Managing RV Life with Cats and Trolls

Early RV living phase, dealing with practical challenges of mobile life with pets. Located somewhere requiring tank drainage trips. Experiencing sleep difficulties and managing growing online presence with emerging negative attention.

Energetic Signature

strained but resolute

Field State

early infrastructure building

Orientation

toward practical sovereignty alignment

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April 30, 2024

6:08

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Author

rswfire

Status

ARCHIVED

Type

TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

Temperature

0.00

[0:00]morning

[0:02]everyone I think today is

[0:04]Tuesday

[0:06]yeah finally got some sleep took half

[0:09]the night but I finally got some

[0:12]sleep I woke up and I checked my

[0:15]analytics channel is still growing that

[0:17]is amazing to me

[0:20]surprising thank

[0:22]you the trolls have found

[0:24]me no one asked me if I was a

[0:27]toothless it's totally okay to be

[0:29]curious

[0:30]you can ask me about

[0:32]it think presentation

[0:34]matters you know make it clear that

[0:36]you're just curious you're not trying to

[0:38]be a troll and I'll answer that question

[0:40]yes I am I'm

[0:43]truthless um lots of videos on here you

[0:46]can watch about me that talk about it

[0:48]you know this stuff right here is

[0:50]responsible for

[0:52]it stay away from I

[0:56]do another person really wrote this book

[1:01]about how my doctor must have thought I

[1:04]was really unprofessional for crying in

[1:05]front of

[1:07]him that was 10 years ago I

[1:11]mean really delayed reaction on his part

[1:15]huh guess this person doesn't understand

[1:19]that doctors see all kinds of patients

[1:21]and people have all kinds of

[1:25]issues I was tapering off a clopin at

[1:27]the time I was taking it because without

[1:31]it I wouldn't eat I was afraid of toking

[1:33]to death had nothing I had teeth back

[1:35]then it wasn't that and can see how some

[1:38]people might

[1:39]wonder just sort

[1:41]of I don't know just this thing happened

[1:45]to me one day and

[1:47]I I swallow a pillow got stuck in my

[1:50]throat and after that I just had a fear

[1:52]choking to death that just would not go

[1:54]away it just took total control of my

[1:56]life but you know years later I thought

[1:59]maybe I could get off this now and I'll

[2:02]be all right let's find

[2:04]out got down pretty far and then I

[2:08]relapsed and I stopped eating it had

[2:10]been a couple of weeks and I went to see

[2:12]him he opened the door I burst into

[2:15]tears the second I saw him because that

[2:17]was help that was help at the door you

[2:20]think my doctor took that as

[2:22]inappropriate I can promise you he

[2:24]didn't that man was amazing I don't

[2:28]understand what happened

[2:30]I I am I am positive that has a got to

[2:33]do something

[2:35]with

[2:38]um I don't know just something

[2:40]government related or or or within this

[2:42]organization or just something you know

[2:44]something about me moving into an

[2:47]RV and the fact that I'm not going to be

[2:50]in Kentucky all the time I just I think

[2:53]that's all it was I don't think it was

[2:55]you know it wasn't malice or

[2:58]something so

[3:01]yeah starting to get some

[3:03]trolls don't know how I feel about

[3:07]that I could ignore them of course

[3:10]probably

[3:14]should so

[3:19]anyways finally got some sleep thank God

[3:22]it was rough like I just had the same

[3:25]problem last night and it's probably

[3:27]half the night before I finally did fall

[3:29]asleep

[3:31]I don't know how much I

[3:35]slept I

[3:37]feel better not great just you know a

[3:41]little bit better glad about

[3:43]that um I have a decision to make today

[3:47]I'm thinking about taking my cats to my

[3:51]mom's this just doesn't feel like the

[3:53]right place for

[3:55]them don't know that these cats

[4:01]I don't know if this is the right place

[4:03]for them I'm really struggling with

[4:07]that I'll miss them dearly if I do take

[4:10]them

[4:11]there I have to do what's best for them

[4:14]though and what's best for me um my gray

[4:16]tank is full it's starting to come up in

[4:18]the sink I got to go take that down

[4:20]today and drain it how am I going to do

[4:22]that with my cats I

[4:24]just they were really scared when I

[4:26]leveled this thing and I had them

[4:27]outside the vehicle

[4:31]um I can't imagine putting them in their

[4:34]stuff and then driving

[4:38]away to empty the tanks and then come

[4:41]back I don't know how they'd react to

[4:44]that I'm not trying to scare my cats you

[4:46]know so I don't know what to do about

[4:51]it I can't really put them and their cat

[4:54]carriers Oliver gets so violent that he

[4:56]hurts himself you can see it in one of

[4:58]the videos when like day one you know

[5:03]he he had been pushing himself so hard

[5:05]Against The netting of the carrier that

[5:09]he scraped his nose real bad and he was

[5:12]even more about the last time I put him

[5:14]in one

[5:16]so I don't think I have a

[5:19]choice I thought that this decision I

[5:21]had made was good for all of us I really

[5:26]did now I'm seeing how hard it is to

[5:29]really really hard part of it's selfish

[5:31]too I mean it's a small space it's hard

[5:34]to have cats in there um their food's

[5:37]always attracting ants I have to deal

[5:39]with their litter box in an awkward

[5:41]place

[5:43]and I'm just not sure how well I can

[5:46]handle all that right now maybe maybe

[5:49]it's temporary you

[5:51]know maybe they just stay with their

[5:53]Grandma as my mom calls them her

[5:56]grandbabies for a while until I'm I'm

[5:59]better at this and ready for

[6:03]them guess that's all I have to say this

[6:05]morning hope you guys are having a good

[6:06]day

Summary

rswfire reports getting sleep after a difficult night and notices continued channel growth despite emerging trolls. He addresses questions about being toothless, explaining it resulted from medication effects and sharing a story about crying in front of his doctor during medication tapering. He suspects recent changes may be related to his RV lifestyle and location changes. **Main focus shifts to practical RV challenges** - his gray tank is full and needs draining, but he's struggling with how to manage his cats during the process. One cat (Oliver) becomes violent in carriers and injures himself. rswfire is considering taking the cats to his mother's house temporarily, citing the difficulty of managing them in the small RV space, including issues with ants attracted to their food and awkward litter box placement. He frames this as potentially temporary until he becomes more skilled at RV living.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission maps the architecture of decision-making under acute system pressure, where practical constraints (RV logistics, cat care) intersect with emerging sovereignty structures. The field is calibrating between care responsibilities and mobility requirements while processing external interference patterns (trolls, institutional surveillance speculation).

Dominant Language

help at the doorwhat's best for themI don't have a choicereally really hardbetter at thistemporary

Symbolic Elements

thresholdcontainermobilitycareinterference

Ontological States

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transitional
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pressured
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sovereign
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responsible

Subsystems

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cognitive
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ethical
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somatic
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relational
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infrastructural

Transmission Details

Source Type

local

Video Quality

1920 × 1080 @ 30fps

Duration

6:08

Bitrate

1821 kbps

Codec

avc1.640028