[0:00]so we got here several hours
[0:03]ago uh I was very surprised to discover
[0:07]that there are Trump flags flying all
[0:09]over the place um this is my first Army
[0:12]Corps of engineer Campground and I'm
[0:14]wondering if there is if that has
[0:16]something to do with it I really don't
[0:18]know but I will tell you this much it
[0:20]made me feel very
[0:23]unsafe if you support that man know that
[0:26]that is very counter to my values
[0:30]and that I don't feel safe around people
[0:32]who support him and there is a good
[0:34]reason for that and I can't understand
[0:38]how people could still be supporting
[0:40]this man and that's all I'm going to say
[0:42]about it I don't want to get into
[0:45]Politics on this channel or even in my
[0:48]life that is one of the reasons that I
[0:49]decided to live in an RV I wanted to get
[0:51]away from all that did not expect to
[0:54]have it thrown in my face like this so
[0:56]now I'm wondering if I have to be more
[0:58]careful about where
[1:01]book um there are some other things I
[1:03]said when we got here and so I will
[1:04]share those things with you I'll just
[1:06]kind of spice it all together and that's
[1:09]all I have to say for tonight and I will
[1:11]talk to you guys when I talk to you I
[1:12]hope you have a good night thank you bye
[1:15]says hello he was right here when I
[1:17]stopped the vehicle so he was close by I
[1:20]didn't even know it but he never came up
[1:21]into the cab here you know Oliver has
[1:24]not to come out
[1:25]yet so I knew this would come open cuz
[1:28]it won't shut I meant to tie that down
[1:30]no and forgot somehow my vitamins ended
[1:33]up inside of their carrier it fell from
[1:36]up there on top of my laptop at least
[1:38]that didn't go anywhere I kind of forgot
[1:40]about it everything here looks
[1:43]okay and I think we did all
[1:46]right
[1:49]um you know it's okay look at our
[1:54]view I'm not perfectly situated yet we
[1:57]just got here it was stressful but it
[2:00]wasn't terrible
[2:02]um I didn't drain my tanks like the cats
[2:06]made everything impossible for me so I
[2:09]hadn't drained my tanks no propane no
[2:12]fuel station I didn't even see one on
[2:13]the way so one thing guys there are an
[2:16]awful I'm at an Army Corps of engineer
[2:18]place and there are a lot of trump
[2:19]supporters here and I am not a trump
[2:22]supporter if you are I don't even want
[2:23]you watching me
[2:26]seriously um if you're willing to
[2:28]support a guy like that you are not a
[2:30]good person in my book you're just
[2:34]not um looks very beautiful out there y
[2:39]so I'm going to get us situated and I'll
[2:41]be
[2:42]back we're here this is my
[2:46]view I have two sites all to
[2:49]myself CU it's a group site and they
[2:51]just combine the
[2:53]two but there are people all around me
[2:56]which is unpleasant
[3:00]still nice though Oliver hits for a
[3:03]while after we got here he was pretty
[3:05]scared and he smelled like the litter
[3:07]box that's I think where I was
[3:09]hiding really hope it gets better for
[3:11]him Bailey was just sitting behind me
[3:14]right you know near the cab area but
[3:16]didn't come into it and he and I brought
[3:18]him right outside he was
[3:21]fine Oliver took some coaxing and you
[3:23]know giving him treats and food and all
[3:26]that and now he seems
[3:28]better this feels very hard having it
[3:31]doing this with cats it just feels hard
[3:34]it would definitely be easier if it was
[3:36]just me but still be hard but it would
[3:38]be
[3:39]easier but I wouldn't want to do it
[3:42]without them so I don't
[3:44]know that looks like a nice sight over
[3:47]there so looks like some sites are
[3:49]better than others mine doesn't have any
[3:50]trees or Shad you
[3:52]know um you know I have my awning of
[3:56]course just feel a little bit exposed
[3:59]here I guess
[4:01]um I would have picked something
[4:03]different but I'm only here for a week
[4:04]and
[4:05]then you know I don't know this is is my
[4:08]life now there's no such thing as
[4:11]like I don't know like just a transient
[4:15]life some days will be good some won't
[4:18]nothing I love more than just being with
[4:19]my cats and being out in nature just
[4:22]away from that kind of stuff
[4:25]because there just
[4:30]we're failing guys I've looked at the
[4:33]data and I've shared the data with chat
[4:34]GPT and they haven't even gotten it to
[4:36]admit to me that
[4:38]yeah something bad is
[4:41]coming and I'm not prepared but I'm more
[4:44]prepared than I was it's one of the
[4:45]reasons I got an RV although I don't
[4:48]know how much it will really help if
[4:50]things really do get
[4:51]banned tell you this much though all
[4:54]those Trump Flags out here they're
[4:56]accelerating it I don't know why why
[4:59]would you want to do
[5:01]that you're not Patriots by the way
[5:03]you're the opposite you are not Patriots
[5:07]if you support that man you are not a
[5:09]patriot you you don't love our country I
[5:13]mean you're just lying to yourself if
[5:14]you say that to
[5:16]yourselves because that man will destroy
[5:18]our country and he is it's just
[5:21]mindboggling to me that you don't see
[5:25]that I'm sorry I you know I'm not trying
[5:28]to um
[5:30]insult the people you know some of I'm
[5:33]not saying it's all of you but you know
[5:35]I'm just talking to the ones who support
[5:36]this guy I'm not trying to insult you
[5:39]you
[5:41]know I just wish you would
[5:47]rethink a lot of things because for you
[5:51]to support someone like that there's
[5:52]something that has gone wrong
[5:56]um I just don't get it I'll never get it
[6:00]it's very beautiful here there's got to
[6:03]be some trails around
[6:06]here I don't know if this is a lake or I
[6:09]mean I guess it's a creek I don't know
[6:11]is it a creek I mean I don't know that
[6:14]Creeks get this big do they I mean the
[6:17]name of this place has a word Creek in
[6:18]it but that doesn't mean it's
[6:21]this I've seen a couple boats out there
[6:25]wonder how far it
[6:27]goes you can look that up on the map of
[6:33]course there's still a lot I have to do
[6:36]like I got to get myself out of my house
[6:38]like I got to finish that up I need to
[6:40]figure out how far away I am from there
[6:42]cuz I'm not
[6:43]sure um it took about an hour and a half
[6:45]to get here from where I was so it's
[6:48]anywhere from 2 to 3 and 1 half hours to
[6:51]Lexington
[6:53]um and at this point I think I just need
[6:55]to wrap things up there
[6:57]and whatever's there just needs to go
[7:00]and just be done with it cuz this is my
[7:03]life
[7:06]now
[7:11]um I do think that that St John's word
[7:14]is affecting my mood I really believe
[7:17]that I'm not going to keep taking it cuz
[7:20]ever since I started taking it it seems
[7:22]like I've been in kind of a rotten mood
[7:24]and I don't like that that's not me I
[7:26]think there's fishes jumping in the
[7:28]water that's cool
[7:34]it's definitely nice out here I like
[7:38]this happy to see the cats just chilling
[7:41]they seem to be doing pretty
[7:43]good now's always dumping water I don't
[7:46]know why he does
[7:47]that it's a cat thing I
[7:52]guess
[7:53]Bailey Bailey he not even listen to
[7:57]me Oliver
[8:00]Oliver they don't listen when they're
[8:03]outside so it was a pretty difficult
[8:06]drive
[8:08]um it wasn't terrible like it it was
[8:11]okay
[8:14]um I was a little worried about the cats
[8:17]cuz I just didn't know like if something
[8:19]would hurt them you know and they never
[8:21]came up into the cab area oh I already
[8:24]did once he got underneath of my gas
[8:26]pedal um I felt it accelerate I was like
[8:29]what the hell and I looked down and
[8:30]there was
[8:32]Oliver um he was scared you know he's
[8:35]trying to get close to me
[8:38]and yeah that that wasn't good and
[8:42]then just a lot of narrow roads getting
[8:45]here and stuff like that but it was
[8:48]fine
[8:50]um how do I feel about
[8:56]it it's just a new challenge I guess
[8:58]it's not
[9:01]it's not
[9:03]impossible uh I wish I could solve a
[9:06]problem though and that's just being
[9:07]able to see better you know around me I
[9:10]just want to know what's around me if I
[9:12]could do that then I'd have no problems
[9:14]just I really need to just pay somebody
[9:17]to put cameras on my my
[9:20]RV um CU that would solve so many
[9:24]problems for me I'd feel so much better
[9:30]other than that like I just don't see
[9:32]any I don't really have issues with any
[9:34]of
[9:34]this I actually um where I'm at now like
[9:38]I I reversed
[9:41]it um and then I went around sort of
[9:45]right next to my Jeep like basically
[9:47]what I'm trying to say is I did a really
[9:49]good job of avoiding obstacles and stuff
[9:52]so I was pretty proud of
[9:54]that
[9:57]um I'll get used to it definitely need
[10:01]to take it somewhere I got to empty
[10:03]these tanks and
[10:04]then I need to find propane too I asked
[10:07]the attendant up at the when I came in
[10:10]here but I think she thought I was
[10:11]talking about the kind that you buy at
[10:14]Walmart I don't think she understood
[10:16]that I need ones that don't come out
[10:18]there's my propane right there and it
[10:20]just it's not it's not a tank that comes
[10:23]out of it you have to take it
[10:27]somewhere so
[10:30]we're just going to chill the rest of
[10:32]the day I don't really have much to talk
[10:34]about I just want to say I know I've
[10:37]been different these past few days I see
[10:39]the change in my mood and I don't know
[10:41]what's going on with
[10:43]me I hope it's just that you know that
[10:46]St John's W I
[10:49]mean I hope is not anything deeper than
[10:52]that I'm just going to I'm stop taking
[10:53]it you know I won't take it tomorrow and
[10:56]just see what happens um
[11:00]you know this isn't what I want my this
[11:02]isn't how I want to be and it's not what
[11:04]I want to sound like on camera and you
[11:06]know I don't want my channel to be that
[11:07]way
[11:08]so I'll figure it out I do hope you guys
[11:11]have a great night um it's real nice
[11:14]here I mean I'm right I'm right on the
[11:16]lake it's pretty cool