Managing RV Leveling and Withdrawal Symptoms

Morning transmission at 10:30 AM on Saturday from an unlevel RV at a crowded lakeside campsite. Strong winds are rocking the camper and keeping cats inside despite heat. Speaker is experiencing withdrawal symptoms from prescription pills while dealing with practical maintenance issues.

Energetic Signature

determined turbulence

Field State

early withdrawal navigation

Orientation

toward bodily autonomy through withdrawal completion

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April 28, 2024

21:34

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Author

rswfire

Status

ARCHIVED

Type

TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

Temperature

0.00

[0:00]it's 10:30 in the morning on Saturday M

[0:04]just staring at me over

[0:07]there oliv's

[0:09]outside um doing all right so

[0:13]far I feel it a little bit like I get

[0:16]this feeling that's I don't know how to

[0:18]describe it well I always the way I

[0:20]describe it it's like it's like gravity

[0:23]in your body is all messed up it's a

[0:25]weird

[0:26]feeling um I'm doing all right the fur

[0:31]baby the

[0:32]fur I was just sitting here and thinking

[0:36]we're not very level like I took a video

[0:39]I forgot I'd taken it and I I need to

[0:42]try to find it so I can clip it to you

[0:44]guys

[0:46]jeez um just showing how un level we are

[0:50]cuz I could really see it from my

[0:54]Jeep and I'm thinking maybe I should try

[0:57]to fix that today cuz it's real windy

[0:59]out here I don't I know if it's good or

[1:01]bad or you know like a neutral thing but

[1:04]you can you know you're rocking and I

[1:07]don't see how level is going to change

[1:08]it but mean I'm my you know my my

[1:15]um why does this happen to me the slide

[1:19]you know it's out real far

[1:23]and it just feels like you know it's

[1:25]waiting down that way and I just don't

[1:27]know if that's a good or a bad thing or

[1:29]not

[1:33]what to do it I'm going to have to get

[1:34]cleaned up in here cuz I bring a bunch

[1:35]of stuff in

[1:37]here

[1:39]and

[1:40]um you know and then I'll put the cats

[1:43]outside and their stuff and just they'll

[1:45]be away from here and then I can bring

[1:47]the thing in and just try to get a level

[1:50]maybe I might do that thinking about it

[1:54]this is this is how Bailey is yes

[1:56]everyone this is how my cat is

[2:00]oh my

[2:02]god he has no you know he doesn't

[2:05]respect personal space at

[2:08]all oh you got to

[2:11]CH and he's very

[2:13]heavy always thought he weighed like 30

[2:16]lbs but I guess it's more like 15 feels

[2:18]like

[2:22]30 he has a good

[2:25]camp surprised you're not outside though

[2:28]it's just real hot out there I think

[2:29]that's

[2:31]why surprised Oliver's out there I mean

[2:34]these cats always surprise me soon as I

[2:37]sto my last video Oliver was crying to

[2:39]come inside so he's in here now all

[2:42]right

[2:44]Oliver decided you know what I could use

[2:47]some

[2:48]coffee I just wanted to

[2:51]say I'm glad I'm going through this I

[2:55]I've wanted off these pills for

[2:58]years I don't like goat guys

[3:02]and cuz

[3:04]they're just dangerous you know the way

[3:07]they just kind of like cigarettes they

[3:10]just kind of get into your system and

[3:12]they don't let go they don't let go

[3:15]easy and I don't like that I don't like

[3:19]When Something's Got a Hold on

[3:22]Me So yeah here we go I'm trying to make

[3:24]coffee in this place oh let me just show

[3:26]you what what I'm dealing with here cats

[3:29]it won't leave me alone you know always

[3:31]got to be in my SPAC

[3:33]always a whole bunch of stuff cuz you

[3:35]know that was the last of stuff for my

[3:38]house Bailey just staring at me like

[3:42]he's so expectant like constantly need

[3:45]for

[3:46]attention um of course my coffee maker

[3:49]way down

[3:50]there which I'm trying to get to oliv

[3:54]would you please let me get to my coffee

[3:56]maker I could really use some coffee man

[3:59]like give me a minute

[4:05]dude oh no I thought I clean this I

[4:09]where I did I think I did just not very

[4:13]well because I'm so worried about those

[4:16]tanks all the

[4:18]time Oliver come on man it's the main

[4:22]thorough you don't have to be in the

[4:25]L um

[4:28][Music]

[4:30]yeah lost my turn of

[4:33]thought I could use some coffee I hope

[4:36]they don't make me worse though you know

[4:38]maybe the caffeine's not so good for me

[4:40]right now say I'm drinking Mountain Dew

[4:46]right Oliver he is all over me and it's

[4:49]cuz he wants me to feed

[4:51]him I know what you're up to

[4:54]ol and I can't get coffee before he's

[4:57]been dealt with

[4:59]deal with

[5:02]him oh what would you like today

[5:05]Oliver I know you want soup which is at

[5:09]the bottom I didn't think this F very

[5:13]well my mom so responsible for this too

[5:17]like the Popsicles give me a sec I know

[5:21]better than to spoil these cats you know

[5:24]so I know my cats but you know my mom

[5:27]well she treats them like her little

[5:28]grand babies

[5:30]look I get

[5:35]stuck you're welcome

[5:37]Oliver so ants have been a problem

[5:42]still I don't know what to do I can't

[5:45]like put them on some kind of feeding

[5:48]schedule these cats would they'd kill

[5:51]me would absolutely kill

[5:55]me

[5:57]um milk

[6:00]my chocolate and my

[6:04][Music]

[6:07]CH this is not easy I'm just so

[6:13]old I'm hoping I'll feel a lot better

[6:17]getting off these

[6:18]things like I do have really bad

[6:22]headaches um some physical pain from

[6:25]like no it wants water again God I hate

[6:30]this

[6:31]thing oh my God I did get some water at

[6:35]the store

[6:37]though I'm not putting the water that's

[6:39]in my tanks there

[6:43]that's

[6:44]where

[6:46]water Oliver you can't possibly be done

[6:50]already

[6:56]C really

[7:01]just so much effort all the

[7:10]time for me

[7:12]biley not

[7:17]you there's a distinction in his

[7:21]mind what are you doing I know you see

[7:24]what I'm doing over

[7:27]here I know you do

[7:30]oh this is so inconvenient so

[7:35]inconvenient you know what I'm not sure

[7:37]that I've I don't think I've turned my

[7:39]computer on since we

[7:41]moved so worried about that

[7:45]thing I hope it's

[7:49]okay wow this is a cat

[7:55]CLA somebody's been up on my computer

[8:09]yeah coffee sounds

[8:12]good

[8:13]what I don't know I don't don't I'm not

[8:17]saying the

[8:18]word not a

[8:23]chance

[8:25]uhoh goodness thesee I do it oh yeah

[8:30]that's a withdraw thing too that was the

[8:31]first one though so they're probably

[8:33]coming soon I

[8:35]guess oh my God they

[8:37]are no I don't want to go through

[8:43]that oh God

[8:46]no what will the neighbors

[8:49]think oh my God I did not pick a great

[8:53]swap for like

[8:55]this

[8:58]um yeah

[9:00]whatever it's fine I do feel very tired

[9:04]now I guess that's you know I should

[9:07]expected

[9:08]that here I am planning all kinds of

[9:11]like get this place organized let's go

[9:14]level this thing you know yeah

[9:19]right

[9:21]maybe my thinking is I just need to

[9:23]treat today like any other day do my

[9:27]best

[9:28]like manage any symptoms that come up

[9:31]but you know just try to live a normal

[9:33]life like I should try to you know make

[9:37]some burgers on the grill today I've

[9:38]only done it

[9:40]once um you guys saw me do

[9:43]it I think I have better patties this

[9:46]time and Ms

[9:49]so do that it's real hot out I didn't

[9:53]check to see what the temperature

[9:55]is it's hot a lot it's hot enough that

[9:58]the cats don't want to be

[10:00]outside you know that's hot cats don't

[10:03]want to be outside something's wrong in

[10:05]the

[10:07]world

[10:09]so I don't

[10:11]know really want to try to be productive

[10:14]despite what I'm going

[10:15]through feel that's the

[10:17]answer you

[10:19]know

[10:21][Music]

[10:24]coffee very hot very good

[10:31]very

[10:35]hot I really wish the cats will go

[10:38]outside though and just give me some

[10:39]space

[10:41]like it's the whole point of buying them

[10:43]all that stuff guys it's so nice out

[10:48]there I yeah a little hot

[10:51]but yeah I guess they should be in

[10:56]here I'll get this cat over here look at

[11:01]you ruling over all of us see how you're

[11:04]looking at your

[11:07]brother

[11:09]yeah no room I have nowhere to sit

[11:12]really like oh I canot sit over here but

[11:15]it's not level like that's when I

[11:17]realized it was really not

[11:21]level yeah this is not lovable so I got

[11:25]to fix it I can't be like this for the

[11:27]next 5 days

[11:32]you know I'm thinking about thinking

[11:34]about just turning my PlayStation on and

[11:36]having to fun of that but I'd be sitting

[11:39]here if I did this is not working I got

[11:44]to do it despite it

[11:47]all so I don't know if it's cuz we're

[11:50]like right on on the lake you know but

[11:53]it just rocks in here like a boat the

[11:55]wind is so strong that's partly why they

[11:58]don't want to be out too which is so

[12:00]windy I Stak down some of their stuff in

[12:03]the grass but I couldn't stake down the

[12:05]stuff that's closer to the

[12:07]camper and that stuff just moving wildly

[12:11]don't you dare jump up here don't do

[12:14]it

[12:16][Music]

[12:18]um I'm just wondering about the stress

[12:21]on my my camper you know my

[12:26]home my new home probably fine right

[12:31]but maybe not when you're this

[12:34]unable kind of wondering if that solar

[12:36]stuff was a good idea does weigh a

[12:38][Music]

[12:42]lot so beautiful out

[12:49]there how do I get on that

[12:52]water I need a boat where do you run a

[12:55]boat

[12:57]or yeah like a

[13:01]robot what would Huckleberry b or Tom

[13:05]whatever what would those guys use

[13:07]Tom when they went on a river cuz that's

[13:10]what I

[13:12]want a normal

[13:14]boat a rowboat I want a

[13:19]rowboat or maybe something like an

[13:21]Enders game where you're just

[13:24]like planks of wood on you know the

[13:27]water and you're just chilling like it's

[13:28]this little time Island I would love

[13:32]that I need to stop dreaming it's not

[13:35]getting me anywhere I think all my

[13:37]neighbors are leaving one has already

[13:39]left I think the one back there it looks

[13:42]like they might be packing up very

[13:45]slowly so hopefully they're leaving

[13:47]today just feels weird like we're way

[13:50]too close to each

[13:53]other and all the places I booked are

[13:56]like that I didn't understand like it

[13:58]makes sense now um these little pulloff

[14:02]sites that you have

[14:05]they're you know they're everywhere and

[14:07]then they put these pulloff sites like

[14:09]what I have right next to all these

[14:11]other ones that people can back

[14:15]into and they're just everywhere you

[14:19]know doesn't feel like the last

[14:21]Campground which was wonderful I loved

[14:23]it there I

[14:27]did that's where I want to be i l it

[14:31]there it was Private it was peaceful

[14:34]There Were Trees

[14:40]everywhere this is how you learn though

[14:42]right or maybe you learn by watching

[14:44]people like me do the wrong thing I

[14:47]don't

[14:51]know I sound negative who we are

[14:57]rocking so I don't mean to sound so

[14:59]negative

[15:00]like I'm just being dramatic that's part

[15:03]of my personality too guys probably have

[15:05]not figured that out yet cuz it is very

[15:08]subtle even my parents didn't realize it

[15:10]I guess until this

[15:13]year

[15:16]um I'm just being dramatic I'm gay all

[15:18]right like that's what we do some of us

[15:25]anyway

[15:27]um but mine's are more version of it

[15:30]just because of the way I was raised I

[15:32]guess I don't

[15:35]know always fearing what other people

[15:38]think of me that kind of

[15:40]thing never truly being

[15:44]myself I'm trying though I

[15:47]just you know what I screwed up a minute

[15:50]ago it doesn't matter if I'm being

[15:52]negative you don't like it you can just

[15:54]click off

[15:55]right um

[15:59]cuz that's me

[16:01]like judging myself and is my behavior

[16:05]appropriate for you it doesn't matter

[16:07]it's got to be appropriate for me right

[16:10]it could get real crazy just put my

[16:12]monitor on the floor with my PlayStation

[16:15]it's play down there where it feels more

[16:17]level I might do that cuz like

[16:21]wow no I should level this thing like a

[16:24]normal person let's go take a look and

[16:27]see what the situation is like

[16:31]I mean how bad is it right somehow this

[16:35]thing comes down I'm probably going to

[16:37]pinch my fingers that's not going to be

[16:39]fun look at that I'm doing it from the

[16:41]cam yeah this is going to hurt me hold

[16:43]on come

[16:45]on very bad at this stuff

[16:48]guys there we

[16:50]go don't worry I caught you I'll always

[16:53]cat

[16:55]you

[16:57]okay okay my shoes

[17:00]on you stay here Bailey just cuz I'm

[17:04]going out doesn't mean you have

[17:06]to don't even want to be out here this

[17:09]is not working come

[17:11]on oh my God this is a really weird way

[17:15]to live I'm going to keep saying that

[17:17]I'm putting that on a t-shirt

[17:18]too it's a weird way to

[17:21]live yes that would be an awesome

[17:24]t-shirt Bailey come on I really need you

[17:27]to just chill for me all right

[17:29][Music]

[17:30]chill these cats don't know the meaning

[17:33]of the B oh

[17:35]God that could have been a

[17:41]disaster I'm watching that

[17:44]door don't trust you

[17:46]guys all right let's see how we're

[17:50]doing so front to back that's basically

[17:54]level right

[17:56]so just going to be back

[18:01]here holy crap we are not even close to

[18:04]level are

[18:06]we I need to lift this

[18:09]side like a lot oh my God my cats are

[18:13]going to hate

[18:15]me um yeah that's way worse than last

[18:19]time oh crap I knew it didn't feel right

[18:23]in

[18:25]there let me just kind of assess the

[18:27]situation

[18:34]here this is the best way to approach

[18:36]this

[18:38]problem I have to bring that stabilizer

[18:42]up basically like on level ground like I

[18:46]could put it anywhere and

[18:49]like

[18:52]yeah yeah I'm going to have to I need to

[18:56]bring that side up

[18:59]a

[19:01]lot Le my little bricks my Legos will

[19:04]have a purpose today I

[19:07]guess wow it is nice out here

[19:10]guys H I'm just going to chill here away

[19:13]from the

[19:16]cats oh just like 30 minutes ago so hot

[19:21]what

[19:23]happened that breeze holy crap that's

[19:26]nice

[19:34]temperature fluctuations that's another

[19:36]withraw symptom

[19:39]so um that's one of the worst It's Kind

[19:43]like hot flashes you

[19:46]know something changed cuz it was so

[19:48]bright out here too and I was like I

[19:50]need my sunglasses it's not terrible

[19:53]now

[19:55]huh I've had to bring my Awning in a few

[19:58]times cuz the

[20:01]wind seems all right right now yeah I'm

[20:05]getting a hot

[20:07]flash oh God I hate this part of withraw

[20:10]just

[20:13]awful here's here is my here's some

[20:16]wisdom from me

[20:18]guys it's not really wisdom it's common

[20:22]sense I think

[20:23]but um I'm trying to sound you

[20:27]know something

[20:31]um anything that does this to your body

[20:33]when you stop taking it is bad like

[20:36]don't do it nothing can make you feel

[20:39]this

[20:40]way just nothing if if it's you know you

[20:43]can smoke pot and you're fine the next

[20:46]day

[20:48]um I don't know what else but I'm just

[20:51]saying like op it's they're bad cuz if

[20:55]they make you feel like this and what

[20:57]are they doing to you you you

[21:01]know I guess I'll like post this stuff

[21:03]up for you now and um maybe I'll post

[21:06]later after I'm going to try to get this

[21:08]thing M today they be dry man if you

[21:12]look at my camper from this angle you

[21:14]can definitely tell that it is

[21:17]struggling on one side and that is a

[21:20]side I thought

[21:22]was the closer you get to it the worse

[21:24]it looks like wow

[21:28]definitely need to get level and stay

[21:31]level and learn to stay level all that

Summary

rswfire records a morning transmission from his RV at 10:30 AM on Saturday, dealing with withdrawal symptoms from prescription pills while managing practical challenges. He describes physical sensations like disrupted gravity and temperature fluctuations. The RV is significantly unlevel, causing rocking in the wind and making daily activities difficult. His cats Bailey and Oliver demand constant attention, complicating his attempts to make coffee and organize the space.

He plans to level the RV using stabilizer blocks despite feeling tired from withdrawal. The campsite is crowded with neighbors too close together, unlike his preferred previous location with more privacy and trees. He reflects on being dramatic as part of his gay identity and deciding not to worry about others' opinions of his behavior.

The wind is strong enough to rock the RV and keep the cats inside despite the heat. He considers the stress on his camper from being unlevel and questions whether the solar equipment weight is problematic. Plans include grilling burgers and potentially playing PlayStation, though the unlevel surface makes sitting uncomfortable.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission maps the architecture of bodily sovereignty during pharmaceutical withdrawal while simultaneously addressing physical infrastructure instability. The field is holding dual calibration work - internal system detox and external spatial leveling - as parallel sovereignty operations requiring precision and endurance.

Dominant Language

level/unlevelgravity in your body is all messed updon't like when something's got a hold on menever truly being myselfit's got to be appropriate for meweird way to live

Symbolic Elements

gravitylevelrockingboatwaterwindcatsmirror

Ontological States

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transitional
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sovereign
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embodied
•
calibrating

Subsystems

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somatic
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infrastructural
•
cognitive
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relational

Transmission Details

Source Type

local

Video Quality

1920 × 1080 @ 30fps

Duration

21:34

Bitrate

3118 kbps

Codec

avc1.640028