RV Life Reality Check During Rainy Morning

Speaker is in their RV at a campsite during a rainy Friday morning in April 2024. Power is out, cats are restless from being confined, and they're dealing with water management issues. The speaker is in early stages of RV living, having been on the road for about a month, still learning basic systems and routines.

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April 26, 2024

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rswfire

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[0:00]so I wasn't sure my surge protector is

[0:03]waterproof but I saw it puddling up out

[0:05]there so I went out there you know put

[0:08]it on top of a stand and then put that

[0:12]tarp around

[0:13]it um and it was blinking and I don't

[0:16]have power in here so something

[0:19]happened um yeah these are things you're

[0:22]just going to have

[0:24]to you know be mindful of I'm definitely

[0:28]going to not you know I should have

[0:30]probably done that as soon as I got here

[0:32]have a little blue tarp somewhere that I

[0:34]normally wrap around it should have done

[0:37]that you

[0:39]know oh well um lesson

[0:42]learned it's raining pretty hard this

[0:45]morning hi

[0:47]Oliver um it's supposed to end soon

[0:50]they're

[0:53]saying um we lost

[0:55]power it's weird coincidence because I

[0:58]saw that like my surge there was a

[1:01]puddle building up near my surge

[1:02]protector so I went out there just to

[1:04]protect it and then all of a sudden we

[1:06]didn't have power

[1:08]so

[1:12]um I don't know I think I've done

[1:14]everything that I'm supposed to I hope

[1:16]maybe I should have turned the circuit

[1:17]breaker

[1:21]off

[1:23]so maybe disconnect completely idon

[1:28]know and what do other people people do

[1:30]right it's how you learn this

[1:38]stuff they have so much stuff over there

[1:40]like wow like wow I mean like their

[1:43]campsite is like it's just that's a lot

[1:46]of stuff I'll show you what are they

[1:48]doing over

[1:50]there partying it up I

[1:58]guess now we're spying on them

[2:03]too so there with me guys um want to

[2:08]talk about

[2:09]something it's going to be difficult I

[2:12]think cuz I don't really have the words

[2:13]for it yet I haven't thought it through

[2:16]I never do when I talk to you

[2:20]guys Ian I might be thinking about

[2:22]something but I don't ever

[2:24]know what I'm going to say

[2:27]really I don't script anything

[2:35]I

[2:36]am contemplating my life choices

[2:40]today and it's not the rain just want to

[2:43]be clear about that I love rain it's not

[2:45]the rain it's not that I don't have

[2:47]powers none of

[2:48]that it's just how I felt when I woke

[2:51]up

[2:57]um this is a big transition

[3:00]so if you're going to do it just know

[3:03]that it's not you

[3:04]know I've spent a month now just getting

[3:08]ready um and it's been so busy that I

[3:11]haven't really had time to

[3:13]really I guess experience what life is

[3:16]like in this

[3:18]thing you know what I mean like

[3:23]just um just living in it moving it you

[3:27]know breaking Camp putting camp together

[3:30]all that stuff like cooking in it I

[3:32]haven't even cooked in here

[3:34]yet I didn't even eat yesterday I

[3:36]haven't eaten

[3:37]today

[3:46]um I don't first of all I am different

[3:49]than a lot most people I just am I'm not

[3:52]even saying that's a good thing in a lot

[3:54]of ways it's not so

[3:58]um maybe other people would not have so

[4:01]many challenges compared to me I don't

[4:03]know I I I imagine not

[4:06]though I mean look at these guys they

[4:11]clearly you

[4:12]know have embrac this lifestyle pretty

[4:16]well I don't know that they do it

[4:18]fulltime but I mean that's the point

[4:20]even if they they're not they sure know

[4:22]how to Camp don't

[4:28]they um

[4:31]it feels really hard with my

[4:36]cats they're not happy today they want

[4:38]to be outside they destroyed the place

[4:40]while I was

[4:42]sleeping

[4:46]um oh my God that looks like a tiny

[4:50]scorpion oh my

[4:52]God I know they're going to seek revenge

[4:55]on me one

[4:57]day no power I don't think so I thing

[5:01]popped up on my

[5:03]phone nope no

[5:06]power I'll check on it in a little while

[5:09]it says the rain will stop in the next

[5:10]hour

[5:14]so where's my coffee

[5:17]go

[5:18]man I will be

[5:28]back well let me just start with this

[5:30]guys I don't want to be complaining all

[5:32]the time that's not me it really isn't

[5:36]maybe it

[5:37]is you

[5:39]know how well do we really know

[5:42]ourselves I'm learning a lot about

[5:44]myself through this channel that's for

[5:47]sure um anyways I'm embracing today I'm

[5:50]going to go and get some food I'm going

[5:52]to go find a store

[5:54]and I want to make chili today you know

[5:57]just something that I can eat all week I

[6:00]love making

[6:01]chili um I have some other clips from

[6:05]this morning that I'll piece together

[6:07]after this and you know it's very clear

[6:10]that I'm going to go through withraw

[6:11]soon and um just kind of want to be

[6:13]prepared for that the best that I can I

[6:18]guess I need to go home

[6:20]tomorrow um and just finish whatever is

[6:26]there that fan by the way the first time

[6:29]that I drove it um to the first Park I

[6:32]forgot to close it and it's stuck the

[6:35]the thing is stuck up there and I went

[6:38]up

[6:39]there with my telescoping ladder before

[6:43]I came here that was scary and it was

[6:46]just too far over the edge for me to get

[6:48]to it and I just didn't do anything

[6:50]about it

[6:52]so

[6:54]um I'm really struggling to race this

[6:57]life I can just imagine some people are

[7:00]watching me and they're like yeah you

[7:02]shouldn't be doing this you

[7:04]know um somebody wrote me that comment

[7:07]once on Facebook and I was like you're a

[7:10][ __ ] but whatever they're probably

[7:13]right

[7:14]too

[7:20]um it doesn't matter like whether I'm

[7:24]good at this or bad at this this is what

[7:27]I want to do so I'm going to do it you

[7:28]know it's that

[7:30]simple and if that's how you feel then

[7:32]do it you know you don't have to be good

[7:34]at

[7:35]something all the time you know you can

[7:38]learn to be good at something

[7:40]overtime um I really don't like people

[7:43]who seem to think that you just have to

[7:46]be a master of everything in order you

[7:48]know or you're just not allowed to do it

[7:50]or something my friend Brandon he is

[7:53]learning the program right now and he's

[7:54]doing a great job I'm very proud of him

[7:58]um

[8:01]you know if there's something you want

[8:03]to do just do it you will get better at

[8:07]it so I've never addressed this I don't

[8:10]like smoking around my cats okay I hate

[8:12]that I do for a long time I didn't um I

[8:15]had a room dedicated to smoking and air

[8:18]purifiers everywhere it's a little

[8:21]harder to do in this

[8:22]camper but I do have those fans that

[8:25]just blow all the smoke right out the

[8:27]you know the roof so I feel a little bit

[8:29]about it from that angle but yes it's

[8:32]not the greatest thing in the

[8:34]world um they don't deserve to have

[8:39]their health impacted by my poor choices

[8:41]in

[8:42]life

[8:45]um I wish I had never started and it's

[8:48]so stupid the the reason I started was

[8:50]to get back at my parents like any

[8:51]16-year-old is just a

[8:53]dummy um and then look what it's done to

[8:56]me like 30 years later I'm still smoking

[9:00]so dumb don't start guys don't start if

[9:02]there is ever some young person watching

[9:06]me just don't you think that you

[9:10]can everybody thinks that they can stop

[9:13]when they want to it doesn't work that

[9:15]way don't don't ever start ever just

[9:20]don't it is not worth it and it's not

[9:22]even that great like it's not like

[9:24]you're you're not missing out on

[9:26]anything you're really not you're not

[9:28]missing out

[9:31]um you know there's much better things

[9:33]out there okay there

[9:37]is totally just rambling I guess I'm not

[9:40]even getting to the

[9:45]point

[9:48]um I'm starting to feel the pressure of

[9:51]needing to

[9:53]work and it's been a long time since

[9:56]I've had to do any freelancing cuz I've

[9:58]been with the same client for 10 years

[10:00]which means I don't even have a

[10:02]website um for my projects or

[10:07]um and when you're a freelancer reviews

[10:09]are very important you know like on

[10:11]upwork or guru.com and I got them on

[10:14]guru.com and they're old you know it's

[10:17]been a long time and I'm going to have

[10:19]to build up a presence on there again

[10:21]and that takes time and you kind of work

[10:23]for cheaper because you know you got to

[10:25]get people to trust you and try you out

[10:27]and all that kind of stuff and it's just

[10:28]a problem

[10:30]process

[10:32]um God and it's really not where I

[10:35]wanted to end up it's like not what I

[10:36]wanted

[10:39]to I didn't want to be here again but I

[10:42]don't see how I have a choice I have to

[10:43]make

[10:45]money um and I don't know any other way

[10:47]so that's what I've done my whole life

[10:49]that's how I've managed to get from

[10:51]point A to point B my whole

[10:55]life well not always like I've I've

[10:58]worked many gas stations I you

[11:01]know

[11:05]um you know I'm just saying like that's

[11:08]how my programming work has always gone

[11:10]always as a freelancer and then you find

[11:12]a client that you really like and they

[11:13]like you and you end up working together

[11:15]a long time

[11:16]and

[11:19]um you know I quit my job and just cuz I

[11:22]was burnt out we're still

[11:25]talking um he owes me money and he's

[11:28]struggling to pay

[11:29]and

[11:31]um or choosing not to I don't know

[11:36]um we're talking about me maybe coming

[11:39]back and working on some AI stuff but

[11:42]you

[11:44]know just I don't know if that's going

[11:46]to work out so I'm just thinking about

[11:48]what am I going to

[11:50]do

[11:53]I it's not something I have to do right

[11:55]away you know and I don't even think I

[11:58]could because I'm going to be

[12:00]um moving West for a while like a whole

[12:03]month I guess

[12:05]so be hard to work during under those

[12:08]conditions I think um just constantly

[12:13]moving but it's on my mind today I guess

[12:16]and I'm imagining a life like um what my

[12:19]life will look like um doing that in a

[12:23]camper really hope that you are just a

[12:25]gat and not a

[12:28]mosquito toate a

[12:32]that that's another thing you move into

[12:35]a camper expect to deal with insects

[12:38]that's for

[12:39]sure and expect them to get revenge I

[12:43]know they

[12:44]will they always

[12:53]do oh I was trying to figure out what

[12:54]that noise is it's my fan over there

[12:56]which means it's running on the battery

[12:59]real worried about my batteries I never

[13:00]even looked at them I don't know what

[13:01]they are how good they are how charged

[13:04]they are

[13:06]nothing the rain stopped I have to go

[13:10]out there and just see maybe

[13:11]the um you know just see why isn't it

[13:17]on I really thought I mean it was on all

[13:20]night and it had been raining so I don't

[13:23]know but I'm glad I went out there and

[13:25]did that like that's just being

[13:27]responsible I was like oh puddle forming

[13:29]better do something about

[13:33]it um what time is

[13:36]it it's only 9 o' in the morning guys

[13:43]wow so

[13:48]yeah a full day ahead

[13:59]guess this is going to be a boring one I

[14:01]don't really have a lot to say I'm

[14:10]just it's sinking in

[14:13]now that's what's happening good sing

[14:16]in I'll leave it there you guys have a

[14:19]good day what is

[14:21]today wow it's Friday have a good

[14:24]weekend what the [ __ ] is that up there

[14:27]oh my God

[14:30]Oliver pointed it out he looked up there

[14:32]like oh my God I vacuumed it up it's

[14:35]gone now whatever that

[14:38]was this is why you get cats by the way

[14:42]I was going to say I slept in this

[14:44]morning and then I looked at the time at

[14:46]7:30 in the morning that does not

[14:48]count it was raining

[14:52]so it's wet out there cat stuff is going

[14:55]to be

[14:57]wet oh

[15:03]I need

[15:06]coffee

[15:08]mhm good morning everyone I haven't been

[15:12]up very long

[15:14]so I'm sure I'll sound like

[15:18]that um still smoking my first cigarette

[15:22]over

[15:24]here

[15:26]um it's raining outside we're not going

[15:28]to be able to like do anything out there

[15:31]the cats will not

[15:35]understand well you Bailey what do you

[15:38]mean I can't go outside in the

[15:40]rain

[15:42]you did he make it in the shot I wasn't

[15:47]watching

[15:49]um so I was thinking I was going to go

[15:52]on to Walmart today or

[15:54]something um that's what the attendant

[15:57]had mentioned was there's a Walmart

[15:58]around here

[16:00]and get stuff to make chili in my crock

[16:02]poot cuz I haven't done that yet and

[16:04]then I was like I'll have to make

[16:07]hamburger and I don't have very much

[16:11]propane so I mean I guess I could do it

[16:14]on the grill it's raining

[16:17]though I'll figure it out I might I'm

[16:20]probably going to that's what I'm saying

[16:23]and um I have I realized I haven't even

[16:26]cooked in here yet like at all I've

[16:28]never returned that thing

[16:34]on I wonder how much propane it takes to

[16:37]like use it you know I have no idea I

[16:41]have 11% so that's what I

[16:49]got um and I'll probably just live with

[16:51]that you know like I did the last camera

[16:53]I didn't use it at all

[16:55]so um until I have to move

[16:59]cuz so if I'm going to get propane it's

[17:01]I think it's going to be at one of those

[17:02]big truck stops that's probably the only

[17:04]place I'll ever get

[17:06]propane it just know me you

[17:10]know unless I can go to like

[17:14]well so hard like I

[17:19]just you know you got to pack everything

[17:21]up and bring the slid in

[17:24]and deal with the cats that's a big one

[17:31]just to get resources for this

[17:33]thing it's

[17:35]hard hopefully the cats will get

[17:37]adjusted to this because I think they

[17:39]are Oliver's doing well

[17:42]he's maybe over time it will become

[17:44]normal it is weird in here though guys I

[17:47]one day I'll I'll try to record what

[17:50]it's like driving in here

[17:53]like it is like a little earthquake

[17:55]going down the road like it's it's wild

[17:58]like you you can feel it it's you know

[18:00]you can feel the sway of your your

[18:04]house um everything's rattling if it's a

[18:07]bad Road you really feel it

[18:10]um I mean I can understand why the

[18:13]cats don't do so

[18:18]well what everything was knocked down

[18:21]when I woke up everything these cats

[18:24]have managed to knock everything down

[18:27]they knocked more things down and then

[18:29]night I did driving

[18:34]here oh don't do that

[18:36][Music]

[18:37]man

[18:39]please are you

[18:41]bored their toys are getting wet out

[18:44]there I I'm

[18:46]like you

[18:48]know that really sucks like if you have

[18:51]to break Camp every single day that's

[18:53]going to get old and yet I think I have

[18:56]to because now their stuff is going you

[19:00]know

[19:03]um the stuff that they play in like that

[19:06]stuff drives real easy their toys are

[19:09]not going to

[19:15]though it's nice though I love rain I

[19:18]really love rain it's like my favorite

[19:20]thing like one of my favorite things in

[19:22]the world

[19:24]so

[19:27]um yeah

[19:30]I'm going to get some

[19:31]coffee well let me just talk about this

[19:34]real

[19:36]fast I have 10 of these trod

[19:43]doll for some reason I had the same

[19:46]doctor for decades and he's an awesome

[19:48]man and I love this man I mean I feel

[19:50]like he saved my life genuinely when he

[19:53]put me on copen cuz I was not eating I

[19:56]was you know just

[19:59]mentally way messed up and this man

[20:03]helped me get through all of that and we

[20:05]were talking

[20:07]decades and then the second I move into

[20:09]an RV the man freaks out and won't

[20:12]prescribe my meds anymore even though

[20:14]I'm I'm not now but I was in still in

[20:17]Kentucky so I don't have a choice

[20:19]because I'm going to go through withdraw

[20:22]I don't have a choice so and I'm not

[20:25]excited about it it's a little scary you

[20:27]know I don't want to go through that but

[20:29]at the same time I really want to get

[20:31]off these things so if this is the only

[20:33]way to do it then that's how I'm going

[20:35]to do it you

[20:37]know um there's been a couple times on

[20:41]my channel where there have been

[20:42]comments about it and

[20:46]just you know I I don't know another way

[20:49]so you know not without like I don't

[20:52]know another way what do you just find

[20:54]another doctor and hope that it works

[20:56]out I don't see it working out not in

[20:59]this country not after what we've been

[21:01]through with opian

[21:03]so um I wish I had just never taken them

[21:06]but I do have a lot of physical pain

[21:10]and they helped they do help

[21:15]and but they also hurt you so it's a

[21:18]double Ed sword with these

[21:21]things

[21:23]so I don't have a choice I'm going to go

[21:25]through withdrawal that's just the way

[21:27]it is it's the way it has to to be there

[21:30]was a giant bug in here last night

[21:32]Oliver what are you doing man oh my

[21:37]God anyways it looked very scary I don't

[21:41]know what it

[21:43]was Oliver noticed it first I'm so glad

[21:46]for

[21:48]him this one don't want to be good this

[21:52]morning I hell no don't do that man

[21:55]taking my meds

[22:04]I didn't e it all yesterday I'm

[22:09]hungry like that car was coming over

[22:11]here what are they

[22:14]doing it's one way this is like a easy

[22:17]one at least I know how to get out of

[22:24]here this oliv over here

[22:32]you haven't find

[22:34]Oliver hey

[22:41]you Oliver can I move this or you know

[22:44]let me move the

[22:46]pillow what are you

[22:49]doing they see you're tail

[22:54]wagging it's rainy out there you know

[22:57]that right you know that means it's wet

[23:00]right hope you guys aren going to try to

[23:02]go outside

[23:06]today it looks nice out there though I

[23:10]like watching rain on on water like when

[23:12]it you know drops into a lake

[23:15]whatever my windows are

[23:21]dirty a bird over there

[23:34]so wow there are a lot of insects around

[23:38]here um which makes sense you're near

[23:40]water whatever but I'll remember that

[23:43]for

[23:47]sure I'm was going to say something but

[23:49]I don't know how to say it I'm kind of

[23:51]contemplating it

[24:00]um I like the attention but I also don't

[24:03]so I'm like really struggling with that

[24:05]right now

[24:11]because um why does everybody like have

[24:14]to have an opinion

[24:16]like

[24:19]about I've tried to be real diplomatic

[24:23]here um just let me be me you know I

[24:26]don't have to be any different than I am

[24:28]um you can be different than me you know

[24:31]you can like things that I don't

[24:33]like

[24:35]um we don't have to be the same we

[24:39]really don't hi

[24:42]Bailey hi

[24:44]buddy these cats really do seem to like

[24:47]this new life just because it brings

[24:49]them so much closer to me CU I can't get

[24:51]away from

[24:53]them and I I got to get out I need

[24:56]coffee Bailey this is not going to work

[24:59]this is not going to

[25:02]work oh it's

[25:05]getting

[25:07]um not I'm going to have to deal with

[25:10]that

[25:11]today maded this cat has so much for you

[25:16]know that's the problem you deal with

[25:18]with cats like

[25:20]this you

[25:22]know when I woke up I he was giving over

[25:25]a bath I'm like give yourself a bath

[25:27]Bailey never clean

[25:29]himself but no don't clean his brother

[25:34]though I not sure why but we don't feel

[25:37]very lovable it feels like we're

[25:39]traveling that

[25:41]way

[25:43]um I didn't think it was any worse than

[25:45]the last place but I don't know I just

[25:47]feel like you're moving downhill and I

[25:50]didn't put my stabilizer down

[25:52]because I'm worried it's going to go

[25:55]down and never come back up again

[25:58]know I have socks around here

[26:01]somewhere oh come

[26:06]on I'm done you guys it's very hard to

[26:10]get organized in a place like

[26:14]this you will you will learn that if you

[26:17]decide to do

[26:19]this you want Little socks not big ones

[26:23]thank you

[26:29]um I really should

[26:35]like just debating it I mean I do need

[26:38]to drive up there and empty the

[26:40]tanks guys you made such a mess in here

[26:43]like

[26:46]wow I didn't even put my like I didn't

[26:49]do I didn't like nothing like you know I

[26:53]didn't really like set up camp or

[26:55]anything

[27:00]no reason to I guess I

[27:04]just will be like when we really do

[27:07]start moving though

[27:09]like every two days like I'm trying to

[27:12]figure

[27:14]out cuz that's going to be my life for a

[27:17]while at least until I get there and

[27:19]then you know maybe we'll chill for a

[27:21]while

[27:24]but um trying to think about how to do

[27:27]that efficiently you

[27:29]know sorry guys my nose is running

[27:33]today well with everything disconnected

[27:36]I should be able to make coffee pretty

[27:37]easy you know hopefully I won't blow a

[27:42]fuse oh my

[27:45]gosh this is a weird way to live guys it

[27:48]truly

[27:51]is

[27:53]um just as you need water no I'm out of

[27:58]my bottle

[28:01]water oh I use a water filter but still

[28:06]Oliver nobody wants you in their coffee

[28:08]all right nobody come on come

[28:11]on

[28:20]Oliver all

[28:23]right you guys have made a terrible mess

[28:25]in here like what happened happened in

[28:29]here while I was

[28:37]sleeping what are you guys been doing

[28:40]huh thought you were sleeping with

[28:46]me

[28:54]however this is not too

[28:56]bad so I know what to do with this

[29:00]stuff giant bug of that

[29:05]vacuum oh my God you can see it in

[29:09]there whatever the hell is scary very

[29:20]scary I'm going to show

[29:23]you

[29:25]kitties it's very

[29:28]um what

[29:32]out oh they poor

[29:37]clothes mean yeah I knew it wasn't under

[29:43]the mining

[29:49]so you got to hurry or this thing won't

[29:51]let you do a second one of

[29:55]these without waiting like a minute or

[29:58]something to do

[29:59]with some kind it's a feature I'd call

[30:02]it a bug

[30:07]honestly you guys can look out there

[30:11]but just as long as you understand it's

[30:14]very wet you don't want to be out

[30:17]there yeah it's very wet you can see it

[30:20]on top of your things first one's fine

[30:23]it's under the awning

[30:25]but you could even tell where

[30:34]sorry guys it's an indoor day for you

[30:37]two see I wasn't fast enough the milk

[30:41]finished and the coffee

[30:45]thingy ready going to make me

[30:50]wait

[30:55]um oh here we go cool

[30:58]sometimes it'll just sit there and

[31:00]you'll just be like

[31:01]why so something doesn't get too hot or

[31:05]I don't

[31:07]know give us coffee coffee maker

[31:30]really I need the patient of the Gods

[31:31]for

[31:43]this didn't sound

[31:53]right let's figure this

[31:55]out don't go up there please please

[32:00]don't please I'm begging you don't do

[32:05]it because they already made a terrible

[32:08]mess all right

[32:13]already yeah I'm sliding downhill here

[32:16]like that is not

[32:19]good we need to get more

[32:24]level today would be the day to drain

[32:26]your tanks cuz nobody else will want to

[32:29]you know out in the

[32:39]rain

[32:42]CS all right you mind going for a drive

[32:48]today I don't know how I'm going to do

[32:50]this with

[32:52]them Oliver got

[32:56]so V violence inside of his carrier that

[33:01]I was worried he'd hurt himself so I had

[33:03]to let him

[33:11]out I

[33:13]mean I'm thinking I don't have a choice

[33:16]but to start giving them benro you

[33:19]know I don't want to do that but I don't

[33:22]know that I have a choice

[33:42]it's probably about one though right I

[33:44]mean you want them to

[33:47]feel safe

[33:49]and I mean maybe that's the only

[33:53]way you have I don't know I don't know

[33:59]you know I haven't seen any Youtubers

[34:01]with cats somebody mentioned one I meant

[34:03]to look it up and

[34:05]forgot

[34:09]um wait I've seen them with cats what

[34:12]how

[34:15]come how are they doing it I you know

[34:18]how are they doing it I have seen

[34:25]it I mean

[34:29]and I've seen quite a few I don't I

[34:31]can't think of anything that has been

[34:32]said that they're doing special for

[34:35]their cats so I don't

[34:40]know I mean Size Doesn't Matter right I

[34:43]mean as far as like they all had bigger

[34:46]campers but that doesn't matter right

[34:49]like cats are cats they're not going

[34:52]to be

[34:54]happy regardless of this you know like

[34:59]I don't know I don't know what I'm

[35:01]saying so I'm definitely going to go to

[35:04]Walmart today or a grocery store anyway

[35:07]and

[35:10]um there something oh and I'm going to

[35:12]find a tire

[35:14]place I don't know if it'll be like

[35:21]um I don't

[35:23]know I'll figure this stuff

[35:25]out I feel like I have lot of thinking

[35:28]to

[35:29]do

[35:33]um took a lot of work to get to this

[35:35]point right and I just I need to think

[35:39]of the next

[35:41]part for one Jesus Oliver

[35:46]um I'm thinking about work

[35:49]now I'm going to have to make a new

[35:52]website and um

[35:58]probably do some freelancing at some

[35:59]point and I just need to get ready for

[36:04]that things aren't going well my old

[36:07]boss he's long long story not every

[36:11]we're talking about I guess um

[36:34]you better be good down there been real

[36:37]bad this morning man

Summary

The speaker wakes up in their RV during a rainy morning at a campsite, dealing with power loss after protecting their surge protector from water puddles. They reflect on the challenges of RV living with cats, who destroyed items overnight and struggle with the confined space. **Major life transitions are discussed** including upcoming medication withdrawal after their longtime doctor refused to continue prescriptions due to RV living, and the need to return to freelance programming work after quitting their 10-year client relationship.

The speaker addresses **practical RV concerns** including propane levels (11%), cooking challenges, battery management, and the difficulty of moving with cats who become distressed in carriers. They plan to go to Walmart for chili ingredients and acknowledge the steep learning curve of RV maintenance and setup.

**Personal struggles emerge** around feeling different from other campers, dealing with smoking addiction around cats, and contemplating whether they're suited for this lifestyle. The transmission includes interactions with their cats Oliver and Bailey, vacuum cleanup of a large insect, and observations about neighboring campers with extensive setups.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission holds the architecture of early transition management — navigating practical infrastructure while processing the somatic reality of institutional rupture. The field is establishing baseline operational protocols while simultaneously managing withdrawal from pharmaceutical dependency and professional identity dissolution.

Dominant Language

I don't knowwithdrawalchoice/no choicelearningmess/chaossinking intransition

Symbolic Elements

waterthresholdstormshelterwithdrawalinsects

Ontological States

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transitional
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vulnerable
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adaptive
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sovereign

Subsystems

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infrastructural
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somatic
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cognitive
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relational

Transmission Details

Source Type

local

Video Quality

1920 × 1080 @ 30fps

Duration

36:41

Bitrate

1809 kbps

Codec

avc1.640028