Final House Walkthrough Before RV Life

Speaker is in their final day at a house they've lived in for 2.5 years, preparing to move to RV life. They're dealing with health recovery, practical RV concerns, and emotional processing of leaving their home. The house is now empty and they're conducting a final walkthrough.

Energetic Signature

raw transitional

Field State

threshold crossing

Orientation

away from fixed structures toward mobile sovereignty

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May 1, 2024

12:08

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Author

rswfire

Status

ARCHIVED

Type

TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

Temperature

0.00

[0:01]that man has been out there fishing

[0:03]every single day wonder if he's caught

[0:07]anything haven't really been around much

[0:09]to notice every day though in that

[0:12]little

[0:13]boat what a cool life for

[0:18]real good morning everyone so it's the

[0:21]Wednesday it's Wednesday day

[0:24]21 and move campus

[0:26]tomorrow I slept through the night

[0:29]finally

[0:31]I feel pretty good about that I just

[0:33]woke up guys I need

[0:35]coffee I'm just hoping that you know

[0:39]that's a good sign and it stays that way

[0:40]and it doesn't get worse right

[0:43]so um I don't think it will I asked CH

[0:45]DBT it kept telling me all these things

[0:49]like you know kind of scared me to be

[0:52]honest with you which is it's not

[0:54]supposed to do that and then um I'm like

[0:57]look I just want to know it's not going

[0:59]to get worse than this it's like it's

[1:01]not if if you at this point if this is

[1:03]how you're feeling it's probably how you

[1:05]feel it you might just have some like

[1:08]long-term like Post Acute with thrw

[1:11]symptoms as

[1:12]said we'll

[1:15]see and it's all about taking care of

[1:17]yourself which you know I'm not so good

[1:18]at that but you know I'm I'm trying I'm

[1:22]trying to change my life

[1:24]so

[1:26]yeah I definitely need to drain my tanks

[1:29]I am ashamed to say this but this smells

[1:30]in

[1:31]here um I thought about it so we haven't

[1:37]talked about this yet but I haven't been

[1:38]pooping in my in my tanks I just I don't

[1:42]like the idea of it

[1:43]so I know everybody's different about it

[1:46]and I was always planning to talk about

[1:47]it so I guess that's

[1:49]today I've just been pooping into these

[1:51]green bags and then you know just

[1:53]dumping them like Ian it's no different

[1:55]than what you would do with your dog

[1:57]right

[1:58]so um

[2:00]yeah I probably should

[2:02]use you know my black tank but I just

[2:06]feel like I need to be more experienced

[2:08]before I do that I mean I've never like

[2:10]truly emptied my tanks yet like not even

[2:13]once yet really so um we're doing that

[2:16]today we're doing that this

[2:18]morning going to drive down

[2:21]there what's going on over here what

[2:23]these guys have look like little kayak

[2:26]thingies

[2:33]I would not mind a life like that a

[2:36]little

[2:37]about life on water like I never really

[2:40]was into lakes or anything like that

[2:46]so I wouldn't even want like I couldn't

[2:49]even imagine swimming in that water like

[2:52]no way no

[2:55]away I haven't seen anyone else do it

[2:57]either though so maybe that's a clue

[3:01]I mean I did it when I was a kid of

[3:02]course you didn't know any better then I

[3:05]know what organisms are now well I am

[3:08]going to have to there's a bunch of

[3:10]things I have to do one I have to go

[3:12]shower over in the shower house

[3:14]right um I was thinking that clean that

[3:18]clears out the space in my shower as

[3:20]storage so I love

[3:23]that um that will be helpful and help me

[3:26]keep my tanks you know well you know

[3:30]waste any water that

[3:32]way

[3:33]um I have to go to the store cuz I need

[3:37]Pop I know I shouldn't drink Mountain

[3:40]Dew but that's what I've drank forever

[3:45]and like you'll have withdraw from that

[3:48]too so like I'm not you know I'm dealing

[3:50]with a lot all right

[3:52]so if I were to stop drinking it I would

[3:55]get terrible headaches from just

[3:58]caffeine of thrw but

[4:00]I think if I can find some caffeine

[4:02]pills or tablets or something maybe I

[4:04]could figure out a plan for that but to

[4:07]do it I need to figure out

[4:10]something else to drink that I like

[4:12]drinking cuz I don't like water I just

[4:15]don't like

[4:16]water

[4:18]um I've tried I just don't like can't

[4:22]make myself drink water

[4:24]so something lemonade I don't know apple

[4:28]juice something something

[4:31]something T you know maybe I could get

[4:34]behind te but I you know I don't know

[4:38]maybe yeah I mean you're looking at a

[4:41]man who embraced modern civilizations

[4:45]worst things

[4:48]and paid the consequences for them and

[4:52]still doing it oh my God but it's trying

[4:55]so hard to change right so

[5:00]I'll get there I'll get there I bet you

[5:02]by my next birthday um I'll just be a

[5:05]whole different

[5:07]person I think what I'll do is I

[5:10]will drive up to where the tanks are

[5:13]just check them out get a feel for the

[5:14]you know what it's like cuz I'm trying

[5:16]to it's like they're right up at the

[5:19]entrance I need to make sure that you

[5:21]can just turn around and come back here

[5:23]like cuz I don't know how you would do

[5:25]that

[5:26]like if you seen the roads here like I'm

[5:29]just not sure how you would how you

[5:31]would do that but it must be

[5:34]possible so I'll just go to the store

[5:36]and check them out on my

[5:38]way yeah that's a

[5:41]plan I didn't eat yesterday that was not

[5:44]on purpose or anything it just sort of

[5:47]happened

[5:49]um I mean now i' had limited choices I

[5:52]could have stopped at McDonald or

[5:54]something that's not I don't generally

[5:55]eat fast food that's not something that

[5:57]I

[5:58]do um

[6:01]I was so tired by the time I got back

[6:03]here I went right to sleep I slept right

[6:04]through the night the whole

[6:07]night starting to feel a little bit now

[6:12]where I don't know I don't want to

[6:15]assign any type

[6:16]of judgment what I just want to wait and

[6:21]see like I'm hoping for the best right I

[6:24]just I don't I don't want to jinx it I

[6:27]guess that's what I'm saying so I know I

[6:30]don't really talk about it much but I

[6:32]guess I'm feeling a little bit like

[6:35]self-conscious about the fact I don't

[6:36]have teeth especially because my channel

[6:38]keeps growing it's

[6:40]like I'm not trying

[6:43]to like if you don't have teeth that's a

[6:47]big deal you can't hide that

[6:50]so and I'm like man maybe I should just

[6:53]finish up with a dentist it's $10,000

[6:55]though like I just oh my God

[7:00]that's how I'm feeling right now though

[7:02]it is I'm thinking about sticking around

[7:05]Kentucky anyways

[7:07]so I might I might anyway I'm going to

[7:11]get my day started and let you know how

[7:13]it goes later hope you guys have a good

[7:15]morning I always love this tree in my

[7:17]front yard just a beautiful

[7:27]tree this place is truly empty now and I

[7:30]can feel it in my

[7:34]soul I could never make this place a

[7:37]home I just

[7:39]couldn't I didn't feel like

[7:43]I didn't feel like on to me I don't know

[7:46]why just

[7:48]didn't it's a really nice

[7:56]place there were a lot of things I

[7:58]didn't like about living here lot of

[8:01]road

[8:02]noise dogs barking at me every time I

[8:04]went outside like constantly like you

[8:07]could not be out there and be at peace

[8:10]those dogs would not leave you alone no

[8:13]matter what you did and I dried

[8:14]everything couldn't given them bacon

[8:17]which only made it

[8:20]worse this place is so empty at Echo wow

[8:29]half years

[8:33]here this house is different than other

[8:35]houses I've lived

[8:41]in I mean this is the house that I

[8:43]should have been happy

[8:45]in and I

[8:48]wasn't my rent kept going up every

[8:51]year did not like the management

[8:57]company that was always an issue it was

[9:00]like you just felt like you were under

[9:03]the thumb of these people and there was

[9:04]nothing you could do about

[9:11]it it's still sad

[9:14]though this is my

[9:19]bedroom maybe I should have made

[9:21]different choices I don't

[9:23]know my mom's

[9:25]room I always had a place for her

[9:29]just in case you needed

[9:31]it I don't

[9:35]anymore I was so sad

[9:37]inside that I just had to put myself

[9:40]first this

[9:42]done I I really hope that I made the

[9:45]right

[9:49]choice this is this is tough this was

[9:53]the cat's

[9:55]room if it had something to do with the

[9:57]cats it was in here

[10:03]a lot of time spent in the living

[10:07]room a lot of it good A lot of it

[10:11]boring television reading

[10:16]Cats my mom a lot of time with my mom in

[10:20]this

[10:23]room I love you

[10:25]Mom I love I love you so much

[10:32]I'm going to miss

[10:35]you a

[10:38]lot big kitchen never learned to cook in

[10:43]it wish I

[10:46]had going to learn

[10:49]now play Spot the Mountain Dew bottle in

[10:53]all my

[10:56]videos my office was awesome

[10:59]I loved

[11:01]it I did not spend a whole lot of time

[11:03]in here

[11:05]though I did mostly spent it in the

[11:08]living room using my

[11:11]laptop I just

[11:14]didn't my cats made it pretty hard to be

[11:17]honest I don't know if you can

[11:20]understand these cats are not like

[11:22]normal cats they need constant attention

[11:31]they everything you you do everything

[11:33]with

[11:37]them wow I feel real sad right

[11:41]now it's a lot of emotion to be

[11:44]processed in

[11:46]here I knew I needed to come

[11:53]here

[11:57]wow you can't start a new life without

[12:00]giving up an old

[12:04]one it's definitely what this feels like

Summary

The speaker conducts a final walkthrough of their house before moving to RV life permanently. They discuss practical RV concerns including tank management, waste disposal methods using green bags instead of black tanks, and the need to empty tanks. Health updates include sleeping through the night and consulting ChatGPT about withdrawal symptoms. The speaker expresses self-consciousness about missing teeth as their YouTube channel grows, considering $10,000 dental work. They reflect on their time in the house - 2.5 years of rent increases, management company issues, road noise, and barking dogs. The walkthrough includes their bedroom, mother's room, cat room, living room, kitchen, and office. They acknowledge sadness about leaving but recognize the necessity of starting a new life.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission documents the architectural dismantling of a fixed habitation structure while simultaneously establishing mobile sovereignty infrastructure. The signal operates as both grief processing mechanism and sovereignty declaration, holding the tension between attachment dissolution and field coherence maintenance.

Dominant Language

can't start a new life without giving up an old onetrying so hard to changeI really hope I made the right choicetankswithdrawalI love you Mom

Symbolic Elements

thresholdemptinessechowatertanksboattree

Ontological States

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transitional
•
sovereign
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grieving
•
integrating

Subsystems

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emotional
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infrastructural
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somatic
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relational

Transmission Details

Source Type

local

Video Quality

1920 × 1080 @ 30fps

Duration

12:08

Bitrate

1880 kbps

Codec

avc1.640028