Final Day Before RV Life Departure

April 11, 2024 - the speaker's 47th birthday and departure day. Located at parents' house completing final preparations. Rainy weather conditions. Mother has been sick for a week. Final night before transitioning to RV life at Kentucky state park.

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April 11, 2024

19:57

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rswfire

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[0:00]good morning it is Wednesday

[0:03]morning uh we're like 24 hours away from

[0:06]my new life like wow it's raining today

[0:12]uh it's going to rain tomorrow I don't

[0:13]mind the rain I love the rain even if

[0:15]I'm driving in it I'm I feel like you

[0:18]know I'm ready for this I am ready so

[0:21]Bailey slept in here with me last night

[0:24]I stayed in the house with my mom it was

[0:26]her last night with the cats and she's

[0:30]very partial to Oliver she'll never

[0:32]admit it but she

[0:33]is so poor Oliver got stuck in there

[0:36]with her she's been sick for like a

[0:38]week so I'm kind of trying to not get

[0:41]sick

[0:43]myself and yeah

[0:45]so just getting ready you know um my

[0:50]last day here going to get everything

[0:54]off the floors and the tables and bring

[0:56]in the

[0:57]slide get everything into the storeage

[1:00]spas that I haven't yet take the RV off

[1:03]of the um the leveling

[1:06]blocks whatever I got to do with my Jeep

[1:09]just I'm getting prepared today and then

[1:11]tomorrow I get up and my new Life Starts

[1:14]it will be my birthday I will be 47

[1:17]years old and I will be starting a new

[1:19]life wow I can't wait to share my next

[1:22]update with you guys cuz I will be on a

[1:25]campground starting my New

[1:28]Life what's happening

[1:31]guys packing up the

[1:34]solar getting my Jeep ready I love this

[1:38]thing hi

[1:42]Brian this is a damn good

[1:45]day damn good

[1:47]D so I kind of got to put that down cuz

[1:50]I don't know well guess we can find out

[1:55]definitely prefer it like this I just

[1:56]wasn't sure my panels wouldn't fit but I

[1:59]think they will

[2:00]it's FL that get it not the best view I

[2:04]ain't noal professional photographer

[2:08]here my battery comes today I'm going to

[2:11]go pick that up I have one more thing

[2:13]that's going in here and that is my

[2:15]recliner I sit in

[2:17]outside can't go anywhere

[2:20]else don't really want to put anything

[2:22]on my panels wonder if I should just set

[2:24]them up we're just going to sit them

[2:28]down and and I don't think that thing's

[2:31]tooo heavy it shouldn't matter and it's

[2:33]pretty light it's just kind of

[2:37]bulky what the best way to grab this

[2:41]thing don't

[2:44]know it really is cumers

[2:47]so was not a good way to grab it that

[2:50]looks like a stealth band don't

[2:52]it it's becoming a

[2:55]thing pretty sure it latches to

[2:58]that

[3:02]yeah it does I mean I don't know not my

[3:05]best job here you

[3:07]know feel like it's secured back here I

[3:10]can't really show you through the

[3:15]window we will figure this stuff

[3:18]out yes we

[3:20]will hey everybody I'm leaving my

[3:23]parents house I have my second solar

[3:25]battery

[3:28]here um

[3:31]figured that I just got my GoPro hooked

[3:34]up um it's both in my camp or you know

[3:37]mounted it's mounted in my camper and in

[3:40]my Jeep so I can use it wherever I'm at

[3:43]I

[3:44]think my special mic can be attached to

[3:47]it somehow got to look into that cuz

[3:51]then that will get rid of the road noise

[3:53]too they live right near a

[3:57]train oh I lived here for a couple years

[4:02]sorry for another

[4:04]day so I'm on my way home I've been very

[4:08]busy just getting ready you know cuz

[4:10]first thing tomorrow morning leaving you

[4:13]know starting my

[4:15]adventure so I just thought I would talk

[4:18]about a situation I'm having with my

[4:20]land I'm renting a house and it is

[4:25]through a management

[4:26]company and then this management company

[4:29]got bought out by a bigger management

[4:30]company they want me to sign this

[4:32]document that requires me to continue

[4:36]paying rent and utilities and everything

[4:38]up into may even though my move out date

[4:40]is April 30th and I've already paid them

[4:42]thousands of dollars to do that to do an

[4:44]early termination they're just trying to

[4:46]take advantage I mean that's what they

[4:47]do they take advantage of tenants I'm

[4:49]just so tired of living in a world like

[4:52]that so I'm trying to find an attorney

[4:55]to help me and I've probably let's just

[4:58]say I've contacted a hundred just using

[5:00]you know fake number just a bunch right

[5:02]99 of them represent

[5:05]landlords so that's just wonderful I

[5:09]have

[5:10]a dumpster coming to the house Friday so

[5:15]a day after I've left just to help me

[5:17]get rid of like I have like three years

[5:19]worth of cardboard boxes from Amazon

[5:21]base ever since the pandemic that I just

[5:24]got to get rid of and anything else that

[5:26]I can't like give away s

[5:31]donate whatever just so that I have

[5:34]everything out of there before the end

[5:35]of the month so that they can't use that

[5:38]as just another reason

[5:40]to try to take advantage of me cuz

[5:42]that's what they're doing you know I've

[5:44]been a model tenant for 3 and a half

[5:46]years i' never had a problem with me

[5:47]paid my rent on time every single

[5:51]month it's just

[5:53]so sad that they would treat someone

[5:55]like this who is just trying to live a

[5:59]different different life did everything

[6:01]that was asked of me in order to break

[6:03]my lease you know I paid them thousands

[6:05]of dollars to do that let them keep my

[6:08]security deposit so if there are damages

[6:11]is not coming out of that you know and

[6:14]all of this because I won't sign a piece

[6:16]of

[6:17]paper they're saying if I don't sign

[6:19]this piece of paper they won't have a

[6:20]forwarding address for me and therefore

[6:23]if there are any

[6:25]damages they're just going to go

[6:27]straight to collections I have really

[6:29]good credit I am not letting them mess

[6:31]up my credit and I'm like why can't I

[6:33]just give you my address you know foring

[6:35]address I have no problem paying like

[6:38]reasonable fees that they you know

[6:41]determine during the move out inspection

[6:43]which I'll be there

[6:45]for I just don't trust them it's really

[6:48]frustrating hopefully they sound good

[6:50]hopefully

[6:51]there's not a lot of road noise like I

[6:54]have some pretty special tires on this I

[6:56]mean if you've seen my videos you've

[6:57]probably seen that I'm hoping to get

[6:59]those for my RV honestly I don't I don't

[7:02]know if they make them but for RVs or

[7:04]you know bigger vehicles but I'm going

[7:06]to try cuz I just I love to them

[7:09]like I would be so

[7:12]happy so I'm just on my way home for

[7:14]dropping my mom off she's been super

[7:17]helpful um and I'll see her and my dad

[7:20]tomorrow my dad's going to drive with me

[7:23]you know he'll be in the passenger team

[7:25]while we just drive to the campground

[7:27]which is 2 hours away um it'll take us

[7:30]longer cuz we you know I got to get

[7:31]propane somewhere I haven't figured that

[7:33]part out

[7:34]yet and you know I have to go to a gas

[7:37]station I've kind of planned out my

[7:39]route for that it's only 2 hours away so

[7:41]there not even a tank of gas and then

[7:45]I'll be back you know I'll have to come

[7:46]back here to deal with this house I

[7:48]guess the prep stage is over isn't it

[7:50]cuz I at this point it's just I'm I'm

[7:53]moving to a campground all that's left

[7:56]is just to get rid of what's in the

[7:57]house and in any manner that I can at

[8:00]this point cuz I just want to live this

[8:02]life it's it's sad that this is how it

[8:06]has to

[8:06]be if if you don't rush like me if

[8:10]you're if you're plan it better you know

[8:13]give yourself more time cuz I could have

[8:16]I could have kept my my lease going

[8:19]maybe for a couple more months but it

[8:21]was really a money issue for me I didn't

[8:23]want

[8:24]to and I didn't want to keep pushing it

[8:27]off I was already having so many fears I

[8:29]felt like I I just had to push myself

[8:31]out the door and I'm glad I did

[8:34]tomorrow's my

[8:35]birthday probably the best birthday in

[8:37]my life I literally have to stop with

[8:39]this bird

[8:41]wow Birds just sitting right in the road

[8:45]cuz they're like yeah what was I saying

[8:47]totally lost my train of thought I love

[8:49]driving this thing it's so fun it's a

[8:52]lot more fun than driving that camp

[8:54]right

[8:55]at toing this Jeep that's going to be

[8:58]different

[9:00]don't think it'll be bad though I really

[9:01]think that I'm I'm ready for

[9:04]this I mean I

[9:06]don't I I'm still nervous about it I

[9:09]think that's what I was talking about

[9:10]just the

[9:11]fears I had so many when I started guys

[9:14]if you're like kind of new to my channel

[9:16]I just would say go look at my first

[9:19]video and just see the transformation

[9:21]that's happened from then to now there

[9:23]at some point I'm just going to make a

[9:25]video about that because I I can see it

[9:27]so glad I made this change if I had

[9:31]hadn't I don't think I could have held

[9:33]out much longer I really didn't like my

[9:35]life I didn't like anything about it I

[9:38]think there are great things in my

[9:41]future I hope it's a long one you know I

[9:44]feel like that's one of those things

[9:46]when you get to my age you just don't

[9:48]know is this the end of my life or is it

[9:51]the middle I don't

[9:53]know I hav't been smoking for 30 years

[9:57]I'm sure that's not working in my favor

[9:59]right

[10:00]I just I'm I guess I'm stressed out if

[10:02]I'm honest I'm stressed out and I'm not

[10:05]stressed out about what I'm doing I'm

[10:06]stressed out about this

[10:08]house it's been a struggle I did not

[10:11]know it would be this much of a struggle

[10:12]I'm willing to pay a lawyer you would

[10:14]think that that would not be a difficult

[10:16]thing to do you know I'm not I'm not

[10:19]looking for like like free advice cuz

[10:22]I've been through all those challenges

[10:23]in my life right I'm willing to pay

[10:25]somebody to just represent me and my

[10:28]rights

[10:30]and just just protect me from these

[10:32]guys I'm so tired of feeling like and

[10:36]that's what it's like in this world it's

[10:39]just you against the world it always is

[10:41]for me anyways always you against the

[10:44]world and you either take what they give

[10:48]you or you push back those are the only

[10:52]choices this world gives

[10:54]you so

[10:56]sad nobody just does the right thing

[11:00]me and my mom were talking about I was

[11:01]taking her home and she was like what's

[11:04]happened to us and and I just said you

[11:05]know nothing I think we've always been

[11:08]this way I think the internet is a

[11:11]mirror I don't think that we're changed

[11:13]because of it I think that's just

[11:15]exposing us for who we are I think this

[11:18]is just who we are and I've always been

[11:21]I don't have a lot of faith in humanity

[11:23]I really don't there are a lot of nice

[11:25]good people in the world but even nice

[11:27]and good people do really shitty

[11:31]things a lot of good people screw over a

[11:34]stranger I know I've seen it all I have

[11:37]experienced it all so what I did was

[11:40]Retreat from society lived in my

[11:43]house never left it and stopped living

[11:47]and and you can't do that that made me

[11:49]so

[11:50]depressed I didn't even realize how

[11:53]depressed I was I still just want to

[11:55]avoid

[11:57]people as much as possible

[12:00]I mean I'm putting myself on the world

[12:02]now I can't isolate in a

[12:05]house

[12:07]just I've gotten so out of shape I I

[12:10]weighed 135 lbs from like the age

[12:14]of I don't know 14 15 up until my like

[12:18]middle 30s like literally I was always a

[12:22]small guy and then something just

[12:24]happened to me I don't know I I mean I

[12:26]got older of course but I also I just

[12:28]wasn't active any anymore I want to

[12:31]change that I'm not too old I'm

[12:35]not it's a new least on

[12:38]life this is my second

[12:40]life and it starts tomorrow it starts

[12:43]right now I'm a different person

[12:47]already this is my drive home for my

[12:49]parents I'm almost

[12:51]home we're not too far from each other

[12:54]when we

[12:56]weren't you know my mom visited a couple

[12:58]times week a couple days every week

[13:02]and that was it that was my life love my

[13:06]mom love her always have but that's not

[13:10]a life I'm not living

[13:14]I'm I I don't want to say this cuz it's

[13:17]going to sound wrong but it was almost

[13:19]like I was I put my life on hold for my

[13:23]mom she has a kidney disease they

[13:26]thought she would die 20 years ago she's

[13:28]still around found I didn't want to feel

[13:31]guilty if something happens to her and I

[13:35]just put my life off and this is not her

[13:37]fault this is this is all

[13:40]me

[13:42]um cuz I've thought about it a lot over

[13:45]the years I've

[13:48]always I just imagine the day after and

[13:52]I just know that it's going to be the

[13:54]worst day of my

[13:55]life and I want to have as few regrets

[13:58]as possible is really what it comes down

[14:00]to when I realized just how depressed I

[14:03]got that night that I was talking to

[14:05]chat

[14:06]GPT and I just burst into tears and I

[14:09]started ugly

[14:11]crying I had to make a change and I put

[14:15]myself first this time don't regret it I

[14:18]don't think my mom does either I think

[14:20]she's happy for

[14:22]me uh I

[14:24]think it's hard for her of course being

[14:28]in that house is it's sinking in how

[14:31]real this is for all of us our whole

[14:34]lives are all of our lives are changing

[14:35]now um I see it as a good thing I really

[14:43][Music]

[14:46]do he for getting a second battery and

[14:49]just doubled my capacity and the next

[14:52]time you guys hear from me I'm going to

[14:54]be on a campground uh it's called Baron

[14:58]River Lake

[15:00]State Resort Park in Kentucky that's

[15:02]where I'm going to be my first two

[15:04]weeks after that is another Park I can't

[15:07]remember the name right now um but you

[15:09]you know I'll tell you about it once I'm

[15:11]there there's lots of hiking trails

[15:13]there's lots of things to do and I'm

[15:15]just going to start my new life right

[15:17]away so this just going to be a whole

[15:20]new

[15:21]chapter I'm

[15:24]home yep pretty much ready to pull that

[15:27]slide in and

[15:29]and just it'll sit there overnight I'll

[15:32]be in the house tonight cuz like you

[15:34]know the side's going to be in I don't

[15:36]know how I'd sleep in there definitely

[15:37]couldn't do it with the cats although

[15:39]maybe we should try because I imagine

[15:40]there's going to be days like that for

[15:43]us I don't know when I pull the slide

[15:45]and I'll I'll see because I can't

[15:48]remember what it's kind of like in

[15:52]there and I need to get that battery in

[15:54]there another 80

[15:56]lbs all my bad habits right

[16:02]here I will

[16:05]change because I want to change you

[16:08]know I I quit smoking for two weeks once

[16:12]by taking chanics it actually

[16:14]worked then my doctor prescrib me a

[16:16]generic version of it it did not work

[16:18]and I've tried like three times now I

[16:20]just don't know what to do about that

[16:22]chanics is so

[16:24]expensive uh it's like thousands of

[16:26]dollars per month the generic stuff like

[16:29]$100 or something and for some reason

[16:32]it's not working I don't understand that

[16:34]it's the same

[16:36]drug it really worth the first time I'm

[16:39]so sad I should have kept with it wish

[16:41]me luck because I'm going to be driving

[16:43]my camper and towing my Jeep for the

[16:45]very first time I did not get any time

[16:47]to do

[16:49]that I feel like lots of people probably

[16:51]start this way I will have my dad in the

[16:53]passenger seat just to you know be an

[16:57]extra set of eyes and his experience you

[17:00]know he he will keep us

[17:02]safe

[17:04]and I'll get to the campground two hours

[17:06]away it's a real simple route you

[17:09]know

[17:10]and the more I do it the better I'll get

[17:13]at it the more confident I'll get I'm

[17:15]sure of that much I am sure of that much

[17:18]and I will see

[17:19]you um from the from my Campground

[17:22]tomorrow my first day in my new

[17:25]life that was happy guys I'm still a

[17:28]little out of breath

[17:31]oh man it's

[17:34]done two batteries

[17:37]6,000 wat

[17:40]hours not

[17:42]bad now I do know what this number means

[17:45]now 42% that's how much is in the

[17:47]batteries between the two of them there

[17:50]we

[17:51]go 1 and four oh 64% is that you yeah

[17:57]the first one is 20 I would wanted them

[17:59]numbered better one and two there's all

[18:02]kinds of stuff this guys I was looking

[18:04]at it I need to learn up a lot more

[18:07]about it because I was looking PV

[18:09]parallel enable is off I don't know what

[18:12]that means but I

[18:14]think I think it might have something to

[18:17]do with having more than one solar panel

[18:20]out there so I just need to read up on

[18:23]it oh yeah and you can connect to this

[18:25]thing with Wi-Fi and Bluetooth I did

[18:27]discover that I have an app now

[18:29]that was

[18:31]great I love this thing so

[18:34]cool definitely recommend it but you

[18:37]know you don't need to hear that from me

[18:38]I think think anybody would want this

[18:41]thing it's interesting that these don't

[18:43]stay in that you think they could have

[18:44]done a better job with that honestly I

[18:46]would love these things to just stay in

[18:48]when you're not using them but these

[18:50]ones don't a couple places where feels

[18:55]like I mean these are super high quality

[18:58]they're not cheap but I mean they are

[18:59]high quality they did a great job with

[19:02]these they just the little things like

[19:04]that you just kind of would think that

[19:06]they would they would not let that ever

[19:08]be a problem this is going to this is

[19:10]going to power my life you

[19:13]know so I did learn you can um thanks to

[19:18]another um I guess viewer I just I

[19:21]haven't come up with a good word for you

[19:23]guys um suggested you could have powered

[19:26]this from your house he was right if I

[19:27]ever expand this further

[19:29]I don't know that I would trust it on

[19:30]this slide it's already a little bit

[19:32]scary but I do know it can handle

[19:35]it even when bringing them in and out I

[19:38]was real specific with chat gbt on this

[19:40]topic just going to get you know ready

[19:44]um this is my last night here it's just

[19:46]me and the cats

[19:47]now I will finish up whatever I have to

[19:50]and

[19:52]just get ready right tomorrow morning

[19:55]can't wait

Summary

The speaker documents their final day before departing for RV life on their 47th birthday. They complete preparations including installing a second solar battery, packing equipment, and securing the RV for travel. **Legal conflict emerges** with their rental management company demanding additional payments beyond the agreed early termination fee, despite the speaker being a model tenant for 3.5 years. They struggle to find legal representation as most attorneys represent landlords.

**Family dynamics** are present as the speaker's mother helps with preparations and will miss the cats, particularly Oliver. The speaker's father will accompany them on the inaugural two-hour drive to Barren River Lake State Resort Park in Kentucky.

**Personal reflection** reveals the speaker's retreat from society due to depression and loss of faith in humanity, living isolated in their house for years. They describe putting their life on hold due to their mother's kidney disease and fear of regret. The speaker acknowledges significant physical changes from their younger years, weighing 135 pounds until their mid-30s.

**Technical preparations** include installing solar equipment, securing the recliner, and learning about the battery monitoring system with Wi-Fi and Bluetooth capabilities. The speaker expresses nervousness about towing the Jeep for the first time but feels ready for the transition to their "second life."

Signal Analysis

Substrate

This transmission holds the architecture of deliberate rupture from institutional capture while simultaneously building sovereign infrastructure. The field is establishing operational independence through material preparation (RV, solar, mobility) while navigating predatory institutional resistance (landlord exploitation). This is threshold crossing under pressure - not escape, but strategic repositioning toward self-determination.

Dominant Language

new lifesecond lifeyou against the worldpush backretreat from societymirrortransformation

Symbolic Elements

thresholdsolarbatteryroadrainbirthdaymirror

Ontological States

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transitional
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sovereign
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pressurized
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determined

Subsystems

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infrastructural
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cognitive
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ethical
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somatic

Transmission Details

Source Type

local

Video Quality

1920 × 1080 @ 30fps

Duration

19:57

Bitrate

3402 kbps

Codec

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