
[18:30]of pointless um you're not going to
[18:32]change Minds in this world you're just
[18:34]not so don't it's there's no point at
[18:36]even
[18:38]trying just find your people and stick
[18:41]with them if you
[18:43]can talking to how I look at
[18:46]it and for me that's been a very small
[18:49]group of people for a long time
[18:51]and
[18:55]um I don't know I'm lonely guys I am I'm
[19:00]lonely I needed a
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[19:03]change so I'm trying I want to be
[19:06]different I want a different life I want
[19:08]to be happy I mean that's what everybody
[19:10]wants right
[19:13]so hoping for it I'm trying hope you
[19:17]guys have a good day next time you hear
[19:18]from me we are definitely going to be in
[19:20]Tennessee
[19:22]bye it is 6:00 in the morning there are
[19:27]birds out there that do not know how to
[19:29]be quiet oh my
[19:33]God hi
[19:36]Oliver maybe I guess we're getting up
[19:38]those freaking birds will that shut
[19:42]up there is one out there that is so
[19:45]annoying I would drinkle the
[19:47]thing oh my God
[19:59]I mean I should have known right totally
[20:01]on
[20:07]me I guess we're getting up we have a
[20:10]big day
[20:14]today
[20:16]wow maybe I don't hear him when my fan
[20:19]is on I couldn't use my fan cuz I didn't
[20:21]have my
[20:22]cable for some reason these batteries do
[20:24]not hold up
[20:29]oh that bird had a a noise on it I oh my
[20:34]God
[20:36]yeah good morning I need coffee so
[20:40]bad which is you
[20:42]know like 3 feet from me so I don't have
[20:46]an
[20:47]excuse oh my God I'm nervous this
[20:52]morning I wish I wasn't but I am so I'm
[20:55]just going to say it
[20:59]still it's going to be a fun
[21:04]day I hope I definitely need coffee I'll
[21:08]be back coffee maker on and BW a
[21:12]fuse oh my
[21:14]God had to dig
[21:20]my I don't understand this is not
[21:24]happened
[21:26]yesterday o it is cold out I been my
[21:31]shorts oh it's freezing out oh those
[21:35]freaking Birds
[21:38]man I never stop oh my God this thing
[21:41]takes like 2 minutes to start
[21:44]up hold
[21:46]on say I have
[21:52]power say I have power no I'm very
[21:56]confused but I blew a fuse inside
[22:01]somewhere oh
[22:04]yeah oh that would not be
[22:08]good
[22:10]dang wow you cats are something else
[22:15]man guys chill I got to figure this out
[22:18]oh that wasn't so
[22:20]bad one of the kinds that you switch at
[22:23]least thought you know it was the other
[22:25]kind where you had to replace it so I
[22:28]only
[22:29]have 15 something whatever 15
[22:34]is this has been working forever what
[22:37]why did this
[22:40]happen I turn my my my PlayStation got
[22:44]plugged in but I not using
[22:48]it I need this
[22:50]heater so
[22:55]confusing which one was it
[22:59]15
[23:02]amps whatever it happened
[23:06]again all
[23:08]right
[23:13]30 it just as
[23:16]refer would have thought that meant the
[23:18]fridge but it doesn't
[23:21]apparently all of a sudden you hate my
[23:24]heater it's
[23:26]freezing wow
[23:29]give me a minute I mean I knew it was
[23:31]too good to be true I got stuff pugged
[23:33]in all over the
[23:36]place and I did notice those lights came
[23:39]on so even the plugs over there they're
[23:41]all on the same
[23:43]circuit
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[23:46]man wait a minute this only happened
[23:49]when I turned my coffee maker on I only
[23:50]need that once a
[23:54]day just figured I'll just I guess I
[23:57]make coffee and the cold we're making
[24:01]coffee I
[24:03]think it's so cold in here can't
[24:07]remember if my computer was on when I
[24:09]made coffee yesterday I think so however
[24:13]you make this very you make everything
[24:15]difficult you really do
[24:18]man oh you have to be at the center of
[24:21]everything don't you come on come
[24:24]on don't trust you you're going to Snee
[24:26]in my coffee
[24:30]I need
[24:33]coffee really need
[24:43]coffee I bought all this like manual
[24:47]coffee making stuff I have to learn how
[24:49]to use it
[24:51]probably I didn't think I could get away
[24:53]with this thing
[24:55]so I was prepared to not me
[25:00]wonder why the fuse blew
[25:02]though I mean I know why I get why it
[25:05]happens but it didn't happen
[25:07]yesterday so why it
[25:13]Ain oh I love coffee in the morning
[25:34]it's so weird to make coffee like
[25:42]this I was thinking about it
[25:46]yesterday you know I've been making
[25:48]coffee in that thing for years and I
[25:50]never once thought to myself what if it
[25:52]doesn't work
[25:53]today and like I think that way in my
[25:56]camper and it's like
[25:58]shouldn't be like that guys like the
[26:01]manufacturer should be better because it
[26:04]shouldn't be like that that's crazy
[26:06]these things are
[26:08]expensive I know everybody gets behind
[26:10]this whole well there are tiny
[26:12]earthquakes going down the road and all
[26:14]that and it's like well yeah so what
[26:18]it's not like they can't plan for
[26:21]that
[26:25]so seriously that's messed up to me
[26:28]there's no reason they can't make them
[26:30]so that they work like my coffee
[26:34]maker that's how I think of it
[26:38]anyway that's
[26:41]my coffee's ready I'm not ready to get
[26:44]out of bed it's too early it's
[26:52]cold it's very early it's like 6:00 in
[26:55]the morning it's too early those birds
[26:58]man
[26:59]been here for two
[27:01]weeks are they migrating right now and
[27:04]are those sex noises they're making they
[27:09]are it's spring I
[27:12]think oh my God it's too early for
[27:21]this God for
[27:23]coffee
[27:24]um yeah my coffee is pretty simple it's
[27:27]just like some chocolate powder and then
[27:31]two of those things of
[27:34]coffee and some milk that's it that's
[27:37]one water and that's it that's my
[27:44]coffee way cheaper than the Starbucks
[27:46]habit I had once upon a time oh my God
[27:49]that place is expensive
[27:51]now well it always was but it sure seems
[27:55]like they know how to outdo themselves
[27:57]doesn't it
[28:00]so yeah I don't like I don't like going
[28:02]to Starbucks I think it's just a true
[28:05]waste of money those people are just
[28:08]like taking way advantage of us coffee
[28:18]drinkers I saw a flea in here last night
[28:22]I was not happy oh my God I was not
[28:32]I gave both of them their flea
[28:33]treatments the day
[28:36]before I hadn't been giving them to them
[28:38]since you know for a while a long time
[28:40]really because there's no real reason to
[28:43]but you know I hope that was soon enough
[28:47]what will I do I'm not even going to
[28:49]think about it
[28:51]I saw one flea and spent the next many
[28:54]many hours thinking there were fleas on
[28:56]me like it's just not
[28:58]fun that was not
[29:03]fun I am being super observant to little
[29:06]black dots everywhere I tell you that
[29:11]much I what would you do you can't
[29:13]really bomb this place you'd be bombing
[29:17]all your
[29:19]stuff I don't even I just don't
[29:24]know oh man it's it early in the morning
[29:30]so it's very likely I don't need like
[29:32]gas fuel
[29:35]today but I should stop anyways just for
[29:38]the
[29:40]practice and maybe they'll have propane
[29:42]there and I'll figure it out I'm just
[29:44]going to I'll ask the attendant I mean
[29:47]I'm not the first person to go through
[29:49]this
[29:50]so you
[29:52]know all guide wonder why there's an L
[29:56]on there what does the L mean
[30:01]oh there's no R there is an R what why
[30:06]would they put that in a
[30:11]cup I don't get that that's
[30:15]weird you like this cup
[30:31]just feel tired
[30:33]today so this is where we're going I
[30:36]mean not today but that's where we're
[30:38]heading
[30:39]to not going to lie that don't look so
[30:42]pretty to me that's that why I'm going
[30:47]there I don't know those mountains are
[30:49]different than the ones in Phoenix or in
[30:51]Arizona like Northeastern Arizona
[30:56]they're something about those those ones
[30:58]OD me these ones look like Rocky
[31:01]Mountains and they
[31:03]look different
[31:08]somehow wait a minute when they were
[31:11]saying the Bristol cone Pines were like
[31:13]there and they're the oldest things or
[31:15]whatever I'm thinking of little pine
[31:17]cones I wasn't thinking of trees that
[31:20]pretty I picked a good
[31:24]place guess I'm going to have to look up
[31:26]what a vault toilet is
[31:28]I don't know what that
[31:33]means of course I'm not really I don't
[31:36]know yeah I want to go boondocking I
[31:39]have to learn somewhere this is the
[31:41]place to learn I hope there's lots of
[31:43]trees like this and they're not just
[31:45]scattered all by themselves I I want to
[31:48]see lots of
[31:50]trees like that I sure wish I was in
[31:53]better shape so I could climb that
[31:58]maybe I can get in shape on the way
[32:00]there I'm just going to stay somewhere
[32:02]you know like two nights everywhere
[32:05]maybe that second day I go hiking
[32:07]somewhere every where I'm at I should
[32:09]make that a
[32:11]goal 8.6 miles that's not a
[32:15]lot an intense elevation
[32:19]gain strong
[32:21]lungs does that include
[32:23]smokers determination and prudent
[32:26]judgment
[32:28]what are they trying to
[32:30]say well apparently there's some kind of
[32:33]a trail or something where you can go
[32:36]see a dead
[32:38]tree I mean if it's dead
[32:42]like what and how do they know when it
[32:46]died and then there's one that's 3,000
[32:48]years old
[32:51]maybe unmarked trunk of what might be
[32:54]among the oldest trees in the world
[32:56]nearly 5,000 year old Prometheus lies
[32:59]farther off the
[33:01]trail it was cut
[33:03]down by a graduate
[33:06]student oh my God I'm
[33:12]outraged
[33:14]wow well look at that that's a pretty
[33:17]big
[33:18]place I picked a good
[33:21]place could spend some time here
[33:27]it's up real high so it's probably going
[33:29]to be
[33:34][Music]
[33:36]colder a lot of
[33:38][Music]
[33:42]canyons big Visitor
[33:43][Music]
[33:48]Center there's a
[33:51]Grove couple of them well that's where
[33:54]we're going for sure
[33:59]yep and to do some
[34:02]stargazing sorry I really don't like
[34:04]smoking around you
[34:08]guys I'm going to quit one day I swear
[34:10]to God I will I bet every smoke in the
[34:12]world says
[34:16]that but some of them do one thing my
[34:18]doctor told me that stuck with me he
[34:21]says there's more ex smokers now than
[34:24]smokers like wow
[34:28]oh man I don't know why I'm nervous
[34:30]today I shouldn't
[34:33]be I'm not happy about that I don't want
[34:36]to be
[34:39]nervous you know what I'm going to
[34:41]dredge up the same courage I had that
[34:43]first time two weeks ago we're doing
[34:50]this I not even far I mean we're only
[34:52]driving an hour away that's not even far
[34:59]and I'm going to get way more level this
[35:01]time like that is a
[35:03]goal I will pull this slide in and out
[35:06]however many times I have to until I
[35:08]figure out what you know level is with
[35:11]it open and
[35:12]then um you know I have this you've
[35:16]probably seen it I wonder if I lost it
[35:18]it must be somewhere it's not up I know
[35:21]it's not up there um you have I have
[35:24]this thing that you just put on the wall
[35:26]and it will tell you when you're using
[35:28]an app but it only works after you've
[35:32]set it like you have to tell it
[35:35]what what's level for you before it will
[35:38]work
[35:40]so have to do that if I can get
[35:43]level and then find that thing
[35:47]and you know tell it then I can use that
[35:50]from now on make it
[35:52]easier but yeah you know I'm not level
[35:56]because as soon as I pulled my slides
[35:59]out suddenly I wasn't level
[36:02]anymore so this time I'm I'm learning
[36:04]from my experiences for
[36:11]sure I'm just tired I don't know why I
[36:15]don't know how much I
[36:16]slept but I took a nap
[36:20]yesterday with the cat Bailey sted right
[36:23]on my chest and he put his little face
[36:25]up here like he like when was a baby it
[36:28]was so cute he hadn't done that in a
[36:30]long
[36:32]time oh when day I'll pull out those
[36:35]videos for you guys he was so
[36:37]cute I remember making a video Once
[36:40]where he was doing that and it's like I
[36:43]hope he does that
[36:45]forever then he got older and he's so
[36:47]big and heavy like oh no no no I
[36:51]couldn't
[36:52]like oh he's a big cat what was nice m
[36:59]is all it's C forur he got a lot of
[37:07]it yeah I mean I don't even have to
[37:10]leave here till one I guess so I have
[37:14]time just relax for a minute