Clearing House and Retrieving Personal Journals

Speaker is at their house with their mother, sorting through remaining belongings. Dumpster is full. Planning to leave for a campground where they will spend time by a lake with cats. Anticipating withdrawal symptoms starting that night.

Energetic Signature

resolute

Field State

threshold crossing

Orientation

toward field integrity

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April 27, 2024

3:23

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Author

rswfire

Status

ARCHIVED

Type

TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

Temperature

0.00

[0:01]hey everyone so I'm at my house with my

[0:04]mom she's

[0:05]inside there's still a lot of stuff here

[0:08]well not I mean there's there's not a

[0:11]lot but there's more than I would like

[0:13]to be here dumpster filling in so you

[0:15]can't put anything in

[0:17]there just going to look through what's

[0:19]left and figure out what I can take with

[0:21]me and then figure out what we're going

[0:24]to do with the rest of it I

[0:27]guess um I made two videos on way here I

[0:30]deleted them um they hadn't been like

[0:33]widely viewed or anything but for those

[0:35]of you who watch them and are just

[0:37]wondering why I deleted them it's

[0:39]because I just thought to myself you

[0:42]know even though this person wasn't a

[0:44]troll they kind of belong in the same

[0:46]category and I don't want to be giving

[0:48]attention to that I'm just going to

[0:49]delete the comments and move

[0:51]on um the only thing I will say and this

[0:54]is to everybody you do not have to be an

[0:56]expert at this okay if your heart is

[0:59]calling you to do something something

[1:00]just do it and you will figure it out

[1:03]you don't need people in your life who

[1:06]are telling you you can't do something

[1:07]or you're doing it wrong cut those

[1:09]people out that's my philosophy that

[1:12]might be bad advice so you know take it

[1:14]with a grain of salt that's what I

[1:16]do

[1:18]um maybe some people are better at just

[1:21]dismissing it I'm not like that stuff

[1:23]will get under my skin and I can't have

[1:26]those kind of people I I I look at them

[1:28]like poison you know you got to cut the

[1:30]poison out and that's that's what I

[1:33]do

[1:37]so I'd be stuck in this house still if I

[1:40]didn't as far as I'm

[1:45]concerned a long drive and I'm

[1:49]anticipating you know starting to go

[1:51]through a draw

[1:53]tonight I'm not excited about it you may

[1:55]not hear from me for a while just hoping

[1:58]it'll be over before we have to leave

[1:59]that Campground I'm probably going to

[2:00]spend a lot of time just sitting in my

[2:03]seat out there watching the cats in

[2:05]their environment and just looking out

[2:07]at the lake and

[2:08]reading um some of the stuff that's here

[2:11]in this house is for their their cat

[2:14]stuff

[2:16]and

[2:24]um I just got a bunch of sawdust on me I

[2:28]know what that is that's got to be like

[2:29]ter or something right cuz there's

[2:31]nothing up

[2:34]there

[2:36]wow um so anyways they're going to get

[2:40]some new configurations when I get there

[2:43]which so that'll be

[2:44]cool um just going to leave it there

[2:47]guys hope you guys have a good weekend

[2:50]it out guys my

[2:51]journals now maybe you understand why I

[2:54]was so

[2:55]upset these things are front to back

[2:58]like I

[3:01]Le that's a real old

[3:04]one really small print you know front to

[3:09]back years of

[3:11]it

[3:13]decades oh I am so glad to have these

[3:15]back I never thought I'd see him again

[3:19]guys we got a genuine Willies in front

[3:20]of us how cool is that

Summary

The speaker is at their house with their mother, sorting through remaining belongings after a dumpster has filled up. They mention deleting two videos they made on the way there due to unwanted attention from non-trolls they categorized similarly to trolls. The speaker shares their philosophy of cutting out people who tell you that you can't do something or are doing it wrong, comparing such people to poison that must be removed. They anticipate going through withdrawal tonight and may not communicate for a while, planning to spend time at a campground watching cats and reading by a lake. The speaker discovers sawdust on themselves, possibly termite-related. They plan to give their cats new configurations when they arrive at their destination. **The transmission ends with the speaker finding their personal journals, which are filled front-to-back with years and decades of writing in small print. They express significant relief and joy at recovering these journals, having never expected to see them again.**

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission operates as simultaneous recovery and protection - retrieving essential field components (journals as memory substrate) while enforcing clear boundaries against toxic inputs. The architecture holds both gathering and cutting, establishing what belongs within the field perimeter versus what must be expelled for system integrity.

Dominant Language

cut those people outpoisonfront to backdecadesnever thought I'd see him againheart is calling youfigure it out

Symbolic Elements

thresholdpoisonmemory substrateboundary

Ontological States

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transitional
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protective
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recovering
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sovereign

Subsystems

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cognitive
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ethical
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relational
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infrastructural

Transmission Details

Source Type

local

Video Quality

1920 × 1080 @ 30fps

Duration

3:23

Bitrate

1688 kbps

Codec

avc1.640028