Clearing House and Organizing RV Space

Speaker is in RV at a campground after midnight on April 20th, 2024. Must leave current location by the 25th. House lease ends in 10 days. Cats are staying with his mother temporarily. RV has ongoing organization projects and space limitations.

Energetic Signature

methodical exhaustion

Field State

infrastructure dissolution

Orientation

toward operational minimalism

01HVXZN8ZRYQ2SJ3GKQVC4Z87Q

April 20, 2024

10:56

View on YouTube

Author

rswfire

Status

ARCHIVED

Type

TRANSMISSION (CAPTURE)

Temperature

0.00

[0:00]hi everyone so it's after midnight here

[0:03]I'll be going to sleep soon but I wanted

[0:05]to let you know everything's going

[0:07]great um I spent the day at my house I

[0:11]left in the

[0:12]morning and drove there with the cats

[0:16]who Bailey really does not like driving

[0:19]in a car riding in a

[0:21]car um I left him with my Mom they're

[0:25]both over at my mom's house right now I

[0:28]figured you know it gives me a break

[0:31]from them so that I can kind of get

[0:32]stuff organized in here and she loves my

[0:35]cats to death

[0:37]so you know and

[0:42]well part of me is wondering if I should

[0:44]just let her have them I love my cats I

[0:48]really love them but I just don't know

[0:50]if they fit into this new lifestyle I've

[0:53]made and I'm trying

[0:55]to guess it's sort of like a trial

[0:58]period to see

[1:00]will my cats be happy there will they

[1:02]get along with my mom's cat well you

[1:06]know is it is it a solution that

[1:10]works um I would miss my cats very

[1:14]much I think that they like it here but

[1:20]I mean Oliver bolted out the door

[1:22]yesterday and it took me 15 minutes to

[1:24]get

[1:26]him Bailey's winding out all the time

[1:29]now I just

[1:31]I guess I I just worry that I'm not

[1:35]going to be able to control them and

[1:36]they're going to get loose one day and

[1:39]then I would be really sad about that

[1:42]they just their safety is really

[1:44]important and then it's just it's a

[1:47]small space and I just don't know if

[1:49]it's a good enough environment for them

[1:52]I'm and also it's partly selfish like I

[1:55]want I want to do something new and

[2:01]just everything from my old life was

[2:03]holding me back and that does include my

[2:05]cats I mean it just does and I love them

[2:11]but I'm just in this new phase of my

[2:13]life where I just I'm not sure if I mean

[2:18]they're my cats if things don't work out

[2:20]over there they're coming right back you

[2:22]know just I don't know it's just

[2:25]something I'm debating I'm contemplating

[2:27]I I wasn't even planning on mentioning

[2:29]it yeah but yeah I mean I guess you guys

[2:32]can let me know what you think about

[2:34]that see I have an issue

[2:37]where you know I've been abandoned and I

[2:40]just because of it

[2:42]I feel very strongly about being

[2:46]responsible for the lives that you take

[2:49]on in life and so the idea of giving my

[2:53]cats to my mom it feels like abandonment

[2:56]and I just

[3:00]I don't just the very idea of it really

[3:03]doesn't sit well with me so as far as

[3:06]the house um it's just about empty now

[3:11]uh one of my neighbors bought some of my

[3:13]things they bought like my outdoor

[3:14]decking they bought or not decking they

[3:17]my outdoor patio

[3:19]furniture um they bought my washer and

[3:22]dryer like for real cheap right like

[3:26]definitely not for what they were worth

[3:27]but it got them out of my house and gave

[3:29]me a little extra

[3:30]money um my friend Brandon and a friend

[3:34]of his came over and helped me get rid

[3:37]of a lot of stuff a lot of stuff went to

[3:39]my parents like um like I replaced their

[3:43]couches and their beds and things like

[3:45]that and Brandon took some things and I

[3:48]learned that Brandon's

[3:50]friend is kind of starting out like

[3:53]starting

[3:54]over um and doesn't have a lot of things

[3:56]where he lives so I gave him a bunch of

[3:59]stuff that originally we were going to

[4:02]have a yard sale tomorrow but there's

[4:05]not enough stuff for that now like I I

[4:08]just felt really good about being able

[4:10]to help somebody like I've been in his

[4:12]position more than once in my life and

[4:15]it felt like like synchronicity or

[4:18]something that I was able to help this

[4:20]guy and it made me really happy that I

[4:22]could do

[4:23]that so a lot of my stuff went to him to

[4:27]my parents to Brandon

[4:30]um and then I mean Brandon bought a

[4:32]bunch of stuff too and then um my books

[4:36]are going to the library some things

[4:37]went to Goodwill I'm not sure what my

[4:39]mom handled that there's still some

[4:43]things at the house but not a lot and

[4:44]what is there like quite a bit of it

[4:47]stuff I need to bring here still and

[4:49]figure out where how I'm going to have

[4:53]it

[4:55]here so I did I me I don't know if I

[4:58]mentioned this so one of the reasons I

[5:00]just wanted my cats to stay with my mom

[5:02]it's cuz like they're just super in the

[5:05]way when I'm trying to like do work in

[5:08]here and like I have a lot to do like

[5:11]this needs to go up

[5:13]higher um you know I got to do

[5:15]everything about the slide like I got a

[5:18]bunch of little projects to do now um

[5:21]and I'm going to do those this weekend

[5:22]so that's my plan for this

[5:25]weekend um I am going to have to leave

[5:27]this campground on the 25th I never

[5:29]heard back from them I haven't made

[5:31]plans for somewhere else um I really

[5:34]don't want to go to be country now after

[5:36]reading that warning from from that

[5:38]place so I do need to find somewhere

[5:41]else I'm starting to embrace the idea of

[5:44]maybe I don't stay as long as two weeks

[5:46]somewhere I really do want to be

[5:48]somewhere like that so that I can like

[5:52]really explore an area but I'm not even

[5:53]at that point yet I'm just still trying

[5:56]to get my bearings in here oh God

[6:00]there's a ladybug in

[6:01]here sorry guys I like ladybugs I really

[6:05]do but they are pests and campers and I

[6:08]did not know that um they will infest

[6:12]your space like ants will it's crazy I

[6:15]did not know they did that um I'm trying

[6:20]so hard to keep this place like like

[6:24]sterile so anyways gosh what was I even

[6:27]talking about now

[6:30]um I really don't have a whole lot to

[6:32]say I just wanted you guys to know I'm

[6:35]fine cuz you know if you're following

[6:37]along you know I've been going through a

[6:39]straw but I'm fine I'm I'm managing like

[6:42]I'm not you know I am tapering so it's

[6:45]not that

[6:46]bad

[6:48]um oh I know what I was talking about

[6:51]so you know I'm just still at the stage

[6:54]of just trying to get to where I can

[6:57]really truly live this life because like

[7:00]it's real hard like there's so much

[7:01]stuff there right there's no way I could

[7:03]pull my SL in right now

[7:05]so man it has just been so hard and I

[7:09]just hopefully this weekend I will

[7:11]finally be done with that and

[7:13]then you know I've got like 10 days

[7:16]until you know my lease is over and I

[7:19]have to have everything out of that

[7:20]house before

[7:21]then I think I'll make it cuz there's

[7:24]not a lot left um what is left I mean

[7:28]it's sad to say but it's going to end up

[7:29]up in the dumpster except for the stuff

[7:32]that I'm bringing here and I just have

[7:33]to figure out you know where I'm going

[7:35]to put it I brought some books um I

[7:41]just could not part with all of them and

[7:44]I thought about how I would do like

[7:46]where I would put them and I'll explain

[7:48]that

[7:49]later

[7:51]um I don't know I have way more stuff

[7:54]than I should I truly do like I'm trying

[7:57]to embrace this new lifestyle out and

[8:00]really

[8:02]struggling with the space limitations

[8:05]because I got rid of a lot of stuff but

[8:09]I still have too much stuff and I I

[8:11]don't know how that's possible but it

[8:14]is oh man so I mean that's really it I

[8:18]just want to let you guys know that I'm

[8:20]doing well I hope you guys are doing

[8:21]well um if you don't hear from me for a

[8:25]couple days don't worry I'm good I just

[8:27]I'm going to be super focused on getting

[8:30]this place where I need to and then I

[8:33]will update you and just show you around

[8:35]because I'm I love what I'm doing to it

[8:38]I can't wait till it's done and then

[8:41]after that um I do want to start getting

[8:43]out there and exploring the area

[8:46]so um I think I'll have a few days here

[8:49]still if I can get everything done this

[8:50]weekend and

[8:52]then um I'm planning my main trip I

[8:57]don't know what to call it I mean it's

[8:58]my life so so but I mean it's a long

[9:00]trip it'll take years and I want to

[9:03]share that with you too I'm going to

[9:04]kind of give you an outline of how I how

[9:07]I imagine it all going so you know it's

[9:11]not like it's not like sattin Stone like

[9:16]these places I go to like there might be

[9:18]stops along the way or um you know cuz

[9:21]I'll learn a lot about the areas I might

[9:23]even learn it from you guys like once

[9:25]you learn where I'm going and stuff like

[9:27]you might have suggestions or whatever

[9:29]and so totally open to all of that

[9:34]um yeah I I still feel really good about

[9:38]all of this I don't no regrets

[9:41]and no real anxiety and no no real fears

[9:45]like

[9:46]like um it's just amazing how far I've

[9:51]come from those first few videos you

[9:54]know knowing I wanted to do

[9:57]this not realizing there was even a

[10:00]community

[10:01]like you know cuz I didn't see anything

[10:04]on YouTube about it

[10:07]until like I was well into the process

[10:10]of buying an RV and just

[10:15]like I

[10:23]just I mean if anything I feel like mine

[10:27]is a story that just tells you

[10:29]that you really

[10:32]can overcome a lot I don't know how you

[10:36]do it cuz I don't know how I did it but

[10:39]it's

[10:40]possible

[10:43]um I hope these videos aren't too boring

[10:46]I I feel like they kind of are but yeah

[10:50]yeah I'm I'm tired it's been a super

[10:53]super long day good night everybody

Summary

The speaker provides an update after midnight on April 20th, 2024, reporting that everything is going well. He spent the day at his house clearing belongings with help from his friend Brandon and Brandon's friend. **Major items disposed of:** neighbors bought outdoor patio furniture and washer/dryer for cheap prices; parents received couches, beds, and other furniture; Brandon's friend (who is starting over) received many household items; books went to the library; some items to Goodwill.

The speaker left his cats Bailey and Oliver with his mother while he organizes the RV space. **Cat concerns:** Bailey dislikes car rides, Oliver bolted out the door yesterday taking 15 minutes to retrieve, Bailey is vocalizing frequently. He's considering whether to let his mother keep the cats permanently, torn between loving them and questioning if they fit his new lifestyle and the small RV space.

**Current RV status:** Still has projects to complete including raising something higher and working on a slide. Plans to focus on RV organization over the weekend. Must leave current campground on the 25th but hasn't made alternative plans yet. Decided against "be country" location after reading warnings.

**Transition progress:** House lease ends in 10 days, minimal items remain (some will go to dumpster, some to RV). Still struggling with space limitations despite getting rid of many belongings. Plans to share outline of his long-term travel plans which will take years. Reports no regrets, anxiety, or fears about the lifestyle change.

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission holds the architecture of controlled dissolution — systematically dismantling old infrastructure while establishing minimal viable systems for transition. The field is operating under severe spatial and temporal constraints, requiring precise triage between what can be carried forward and what must be released.

Dominant Language

abandonmentresponsibilitysynchronicityspace limitationsno regretsovercomepossible

Symbolic Elements

thresholdcontainerburdenspacetime pressure

Ontological States

•
transitional
•
constrained
•
systematic
•
pragmatic

Subsystems

•
infrastructural
•
cognitive
•
emotional
•
relational

Transmission Details

Source Type

local

Video Quality

1920 × 1080 @ 30fps

Duration

10:56

Bitrate

3191 kbps

Codec

avc1.640028