[0:00]hi guys so I'm going to move sights
[0:02]today in the same Campground I'm just
[0:05]going to move right across the just like
[0:06]I did at the first campground that's so
[0:08]funny this next one's a back ins sight
[0:12]um I'll manag there's not a lot of
[0:14]people here I'll manage and I'll spend
[0:16]the next week there just getting
[0:18]organized and adjusting
[0:21]and going through everything I'm going
[0:24]through you know and hopefully by the
[0:25]end of that life will be good cuz that's
[0:28]what I need um I talked to the park
[0:31]manager she's so cool I just absolutely
[0:33]love this person she's
[0:35]awesome um she's told me where to go and
[0:39]get propane and kind of gave me some
[0:42]tips on how to figure out where I could
[0:44]do that um apparently my situation isn't
[0:47]all that common most people TS come
[0:50]out so that kind of sucks but you know
[0:55]um she's like I don't even like dealing
[0:56]with it she she has the same situation
[0:58]she she external on to Tennessee 885
[1:02]West so I'm on my way to Walmart um cuz
[1:06]that's the only place I know where you
[1:08]know I think I'm going further than I
[1:09]have to I think there's like a dollar
[1:12]store
[1:14]somewhere
[1:16]um cuz I need some things I need
[1:19]Pop um take the next left onto Tennessee
[1:22]85
[1:24]West not sure what else I need really I
[1:27]have to think about I knew I should have
[1:28]made a list but I need to get cleaned up
[1:31]in there because it is not good like so
[1:35]I didn't realize this but the litter box
[1:38]underneath of it it was leing Tennessee
[1:40]85 West for 9 miles that's pretty gross
[1:43]think God it was on
[1:44]lolium um so I tore that out you know so
[1:49]I'm just going to everything cleaned up
[1:50]in there with the cats gone I do have
[1:53]more space that I can take advantage of
[1:56]kind of feel conflicted about that but
[1:59]you know you know it's for the best I
[2:02]just I'm not I it's for the best I did
[2:05]this I can't take back what I've done so
[2:08]now I got to make the best of it so
[2:10]that's what I'm doing I sneezed and this
[2:13]man said flash you to me it was really
[2:15]sweet so I am at
[2:19]Walmart another
[2:22]$300 this time it's mostly
[2:25]for um cleaning supplies so
[2:30]turns out my litter box I don't know
[2:33]what was going on with it but underneath
[2:35]of it was caked in here and fortunately
[2:38]was under
[2:40]lenium so I pulled that out you know and
[2:43]I dumped it all at the
[2:46]dumpster
[2:47]um just got a bunch of cleaning supplies
[2:50]let me get my camper cleaned
[2:52]up that's the first step to feeling
[2:55]like like you're living a normal life
[2:59]got some grape juice some granberry
[3:01]juice some orange
[3:03]juice some Mountain Dew
[3:06]Pepsi um you know brma Swiffer I got
[3:11]some um hot cup
[3:14]like cuz like if I don't have to clean
[3:16]my coffee cup every day that will help I
[3:18]don't like being that environmentally
[3:20]irresponsible but I don't know another
[3:23]way uh I talked to the um the park
[3:27]manager
[3:30]and she sent me up with the site across
[3:32]from where I'm at for the next week
[3:34]starting today I can move over there
[3:35]whenever I want
[3:37]to um cuz I kind of needed it I need the
[3:40]Leer of it I got to decide to you know
[3:42]today I'm going to go clean my tanks and
[3:44]then I'll move into that new
[3:45]site I don't know how long that'll take
[3:48]me it's feeling with draw it's not fun
[3:51]oh a lot of medications
[3:53]too that I could find it was hard to
[3:55]find anything in
[3:57]there so
[4:00]another $300 at Walmart that's
[4:06]$500 is what it
[4:10]is
[4:13]um unfortunate that that I'm doing
[4:17]okay and it's a little bit of
[4:21]time I think I'm going to get this this
[4:24]life
[4:25]together to figure it
[4:28]out I'm pretty good
[4:30]um emotionally I don't know that I would
[4:32]say physically feel very
[4:36]tired remember always put your plants
[4:39]away okay always just go for
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[4:43]me see
[4:45]that now
[4:47]admittedly Walmart is a little different
[4:51]cuz if you push too far that's what
[4:52]happened to me last time I push too far
[4:55]and they went right out the other so you
[4:58]don't want that
[5:00]but you know just try to put your card
[5:04]away
[5:07]so lots of people don't I don't know
[5:11]why just be
[5:14]considerate I know Caroline says be
[5:17]kind I don't know what I was saying I
[5:19]just say be
[5:21]considerate be
[5:25]kind there no reason not to be all right
[5:28]got gas that was 40 bucks this is an
[5:31]expensive life guys you just need to
[5:33]know
[5:34]that so I'm on my way back to the
[5:37]campground now I am so
[5:40]exhausted I have no energy I'm just so
[5:42]tired but that's withdrawal I know it is
[5:46]but that's you know life goes on you got
[5:49]to do the things you got to
[5:51]do so I I got the things I need to take
[5:54]care of my situation there and then
[6:00]I think I'll feel a lot better once I
[6:01]moov to campsites cuz I got a place for
[6:03]a week you know to just chill there I
[6:06]need to cancel on my other reservations
[6:07]probably lost some money on that
[6:10]but you know it is what it is I'm still
[6:15]new to this and trying to figure out
[6:17]exactly what it is I'm trying to want to
[6:18]do and you know how I'm going to feel
[6:21]about it I'm just trying I'm doing my
[6:23]best that's all I can
[6:25]do um eventually I'll get better at it
[6:28]you know eventually I'll be
[6:30]able to make plans and know that I'm
[6:31]going to keep
[6:34]them cuz yeah so I'm good and I will you
[6:38]know just going to leave it there I am
[6:41]not 100% sure what I've told you guys I
[6:43]made a few videos and I realized like
[6:46]there's one of them I don't think I'm
[6:47]posting so let me just might repeat
[6:50]myself sorry so I went up and I talked
[6:53]to the park manager she's cool I really
[6:55]like her a lot like she's awesome maybe
[6:58]I shouldn't say that
[7:00]going to have to cut that
[7:02]out um well it's that a secret it's
[7:05]pretty obvious too I don't know
[7:09]um this is like the craziest Road ever
[7:14]anyway she's really cool and she like
[7:16]from the very beginning like I told her
[7:18]I'm really knew at this and I think that
[7:19]they kind of endeared her to me a little
[7:22]bit like she just she's been real nice
[7:24]to me you know and like she she did tell
[7:28]me finally where to go go get propane
[7:30]that
[7:31]you you know that doesn't come out of
[7:33]your
[7:33]vehicle she told me about her propane
[7:36]setup she said she doesn't use hers
[7:38]either she doesn't like um having you
[7:42]know she's got some external ones she
[7:43]can use I got to figure that
[7:46]out I'm going to figure all this out um
[7:50]so anyways you know I'm just like can
[7:52]you find me a site for the next 5 to 7
[7:56]Days um
[8:01]so so you know I just need a place to
[8:02]jaill for a while and she found them
[8:06]right across from me or those one people
[8:08]were I like they have all that stuff and
[8:10]I I saw the comment somebody was like
[8:11]that's not a lot of stuff well first of
[8:14]all I didn't have my contacts in it just
[8:15]looked like a lot of stuff and second I
[8:18]know it could have been a lot worse but
[8:21]there still a lot of stuff anyways I'm
[8:24]going to be there for the next
[8:26]week and so I'm paying for both sites
[8:28]right now so that I can do it at my
[8:31]leisure because when I get back I got to
[8:33]do a lot of cleaning and
[8:36]then um you know pack up camp go and
[8:41]drain the tanks and then go to my new
[8:44]site which is a back in sight so you
[8:47]know a new challenge I mean I've already
[8:49]done that but it's still a challenge but
[8:52]it's a nice spot and it's you know I
[8:55]think I'll like it I think it'll be a
[8:56]great place to just relax for a week cuz
[8:58]that's what I need I need to give my
[9:00]body time to just recover from two
[9:05]months of
[9:07]craziness and 4 days of Hell basically
[9:11]you guys got to bear with me this is
[9:13]went out of the road oh my God this is
[9:18]something
[9:19]else there's a town here I want to just
[9:23]go there and
[9:24]just um I've been there a bunch of times
[9:26]now every time I have to drive into
[9:28]Kentucky I end up in
[9:30]Town it was built on this hill like like
[9:34]just rows and row like going down
[9:36]further and further and further like I
[9:38]just I've never seen anything like it
[9:39]that I can think of and it's just like
[9:42]wow people built a town here like on the
[9:45]Steep angle going it's just it's
[9:48]different I just want to go and chill
[9:49]there and show it to you guys one day
[9:51]feel like my Channel's going to have
[9:53]some of that going on you
[9:55]know um I'm just I got to get through
[9:58]everything you know my I am not at my
[10:00]best right now so yeah I'm just going to
[10:03]leave it there listen guys I just got to
[10:06]say this I know you're not getting
[10:08]behind the idea right you think Sam
[10:10]second a qu mile turn right onto Salt
[10:12]Lake Park Lane I know where I am lady
[10:15]all right let's turn this
[10:17]off let me try this again I know you're
[10:20]not all getting behind the
[10:23]idea of me changing my my channel name
[10:27]Sam second life just doesn't fit though
[10:29]because it's not my second life you know
[10:31]what I actually don't know where I am I
[10:33]think I turn
[10:35]here oh that is so
[10:37]funny I'm sorry lady for get mad at you
[10:41]so um I just think the world according
[10:45]to Sam is just a really cool name so I
[10:48]like him I here's the thing I've had
[10:50]like 20 lives I have started over so
[10:53]many times in my life that every single
[10:57]one of those was a new life truly
[11:00]so this ain't my second life this I
[11:03]don't even know what I I lost count if
[11:05]you guys knew how many places I've lived
[11:07]in my life just from childhood just my
[11:11]childhood years not even counting the
[11:12]adult
[11:13]ones it's a big number all right it is
[11:17]dozens and dozens and dozens of
[11:21]places so this isn't my second life it's
[11:24]just a new life and it just made sense
[11:27]to call it that you hope I'm going the
[11:29]right way and I just think the world
[11:32]according to Sam it's just you know it's
[11:36]this is me experiencing the
[11:39]world love that Squad everyone heard
[11:44]um yeah it's been a good portion of my
[11:47]life on the internet and but not all of
[11:50]it that's what I'm talking about
[11:53]experienced a lot in
[11:55]life I just want a channel that's just
[11:58]from my perspective back to that's all
[12:00]this
[12:01]is
[12:03]so yeah think I'm going to change my
[12:06]channel name guys really hope you'll get
[12:08]behind it cuz I think it's a cool name I
[12:11]found my way back without that little
[12:14]machine I mean I wasn't far from here so
[12:18]shouldn't give myself too much
[12:21]credit I am going to go back to my
[12:24]camper and
[12:27]then possibly just lay down and go to
[12:30]sleep I am so
[12:32]exhausted or eat something I need to eat
[12:35]and then at some point
[12:38]though it's noon right
[12:40]now um just you
[12:43]know do the task I need to do in order
[12:46]to move sights so that's what we'll do
[12:49]and we'll start a new week guys I swear
[12:52]I have the worst beted on Earth and I
[12:54]got to find something better
[12:56]because good sleep is important right so
[12:59]I just I got to figure that out I hate
[13:02]that man I freaking hate it