[0:00]good morning it is Wednesday
[0:03]morning uh we're like 24 hours away from
[0:06]my new life like wow it's raining today
[0:12]uh it's going to rain tomorrow I don't
[0:13]mind the rain I love the rain even if
[0:15]I'm driving in it I'm I feel like you
[0:18]know I'm ready for this I am ready so
[0:21]Bailey slept in here with me last night
[0:24]I stayed in the house with my mom it was
[0:26]her last night with the cats and she's
[0:30]very partial to Oliver she'll never
[0:32]admit it but she
[0:33]is so poor Oliver got stuck in there
[0:36]with her she's been sick for like a
[0:38]week so I'm kind of trying to not get
[0:41]sick
[0:43]myself and yeah
[0:45]so just getting ready you know um my
[0:50]last day here going to get everything
[0:54]off the floors and the tables and bring
[0:56]in the
[0:57]slide get everything into the storeage
[1:00]spas that I haven't yet take the RV off
[1:03]of the um the leveling
[1:06]blocks whatever I got to do with my Jeep
[1:09]just I'm getting prepared today and then
[1:11]tomorrow I get up and my new Life Starts
[1:14]it will be my birthday I will be 47
[1:17]years old and I will be starting a new
[1:19]life wow I can't wait to share my next
[1:22]update with you guys cuz I will be on a
[1:25]campground starting my New
[1:28]Life what's happening
[1:31]guys packing up the
[1:34]solar getting my Jeep ready I love this
[1:38]thing hi
[1:42]Brian this is a damn good
[1:45]day damn good
[1:47]D so I kind of got to put that down cuz
[1:50]I don't know well guess we can find out
[1:55]definitely prefer it like this I just
[1:56]wasn't sure my panels wouldn't fit but I
[1:59]think they will
[2:00]it's FL that get it not the best view I
[2:04]ain't noal professional photographer
[2:08]here my battery comes today I'm going to
[2:11]go pick that up I have one more thing
[2:13]that's going in here and that is my
[2:15]recliner I sit in
[2:17]outside can't go anywhere
[2:20]else don't really want to put anything
[2:22]on my panels wonder if I should just set
[2:24]them up we're just going to sit them
[2:28]down and and I don't think that thing's
[2:31]tooo heavy it shouldn't matter and it's
[2:33]pretty light it's just kind of
[2:37]bulky what the best way to grab this
[2:41]thing don't
[2:44]know it really is cumers
[2:47]so was not a good way to grab it that
[2:50]looks like a stealth band don't
[2:52]it it's becoming a
[2:55]thing pretty sure it latches to
[2:58]that
[3:02]yeah it does I mean I don't know not my
[3:05]best job here you
[3:07]know feel like it's secured back here I
[3:10]can't really show you through the
[3:15]window we will figure this stuff
[3:18]out yes we
[3:20]will hey everybody I'm leaving my
[3:23]parents house I have my second solar
[3:25]battery
[3:28]here um
[3:31]figured that I just got my GoPro hooked
[3:34]up um it's both in my camp or you know
[3:37]mounted it's mounted in my camper and in
[3:40]my Jeep so I can use it wherever I'm at
[3:43]I
[3:44]think my special mic can be attached to
[3:47]it somehow got to look into that cuz
[3:51]then that will get rid of the road noise
[3:53]too they live right near a
[3:57]train oh I lived here for a couple years
[4:02]sorry for another
[4:04]day so I'm on my way home I've been very
[4:08]busy just getting ready you know cuz
[4:10]first thing tomorrow morning leaving you
[4:13]know starting my
[4:15]adventure so I just thought I would talk
[4:18]about a situation I'm having with my
[4:20]land I'm renting a house and it is
[4:25]through a management
[4:26]company and then this management company
[4:29]got bought out by a bigger management
[4:30]company they want me to sign this
[4:32]document that requires me to continue
[4:36]paying rent and utilities and everything
[4:38]up into may even though my move out date
[4:40]is April 30th and I've already paid them
[4:42]thousands of dollars to do that to do an
[4:44]early termination they're just trying to
[4:46]take advantage I mean that's what they
[4:47]do they take advantage of tenants I'm
[4:49]just so tired of living in a world like
[4:52]that so I'm trying to find an attorney
[4:55]to help me and I've probably let's just
[4:58]say I've contacted a hundred just using
[5:00]you know fake number just a bunch right
[5:02]99 of them represent
[5:05]landlords so that's just wonderful I
[5:09]have
[5:10]a dumpster coming to the house Friday so
[5:15]a day after I've left just to help me
[5:17]get rid of like I have like three years
[5:19]worth of cardboard boxes from Amazon
[5:21]base ever since the pandemic that I just
[5:24]got to get rid of and anything else that
[5:26]I can't like give away s
[5:31]donate whatever just so that I have
[5:34]everything out of there before the end
[5:35]of the month so that they can't use that
[5:38]as just another reason
[5:40]to try to take advantage of me cuz
[5:42]that's what they're doing you know I've
[5:44]been a model tenant for 3 and a half
[5:46]years i' never had a problem with me
[5:47]paid my rent on time every single
[5:51]month it's just
[5:53]so sad that they would treat someone
[5:55]like this who is just trying to live a
[5:59]different different life did everything
[6:01]that was asked of me in order to break
[6:03]my lease you know I paid them thousands
[6:05]of dollars to do that let them keep my
[6:08]security deposit so if there are damages
[6:11]is not coming out of that you know and
[6:14]all of this because I won't sign a piece
[6:16]of
[6:17]paper they're saying if I don't sign
[6:19]this piece of paper they won't have a
[6:20]forwarding address for me and therefore
[6:23]if there are any
[6:25]damages they're just going to go
[6:27]straight to collections I have really
[6:29]good credit I am not letting them mess
[6:31]up my credit and I'm like why can't I
[6:33]just give you my address you know foring
[6:35]address I have no problem paying like
[6:38]reasonable fees that they you know
[6:41]determine during the move out inspection
[6:43]which I'll be there
[6:45]for I just don't trust them it's really
[6:48]frustrating hopefully they sound good
[6:50]hopefully
[6:51]there's not a lot of road noise like I
[6:54]have some pretty special tires on this I
[6:56]mean if you've seen my videos you've
[6:57]probably seen that I'm hoping to get
[6:59]those for my RV honestly I don't I don't
[7:02]know if they make them but for RVs or
[7:04]you know bigger vehicles but I'm going
[7:06]to try cuz I just I love to them
[7:09]like I would be so
[7:12]happy so I'm just on my way home for
[7:14]dropping my mom off she's been super
[7:17]helpful um and I'll see her and my dad
[7:20]tomorrow my dad's going to drive with me
[7:23]you know he'll be in the passenger team
[7:25]while we just drive to the campground
[7:27]which is 2 hours away um it'll take us
[7:30]longer cuz we you know I got to get
[7:31]propane somewhere I haven't figured that
[7:33]part out
[7:34]yet and you know I have to go to a gas
[7:37]station I've kind of planned out my
[7:39]route for that it's only 2 hours away so
[7:41]there not even a tank of gas and then
[7:45]I'll be back you know I'll have to come
[7:46]back here to deal with this house I
[7:48]guess the prep stage is over isn't it
[7:50]cuz I at this point it's just I'm I'm
[7:53]moving to a campground all that's left
[7:56]is just to get rid of what's in the
[7:57]house and in any manner that I can at
[8:00]this point cuz I just want to live this
[8:02]life it's it's sad that this is how it
[8:06]has to
[8:06]be if if you don't rush like me if
[8:10]you're if you're plan it better you know
[8:13]give yourself more time cuz I could have
[8:16]I could have kept my my lease going
[8:19]maybe for a couple more months but it
[8:21]was really a money issue for me I didn't
[8:23]want
[8:24]to and I didn't want to keep pushing it
[8:27]off I was already having so many fears I
[8:29]felt like I I just had to push myself
[8:31]out the door and I'm glad I did
[8:34]tomorrow's my
[8:35]birthday probably the best birthday in
[8:37]my life I literally have to stop with
[8:39]this bird
[8:41]wow Birds just sitting right in the road
[8:45]cuz they're like yeah what was I saying
[8:47]totally lost my train of thought I love
[8:49]driving this thing it's so fun it's a
[8:52]lot more fun than driving that camp
[8:54]right
[8:55]at toing this Jeep that's going to be
[8:58]different
[9:00]don't think it'll be bad though I really
[9:01]think that I'm I'm ready for
[9:04]this I mean I
[9:06]don't I I'm still nervous about it I
[9:09]think that's what I was talking about
[9:10]just the
[9:11]fears I had so many when I started guys
[9:14]if you're like kind of new to my channel
[9:16]I just would say go look at my first
[9:19]video and just see the transformation
[9:21]that's happened from then to now there
[9:23]at some point I'm just going to make a
[9:25]video about that because I I can see it
[9:27]so glad I made this change if I had
[9:31]hadn't I don't think I could have held
[9:33]out much longer I really didn't like my
[9:35]life I didn't like anything about it I
[9:38]think there are great things in my
[9:41]future I hope it's a long one you know I
[9:44]feel like that's one of those things
[9:46]when you get to my age you just don't
[9:48]know is this the end of my life or is it
[9:51]the middle I don't
[9:53]know I hav't been smoking for 30 years
[9:57]I'm sure that's not working in my favor
[9:59]right
[10:00]I just I'm I guess I'm stressed out if
[10:02]I'm honest I'm stressed out and I'm not
[10:05]stressed out about what I'm doing I'm
[10:06]stressed out about this
[10:08]house it's been a struggle I did not
[10:11]know it would be this much of a struggle
[10:12]I'm willing to pay a lawyer you would
[10:14]think that that would not be a difficult
[10:16]thing to do you know I'm not I'm not
[10:19]looking for like like free advice cuz
[10:22]I've been through all those challenges
[10:23]in my life right I'm willing to pay
[10:25]somebody to just represent me and my
[10:28]rights
[10:30]and just just protect me from these
[10:32]guys I'm so tired of feeling like and
[10:36]that's what it's like in this world it's
[10:39]just you against the world it always is
[10:41]for me anyways always you against the
[10:44]world and you either take what they give
[10:48]you or you push back those are the only
[10:52]choices this world gives
[10:54]you so
[10:56]sad nobody just does the right thing
[11:00]me and my mom were talking about I was
[11:01]taking her home and she was like what's
[11:04]happened to us and and I just said you
[11:05]know nothing I think we've always been
[11:08]this way I think the internet is a
[11:11]mirror I don't think that we're changed
[11:13]because of it I think that's just
[11:15]exposing us for who we are I think this
[11:18]is just who we are and I've always been
[11:21]I don't have a lot of faith in humanity
[11:23]I really don't there are a lot of nice
[11:25]good people in the world but even nice
[11:27]and good people do really shitty
[11:31]things a lot of good people screw over a
[11:34]stranger I know I've seen it all I have
[11:37]experienced it all so what I did was
[11:40]Retreat from society lived in my
[11:43]house never left it and stopped living
[11:47]and and you can't do that that made me
[11:49]so
[11:50]depressed I didn't even realize how
[11:53]depressed I was I still just want to
[11:55]avoid
[11:57]people as much as possible
[12:00]I mean I'm putting myself on the world
[12:02]now I can't isolate in a
[12:05]house
[12:07]just I've gotten so out of shape I I
[12:10]weighed 135 lbs from like the age
[12:14]of I don't know 14 15 up until my like
[12:18]middle 30s like literally I was always a
[12:22]small guy and then something just
[12:24]happened to me I don't know I I mean I
[12:26]got older of course but I also I just
[12:28]wasn't active any anymore I want to
[12:31]change that I'm not too old I'm
[12:35]not it's a new least on
[12:38]life this is my second
[12:40]life and it starts tomorrow it starts
[12:43]right now I'm a different person
[12:47]already this is my drive home for my
[12:49]parents I'm almost
[12:51]home we're not too far from each other
[12:54]when we
[12:56]weren't you know my mom visited a couple
[12:58]times week a couple days every week
[13:02]and that was it that was my life love my
[13:06]mom love her always have but that's not
[13:10]a life I'm not living
[13:14]I'm I I don't want to say this cuz it's
[13:17]going to sound wrong but it was almost
[13:19]like I was I put my life on hold for my
[13:23]mom she has a kidney disease they
[13:26]thought she would die 20 years ago she's
[13:28]still around found I didn't want to feel
[13:31]guilty if something happens to her and I
[13:35]just put my life off and this is not her
[13:37]fault this is this is all
[13:40]me
[13:42]um cuz I've thought about it a lot over
[13:45]the years I've
[13:48]always I just imagine the day after and
[13:52]I just know that it's going to be the
[13:54]worst day of my
[13:55]life and I want to have as few regrets
[13:58]as possible is really what it comes down
[14:00]to when I realized just how depressed I
[14:03]got that night that I was talking to
[14:05]chat
[14:06]GPT and I just burst into tears and I
[14:09]started ugly
[14:11]crying I had to make a change and I put
[14:15]myself first this time don't regret it I
[14:18]don't think my mom does either I think
[14:20]she's happy for
[14:22]me uh I
[14:24]think it's hard for her of course being
[14:28]in that house is it's sinking in how
[14:31]real this is for all of us our whole
[14:34]lives are all of our lives are changing
[14:35]now um I see it as a good thing I really
[14:43][Music]
[14:46]do he for getting a second battery and
[14:49]just doubled my capacity and the next
[14:52]time you guys hear from me I'm going to
[14:54]be on a campground uh it's called Baron
[14:58]River Lake
[15:00]State Resort Park in Kentucky that's
[15:02]where I'm going to be my first two
[15:04]weeks after that is another Park I can't
[15:07]remember the name right now um but you
[15:09]you know I'll tell you about it once I'm
[15:11]there there's lots of hiking trails
[15:13]there's lots of things to do and I'm
[15:15]just going to start my new life right
[15:17]away so this just going to be a whole
[15:20]new
[15:21]chapter I'm
[15:24]home yep pretty much ready to pull that
[15:27]slide in and
[15:29]and just it'll sit there overnight I'll
[15:32]be in the house tonight cuz like you
[15:34]know the side's going to be in I don't
[15:36]know how I'd sleep in there definitely
[15:37]couldn't do it with the cats although
[15:39]maybe we should try because I imagine
[15:40]there's going to be days like that for
[15:43]us I don't know when I pull the slide
[15:45]and I'll I'll see because I can't
[15:48]remember what it's kind of like in
[15:52]there and I need to get that battery in
[15:54]there another 80
[15:56]lbs all my bad habits right
[16:02]here I will
[16:05]change because I want to change you
[16:08]know I I quit smoking for two weeks once
[16:12]by taking chanics it actually
[16:14]worked then my doctor prescrib me a
[16:16]generic version of it it did not work
[16:18]and I've tried like three times now I
[16:20]just don't know what to do about that
[16:22]chanics is so
[16:24]expensive uh it's like thousands of
[16:26]dollars per month the generic stuff like
[16:29]$100 or something and for some reason
[16:32]it's not working I don't understand that
[16:34]it's the same
[16:36]drug it really worth the first time I'm
[16:39]so sad I should have kept with it wish
[16:41]me luck because I'm going to be driving
[16:43]my camper and towing my Jeep for the
[16:45]very first time I did not get any time
[16:47]to do
[16:49]that I feel like lots of people probably
[16:51]start this way I will have my dad in the
[16:53]passenger seat just to you know be an
[16:57]extra set of eyes and his experience you
[17:00]know he he will keep us
[17:02]safe
[17:04]and I'll get to the campground two hours
[17:06]away it's a real simple route you
[17:09]know
[17:10]and the more I do it the better I'll get
[17:13]at it the more confident I'll get I'm
[17:15]sure of that much I am sure of that much
[17:18]and I will see
[17:19]you um from the from my Campground
[17:22]tomorrow my first day in my new
[17:25]life that was happy guys I'm still a
[17:28]little out of breath
[17:31]oh man it's
[17:34]done two batteries
[17:37]6,000 wat
[17:40]hours not
[17:42]bad now I do know what this number means
[17:45]now 42% that's how much is in the
[17:47]batteries between the two of them there
[17:50]we
[17:51]go 1 and four oh 64% is that you yeah
[17:57]the first one is 20 I would wanted them
[17:59]numbered better one and two there's all
[18:02]kinds of stuff this guys I was looking
[18:04]at it I need to learn up a lot more
[18:07]about it because I was looking PV
[18:09]parallel enable is off I don't know what
[18:12]that means but I
[18:14]think I think it might have something to
[18:17]do with having more than one solar panel
[18:20]out there so I just need to read up on
[18:23]it oh yeah and you can connect to this
[18:25]thing with Wi-Fi and Bluetooth I did
[18:27]discover that I have an app now
[18:29]that was
[18:31]great I love this thing so
[18:34]cool definitely recommend it but you
[18:37]know you don't need to hear that from me
[18:38]I think think anybody would want this
[18:41]thing it's interesting that these don't
[18:43]stay in that you think they could have
[18:44]done a better job with that honestly I
[18:46]would love these things to just stay in
[18:48]when you're not using them but these
[18:50]ones don't a couple places where feels
[18:55]like I mean these are super high quality
[18:58]they're not cheap but I mean they are
[18:59]high quality they did a great job with
[19:02]these they just the little things like
[19:04]that you just kind of would think that
[19:06]they would they would not let that ever
[19:08]be a problem this is going to this is
[19:10]going to power my life you
[19:13]know so I did learn you can um thanks to
[19:18]another um I guess viewer I just I
[19:21]haven't come up with a good word for you
[19:23]guys um suggested you could have powered
[19:26]this from your house he was right if I
[19:27]ever expand this further
[19:29]I don't know that I would trust it on
[19:30]this slide it's already a little bit
[19:32]scary but I do know it can handle
[19:35]it even when bringing them in and out I
[19:38]was real specific with chat gbt on this
[19:40]topic just going to get you know ready
[19:44]um this is my last night here it's just
[19:46]me and the cats
[19:47]now I will finish up whatever I have to
[19:50]and
[19:52]just get ready right tomorrow morning
[19:55]can't wait